Don't (Blame) Love
part 35's

Clara spent all day sitting in the garden of the old housing complex where she lived and was raised by her mother.

Until the time shows at 14:30, Clara decided to leave, but somehow she did not have a definite purpose.

Arriving at a corner of the CRV car stopped in front of him, a middle-aged woman came down from there walking towards Clara.

"Where are you from here, Ra?"

"From a friend's house, Ma. Where's my mom from?"

"Mama just took a niece's niece too, again sick. Let's go with all you guys to mama's house, yuk!" exclaim Amanda friendly.

Without a second thought Clara also obeyed the will of her husband's biological mother.

In Clara's car, silent, she notices the woman next to her, looking at her age of 48.

Andrean is now 40 years old.

Although Amanda still looks young like the age of 35-40 years, but still the age is that.

"So, papa used to marry a woman who was 8 years older than him, huh?" inner Clara.

"Ra, just shut up? You're okay, right?" said Amanda breaking Clara's daydreams.

"Oh, yes Ma. It's okay." Clara salting.

"Where's Vano? Is she okay?"

"Yes he's fine, Ma. He's been busy lately."

"Yes, he went down to his papa... Hardworking. Andrean is also a hard worker."

"Kan emang Andrean papa Vano, the sentence is ambiguous, yes?" batim Clara again.

*******

"Cell, this morning I saw him get in your car, you two go how can you not know where Clara is?" vano was dissatisfied with Selly's response.

"Yes, Brother. After that we go to college and keep on going home Clara uda not the same me, her number also can not be contacted."

Selly went awry, on the other hand he really doesn't know where Clara is, while currently seeing Vano he doesn't have the heart either.

"So, just go in, yuk!"

"I tried asking Reza again. I'll be there" Vano said as he walked to his car.

Selly just looked at Vano without being able to do anything, tried again to contact Clara but the number was still inactive.

Since he came home Amanda Clara felt comfortable in Vano's room first, even though tal was again used and contained all his belongings, this place remains clean and well maintained.

This day Vano really did not folus with his work, even only about 3 hours he was in the rest of the office he continued to visit the house of Clara's friends.

"Ra, where the hell are you, baby? Go home. What will I say if your papa and mama nanyain?" he muttered sabil looking at the photo of Clara on his phone.

Elsewhere, Clara begins to get close to Amanda. In the house, Amanda showed a lot of toys and objects that used to be liked by Vano. Even swing and crete push Vano, Amanda still keep it neatly.

Clara observed a small album, grabbed it and sat on the edge of the bed, where the room used to be said to be Lamar Vano.

Observed and opened one by one the contents of the album, it turns out are photos of Vano as a child. He smiled alone.

"Clara, don't you want to call Vano, honey? Let him pick you up.

," said Amanda, who is now in the doorway.

Clara turned her head and placed the photo album in her hand.

"No, Ma. After this Clara will go home alone, Vano must be very busy."

"You're such an understanding wife, it's lucky Vano has you." Amanda was sitting next to Clara.

Clara remained silent, unwilling to give an answer.

"Mama titip Vano with you, yes Ra."

"Yes, Ma. Yes, it's already 8 p.m., Clara came home first ma."

"Mama between you, yeah."

"No need, Clara uda order a taxi online really."

"Yes, be careful, yeah. I'll take Vano here."

"Yes, Ma. God willing," Clara grabbed the bag next to her and went home.

All day Vano was looking for Clara never met, she was almost crazy, the job was left in a mess, even she looked frustrated in her car.

"Where are you going, Ra? How do I talk to my mom and dad?"

With heavy steps Vano finally entered the house, it turned out to be true. Andrean immediately greeted him with a question regarding Clara.

"Where's clara, Van?"

"Enggg angg, Pa e... It was the same Sely, "he answered stuttering.

Andrean catches a strange gagat on his son, Vano is not good at lying or covering things, only Andrean is silent, does not want to Intimidate, it is natural that there is nurture or problems in a relationship.

After Clara's dinner just arrived home, she kissed Vivian's cheeks and looked lazily at Vano.

But Vano flinch, he does not want the problem with Clara known to Vivian, he immediately grabbed Clara's waist and took her to the room because Clara said that she had eaten outside.

"Clara where, Vin?"

"You're home, Mas. Now he's in the room, with Vano,"

"Does he have a problem with Vano?"

"The problem? Looks like they're okay, so why, Mom?"

"It's not unusual for her to come home late without her husband."

"Maybe there's some other business, ma'am. From morning Vano said she was with Selly."

Arriving in Clara's room to release Vano's hand from her waist, she moved away from Vano, put down her bag and rushed to take a shower.

Clara silently did not answer, she dried her hair with a towel.

"Ra, please. Trust me, I never betrayed you, Ra."

Clara turned her head, looking intently at Vano, "Then last week when you said you were going home late at night where were you going? Even you came home early in the morning in bad shape!"

"Ra, listen to me first."

"What do you want to explain to me again? This is?" With emotion Clara took something from inside her bag and threw it at Vano.

Vano was surprised to see the photos that night with Raisha. He picked it up and tried to hold Clara in his arms.

"Trust me, Ra. I didn't do anything. That night I..."

With all her might Clara broke free from Vano's embrace.

"Enough, Van. It's all clear. I misjudged you all along, and I'm stupid why should I believe in a playboy like you?"

Clara's eyes began to drift.

"Here you go, she's pregnant anyway. As a real man, you have to be responsible, right?"

Vano clenched his hands together, not believing Clara's words.

"Do you trust him more than I do?"

"What is this photo lacking for her to prove is that she also brought the results of her pregnancy test to me earlier."

Clara was silent for a moment holding back her tears to come out.

"Don't until the child bears the disgrace of his parents, pity if he was born without a father, go to him, Van. You don't have to ignore me."

Clara was unable to hold back her tears and she went out of the house again.

Vivian who was chatting with Andrean in the living room was startled by the sound of a door slam, especially Clara quickly down the stairs and hurriedly ran out.

Vivian tries to swamp Clara while Andrean heads for Vano's room.

"What's this, Van?"

"It's okay, Pa. Just misunderstand me," Vano replied in a panic.

"What are you hiding?" said Andrean while trying to snatch the thing that Vano was hiding behind his body.

Andrean saw Shock with what he saw, without a word he slapped Vano's cheeks.

Along with that Vivian also arrived there.

"What's this, Mom?" His eyes widened in shock at seeing Vano on the slap until his nose bled.

Emotionally Andrean stepped away from Vano's room.

"Ask him."

*****

That night Lusi felt thirsty, he took a softdring from the refrigerator and gulped it down to half a bottle.

He grabbed his ringing phone, then lifted it up, he spoke in a soft and spoiled tone to the lover.

It is a routine every night for Reza before going to bed always call her lover, sometimes also VC. But because tonight he was too tired, he just called for a minute to say good night as a sign of his regret.

'Tiiiin....'

"Darling, it looks like there's a guest, yes uda, yes. Tomorrow we connect again, goot night," said Lusi, then walked to the main door.

Susi was stunned to see who was coming, Clra with a very messy appearance, disheveled hair and wearing a pyama suit stood in front of the door with a pale face and red eyes.

"Claras?"

"I can stay here tonight?" said Clara, lirih.

"Yes, come in!" said lusi bengong with his mouth slightly agape.

Without having Clara sit in the living room chair of Lusi, she leaned her body, on the back of the chair, she looked tired and fragile, like not Clara alone.

"You drink first, you must be cold" said Luci while offering a cup of warm chocolate.

"Thank you" said Clara.

Lusi is confused how to deal with Clara in this condition, from the look of her face, it can be guessed that she has problems in her household.

"Ra, if you have a problem, tell me the same story, who knows I can help you, or you just take a break, first!" lusi.

Lusi's phone rang back a message from Reza, telling him that Vano had just come from his house looking for Clara.

"Do you have a problem with your sum?"

Clara nodded slowly, with all her heart holding her back so that the warm circles would no longer fall down her cheeks.

"She just looked for you at Reza's house, she might as well have come to Eren and Sely's house first."

"Tell Reza, don't tell me where I am" Clara said, before long Reza called Lusi.

"Hello, Za,"

" .... "

"So, you don't need to panic, Clara's fine, she's at my house. But don't tell Vano, yeah."

" .... "

"I don't know, either, Za."

" .... "

"What's? Not now, Za. It's uda night, it's better tomorrow morning you come here, let Clara rest first," said Lusi then turn off the phone.

She felt pity and did not have the heart to see Clara, she was second-guessing what happened to her boyfriend's High School best friend, 'It can't be a normal problem if until he is like this, I know him enough, ' said Luci.