Don't (Blame) Love
PART 13'S

Arrive at the residence of Vico and Shinta. The situation is crowded enough.

There, Queen also meets Alex with Zahara, his wife. They have been married for four years, but have not had a child. For some reason, Queen didn't know either.

In the corner of the room, Vico was chatting together with Al

and also Juna. Juna is also married to Gea. From her marriage, she

blessed with a three-year-old boy and an aged girl

ten months. Because it conceded, so already having children when their first child again needs the affection, and attention from both parents.

“Where, Bro? loe ama bini anget relationship only, tuh. Nook

want to add another child?” juna to Al.

“Aaan, we fight often,” replied Al while sipping

a glass of beer in his hand.

“Why? Less rations, huh? Child, once upon a time

her grandmother. Loe vacation to where it is or at least, book a room at the hotel to be free, if

so new chlorotin fussy child pants yes failed,” ledek juna while chuckling.

“Pantes, a child is still young.

Don't-don't Gea is already pregnant again, this,” replied Al while laughing slanted.

“Mumpung is still young, ntar if you are old want to add children,

there are thought to be momong grandchildren again.” Juna was broken up and followed by Vico.

Al was still silent, he watched his middle wife

chat with Gea and Shinta in a place not far from where they gathered. The Queen focused more on their daughter who sometimes whined for something. Meanwhile, two friends, they are very free because their children are guarded by their respective baby sisters.

He said, ‘It's true that Queen must be very tired

take care of everything yourself. We have a maid. But, not all

the home environment also depends on it. Gea, he is also a doctor.

Time with her son was also a little. And Shinta, she no longer works as a flight attendant. Just being a mistress who accompanied her son at home.

But, all home and child affairs also remain dependent on the baby sister and

art. Queen is another.’

Al secretly felt regret for his own actions.

Especially when he saw when suddenly his daughter was fussy asking for something. Queen

busy figuring out and calming when fussy. The others, ask for it

baby sister to calm down, they continued chatting.

“My son is fussy,” said Al to Vico and Juna who are still busy

laughing himself.

“Berlyn asked for what, dear? Wait, Yeah? This is us

return after the cake pototng event is over. Don't you want to see brother

Son cut the cake like Berlyn did first?” persuade Queen to try

tranquilize.

“He's why, Honey?” ask Al, for a moment he immediately

took over his daughter from his wife's arms.

“Don't know. Looks like he asked to go home.”

“Berlyn want us to go home now?” al asked while staring

his daughter is loving.

The boy nodded and looked into his eyes with a full look

plea.

“Berlyn won't wait for Brother Putra to cut the cake first?” ask

Al again.

The girl in her carriage shook her head, and

put both hands in front of the chest.

Al stared at Queen and said, “We're going home now

just,”.

While his wife just nodded.

“Vic, sory, my daughter is fussy. I'm back first, huh?” pamit Al's

on Vico. While Queen while holding Berlyn also say goodbye to

The shinta. Actually, he felt uncomfortable. But, since there was no other choice, and her husband had also decided to return, how else?

Arrive midway, about half nine

at night, his daughter was asleep. Even at home, he was not awake.

After laying her daughter down, Queen turned off the room lights

leaving only a sleeping lamp, he immediately left the room, to return to his own room.

“You still haven't slept, Al?” greet Queen when she finds

her husband turned on the television in the living room. While Nine hours Grandpa Andrean and bi Yul had also slept.

“Tomorrow on sunday. Come sit with me,” Al said

patting the seat next to him.

Justifying her hair ties, the woman walked up to her husband, and sat down nearby.

As soon as Queen sat down, Al instantly grabbed Queen's head and

bring him in his arms.

“Eh, why?” ask Queen and reflexively

she placed both hands on her husband's body.

“I'm sorry, baby? I was too selfish all along. I

many blame you without understanding how your position. You must be very

tired.”

“It's okay. You don't want to sleep now?”

“No, I still miss you.”

Queen frowned. Every day we meet and

still sleeping in the same bed, and Al says kangen to her? Wh why?

Al immediately pounced on the woman in front of him. Without further ado, it

******* his wife's lips and lay them on the single sofa they were sitting on.

“Al, if suddenly aunt comes out how? We move, yuk!”

Do not move, just answer no, the man even more

they do what they haven't done in a long time. With lightning fast

he unbuttoned Queen's clothes and passed her clothes until her chest and shoulders were exposed and made many possession marks there.

“Do we have to do here?” said the Queen who had

underdog.

Al smiled while sticking his nose

on the Queen's nose.

“no problem, right? If ever this? We've been

long time no do.”

“You often come home late,” replied Queen with a deep breath

a little hunting for lust.

“We start everything from the beginning back, yes?” answer Al.

then he lifted the Queen's body and took her to the room. In there, in there,

then, he continued what they wanted to do. Until both feel

tired and asleep.

Around midnight Queen woke up from her sleep.

He smiled as Al slept next to him. The Queen was originally going to

the kitchen to take a drink because thirst was distracted when

seeing her husband so seductive.

He also brought his body closer to Al's body and felt his chest

field the man and begin to caress his neck, and also cheeks.

When the Queen was enjoying that handsome face, suddenly a

a large, muscular hand clasped the back of his hand.

“What time is this, Darling?” ask her with a special hoarse voice

man wakes up.

“Al, are you awake? Sorry if I bother you,” replied Queen

while pulling his hand from Al's cheek.

Al also changed his position from lying down to sitting leaning.

“It's still one in the morning, you sleep again” Queen said

feel bad.

Since Berlyn's birth and learned that his daughter was mute,

Queen is often angry at Al, considers all that befell wrong

one of his daughters is karma. Al himself is on the side that is always on

blame and cornered by his own wife also long tired and

rebelled. Al just doesn't want to make a fuss. So, as an impingement it is rare

home, whether overnight in the office or in the apartment Queen did not know. Al himself did not tell.

Just now the Queen can accept that what happened

Berlyn is fate, even Al who demanded back to Queen, asked

adding children, even though their daughter is only two years old. Because Queen refused, Al

angry and asked his wife to resign and stop being a doctor.

Al kept looking at Queen, then said, “We've

long time not to spend time together, even just chatting

now it is rare. I feel like you're being awkward talking to me, not like

duu's. The longer someone has to stay in the household, the closer they are.

But, why are we the opposite?’’

“Yes already, we started from the beginning, as you said earlier,” Queen replied in a soft voice.

“I'm sorry, yes if I've been demanding a lot and

no understanding of it the same as you?”

“Yes, forgiven. I'm sorry, too, for always

blame you for what happened to Berlyn.’’

"First, when our daughter was a baby, I deliberately left early in the morning to come home at night so that I would not lust after you. Kan, you are still in the puerperium and recovery. Mama dare I invite you to do that. So, that's my own initiative. Sorry if I misunderstood."

Queen silence. He nodded and felt guilty for himself, because at that time, he thought that Al was no longer in love with him. And want to find a girl to satisfy her biological needs.

"I'm also sorry for being so angry and accusing you so much."

Al kissed Queen's lips. If not, the woman will

keep talking and end up blaming yourself.

“Enough. Don't blame yourself. Right if you

blame me, and I better not sue you too much. I should know a lot of words deeper enough so that I am not this way that makes

our household is even crumbling. I should be grateful for you

already willing to accept me as a husband, and want to give birth to a child for me too already

goodgood. You can't be compared to anyone. Probably out there a lot

a woman who wants and wants to be my wife and the mother of my children.

That's because what they see is my advantage, my position. The other with

yourselves. Everything I have should be yours. I am just that child

taken care of by your parents who even presumptuously destroy

your relationship and memper. “.

“Leave it. That's the past. Now, I'm very

love you and don't want to lose you.” Queen placed her index finger on Al's lips to keep the man quiet.

Al holds Queen's hand. Putting his five fingers in

between Queen's fingers and hold her tightly.

“I love you Queen.”

Queen just smiled and kissed Al cheek that started

overgrown with fine hairs. Maybe he was too busy to work

looking at himself.

“Pengen brewokan, huh? How not to shave?” ask Queen

laughingly.

“Not yet, you don't like, huh?” ask Al while touching

cheeks and stroking. Feel the fine hairs that start growing around there.

“When have I ever disliked it? I always liked with

your style.”

Al smiled flirtatiously while pinching his wife's nose and

embrace it.

“Tomorrow no plans for sightseeing, no?” ask Al.

“How about going to mama's place? I miss him.”

“Good. We're going to sleep again or…. “ Al silent,

hang sentences.

“Or what? It's still too late if we want to jog,”

answer Queen.

While Al who considers his wife to be slow and kissed

his cheeks and biting his ears with anxiety. “We can do sports night

besides jogging, and staying in place, but sweaty and comfortable, do you still need to know?”

“Al, ticklish, ah. Don't be so,” proters Queen while trying

break away.

“You're tired of not?”

“Not really.”

“Yes already, let's repeat again mumpung all still on

sleep.”

“Hey, aren't you tired?”

“why? No. gabe. I haven't had my rights in a long time.

So, I will not recognize the word tired.”

“Basic maniac.”

“Not a maniac, but you who have not done your duty for a long time.”

****

“Ama, he said, mom and dad will be here with Berlyn.

Can I selfie with him later, so that everyone knows, if I have a twin brother?”

ask a five-year-old boy proudly.

“When do they want to come here, Sa?”

“Says next week.” The girl showed me a message

the chat that was in his tap on the old woman he called ama.

Ama is a common Chinese grandmother

living in Singapore.

“You can just take a photo with him. But, don't publish it.

That's not good, honey. Because there are things that keep you separated from each other

lain,” said Jeslyn tried to explain and give understanding to grandchildren

his little.

Yes, maybe this sounds very heavy for toddlers

that, and this conversation is not appropriate. But, because Clarissa has

intelligence above average. Even if this is adult talk

he also understands.

“Indeed kenepa? So, if Clarissa wants a photo with papa

and mom can be published, so?”

“Iya, Darling. Its alright. You can show the world

who is your father, and who is your mother. But, don't ever tell me that you and Berlyn are twins.”

“If it is indeed a secret, Ama. It's better if Clarissa

no need to take photos together with Berlyn,” replied the boy, while

go up on the sofa and put the tab next to it.

“Loh, why? Ama, papa, and also your mama will not

ban, dear,” said Jeslyn, feeling guilty.

“Make watch for the worst possibility, Ama. If

clarissa's phone was hacked, or missing, someone found and saw the contents in

in it, it's the same. Many are now irresponsible

create a social media account but, photos of others are used. I'm scared, later

my picture was taken, and I claimed to be twins when I got a picture of me with Brlyn. Yeah, which

not knowing one of our families is safe. Who reports and searches

one of us... what's the point of misahin if that's it, right?”

“Smart son.” Jeslyn immediately hugged her grandson and kissed him

cuby cheeks it a few times. In fact, he didn't even think that far.

Crlarissa really is a magical boy.

Suddenly he came back moody as he remembered how

his other grandson was the opposite of Clarissa, he was mute although not stupid, he was

also a smart girl. Although it has shortcomings. But, uh,

his intelligence cannot be compared to Clarissa.

“Ama why moody? Sad to think of Berlyn? Ama can't do that.

She's my strong sister. If anyone pityes him or her, he or she is

it will be sad, and down. Don't show me that face if my sister comes.”

“Good, Honey,” replied Jeslyn while laughing stifled.

Clarissa is a unique girl. In addition to the way

he thinks he is like an adult, he talks, likes to rule

like a boss.

“Ya already, granddaughter ama ask for something to eat?”

“Whatever Ama cooks is delicious. Clarissa loves it,”

replied the boy cheerfully.

“Yes already, how about we make a toyum only?” proposing

jeslyn.

“Well, come on, let me help clean the shrimp and cut it

the squid, Ama.” In spirit, the girl jumped off the sofa, heading towards the

the kitchen put on an apron and a chef-style white hat. Really, his agility

very downhill on Queen.

****

In a beautiful house far from the crowd, one

teenage boy with bule face playing with his sister

teaching how to play good and right basketball to the boy who

even talk “R” only still cedal. But, thanks to his persistence and hard work, he,

the younger brother is very good at playing basketball, badminton and swimming.

Not infrequently, he and his sister went to the gym owned by his omnya.

“Adriel, let's throw the ball in bed!” the man, with

very spirit. “high jump!’’ added again.

Six-year-old Adriel jumped

throw the ball on the basketball bed.

The ball came in perfectly. But, when he landed, he,

suddenly he fell because his leg was sprained.

“Ouch! Brother Axel, help me!” exclaim the boy while

grimacing withstood the pain in right ankle.

“Adriel! You why?” the man immediately ran towards

his brother fell and was in pain.

“My leg sprained, Brother,” said the boy while holding

his ankle.

“calm down, don't move much.” Immediately Axel

trying to massage his sister's ankle as taught by her om, Alex.

About five minutes of giving a massage, and Adriel too

looking better, Axel immediately carried his sister and took her

go home.

“Sister, where are you taking me? Quickly put me down!” exclaims

that brat.

“We'll be home. Mama must have been waiting for us

for lunch,” Axel replied in a cold tone.

“I still want to practice. Why should I go home? Mama won't be angry. If we feel late, they will too

following kari.”

“Already, you've sprained, don't be stubborn. Are you

will you do after your leg is broken?”

“Alright, you are always right. The proof is also me

always angry by mama.”

‘’You alone are wayward.”

“i just tried to be firm in the stand. Not recalcitrant,”

adriel answered, with her lips.

“Ya, right. But, it's not in its place. So only

recalcitrant.” Axel continued to step up and ignored the babble of his sister who continued

insisted on continuing his basketball practice.

“Candra, you go quickly. My two sons soon

going home. I don't want them to see you here,” expel novita while

he urged the man, who was about three years younger, to leave immediately.

“Why, Nov anyway? just let them see. During the jni

Axel and Adriel already know me, right? What are you afraid of?”

“Why the hell, Ndra are you so stubborn?”

“Oh, yes? Head down a lot harder, Nov. Would you like to try?

Hehehe,” said Candra while grimacing.

“Candra!” novita snapped while glaring towards the man who

very similar to her ex-husband.

Yes, the face or look can be similar. But personality is very

much different. If Aditya innannya calm, calm and calm

manners, this Candra is exactly the opposite. He tends to like clometan and hard

seriously person. Funny, anyway. But, it still sucks.

“What, dear Novita? You don't have to scream like that, this me

not deaf. My hearing is still very normal and good.” Candra holds

his right ear, because, Novita is standing to his right.

“I don't want to know. You should just go! Come on quick, please,

go!” Finally, Novita pushed the stocky body until his legs went down

from the terrace of his house.

“Om Candra!” shouted Adriel from a distance.

Instantly the man and Novita immediately turned to the source

the voice that calls Candra by the name om.

“Adriel!” exclaiming Candra while waving her hand to

welcoming two sons of Novita who is handsome above average, Si Axel maxutnya.

As for Adriel herself, she felt that the boy was very similar to her

himself. How can it look similar so far also Candra does not know

how could the second son of the woman he was chasing could be so similar

with him. Because, when asked Novita also never wanted to answer it. If ever

answer, the answer is also definitely “Don't know.”

“Adriel, why did you ask your sister for a sling?’ ask

Novita's a little worried.

“So's not the one who spoils me too much, Ma,” replied the boy

while laughing, showing off his rows of white and small teeth.

“What spoils you? He just fell, sprained his legs,”

axel answered, then dropped his sister near his mother.

“How can? Where's your leg hurting? Have already

improving?”

“Already, Ma. Just chill. Axel hungry, want to eat first,” said

the teenager did not greet Candra. From the beginning of his meeting with Candra,

Axel cemderung silent and more closed himself.he was only close to Alex, the

om who has always been there for him since his father left for ever.

While Candra, the,

ignoring Axel and talking to Adriel is more impressed

accepting himself from his very indifferent brother. Although he has already

trying hard to win his heart, still the result is nil. Axel cemderung's

have a sfat like his mother who can not easily accept the presence of new people.

“Om Candra, what have you eaten yet? If not, come on

accompany me and my brother to lunch,” take the boy very kindly.

“You do not allow om to enter your house,

where could it be, um Candra can accompany you two to lunch?” recited

Candra glanced at Novita and blinked one eye at the woman

standing not far from him.

It made the woman even more upset with him.

“Alright, just relax Om. You just leave everything to me,”

said the boy then slumped from Candra's sling and held the second

his mother's wrist to beg.

“Mama, let om Candra come in and have lunch with us,

yes?”

Novita was silent, not answering.

“Ma, come on please.. pliss. Let Candra come in and

lunch with all of us, huh?”

“Good.” Novita sighed Long as an overflow of flavor

the upset. But, can't do anything.

Candra showed her winning smile

Novite. And finally, they enjoyed a foursome lunch. Adriel

showing his favorite expression on Candra, while Novita and Axel are more

much silence.

As they were about to finish their lunch, suddenly

just Axel's phone ringing. The man lazily raised the call

the so-called.

“Halo, what is Bilqis?” answer with a flat tone and

chilly.

“brother Axel, are you home? I need your help

to work on the biology pr of the teacher,” replied the little girl from across there.

“Yes, I'm home now. If you want to come here, then,

come quick. Later in the afternoon I will go to the gym with my mom.” Later,

he turned off his call and put his phone back in his pants pocket

and continue to eat the fruit that has been prepared by his mother.

“Bilqis want to come here, Xel?” ask Novita.

“Yes, run out of this is possible, Ma.”

“You have an appointment with Alex to the gym?”

“No.”

“Then, you said just now?” ask Novita while looking at her son

full search.

“Then not so she'll drama, Ma. Deliberately come afternoon,

taught to sleep, the reason for kemaleman did not dare to go home and at the end of the request

anter,” replied Axel with a fed up face.

Novita just smiled at her son who had

he became a teenager and began to be surrounded by beautiful women. But Bilqis is just old

twelve years.

‘Ah, do not women experience puberty faster than

a man? If a man is seventeen, then a girl can

starting nine years also there are even those who have menstruated,’ inner Novita.

“Axel, already have a girlfriend, not yet?” ask Candra, trying

limbo.

“Axel wants to focus on education first, Om. About the boyfriend,

later if it is successful and a lot of money the women will also come with

by itself without being searched,” replied the teenager coldly. Make Candra only

I can laugh and say nothing. But, in his mind also corrected that.

“Mama, I'm done eating. Axel to the room first,” he said

then leave the dining table.

While Novi only chimed his son with

just smile. Then, his gaze turned to Adriel who was sitting on the lap

Candra since earlier, and asked to take a nap soon.

“Adriel, it's noon, you take a day off first, huh?

I finished eating with Candra too.”

The boy did not reply other than hugging tighter at the

candra's body was holding her.

“Adriel, good boy, how do you say mom, baby?

If Adriel is a submissive child, Candra will come here often,”

coax Candra with smooth.

“Really, om?” asked the boy while staring with a look

expectantly.

“Yes, I'll promise. During, your mom lets om come.”

“Mama.. “.

“Iya, Adriel.” Novita cut off the son's conversation

small because they no longer want to argue with him. How much he tried, the result was the same. Can never win if the opponent with Adriel.

With a happy face, the boy came down from his lap

Candra and cheer happily while running towards her room, “Horeeeee!”

Novita smiled faintly looking at her son until it vanished in

behind her bedroom door. Then, his smile faded as his gaze shifted

on Candra.

“What are you waiting for, again? Quick, go!”

“You kicked me out?”

“If yes?”

“You don't remember if you needed me? Adriel likes me, though,

lo. come on, Nov. give me the fineness. I promise to be a good father

your two sons. Believe me,” said Candra pleading.

“Ndra, you're looking for another girl younger and more

gorgeous. I warned you a long time ago that I am older than you.

So, never expect more. We're just friends, huh?”

“Argh! Nov. I told you, I'm hard to fall in love with.

How many years have I been? I am single and have never been married

even if. You're the only one I love. And only with you

wanna marry. It doesn't matter how many kids you have, and our kids

itself later. I could have sworn I would love Axel and Adriel

like my own son if we're married later.”

Novita remained silent, and turned her face to the

aside, not wanting to look at Candra who had begged, it would only be

make him pity and his defense just collapsed.

“If I deny, come on, we use the black letter above

white signed seal, I'll promise my love to Axel and Adriel

as long as I'm your husband, and if I disavow…. “

“Stop! Already, Ndra. Don't continue anymore. I don't want to

with anything else from you. My son Adriel may like you. But, did I

not thinking about Axel who is also my son? You must not be selfish to force

your own desire is so, Ndra,” snapped Novita while shedding tears.

“Nov, I'm sorry, I don't have a crush on you and

crying.”

“Go!”

“But, Nov.”

“I said go! You heard no?” shouted Novita with

sound is louder.

With a heavy heart, the man left the residence

Novita and her children. Actually there was her mother-in-law there too. But, uh,

for three days he was in Bandung. Accompanying my sick grandfather.

Novita wiped her tears and twisted her body

get inside the house. But, as soon as he turned around he was startled by his son,

the one standing in the doorway.

“Axel? How did you get here, son? Aren't you

in room?”

“Saafin Axel, Ma. Axel had no intention of eavesdropping. Axels

unintentionally, because Bilqis said he was coming soon. I'm scared when he

come see om Candra.”

“Yes already, are you going to wait for him outside?” novi

with smile.

“No. I want to talk to Mama. Take it easy, Adriel

already really sleeping.”

“All right, what does my son want to say? Looks serious

really?”

“Mama if you really want to get married, get married, it's okay.

Axel has no problem having a stepfather. It looks like Candra has

sincerity and Adriel loved it too,” said the boy without tudu aling-aling.

Just go to the pint.

“Axel, what are you talking about, son? Mama is old. Just focus

just like you guys. As long as you can work and meet the needs of your life,

for what?”

“Does mom need a companion? Is it because of Candra

have a face similar to the late papa? He was a little silly and

humorists. But, at least, he is not a psychopath.”

“Axel!” exclaimed Novita in surprise at what his son

tell the.

“Mama, you take a nap! Bilqis is coming soon.

I don't want if he later until caper and pretentious sok deket same mama.”

“Alright, mama rest first then,” said Novita

while shuffling his son's hair. Then, go inside.

As for Axel, he waited for Bilqis inside while playing

games in the family room. He didn't want to be seen waiting for him, who

there was a snot boy instead GR thought he liked him again, because all this time

He felt that Bilqis' behavior had begun to be unnatural. While Axel himself does not want to be in a relationship called girlfriendana before he works. Let alone

Bilqis, who was only in the first grade of Junior High, was also ignored by her peers.

Moreover, he had already started to face the test soon

national. So, you have to study hard. He has an ambition to enter

well-known university and must enter with a scholarship, in order for parents

the only thing he has can be proud of him.

Selin, also as a sister, he also had to set a good example for his sister.