Don't (Blame) Love
SESION 2 PART 125

That night Diaz arrived earlier than her working hours. As usual, as soon as he arrived he immediately put the bag and took off his jacket grab an apron and ready to deliver the order of the buyers.

Around nine o'clock, and the customers began to quiet down, Diaz's eyes were fixed on one of the visitors who was sitting in the corner seat.

The girl in peach clothes with a wrinkle model on her body and arms and subordinates of a knee-length skirt in milk chocolate was sitting relaxing while waiting for her order.

At the same time he was going to the cashier asking the girl what message, Iren, was,

Carrying a tray containing a cup of coffee and his eyes stared at the girl. Diaz quickly stopped Iren and asked him who would deliver the order without asking for what seat number.

"Eh, Ren! Here let me deliver this. To what number chair?" ask Diaz pretending not to know.

"Sister Diaz wants to take you? This is to the beautiful girl in the cantaloupe dress," said Iren with a smile. However, watching from a distance.

The nineteen-year-old girl is a permanent employee of this cafe. He was just a high school grad kid and went straight to work because of economic pressure. Hany alone, he once confided to Diaz that he would continue college next year. Now work to help parents and mourning first.

Iren sees Diaz flirting with the girl, "Good night princess, alone, all right?"

Queen was surprised because she daydreamed and felt surprised by the appearance of Diaz in front of her.

"Diaz, you actually work at this cafe?" ask Quen.

The man replied with a nod and a gentle smile.

"Because of the lack of visitors, willing, will my princess accompany me?" tawarmr Diaz, pulling up a chair in front of Queen, sat there without Quen's consent.

"Ok, okay! But don't call and talk, it's not good to be in the denga," Queen protested shyly.

"Then what? Queen means queen, you know. Do I call you queen?" Temptation Diaz.

"Then you're the king" said Queen, laughing. For a moment he could forget his sadness when talking to Diaz who was cool. Even though he is a quiet person. But, good if the same friend. For example, he and Gea. It's just that he didn't know how frozen Diaz was when he was with his brother Hanifah.

"Eh, there's a buyer" Diaz said as she entered the cafe.

"Stop, there are others. He said he wanted to nemanin the princess," quen teased with a smile.

"Yes, but I'm working, Queen. Not good for the boss and the others" Diaz said with a serious look.

"Just calm! Your boss won't get mad if he sees you with me, but, if it's with someone else, I can't guarantee you."

"You know my boss?"

"Om Reza, right? She's Aunt Lusi's husband. Our guidance counselor, Diaz."

The man also looked dumb but soon he also laughed because he felt funny.

"How narrow is the world, huh? Oh, yeah, how come these nights out on their own?" ask Diaz.

Queen is silent. His eyes were on the counter next to the cashier, a young girl watching him with Diaz. Queen was no problem, but she was not used to showing a sad expression let alone crying in front of strangers. But, Diaz does already know everything so, why be covered again, right?

Feeling noticed by Queen Iren tried to take her eyes off. Not only that. He moved from his place pretending to deliver the order of a buyer who had just arrived.

"Is he a fan of yours?" said Queen while smiling at Diaz after glancing at Iren.

"Just a workmate. Yeah, I'll take it like my own sister."

The Queen continued to pay attention to Diaz's expression.There was indeed nothing that seemed to cover her up. But, the girl seemed to be putting feelings towards this best friend.

"Oh, what are you riding here, Queen?" tanya Diaz shifted the subject.

"I? Walk on!" Queen cried while laughing. But, his facial lines showed seriousness.

"Seriously, Queen."

"Then do you think I'm kidding?"

"Is there a problem?"

"Yes, Alex called Helena this afternoon, and asked her to stay there with us, she didn't consider me at all. I couldn't bear to see it I was out to temper my emotions. Tau-tau, I got here." Queen smile. Even his laughter was forced. But he could not hide his sadness.

"Women walk alone at night it's dangerous, Queen."

"Oh, I can't think Diaz right now. I don't know where to go. It's not possible, am I crying in front of my dad and whining like I used to? However, I was sure that far from his subconscious, he understood that I had come and told him my pain. I just need to be at peace with my heart, calm down and be happy again."

"You're patient, yeah. Allah says in the Qur'an Surat Al-I Shia verse six. ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇

After the difficulty there is ease. You believe that, right?"

Quen.

"Diaz, all this time I didn't give much away about my religion. Will you teach me?" queen said quietly but, surely and those words Diaz felt were really spoken from the heart.

Diaz nodded. Although Queen is a neutral figure and born not from a religious family, she can feel that the woman in front of her is actually good, it's just.... Well, maybe it's destiny. No human life is perfect.

"Where are you going after this?" ask Diaz.

"I don't know, obviously I can't go home. Because Al's gonna be suspicious later." Queen grabbed a cup of coffee that had been served almost half an hour ago, which now began to cool and then sipped it.

"Back to Alex's house?" ask Diaz.

"Enthlah. I guess not. I'm not wanted there. As a legitimate wife, I have the right to defend my husband. But back to the husband, he really doesn't want me anymore, Diaz. I don't want to beg and beg her to be with me again. It was just a waste." The girl wiped her tears with her fingertips.

"Any job won't be in vain, Queen. That's your right, why feel in vain? Do not let two people who love each other be in one house without a bond. If you let it go, it means you let it go. You're taking his sins."

"So I have to stay in that house?"

"Yes, with you staying there, they won't be able to freely do anything. If you're not around, there's only a maid, where might they be hesitating."

"Yes, you're right. But, I'm ashamed to go back, Diaz."

"Not to be ashamed, I'll drive you fifty yards from your house, and you can pretend to be off the streets."

"Maybe, are you gonna take me home now?"

"But, it's still working hours, Queen."

Once on the spot to make coffee, Queen greeted the man her mother's age.

Reza was surprised to find Queen in her cafe last night.

"Queen, who are you?"

"Oh own om, just accompanied by a conversation with Diaz."

"Do you know him?"

"We're one place in the hospital. And both students aunt Lusi," said Quen.

"You want to go home? Yes already. Ask to take Diaz gapapa. It's still less than half an hour to close the cafe" Reza replied as he glanced at the wall clock hanging close to where he was standing.

"You didn't cut his pay, did you?" cananda Queen's.

"Of course not, yes. Greetings to Alex. Maybe tomorrow om and auntie will be there to see him."

"Ok, thanks, Om." replied Queen and she left the cafe area with Diaz.

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About fifty meters from the house Alex Diaz deliver Queen.tega did not have the heart he immediately turned back so as not to cause new problems for his best friend.

Queen walked slowly towards the house which is now a different atmosphere. If he had always longed for the warmth in the house, now it was the opposite. Even it felt he was reluctant to return because with his return he had to be ready heartache to see things that had never been imagined before.

"Neng, have you finally gone home, where have you been? Aunty confused to nayatiin nuh nyari where?" said the aunt as soon as she opened the door and went inside the house.

"Auntie, aren't you asleep yet?" ask Queen back.

"No, neng... How can aunty sleep if she goes out all night alone? Where the hell was Neng?"

"Just take a walk around the complex, Bi... Since I'm home, let's go get some sleep!" take Queen to step into her room.

But he stopped his steps when he heard the voices of men and women chatting in the backyard. Not knowing what moved his legs, he stepped up and peered outside. Sure enough, Alex and Helena were having a good conversation.

'Oh, this ternyat just right when I left earlier he no intention to catch up with me even with my safety he also does not care.'

Flashbacks

"Alex, eat first, yes, I made you chicken steak" Queen said.

There was no response from Alex. But, when Helena suddenly appeared with a large plate of fried rice instead enthusiastically Alex welcomed her.

Queen is silent. But, getting here even to get a towel just why must you yell at Helena who is outside the room? So what does Queen really mean?

Whether because tired all day work has not had time to rest and also a bad mood, Queen without caring kicked off the door and then went out of the house at night.

"Alex, you baby, aren't you the same me? Follow me, Lex," muttered Queen in passing minute after minute, she was already twenty minutes walking slowly but, Alex never came to catch up with her.

"Helena, Queen go what if something bad happens to her?" alex was panicking.

"will not. Queen is a martial artist. She must be safe, Lex," said Helena, trying to calm down.

"If she's angry how?"

"That's natural, just let him come back later too. Do you still want me here or not? If so, stay here with me. But, if not, please follow two take him back I'll pack my things." Threaten Helena.

Alex is silent and seems to be considering the choice Helena gives. Want him to catch up with Queen who is clearly proven that she is his legal wife. But, on the other hand Helen was her lover.

"You said it wasn't that we were getting married. If you're always pampering her, do you think she'll let us get married? Let it. Let him feel that you we're so in love that he has no other choice."

Apparently Helena's words just succeeded in poisoning Alex's mind. He chose to let the Queen go without catching up with him.

Comebacks.

"You're crazy, Queen, if you're waiting for Alex to catch up with you. The proof, he also didn't care at all, "the inner Queen.

Stupid, why am I lingering here to see them? Isn't this just gonna make me sick?

Quen was about to leave, but stopped when he saw Helena holding her face to her husband. Her heart burned and her emotions peaked and she could not let another woman kiss her husband. Luckily, he still knows who he is. If no... Perhaps the four-kg jar of Engan's weight had already floated freely on the heads of the two people. So, he was quite herdehem.

"Ehem... "

Helena hurriedly moved her face away from Alex's face and turned to the door.

Obviously Helena was annoyed because she failed to get what she wanted.

"Queen, are you back?" alex looks worried.

"Of course, because even if you don't think I'm the hostess of this house," replied the Queen after leaving them.

Alex swiftly chased after Quen and subconsciously shook Helena's hand that was about to hold her arm.

arriving at the door of the room Alex involuntarily hugged the girl's body tightly from behind and muttered, "I'm sorry for always ignoring you."

Queen sighs upset.whether he should be happy or sad with Alex who is like this. he is too tired and does not want to think much more especially about the heart and feelings. Alex how many minutes will this last? this was just the fear effect of his subconscious alone.otherwise, the proof was that he let himself just walk away.

"Alex, I'm sleepy to take a break first" said Queen.

"Well, you just take a break, I'll sleep in Helena's camel tonight" Alex replied.

'Certainly, right?' inner Queen.

heartache, disappointment, explained Queen, felt her husband openly asking for permission to room with another woman in his house.

'Oh, my God, what should I do? letting with a lifetime of heartache bets.or forbidding which will only lead to Alex's quarrel and resistance? the more he was forbidden the more he was clammy in his will,'

unwilling to think anymore, with a little energy Queen broke out of Alex's arms and pushed the man's body out the door without a word.

the Queen quickly locked the door, leaning her back against the door until her body slumped.