Don't (Blame) Love
Episode 38's

“Good day, everyone,” greet Queen to everyone in Adriel's nursery. Apparently the woman could not get rid of her habit during work. Every time he entered the ward, he always said that sentence.he should be able to replace it with greetings. Because obviously, the ones inside are all Muslims.

“Queen? You said you were new from Bandung?” welcome Novita warmly. The two women embrace each other and cupiki and cupica, after Queen puts a fruit parcel and a robot-robot toy for Adriel.

“Yes, how do you know? Must be from Candra bang, huh?” the Queen replied while glancing at the man in a gray shirt, who was standing near Adriel. And then they both laughed.

“Hay, Zahara. You how are you? Always healthy, huh? Congratulations to the birth of the mother and child" said Queen. Without waiting for a response from the woman wearing the maroon red hijap, Queen immediately hugged and kissed each other left and right cheeks as she did in Novita earlier.

Not wanting to make the atmosphere awkward, the woman who works as a general practitioner at another hospital immediately approached Adriel. While Al, he was talking to Alex, and also Candra. I don't know what they're talking about. At first glance Queen glanced at Al who was chatting with her ex-husband, even both of them looked ordinary and not stiff at all.

But the other is Zahara. He prefers to be alone playing his dress sitting on the sofa that Axel and Berlyn have sat on. I don't know what they saw on Axel's phone screen. His looks are so cool.

“Adriel, how did you get hit by a car? Surely you just play run, do not want to be held in his hands with mom, huh?" ask Queen.

“You how to know, Auntie? Are you a fortune teller?” ask the boy innocently.

“Of course not. Aunt just guessed.”

“How can it be that exact?”

Queen raised both shoulders and stroked the boy's head and said, “Other times, Adriel is more obedient than mama, huh Darling?”

“Iya, Aunt. Aunt Queen is a doctor, why don't you check on me? When can I go home, and go back to school?”

“Origin Adriel nurut same doctor, nurse who is here and also on mom, will definitely be able to go home quickly.”

“According to aunt. Why didn't the Queen aunt check on me. Aunt is also a doctor. I don't like the doctor who is here,’ said the boy half whining.

“Indeed why? Aren't all doctors the same?”

“Of course not, the doctor here is old and everything is ugly. Error again. If aunt Queen is beautiful.”

Novita and Queen laughed at Adriel's reply.

“You are basic, still small flirtatious,” Novita chirps.

“It is precisely the old that is getting pinter, Driel. Because their experience is so much more. As to why auntie can't check you out here, .… “

“Because he can't do anything, other than just doang,” says Zahara, cut Queen's speech.

Instantly all was silent and stared intently at Zahara, other than Queen. The woman simply smiled and whispered softly to Novita. “Sister, let me go home first. There are many things I have to take care of.” Then he took turns looking at Adriel, who had been bandaged by his head. “Tante promise, next time aunt will look at you again, okay good boy?” qeeun said and took Adriel tos and prepared to leave the ward.

“Lex, you are if you have a wife also teach him not to carelessly talk. That kind of speech is about offending others isn't it? What if he was the one who was hugged? Is he gonna be okay. As far as I know, my wife never bullied your wife and she was always nice to your wife. Is your wife in a mental illness?” al Emotion said.

“Al, Queen. I'm sorry on behalf of Zahara, huh?'’ alex is uncomfortable with Al and Queen.

“Already, Al. I'm fine. Maybe maxut Zahara is good, only the way of delivery is not right. Ever since I came here, I've been asking Adriel to talk all the time, she's been in an accident and lost a lot of blood, should rest a lot.”

Al rebuffed the hand of Queen who was holding her arm and approached Zahara. He did not accept what was said to Queen.

“Zahara, you are hijab, your religious knowledge must also be higher than Queen. Should have known adab. If your umik knows you're like this, isn't he disappointed? You offended Queen, the same as offending me. This time I might forgive you. But, not next time. No matter, even though I was treated by your umik in the orphanage,” said Al furious.

“Al, already. Zahara is pregnant. Naturally he may also be sensitive.”

“you've been pregnant twice like that, haven't you? Alex, you know, right, how was Queen pregnant? Was he also explosive like that of his emotions? She used to be my sister, and now she's my wife, I know her very well and more than all of you.”

“Al, no fuss, Cassian Adriel,” whispered Queen

Al was silent and said goodbye to Novita, Alex, Candra and Axel who had been guarding Berlyn.

“Bang, I said goodbye first, huh? brother Nov.. “

Novita immediately hugged Queen and whispered, “Sorry, huh? I'm not good with you.”

“it's okay, may Adriel recover quickly.”

Al held Berlyn to his left and his right hand held Queen's hand. They both remained silent until they got to the car.

“where are we going, honey?” ask Al.

“We just go home, if Berlyn wants to go to papa and mama's house we will deliver later tonight all we stay there. Or, let them come to the house also no problem, right?”

Al said nothing. He stroked Queen's shoulder and kissed her temple, then asked her to wear a seatbelt and she started the engine and left the hospital.

“Zahara, how many times have I warned you? Before the Queen came, I invited you home and we could come back after they left, you refused. What are you doing? What's your problem?” said Alex.

While Candra directly hugged the man from behind and said softly, “Already, Lex. Don't fuss here. Maybe you need to speak four eyes from heart to heart. Remember, don't make a fuss. Kasian however she is also pregnant with your future child.”

Novita was silent. Looking to Zahara also did not want to. He was also angry at his sister-in-law who had been disrespectful. Even if she was jealous, Queen did not say hello to her sister at all. He's only focused on Adriel since he arrived.

Alex walks into his nephew's hospitalbad and says to Adriel, “Adriel, do you know why Queen's aunt can't check on you? He can't be nothing. But, he wasn't assigned here. If Adriel wants to be treated by aunty Queen, just move to the hospital where the aunt works, how?”

“Mau, Om. I would love to,'’ replied Adriel enthusiastically.

“Alex, already do not aggravate the situation,” said Novita briefly. Later, the woman approaches Adriel and tells her not to move to the hospital. Because it's the same here. Adirel was initially angry. But, because Axel and Candra helped persuade the boy, he finally complied.

“Come we go home!’' alex said with a furious look at Zahara.

“I still want to wait for Adriel,” replied the woman.

At first Alex forced and even wanted to meyeret. But Novita managed to calm her sister. Feeling uncomfortable here, Axel was saying goodbye to his mother to go, a reason for for food. He had not had lunch at home. But, after seeing what had happened to his sister, the hunger was instantly gone.

“Ya already, be careful ya Xel?” said Novita.

Instantly the room that was once full of laughter even in the disaster, now became quiet and tense more tense than before there was news of Adriel who was still in the IGD room. Especially when approaching one hour Candra also say goodbye to return to the office. Novita feels isolated in that place alone.

“kak Nov hungry?”

“No, I'm not hungry.” Novita sat down and avoided Alex.he wanted to be angry, but, confused as well. Now he knows, how patient his sister is facing Zahara. In front of the crowd alone he was brave like this. Especially if you're home alone with Alex?

He was also surprised, why suddenly the woman who used to be very calm, gentle and kind can be like that. Is something wrong?

“Zahara, if you're tired you're okay to come back first. Axel will arrive soon too. And later in the afternoon, Candra will also come here to replace me, '’ said Novita who can no longer bear to see Zahara.

“Good, Brother. Is it okay if sister is here alone?”

“It's okay,” replied Novita forced herself to keep smiling.

Alex and Zahara finally returned. Arriving at Alex's house goes straight into the guest room, the room Queen occupied the last six months before divorcing him first. He locked the door of the room and did not care about Zahara who several times called and knocked on the door of the room. Alex closed his head with a pillow so as not to hear the whispering outside.

When the atmosphere was quiet and quiet again, Alex raised the mattress and saw there were several large plastic boxes stored under the bed. He opened a box with a pink lid there was a large shell and a Pearl necklace belonging to Queen, first. He took the two objects, he remembered how when he was in High School.

“You believe in the existence of a female genie named Jinni who lives inside a large clam shell from the bottom of the ocean?” said Alex at that time.

“That's just a tv soap opera, Lex.” the girl continues to play the fine white sand grains without rubbing her lover who started halu.

“This, try me rubbing. Well... right, out the beautiful genie who will be my girlfriend.”

“Who?” The queen was shocked and frightened while looking around, as they sat on the white sands of the beautiful beach.

“You.”

“Have me said Jin,” protest Queen angry.

“Mbuah.” Alex steals a kiss on Queen's thin, tiny lips like a doll.

“Hey, you! How dare you steal my first kiss!”

“Oh, yes? nice, dong!” Alex hugged the woman and kissed her lips again, because of the beach situation which happened to be quiet, he continued and continued****** those lips.

“Ke nearest hotel, yuk!” alex whispers.

“Gak, ah. Why?”

“You love me not, same me?”

“If not, why would I want to be your girlfriend?”

“Prove that you love me.”

“What?”

“Ask me!”

“you're crazy? Does the evidence of loving it have to do that before marriage? Yes, if we can stay together forever until marriage. Lf it doesn't? Moreover, we are still second grade High School. Our future is long, Lex.”

Since then, Alex has continued to seduce Queen into wanting to have sex with her. But, because of the Queen's strength, he was not successful, and instead vented on another woman, Helena. After six months she was found out and Queen asked to break up.

“Argh! You stupid Lex! All this is indeed your fault,” hardik Alex alone . regret will be massalu now kia deep only. Luckily Helena is dead, if not she knows what she wants to do to the woman who has ruined her relationship with Queen.

Arriving at home, Queen asked her daughter to go to bed immediately. He himself went straight to his room. There, he remembered and heard Zahara's words.  It doesn't matter if he says he can't do anything. He can still be good sangaka, maybe the woman's sentence is not finished. It couldn't be anything because she wasn't the doctor at the hospital, but, her words and eyes that showed hatred, made Queen finally cry as well.

“Czech!”

Quee quickly wiped away her tears, as soon as she heard the door of her room being opened by someone.

Queen silence. Suddenly Al hugged him from behind. “You still think about Zahara's talk?”

Queen would say no in fact so too, he turned his body, turned his back, and hugged Al while spilling all the distress in his heart.

“I'm wrong what the hell, Al same him? Why does he hate me so much? If he hates me, because I'm his ex-wife Alex, is the past to blame?”

“He's envious of you, honey. Maybe unknowingly Alex often looks more proud of you, so he's like that.”

Queen was still crying in Al's arms, and both her hands were hugging her even tighter.

“You're calm, huh? He must have consequences at the moment. He will face Alex's anger, as well as a change in attitude from Novi's sister. Maybe he's jealous because you're still in close contact with your ex-husband's family.” Al hugged Queen, rubbed her back and kissed the tip of her head continuously.

“Do not think again, what do you want now? Tired no?”

“Don't know what to do. Males already," replied Queen.

“Just sleep, yuk! Looks like I'm really tired today,”

Queen glanced at the dinging clock hanging in her room. It's still one o'clock. Even though he was actually not used to taking naps, what was his prayer for sleeping? Even if the physical does not feel tired, the mind also needs rest, right?”

“I wash my face first,” said Queen then moved to the bathroom.

After coming out of the bathroom, Queen found Al was already wearing casual clothes. Grey T-shirt and black boxer pants. He looked leaning back while reading a book. But, when he saw the Queen was already nearby, he immediately put the book and corrected his position to lie down while hugging his wife.

The two talked about other issues to divert Queen's mind from Zahara. But, Al instead mispronounced, how not, he let go of talking about his experience in Bandung yesterday. The Queen who initially had a deep impression of the life lessons she learned had all changed after her meeting Lyli.

“Oh, yes.You did that to Lyli when? Looks like he failed to move on from you,” said Queen back pouting and avoiding the sight of Al's eyes.

Al looked at his wife with a faint smile. He was amused to find his wife jealous. After all, Lyli wasn't her class either, why should she be jealous?

“Gagal move how the hell baby? I didn't really love him. You know, why would I date her back then?”

“What?”

“I Just obey the will of my sister who is carrying it,” said Al while pinching the nose pointed Queen.

Queen does not want to argue, he immediately hugged Al. even though Lyli lied to him yesterday, suddenly in his mind he imagined Al hugging and doing romantic scenes with other women. She was also previously married to Nayla, by her own choice. Even if she had made peace with the woman, her heart suddenly felt pain and there was a sense of disbelief if her husband noticed and had loved another woman.

“I don't care about your past. What matters now is just me, right, in your heart?” queen said to Al. actually the sentence he made to entertain himself.

“What, the hell did Lyli say yesterday, you get that angry?”

“She said, when you found out she had another lover you didn't accept. You slaughtered her family because they didn't support you to make Lyli your second woman.”

Al just laughed and took a nap. Although actually he was not sleepy, smoothed and smelled the scent of a pillow, especially he was also hugging the bolster of his life to make drowsiness come faster.

Queen recalled what Zahara had said in the hospital. Suddenly he felt not calm. He does not hate her, even kasian with the woman because, if the hatred against her continues just because she was once the ex-wife as well as the ex-boyfriend during High School from the man she married, he said, he may have experienced pain. From that hatred, his common sense was gnawed.

“No, I can't do this, I have to see him. But, where is he now? Still at the hospital have you been home? Maybe I can ask that to Novi,” murmured alone.

He left Al who had fallen asleep, changed his clothes, and left.

As Queen closes the door, Al wakes up and contacts Vico, asking him to watch over his wife, want to go where he is and what he will do in such a bad mood. afterwards, he went back to sleep, besides he was really sleepy, he was really sleepy, vico has always been reliable.

After learning that Alex and Zahara have returned home from Novita, the woman drives her car to their house. He did need to know for himself what made that woman hate him so much. Queen has decided, if indeed he is considered wrong, then he will not hesitate to apologize and do what Zahara wants. But, if her husband's assumptions are correct, at least she knows for herself and not just guessing.

Without any hesitation, Queen knocked on the door of the house that had once also been her home. The one who opened the door was Zahara himself. So, that makes it easy, really,

“Queen, what are you doing here?” ask Zahara with a sigh.

“I came here because there is something we should talk about.”

“I can't, I'm busy. Next time just.” Zahara immediately turned around and closed the door. But, quickly Queen put her foot in front of the door, so the door could not be closed because it was held back by her feet.

“I've come all the way from home, I don't want my coming here in vain. Because, you're the one I'm looking for you, and you're the one who opened the door for me,” Queen said, thinking.

“Actually what the hell do you want to talk about? I'm busy,” said Zahara, ketus.

“Oh, yes? just chill. I just need to talk to you. Not with Alex. maybe we can talk to her above so she doesn't know" replied Queen.

“Come in! We go to the back porch,” said Zahara as he walked inside, and Queen followed the host behind him.

“Money, Queen,” greet aunt who works at Alex's house.

Queen replied with a smile. Back Zahara scrupulously admonished the aunt for not acting pretentious and pretentious close to the guests. Then, the middle-aged woman went straight to the kitchen and made drinks for her employer and guests.

“What do you want to talk about?”

“I think you know. Now answer me honestly. Is it really my fault for you? I feel like I have never disturbed your life. Why do you hate me so much? If something goes wrong and you don't like my prilak, say it. I'll change it.”

Zahara's body immediately shook violently at the words Queen said. He really did not expect that the woman he had always considered quite weak, quiet and not talk much there was the courage to ask him to speak four eyes and discuss things like this. He did not show his emotions at all. Speak in a low tone as well.

“you don't shut up, Zahara. I'm not a bad person who can hear what your heart says. If only I could, how could I come here and ask you directly?”

“Not your business. Isn't it my right to like and hate anyone in this world?” zahara answered with courage. Though in fact, his body has been swept like a small electric current shock but bertubi-tubi and cold sweat also wet his body, especially on both palms and feet.

“Oh, yes. Tuentu, that's your right. I-i know. But, I as the person you suddenly hated for no apparent reason also deserve to know, Zahara. I have the right to ask you. Moreover, your words greatly offended me earlier. You said I as a doctor couldn't do anything. Do you think it can't be brought into the law? You answer what the reason is, do I find out for myself the answer next time through the trial line?” Queen stared intently at the woman in front of her. It seemed like his anger was already completely at the top. For years he was insinuated like anything just silent not responding. But, the more here Zahara went crazy, the more crazy,

With a trembling body and sobbing Zahara answered Queen's question. Whether he was scared or how, clearly, the one sentence Queen blurted out without further ado was enough to make him tremble.

“Yes, I hate you because even if you're divorced from Alex, you're still on good terms with his family. My in-laws and nieces still praise you often. Another with me who is only an orphan, my mother and I depend on life also only from the orphanage Foundation.”

“You've never been divorced, Zahara. There are no former parents or brothers. There are only ex-husbands and ex-wives. I'm good to them, because they're my family. Not to ask for support for Alex to come back to me. I think you also remember, I was married to Al, only you were married to Alex. That's also I was pregnant with my son.”

“but, you married Al for being forced, didn't you? You don't love her?” protest Zahara. It was as if that moment the man Queen loved was Alex alone. Though Diaz.

“You're right. I used to love Diaz. It's not Alex. You're this weird and very unreasonable Zahara. Ask anyone for your actions, and explain why you hate me, I can assure you, the whole world hears you're crazy. I suggest you, before all this continues quickly meet the psekeater. If it does not work as well, do hypnotherapy so that your heart is calm. You don't want to, this continues until your child is born. I'm also worried about your condition like this, will be very susceptible to baby bluse.”

Keduda Pundak Zahara shook violently from crying and all the feelings were mixed. Maybe all this time he never thought that the Queen would hit him. It's not in his shadow. Suddenly he came.

“Excuse Non, please drink.” Suddenly aunty appeared from behind the back door. In his hand he carried two glasses of green ice. Maybe melon syrup.

Back Queen only showed her friendly smile to the middle-aged woman for about a year and a half that once helped prepare all her needs very well.

“Thank you, yes Bik,” said Queen did not care about Zahara who was still bowed with her body vibrating because she was unable to vent her emotions, and maybe also felt guilty and ashamed. If not on the Queen yes with herself, at least with herself.

Although calm, Queen's words were also quite sharp. Though he did not bring about education, umiknya and also religion.

Queen immediately finished the drink that I had served her and said goodbye to Zahara. But, Zahara still lowered his head.

A few steps away from her seat she stopped, turned to Zahara and said, "For in your heart there is a sense of Inging once so number one. Your heart will not find peace. Because in fact, you're not number one."

As he enters the house through the back door, he crosses paths with Alex. Or, he knew from his aunt that he had come and talked to his wife in the back.

“Queen, when did you come?”

“Already from earlier. I'm going home first, yeah Lex.”

“Cock rush, only?”

“There are many things I take care of. Sorry if I made Zahara cry. Quickly go to him, and take him to a psychologist, maybe he's sick.” The Queen left immediately after saying that.

Alex found his wife still down and questioning alone.he was sure, Zahara must also still be hard and consider himself right. Moreover, ask forgiveness to Queen and admit mistakes. Thats impossible.

“What's up?” alex asked while sitting on the chair that had been occupied by Queen.

“It's okay.”

“If you don't explain, others won't understand. You have a guest but, instead, cry here instead of driving him to the gate.”

“You defended him? Defending a presumptuous and brave woman here. “.

“Enough! Enough Zahara.”

Zahara wept and closed her lips, not believing that Alex had snapped at her six-year marriage when she was pregnant with their first child.

“Don't you think I don't know everything. I was there and heard what Queen told you, it was true.”

“You defended him, Lex?”

“I don't care who he is. He is right and innocent. You said he was presumptuous? Where is presumptuous? It's her right to demand answers from you. Now think about it if you were in the Queen position, what would you do? If you have enough mentality, you might as well do the same. Otherwise, she had already asked her husband to intervene. You don't know who Queen's husband is? Al threatened you. I hope you're not kidding. Or, you'll regret.”

“Al is a adopted daughter by Queen's parents, right? And she loved her adopted sister and married her?”

“You only look at people from possessions and positions. I'm confused, you're actually the Zahara I was married to, or isn't it? The Zahara he used to be was very kind and gentle. He has no hatred for anyone and he is sincere. Why are you like this, Zahara? For da'wah activities, you are no longer active. If getting pregnant is the main reason. But, do not change your attitude like an uneducated person.”

Zahara just kept quiet and wouldn't look at Alex.

“Maybe all you know is that Al was a foster child in an orphanage now held by umik. But, you don't know, when the orphanage will be digusr because the land used as the building belongs to a foreign company. Who made it up to you? Al, Zahara's. Al and Queen who redeemed as much as forty billion. You think that money isn't much? You have no reason to hate Queen. He was indeed really good at doing everything selflessly. Even if it was for Al. where? Many, not the children who used to be cared for in the orphanage, they managed to hear it only said concerned, and a penny also did not want to donate to the ransom fund. If Queen's self-respecting, she's already virtualized this, and she's already got a lot of massage from everyone and netizens.”

“I am tired, and I will ask this at umik later,” said Zahara suddenly left the place.

While Alex, he just let out a long sigh and shook his head, maybe what Queen said was true. Zahara needs to see and consult a psychologist. The level of weirdness was really acute.