DEVANYE. STILL LOVING YOU
part 52's
"You want to take a shower? I'll get it ready!"
How embarrassing!!! 🙈🙈🙈🙈
After finishing the bath and wearing the same pajamas as Devan, I sat down next to Devan who was sitting leaning on the head of the bed holding his laptop. Is Devan at work?
"here." Pat an empty spot beside him. I comply. Is Devan gonna do it tonight? My mind, why am I growing up so soon?
"Anye, honey. Take your book, here I'll study!" patting again the place. Oops, you little fucking brain! I think Devan wants us...
Stop thinking too mature Carnations! There is no ID yet!
"Yes." Yeah."
Tonight I'm finally studying in Devan's arms. Devan is like a father who accompanies his son to study. A good husband! Husband...
Suddenly my face was hot...
"Dev..."
"What?"
"You said that time.anu..emmm.." The words I designed disappeared instantly.
"What?" ask her again.
"Anu. that's.." In my brain it's clear what I want to say, but why it feels stuck in the throat.
"What...?" not asking, but her tone was already tempting.
I still can't say.
"What do you want to say?" touching my chin, accidentally touching the tip of my nose with the tip of his nose. My chest is pounding hard. If usually I will immediately scoop his lips, but this time my guts even shrieked. I used to tease her, but now I'm scared!
"Well..." Devan laughed, I opened my eyes. Devan keeps his head away from me. "...You're still testing, I don't want to make you tired if you serve me at night. You have to learn." I rubbed my head with my darling.
"Now just focus on your exam, okay. After that we'll have fun." I turned my face away. Disappointed? I don't know! Embarrassed? Aye!
"Hey, I want to too. I want to, too, but I'm scared. I'm not sure I'll do it just once. I'm afraid I'll keep you up all night, tomorrow you're still testing, right?" i'm nodding. I was thinking even... Ah already. Doesn't Devan's reason make sense?
"Is it over with, is it?" again I nodded. "Come on to bed!" take my book and put it on the nightstand. Justifying my pillow and raising the blanket covered up my chest.
"Good night, boy!" rubbed my stomach gently and kissed it. Then lay down beside me.
"Good night my wife!" said it.
"Night, Dev!" Feeling ashamed, for the first time sleeping one bed with a man and that with a conscious state!
"No. No Dev. But, Honey? Lovely husbands? or Hubby?"
"Grave!" I chuckled while facing towards him.
"Malley? I'm not tickling you!"
"His calling is Dev, I am glad to call it! Hehe."
"Choose one. I'm used to it too, right?" i'm nodding.
Devan kissed my forehead, and hugged me tightly, carrying my head to sleep on his arm.
"I'm so happy. We can finally be together. Married and have children. Don't worry anymore that you will be away from me because you belong to me forever. Thanks. Let's sleep. Tomorrow I have to get up early, travel to school far away from here."
"Yes, we're sleeping!" Devan closed his eyes and so did I, not how long did a soft snoring sound come from his mouth.
I opened my eyes again. Swiping Devan's cheek slowly. My chest is pounding no crap.
"If you knew who we wanted to split Dev!"
What should I do later? Do I have to leave Devan after this child is born? Or should I survive?
Just enjoy your time now Carnations!