Don't (Blame) Love
Episode 32

Because Sunday never had an event, and always felt

bored. Bilqis actually misses Berlyn, it's been a long time since she didn't

meet. Since he went to Singapore, he has never met again. Because,

after returning from there, her little sister stayed at her grandparents' house. Wanted

once he played to his house. But, he was sure, that Berlyn Sunday would be

come out with your mom and dad. He does not want to disturb, or damage the atmosphere of togetherness.

After a few minutes of silence in front of the television

play the origin without seeing what the show is, he remembered with Axel. Unannounced

first, the girl prepared to go to her house. After all, there was Adriel and also the Novi tangte. Even if he was abused by Axel there, he could play with his sister and his mother Axel.

“Ma, I want to go out first, yes?” she shouted at her mother

I was checking the financial statements of some of his bakery and cake outlets.

“Where are you going, Darling?” answer Nayla without diverting

his eyes looked at the file in his hand.

“Mau to home tate Novita. Where else? I'm a young man

who only hang out with old women, and children like baby sisters,” replied Bilqis with a melas tone.

“Why not play with Tiara? Aren't you guys pretty close and familiar?” naylam

“He works, Ma.”

Nayla put the sheet of paper in her hand. He was astonished,

what a child of that age does work. Even if he seems to be an adult, but, Tiara is still first grade Junior High, right? His age must also not be much different from Bilqis, his daughter.

“Work? What work, he?”

“Let's tell my mom later, okay? Now allow

I used to go to Aunt Novi's house, bye Mama.” The little girl kissed her mother's cheek and ran outside.

Arriving at Axel's house, Aunt Novita was the one who opened the door

pints. This is the second time. As usual, the woman always greeted him kindly.

“Eh, Bilqis! Let's go in! Are you looking for Axel's brother?”

asked the woman while sitting in front of him.

“ya, if there is none, there will be aunty with Adriel, at home

bored, Aunt. It might be nice to have a brother like Axel's sister. I usually play with Berlyn. But, she often lives with her grandparents.”

Novita just smiled at the little girl.

“If you want to play here, come here do not hesitate. Aunty's door is wide open for you, Bilqis.”

“Thank You Aunt. Sorry, so confide in gini, sister Axel and Adriel where are you, Tan?”bitalya Bilqis's.

“Adriel's at home, if Axel she's out with her omnya.”

“Where, Tan? Is old?”

“Tante himself does not know, because he just said invite

he went out for a while somewhere. Maybe they'll be back soon too."

Along with Novita's answer to Bilqis, a car

white color entered his yard. Novita looked up to look outside. It turns out that the one who came was Candra's car.

“that they have come,” Novita said.

Bilqis looked outside as well. Bilqis blinked his eyes

time and time again. He knew who owned the car. Did he not see wrong? His inner.

“That's the car om Candra, isn't it?” bilqis said unconsciously.

“Iya, brother Axel came out with om Cndra earlier,” replied Novita, so,

his face exuded a happiness indescribable to words.

Bilqis was silent. When aunt Novi barkata that Axel

coming out with his om earlier he thought that it was Alex who was maxed out. But it turns out Candra. How come? But, a moment later he laughed silently. In his head think, if with Candra he just hates

can get along and make peace, a time with him that he does not hate at all can not love? Doesn't love come from habituation?

“I'm home. Novi... Bilqis, are you here?” greetings Candra

once he saw a guest who he also knew was in the house.

“Iya, Om. Om Candra how are you?” greet the teenage girl kindly.

“Om well, then, how about yourself? Long time no see, huh?”

“Om Candra deh, her wealth is rare here,” replied Bilqis,

lightly.

“Oh, yes, yes? Hahaha until forgot this.”

“Om Candra!” greet the six-year-old boy

and ran to embrace him.

“Adriel! Hey, good boy what time did you wake up, huh?

Said you stayed up last night, huh?” candra said as she peeked at the boy's cheek.

“Yes, Adriel cannot sleep until one hour,” replied Adriel plainly.

Candra was silently stunned, 'why can it be the same, look, huh?’ his inner.

“Ndra, Which Axel?” tanya Novita, disperse the man's daydream

the thirty-seven.

“Eh, yes duh, why can forget this, yes?” said Candra

patting his own head.

While Novi and Bilqis looked at the man waiting

the answer that came out of his lips to find out the whereabouts of Axel who did not come home with him.

“Tadi Axel invited me to eat his late father, he too

take me to his cousin's meal. Alex's son, he said. Right there, we met with Mr. Al and also Queen's mom. Axel went with them to the mall

with daughter. Here I am told to pick you up if you want to go to

there, we can catch up with him,” replied Candra at length.

“What, to the mall om? We can play time zone donk! Want om

I want to,” said Adriel enthusiastically.

“Good, then you get ready first, huh?” Candra lower

Adriel from his carrier.

The six-year-old boy immediately ran over to his mother

ask to be replaced by clothes. Maybe even a shower. Because, it looks like he also just woke up, it looks like his face is still cut and still stuffy pajamas.

Candra looked towards Bilqis who was beside her.

“Bilqis, come along, yuk!” take Candra to the girl who is impressed to have

the ambition to pursue his big step-son candidate.

“Truly can, Om?” tanya Bilqis assured. He's scared, geer

first it turns out Cadra only mince words.

“Of course. Whynot? Aren't you close enough to Mr Al's daughter and Queen's mom?” answer Candra.

“Mau, Om. Really want, thanks Om?” Bilqis. It's very

grateful to finally be able to meet Berlyn as well after a few weeks of not meeting. The taste will be treated later.

Thirty minutes later, Novita and Adriel are back,

they are both ready to go.

“Bilqis, how about you come along? Said you earlier

with Berlyn, this is your chance to meet him. From the

he will return to his grandparents' house and you can't meet again later,” take Novita to the girl who started growing up.

“Iya,Attante. Bilqis really want, um Candra also ngajakin

Bilqis just now.” It is very clear how the look of Bilqis' face is very crisp. His happiness can no longer be hidden.

Eventually, the four of them left. Bilqis sat in

backseat with Adriel while chatting. It is basically Bilqis

very fond of children. So, even if he gets a part of looking after two children at once, Belyn and Adryl he will not be a problem. Moreover, accompanied by Axel. He certainly hopes so.

Entering the mall parking area. Novita live chat Queen

and also Axel his son, to ask where they are now. After getting the info that they are in the time zone accompany Berlyn play

throw basketball with Axel.

Novita, Candra and Bilqis and Adriela

get there and meet the Queen. Not just Axel and Berlyn

only what looks as if playing, even Al also looks visible

very excited to play to get a voucher that can be tukard with gifts.

Indeed, the prize is nothing. If they want to, too,

they can also buy it easily. But, there is a special pleasure when you can from trying hard from a fun game.

“Berlyn,” murmured Bilqis shriek. With the spirit of the girl

take Adriel to a little toddler who she considers like her sister

by oneself.

“Berlyn!” call the girl while touching the shoulder of the toddler

that five year old.

With great enthusiasm, Berlyn saw Bilqis head on

hugging him, if he could talk, he would have said that he was very

miss Bilqis. But, his words were hindered by the limitations that he had

courtly.

“Sister Bilqis misses you so much, Berlyn. Are you too

missed sister?” shouted the girl who started growing up as a teenager. Because the area in the time zone is very noisy. To speak, you have to scream a little.

With a cheerful smile and sparkling eyes, Berlyn

nodding a few times and kissing the cheek of the older brother who was carrying him.

“Bilqis, are you coming too? How could it be so coincidental?”

greet Queen to her husband's stepson.

“Tadi, I played to Axel's sister's house, Ma. Said aunt brother

Axel came out with Candra, when Candra came back, he was not with brother

Axels. He said sister Axel joined mama Queen and also papa Al here, and I was invited.”

“Oh, tumben you want in a place like this, what because.. “.

Before Queen finished her sentence to tease

Bilqis, the girl immediately cut the sentence of her former honey mother.

“I miss Bilqis, Mama Queen. A week before going to Singapore

I did not meet him at all,” replied the girl.

“Oh, yes. Mama Queen knows that. You are obviously very

missed him. Then, there's nothing you miss other than Berlyn?” god Queen.

“Ya Mama and Papa Al, lah.” Reply Bilqis timidly. It doesn't

thought at all that the Queen mama even knew about how she was

he was trying to catch Axel. Mana Axel is always cold and cold

give her the slightest hope, really, shyly.

“Yes already, let's play together yuk!” take Queen.

Without feeling, until one o'clock in the afternoon they are cool to play

until I can't remember the time. But neither of them has anyone

lunches. Fortunately Queen soon regained consciousness. So, she called her husband and invited everyone to gather for lunch together in the food court.

While waiting for the order, Al reminds Bilqis for permission

his mother. “Bilqis, you have your mama's permission haven't you?”

“It's been Pa. Same mom allowed as long as it stays with you guys,”

answer the girl.

“This brother Nay chat me, Al. he menayayak is true Bilqis

come with us or not,” timpal Queen.

“Ya you just send Bilqis photos to Nayla,” said Al.

“Already, kok.”

Without feeling, they all played late. Six o'clock

in the afternoon, they decided to go home soon, because bsok is Monday. Al, Queen and Candra start working, while the children also start school.

“Bilqis, you took your mama and papa's car, huh? Let us

that brings you home," said Al.

“Good, Pa. thanks,” replied Bilqis, then carry

Berlyn who already looks very sleepy once it goes to the parking lot.

Not long after the car drove out of the mall area, Berlyn had

sleeping in Bilqis's lap. Queen sees Berlyn and Bilqis from the rearview mirror of her car. Seeing Berlyn the henchman, Queen asked Bilqis who was holding her purse while playing hp.

“Berlyn kok anteng, Bilqis? Is he sleeping?”

“Iya, Mother. Maybe he was sleepy and tired after

a day playing and not napping at all.”

The Queen did not answer. Then, Al chimed in. “Nanti

if Bilqis has arrived at his house, you bench he sits in deoan here,” said Al.

“Iya, dear,” Queen replied as she touched Al's arm and

looking at his man from the side who was focusing on driving the car.

A few minutes later, they had already entered the area

the house where Bilqis and his mother lived.

“It has arrived,” said Queen, he also came down from the car,

carrying his daughter and letting Bilqis down.

“Mama Queen and Papa Al don't want to go in first?” bilqis

on those two adults.

“It's night, tomorrow we also have to work. Next time

just, yeah?” greetings to your mama, is she not at home?” answer the Queen

look at the house that looks lonely.

“iya, Mama is at one of her bread outlets, Mama Queen.”

“Yes already, come in, be careful, huh? Don't be reckless

opening the door for strangers,” message the worried Queen to Bilqis.

“Iya, Mother. Mama also brought her own house keys,” replied Bilqis.

Bilqis will close the fence after Al and Queen

leave that place. But the Queen asked Bilqis to go inside, lock the fence and the door of her house, then they would leave the place.

Arriving home, the Queen immediately laid her daughter on

his own room, after which, he went into his room. Then the woman immediately went into her own room. Without laying down his body, he

go straight into the bathroom and prepare warm water on the bath.

Al approached his wife who was sitting on the edge of the bed

waiting for the bath to fill with warm water.

“Are you tired, Honey?” tananya while spitting second

Queen's shoulders.

“Lumayan, you really want to mijitin me?” timpal Queen with a spoiled smile looked into her husband's eyes.

Al did not answer, he kissed his wife's lips.

“I want to take a shower first, who knows after taking a shower my body feels

lightly,” timpal Queen while moving to the bathroom floor. Al who had taken a bath first, just smiled to see his wife. He lay down his body while reading a book to wait for his wife to come out.

But, not until Queen finished bathing, Al instead

sleep first. Maybe he was exhausted because in the time zone he was playing

with Adriel and Berlyn very over, even playing a dance battle with Axel and Bilqis as well.

After taking a bath, Queen found her husband asleep

with a book that has been his reading material for a few days on his chest.

The woman smiled and took the book slowly, then

put it on the nightstand.

Because the weather was cold, Queen turned off the air conditioning room earlier

Al turns it on, because he sleeps bare-chested. Afterwards, she lay down beside Al, resting her head on the man's chest and having her hands placed on his body. The two slept all night. Although it was only half-eight, they all fell asleep together from exhaustion.

****

The exchange of the rainy season to the drought does make the air or

the air gets cold. Not only in the Queen's place, in Alex's residence was also the same. Especially in the place of Novita which is a very beautiful environment. It's definitely colder.

That night, while waiting for her husband to come home, Zahara enjoys

one mug of warm milk and biscuits especially pregnant women, she opened her IG social network, while waiting for her husband to come home.

Just as she opened IG, the top post immediately appeared courtesy of her husband's niece. Axels. The teenage boy posted a photo of the celli

himself with Berlyn in the time zone, there is also a photo of Queen with her mother, Novita which seems to be from the results of her shots he photographed her secretly while eating

the food court. With caption, “Finally, met too, it has been a few months I missed him, unexpectedly met in a place I never expected too.”

Read the caption of Axel's post niece, instantly

Zahara is immediately inflamed. He felt, if himself as the second wife of his om was not so accepted by Axel.

The right hand that originally held the mug contained the leftover milk

half of it, he immediately put it on the table rough by women

that's. Irritatedly, he simply left the biscuit and also the milk to the

in chamber.

looking wife. After a day of physical exercise and training some people who want to diet and shape the body, he felt quite exhausted. Saw

Zahara slept on his back, saying that his wife had not slept,

because, usually Zahara will wait for him even though it is late. Since

pregnant, she couldn't sleep without Alex at her side.

“Honey, have you slept?” greet Alex while sitting on

bedside.

There was no answer from the woman. But, from the gusts

with his breath, Alex knew very well that Zahara was still not asleep. But why is he silent? If it does, what's wrong? Think Axel.

“Darling... I brought something for you, get up, yuk! We

eat together.”

Zahara was still silent no answer, Alex looked at his shoulder

it shook, it seemed like he was crying. What is he crying about? Does he miss

with umiknya and also the children of the orphanage? There was no stopping Alex turning his mind to guess what really happened. Because, he also did not feel the act that made his wife's heart hurt to cry.

Because there was no answer, Alex grabbed him by the shoulder and

pulling back slowly, he also climbed onto the bed to see his wife.

“Why are you, Ra?” ask Alex again.

“I'm fine. If you're tired, go to bed, I just

just tired,” replied the woman avoiding Alex's eyes.

“Ra, you're talking dong to me. If you shut up, how could I know what you want?”

“You want me to talk, Lex? Okay I'm talking now, okay,

as a second wife I was never accepted by your family, your mother's father,

even your kaka and niece still think Queen is your wife, papa

your mama still thinks of her daughter-in-law, even more than that. It's been a while since you guys

divorce, from how to talk via the phone is also like talking to children

by oneself. Even Novi, he still considers Queen is his sister seniri, he said,

how come? Al who killed her husband, the father of her two children, why is the wife of the downloader still considered so good? Is it because they are rich and have everything?” zahara shouted while stroking the water

eye.

Alex was silent, he tried to inhale deeply and

exhaling violently through his mouth, his body trembled withstanding the emotional symptoms that seemed to have risen above the crown. In the endless heart of the man beristifar so as not to be provoked emotions.

“Iya, right? Axel also loved him more than

me? Because she was almost his stepmother, but, finally, she became his tent. Tak

whatever it takes, the important thing is that Queen even becomes a rotating trophy after being owned by her papa , then her omnya.”

“Zahara, you are an educated woman and have knowledge

the high religion. Is it appropriate for you to say such a thing to a fellow woman? What the hell is your real problem? Don't you know, who can get divorced

husband wife. Ex-husband and wife, ex-child, son-in-law and ex-in-law were absent. So it is natural that their relationship with Queen is still fine and awake until now.

“Even you support him too, right? I know, you're divorced

with her also because of Helena and Aditya, your sister-in-law. If not, maybe you didn't marry me, maybe still stay with her and have another child with her. If indeed you still love him, why, when you get your consciousness again you do not invite him to refer?”

"I didn't ask Queen to refer to her because I didn't love her anymore. I don't give a shit about him. What matters is you, my wife."

Alex hugs Zahara in the midst of her emotions, she tries to

hard to understand and understand that she is pregnant, and pregnant women are the same as women who are emotional pms, very unstable.

“Have it been, have they, the important thing is that I am your husband and

what I love is you,” said Alex, trying to be patient and muffle

his emotions.

“You don't know what it's like to be me, Lex. I feel isolated

I am your daughter-in-law and wife now. Is it because Queen's a rich kid and she's a doctor? Me a minute?”

“Zahara, none of my family compares to you and him, you compare yourself

yourself and herself. My mother, brother and niece have accepted you well, and you yourself have felt unwelcome to them. You should have thought, before Queen became my wife, Axel knew her first

as students and friends of his father, they often play together, study together, natural, right if he feels missed Demgan Queen? I've been trying since

be patient with you, but you will not stop attacking me, Zahara. What do you want? What less have I been with you all this time? What do I need to ask my family not to get in touch with Queen

again because you don't like it?”

Finally, the emotional overflow came out, even though Alex could still

hold it. But, still, the patience that the man had ended up running out as well, and showing anger at the bone-white-veiled woman.

Zahara is still sobbing. He knew and realized what he was saying was also wrong. But, he could not help his heartache when he saw Axel was very close to Queen and even in his post said that he missed her. But, with him alone for

for years married to Alex, the teenage man was ordinary.

“I think you need some peace to think. I'm gonna

sleep on the sofa outside. Immediately go to sleep do not go late at night. That

not good for the health of our fetus,” said Alex flat and left the room.

Arriving in the living room, her housekeeper's aunt approached Alex

to inquire about Zahara's pregnant milk and biscuits that are not yet Zahara

spend it on him

“Den, this how is the milk and biscuits? It is non Zahara

want to eat it again or not?” ask aunt.

Alex felt dizzy and his head was heavy, straight away

lying down and covering his head with his right arm while saying,

“Just ask him, Bi. She still wants to eat anything no, otherwise, please just throw it away!”

Feeling that his employer is not doing well, he,

the aunt immediately left Alex and went to Zahara's room.

“Tok... tok! Non Zahara, do you still want to

milk and biscuits?” ask aunt in a slightly loud voice.

“Cash it, Bi. I don't want to,” replied Zahara from the inside.

From his soft voice, it seemed like he had just cried.

“Good, Non.” The middle-aged woman went to leave her master's room and cleaned up Zahara's milk and biscuits on the family room table.

While Alex, there it looks as if closing your eyes.

But he doesn't look like he's sleeping. Just close your eyes hoping to fall asleep soon.

Bibi took a deep breath and exhaled it long

while shaking his head. In his heart, he felt very kasian with his master who since childhood he had been with, in fact, was like his own child.

“Kasian once, den Alex. his marriage is now so often quarrel, another with when still with Miss Queen first, adem see it, they get along very well. I thought Non Zahara would be like that, apparently not

it was a lot different with Helena. Didn't know the man came home from work was tired even invited to fight,” muttered the woman while washing glasses and dishes.

After that he went into his room. Because still

not too late, the woman came back out and climbed to the top, separating out the corrot clothes according to the color to be washed tomorrow.

**

In the morning, Alex was trying to make peace with her

by himself, Zahara sat in front of him at the dining table.

“Good morning, Honey. I'm sorry, yeah if I was last night

carried away by emotions, I am tired,” said the man. Even if he was innocent, he apologized to his wife.

Zahara grabs a mug filled with chocolate-flavored pregnant milk that does

prepared for him. He gripped her slowly, enjoying her as if no one was talking to him. Like he was alone at the dinner table.

Alex took a deep breath once again. He took bread, and,

he smeared it with peanut paste and gave it to Zahara. “You eat, gih. Beans are good for children's memory, so that our children will become smart and smart children,” said Alex as he extended the bread to his wife.

“I eneg every day eating peanut butter, I want pineapple seley only,”

answer Zahara.

Back, the man took a deep breath, in this house not

never once provided pineapple jam. But why is Zahara looking for that? Though

at the table is available jam stowbery, chocolate, and melon in addition to beans.

“Yes already, if you eneg, let me just eat it,” replied Alex.

The two of them ate one table face to face without a word

pun. No chatter and laughter, all bland.

“I want to meet with umik later,” said Zahara with

flat tone.

“When do you want to go there? Let me take you,’' Alex replied

those who are tired of giving up.

“How about sekrang? Can you take me?”

Alex nodded, and picked up a cup of coffee in front of him and

sipped it. “You're ready, I'll take you.”

“I prepared it last night,” replied Zahara.

“Ya already, I'm dropping in now.” Alex took the car keys and headed straight to the garage to heat the car.

Shortly after, Zahara headed for the car with her handbag,

while behind her, the housekeeper's aunt walked towards the car while carrying a suitcase.

Actually Alex himself was surprised why Zahara brought

that much stuff. Does he want to stay in his old house? Though at first he just thought, morning there, afternoon has returned to just calm down

his mind alone there by listening to the tausiah of umik, and playing with the children of the orphanage.

Alex was silent not to speak than to be ignored. Insofar

this is also him giving up a lot. He will accompany her if Zahara wants her to stay at her umik house. But, if not, he'll go see his brother.

During the trip they were both silent. Not speaking

anything until arriving at umik house.

Quickly and deftly, Alex took out the suitcase

Zahara and brought him inside.

With a slight feeble gesture Zahara knocked on the door of the house shortly afterwards a middle-aged woman opened the door and greeted the two young men with her shady smile.

"Alex, Sahara. You guys come in here? Come inside!" greet him with a glowing face.

Still with a flat look Zahara entered and sat there, while Umi Fathiya

go straight inside to make a drink for your son and daughter-in-law.

Zahara who usually catches up with his umik and helps make drinks also just stay still in place. Alex who was next to him was also ungrateful.

Alex kept his wife until he barely watched her

blinked. But, the attention was only silent, indifferently assume as if Alex was not there.

Umi Fatya kembai from inside carrying a tray containing two glasses

warm tea for Alex and Zahara.

“Umi, how to bother, anyway?” alex told his mother-in-law.

“Tea only, Lex. Where's the repot?” suhut umi Fatiya's.

Put the two teas in front of Alex and Zahara.

“Zahara, you why?” ask Umi Fatiya gently. It

something was wrong with her daughter.

“It's okay, Mi,” replied Zahara, without taking her eyes off her touch screen.

Umi Fatiya was silent, her lips were indeed showing a smile. But, uh,

his face could not hide his disappointment.

Alex was silent at first. But, when two sanpai three times umik

speaking up, and Zahara remained indifferent, Alex spoke up.

“Zahara, I tried to talk to you You ignored no

anything at all. Although I am your husband, at least it is not sick and difficult to conceive you for nine months, not to bet your life to give birth to you into the world, nor to be tired of caring for you. But, why when your mother talks to you

can indifferent so? Is that polite? You were schooled high

General education and religion, is this your true morality?” alex began to grow angry.

Zahara put her phone on the table, and said to her

Alex

“You why, anyway come

interfering with us? Umik doesn't mind my attitude. But, you're raising the problem,” Zahara said with annoyance.

“I am your husband, Zahara, entitled to you,” Alex replied with

the hands were clenched tightly and the body trembled as it held in anger.

Irritated, Zahara left the living room and entered

go inside. While Umik Fatiya was confused, he had to talk to his daughter-in-law first,

or go after Zahara's daughter first.

“Nak, Alex.

you guys got a problem? Wait here for a minute, huh Nak?” The middle-aged woman ran after her daughter.

“Zahara, what is it with you and Alex?

your womb is big, soon your child will be born, it is not good if you continue to fight like this. Your emotions affect the condition of the fetus you are carrying,” said umik Fatiya gently.

Zahara just kept quiet and cried as she pleased. “I don't

anything, Umik. Ask Alex to leave. He can come back later, or when if he wants to come here,” Zahara said while hiding his face on a pillow.

Because her daughter still did not want to talk, umi Fatiya went to see Alex who was in the living room.

“Sorry, son Alex. not max umik interfere with the problem

caresses. But, as a parent, maybe umik can take the middle way. You are going to be parents. Will it continue like this?” umi said

Fatiya was very careful. Not to offend his son-in-law.

“I've been trying to be patient with Zahara, Umik. He's too

possessive with my ex-wife. He was angry because he saw my niece's post on ig, a photo with Berlyn, her daughter Al and Queen. As my wife, she felt less welcome because they were still on good terms with Queen. Though, all also received it very well.”

Umi Fatiya let out a long breath. He knows, if his daughter-in-law

very patient and loving to her daughter all this time. If it's like this, then,

it means that Zahara is overrated.

“Then, how did he get here, son Alex?” ask a woman

that, slowly and gently.

“At breakfast Zahara I talk always quiet. Suddenly

by the way, I want to go to umik place. I'm embracing. I asked when, he asked now. I thought he was just visiting. But, it turns out he even asked auntie to bring a large suitcase. But, I'm quiet.”

“Yes already, you're patient, yeah Lex. If you have any business, then,

you can stay here Zahara first. Let umik help persuade him.”

“Thanks, Umik.” The man said goodbye and shook

hands kissed the hands of her mother-in-law.

Umik Fatiya drove Alex to the front of the gate. Subsequent to

the yellow ferarry car is out of sight. The middle-aged woman wearing the syar’I hijab went inside. He went back to Zahara.

“Alex is gone. What's your real problem with your husband?”

Zahara still held on to his position. Mirirng and hugging

roll back to the room door.

“Why do you fight so often now?”

Zahara was silent.

“Padahan, if umik see, Alex is good, and very dear

same you. He I guess is very patient.”

“I'm sorry, Umik. I was wrong, I was upset with

myself and Alex are just the ones affected,” Zahara said sobbing.

“Why? Talk to umik. Who knows, we

can both find the solution.”

“I, always feel claustrophobic when I see Queen. Why people

others always flatter him and like him? My in-laws, brother-in-law and nephew Alex all liked it, not caring about my feelings,”

“No matter how, you mean? Does he compare you and Queen?”

Zahara shook his head.

“Then, why do you think so? If they're still on good terms with Queen, what's wrong? It's not who can get divorced

just husband and wife? Not in-laws and in-laws? Because there is no such thing as an ex-sister, even if it is a brother-in-law, and no ex-mantu, or in-law.”

“Why this chest feels bad when you see Queen so

close to my husband's family, Umik? Is it because I'm not that close to her? Am I too jaim?” zahara complained in his talk.

“Because, in your heart is the ambition of defeating Queen. You

want to be the best. So, you feel heartache that Queen is still in contact with them. Eliminate that taste in your heart, Zahara.”

Zahara silence. He was trying to digest what he said. During

this he was well acquainted with Diaz, and understood very well how the religious life of the Diaz family was. It is inversely related to Queen's personal life. Moments

he is close to Alex, he does feel more than Queen in every way. Exceedingly

he is also more mature than Queen even Alex himself. So, he felt his times would be better and they shaved Alex divorced Queen for getting a much better replacement. But, in fact, it's not. Queen is still a good Queen without vilifying Zahara.

True what he said, he felt hurt if the Alex family still thinks Queen is a good woman. It happened because he Inging Queen was not good and did not understand religion, different from him.

"Astaghfirullah's... " Zahara was crying alone. It is the heart disease in itself that creates.

"Zahara's. Immediately apologize to your husband. You said Alex interfered like it was inappropriate. You know, no. A wife's bad luck depends on her husband. If you keep this up, Alex's on the stamp of failure and can't guide his own wife."

"Yes, Umik. I was wrong. I have to apologize to him" Zahra said.

Seeing that her daughter looked calm, the middle-aged woman left her for the kitchen. Help the other members to prepare lunch for the orphanage children.

While Zahara himself is still hesitant and hesitant to contact Alex. Now, ataj nant? What is lifted no matter?