Don't (Blame) Love
SESION 2 PART 104

Almost thirty minutes Al accompanied the grandfather who was still sitting in a wheelchair next to the navel of his brother and wife. As much as she could, she held back her tears from falling. He must be strong in order to strengthen his fragile grandfather.

"Grandfather, you've been out of the hospital too long, let Al accompany Grandpa, huh?" persuade Al to crouch next to Andrean.

"Wait a minute, Al. Grandpa still wants to be here with your grandma and grandpa." Andrean kept his head down and held onto Vivian's tombstone.

Al was silent as soon as possible was seen two watches that were coiled around his wrist.

About ten minutes later she glanced at her watch again and turned to the drip hanging from a pole that one of the sisters was carrying.

"Sir, let's go back. The langtinya was very cloudy, and grandfather's infusion liquid was about to run out. Next time we're here again, huh, cake?"

Andrean was obedient. She walked next to her wheelchair soerang the nurse pulled up the wheelchair leaving the burial area and another picked up the pole where the infusion was hung.

In the ambulance, Al seemed silent daydreaming his gaze was empty. Andrean who was aware of the tasi quietly observed how well his grandson felt. During his life with his family this man in front of him almost never disappointed anyone. Even as heavy as the task given to him by the late brother with full sense of responsibility he did it. Whatever risk.

"Male doesn't mean he never cries. Men are also human beings who have a heart, can be happy and sad too. You're good at calming people down, Al. But, it is not good at hiding your sadness. Affirm your grandparents, pray that your father and mother will soon come to their senses and be able to gather with us as before."

Unknowingly, these words of Andrean really made him weak and fell into tears. Not only that, he prostrated himself on Andrean's lap and cried.

Arriving at the hospital, Andrean has been moved to a VIP room containing only one person.

Because there are still sisters, Al Permission to see papa and his mother in the ICU room.

After getting permission he entered to see two figures who used to give him love and affection lying helpless with life support. Hoses are everywhere. Her heart was silent, silent only the sound of two ventilators who were mutually disdainful that made her heart ache and ache.

With a shunt Al approaching Clara, the woman's cheek touched, which was as white as snow as pale with a broken heart and a trembling body.

"Clara, if I could. I'll replace your current position. Come to realize, I won't be able to see you like this. Ra's. I'm sorry, you don't get mad if I love you instead of a child's love for his mother. But, as a man who saw the perfect figure and sorry if all this time I was still trapped in a pseudo-fiction, fantasizing we are family and have many children. I'll treat you well, sorry if I was presumptuous to have this kind of feeling for you, Clara. Verily this tongue is false if it be ye mama. Because in my heart I can no longer accept to think of you as a mother. Because your husband is a good man, and also loves you so much I gave up all this time. But this heart cannot be lied to. As much as I hurt to see you spoiled on papa, it was even more painful to see you like this. I just wait if by chopping my body that coror is able to make you guys back okay, really, Ra. I'm willing to."

With tears in his eyes, Al kissed Claea's hand.  And she was afraid that she would kiss the woman's cheeks and forehead.

A moment later, Al turned around and walked towards Vano. He felt very guilty to his foster father for loving his foster mother.

"Papa... Forgive Al, Pah. Just kill Al if you realize. Al doesn't deserve to live, Pah. Sorry," said Al bowed next to Vano feeling guilty. But, he is also an ordinary human who will not be able and able to continue to absorb the feelings that have been piling up for years in his heart.

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Arriving at his father-in-law's house, Alex finds the yard still filled with mourners.

He didn't really care, he had a bad feeling about Quen. He tried to search the room and in the backyard but he did not find Quen's whereabouts.

Coincidentally he saw Yul's bik, Alex asked him. "Bik, where's Quen now?"

"There's in his room, ladies and gentlemen, Den. From that moment on, he kept crying. Even to the point of fainting, lo."

Hearing the explanation Alex concluded that Quen was not well. In the hospital he had fainted three times so that means he had fainted four times

In her second room, Quen lies with her sister Novita. He went in and approached his wife.

"Papa and mama may have just arrived here tonight" Novita whispered to her sister. While Alex just nodded and held Quen's hand.

Nayla arrives with a large glass of warm water in her hand and gives it to Quen.

"Drink first." Nayla thrust out the glass and Quen quickly accepted it. Drink a few sips and give it to Alex.

Alex just silently watched his wife's nose look panicked and sweaty in the area of the forehead, tip of the nose and mustache. Wh why? At first he interpreted the panic of Novi and Nayla as just a natural thing, but, Quen's breathing was getting heavy. Often the girl takes a deep breath from the nose and takes it out of the mouth violently. Like the one who endured the pain.

"Darling, what's wrong with you?" ask Alex, Iirih.

Quen did not answer, but only appeared to squeeze his own stomach down. He even pressed her until her body curved forward.

"Alex, help me!" it felt like I was enduring a tremendous pain.

Alex was confused to help.

"Sir, why is Quen really?" he asked while looking at the two women who were older than him.

"Alex, we're afraid of Quen later..." Novita was surprised no longer to retract his sentence he tightly closed his lips with both hands when he saw blood seep from Quen's womb when his position lay tilted and still holding his hand.

It also succeeded in making Alex panic. Without saying much more, Alex carried his wife's body and took her out. Novita felt weak. You saw his legs as if unable to support his weight he fell on the floor can not do anything. As for Nayla other than being afraid of Al, there was nothing else she thought about. She knew the nature of her husband. And he asked her to take care of Quen. But what happened instead....

Alex did not care about the number of invited guests, he still passed by even though blood continued to flow on his white shirt even some of the many who fell dripping on the floor dsm Quen continued to endure the pain.

"Aleeex, it hurts a lot" he said with his eyes closed.

Bik Yul who happened to see it starting from Alex was knocked out and stains blood droplets that fell from Quen.

Bik Yul also seemed to feel the sadness that was in this house. Morning parents, with their grandparents. And the daughter of this house is bleeding.

"Why, Bik?" greeting dr.Lusi found bik Yul as much as he pleased while stroking his own chest.

"I was just this morning, Non entered this house and had a chance to meet with the Madam, young mistress and also Mr. All, I felt they were very good at all, but, but, why did God lower the weight of the test."

Lusi was back crying unable to imagine if he was in the position of Quen, or even Clara if aware of how much.

"We pray there will be wisdom and happiness after this disaster, yes Bik," said Lusi. He wanted to follow Alex. But, here there is still a shortage of people to take care of the more and more mourners.

Soon she sees one of her best friends, Eren, with her son and husband.

"Eren have you come?" greet Lusi.

"Yes, I'm in complete shock. At the time of the accident he still had time to chat with me, lo. Where does Clara look?"

"He, and Vano are still critical. Om Andrean had realized that even this afternoon, he had participated in the funeral of aunt Vivian and om Andreas. But, Quen is currently..."

"Quen where's aunt? She said she was pregnant, huh?" asked Hanifah who was standing behind her mother. While Hans gathered with Reza and Aditya in front directly took care of the mourners.

"Quen was just taken by Alex to the hospital. He's bleeding" Luci replied.

"Oh god... It's so cassian she... May her child be saved. Maybe because of inner pressure and very stressful to experience contractions," said Eren.

"What hospital did she take to, Alex's aunt?" sahut Hanifah was worried.

"Don't know. This Alex can't be contacted either."

Novi and Nayla get out of Clara's room carrying a bed sheet of Quen's blood.

"Tante, sit down first, when do you arrive?" greet Nayla.

Eren looked into the eyes of his best friend's son-in-law and cousin. He looks confused.

"We just arrived. Al where, Nay?"

"So he went to the funeral, Te. He should be back with Alex. Or maybe she's going to the hospital with Grandpa, Nay doesn't know."

Eren seemed confused not knowing what to say. What is clear is that he has not finished from his syock hearing the accident that hit Clara and Vano, now just came to hear Quen bleeding heavily. Even the patches of blood dripping along the floor that Alex passed through had not finished cleaning Bik Yul.

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Alex gets more panicked when the traffic jams get worse over the highway. While looking at the sick Quen as if increasing he also did not have the heart. As well as the more blood in the car jog increasingly makes him panic.

Alex contacted Al asking his brother-in-law to pick up his car at the location he had sent.

"Sister, please take my car here. I'm in the nearest RSUD, Quen suddenly had severe bleeding earlier."

After sending the message, Alex came out carrying Quen and took him running. It just so happened that the distance was less than two hundred meters anymore. If you wait until you are free from traffic...

"Honey, hold on, okay? We'll be there soon. At the nearest hospital."

"Yes, Lex... It hurts so much I feel.." Quen complained as he closed his eyes tightly.

Arriving at the hospital yard Alex immediately ran to the IGD without permission so panicked he had to break through. While there is a lot of blood.

Alex was asked to come out. But Quen continued to cry and was unwilling to take his hand off Alex's hand.

"Dok, I'm afraid to let my husband here, doc," whined Quen. They finally let Alex stay inside.

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As Al apologizes and expresses all his guilt to the helpless Vano, he feels a vibration from his cell phone pocket.

Worried that it was important, Al kissed Papa Vano's hands goodbye and prayed to be quickly aware and healthy then out.

I haven't had time to wear head coverings and special clothes. Al hard to see his dress because he felt a bad feeling with something. And sure enough, when he saw the contents of the message from Alex, he quickly took off the green clothes and threw them away and ran. Lucky a lot of tukan ojel kolan in front of the hospital. He asked to drive him on the road by taking Alex's car first and then go to RSUD which he maxed out.

Sure enough, there's a lot of blood on the jog next to the wheel. He could guess whose blood it was.

"How could all this happen, Tuhaaan!" Al complained in his heart while hitting the steering wheel many times. As an older brother he felt that failing could not give his sister a sense of security.

Seeing so much blood, Al did not dare to guess the condition of baby Quen. All he had in mind was that Quen survived. Dare not expect more because they are afraid of disappointment.