Don't (Blame) Love

Don't (Blame) Love
SEASON 2 PART 195


Arrive at her old residence with her ex-husband, Novi and


Axel has welcomed his brother-in-law and father-in-law. They hug Novita and Axel one


one by turn. Livia stared in wonder at Tybyuh Novi in sight


much more contained than before, the last time I met the time to drive him Bandung


a few months ago.


“Novi, you are fat, yes? Is there a season


cold, you eat a lot and rarely move?” ask Livia after hugging


the son-in-law of his late son.


Novita did not answer, he was confused what to say, too


embarrassed for not listening to her in-laws' advice first. But rice has become


porridge, everything has gone, how else? Just go ahead, just go,


even without a father, the baby is also not the result of an illegal relationship, right?


“The mother is pregnant with her sister Axel, Grandma, just look at her! Fatty, fat,


don't you? Hahaha,” said the boy innocently and showed a row of teeth


the little ones are neat when laughing widely.


“What? Are you really pregnant, Nov? What time were you not


inject KB?” livia asked, shocked, but also not sad, there's kind of fun


alone in his heart, he who no longer has a baby grandson, soon


will come back to hold him again.


“Maafin Novi, Ma,” replied the woman spoiled. Whereas


outside, Alex, with Doni talking.


After explaining and telling her everything, Livia


decided to re-settle in Jakarta accompanied Novi, and helped


take care of Axel is also his sister if it is born later. At first, Novita refused,


because after Aditya died, they were both divorced


the law first, only, his two in-laws and brother-in-law kept asking him


and Axel to stay in that house as long as he hasn't remarried,


however, the baby in the womb is also a grandson and nephew


them. Though before he returned to Indo, Alex had asked that his brother stay with him only.


That night, at the dinner table, there was only Andrean's grandfather together


her only granddaughter, Nayla was in the room with Bilqis, and probably so was she


his dinner later, he's too


embarrassed to show face in front of Andrean's grandfather. But, still acting


in front of the Queen. While Al, out of nowhere, after being pushed hard by Queen


from inside his room he went out by driving his car.


“Grandfather, Diaz said he and his family would come here to


propose to me, about when do we usually?” queen started the conversation.


“Are you ready?”


“Of course, Cake. From the gini continues, we are just wrong


just understand.”


Andrean was silent, he was trying to think, then then, it was


followed, “What if next week?”


“Next week, cake?” ask Queen as if she could not believe it.


“Yes, too fast, or not?’’


“Iya, deh, Cake.., Yes. Thanks to kek.” That woman too


get up and hug my grandfather.


“Yes it is already night, he said tomorrow you are there


practice to the hospital, with the same grandpa? Grandpa also wanted to see papa


and your mama,”


“Good, Cake. I'll go to the room first, yeah?” Queen as well


kissed his grandfather's cheeks and went to his room.


Andrean observes Queen until she completely walks in


in his room, as soon as the old man had heard the door that was closed with


the sound is a little loud, it has become a characteristic of him, just like Clara though not


sepah.


Andrean took his wheelchair to the front yard,


when he got there, he tried to connect Al and asked him to be


go home.


“Halo, Cake. What's up?” al replied, after leaving


his call was accompanied by the noise of music around him.


“Where are you? Go home soon!”


“What's the cake? It's still the same Vico,” the man replied,


little nervous.


“Yes, you can be with Vico now. But, you guys


both of them are at Martin's, right? Hurry home or grandpa will catch up with you


to there!”


“Good, Cake. Alright. I'll be right back.”


Andrean laughed stifledly at the behavior of Al who was still


unchanged, still defiant, but also obedient, ah somehow


he is, it's hard to understand.


In his heart, Al cursed annoyed if he had to be told to go home


as long as he is satisfied, this after all also bru at eight less, surely he will


laughing at his friends at this hour should be back in the cage, usually


also at twelve o'clock at the earliest. But, the man also shaved, at least


he was still not too drunk, even though his mouth and body already smelled of liquor.


The man looked around, as soon as he had found people


what he was looking for, he immediately approached him and grabbed his shoulders from


back, “Eh, Vic, come to the cave, yuk!”


“Hah, where?” ask Vico, a little upset. Because, it is again


fun and fun with lots of sexy women.


“There's a mission, nih!” answer Al with the look made


as seriously as possible.


“What else? Can't wait thirty minutes


I still want to share with..”


“Thirty minutes what? It's been urgent. Don't


too excited about something like that, getting syphilis knows how you feel.” Without


listening again, Al just dragged his best friend and brought him to


in car.


“Al, where are you taking me?” ask Vico oenasararan.


“don't say much, which I obviously need again


you.” Al continued to focus on driving, he deliberately drove his vehicle with


fast so that you can arrive soon.


The usual journey for forty-five


minutes from Martin kyagfe to his house can only be taken for twenty


by Al. That's how he is, if he's driving a vehicle, no


having fear is like having a life reserve.


“You just go home why take me Al anyway?” lamented Vico, with annoyance he went down


from that red ferarry car with a very forced move.


“Exhausted, if not a business affair as an excuse, then,


my friends thought I was looking again. Married man and not.


doyan jajan.” Al-oun grabs Vico's shoulder again, and invites him to walk


in tandem, actually Al has also started to be affected by drinks, so, so,


bringing Vico all together as a shield so that grandfather's anger is slightly reduced, because


Al is with his friend.


Al pulled the doorknob, thinking it was locked, it turned out


haven't. At first he felt astonished, because it was night but the main door was left


unlocked. Al spread his gaze throughout the room until


upstairs, everything's quiet.


“Eheem!”


But, he and Vico are not aware if there is someone in the middle


sitting in the living room waiting for his arrival.


“Eh, Grandpa, haven't slept yet, Cake?” ask Al a little


pleasantries while grinning, for fear of being scolded.


“Where might grandpa sleep? Someone wants Grandpa to talk about


same to you, Al,” replied Andrean casually.


“My same, Cake? What cake? The company is fine, though,


tomorrow Al will also start working again,” replied the man, feeling panicked


like a frightened child would be scolded by his mother for spilling one


sugar jars only.


“Not about work, Al. It's about Queen and Diaz.


How do you think?”


“How is it, Cake?” al replied, I can still express myself


quieter.


“Next week they will be engaged. Help you prepare


your sister's show, huh? Grandfather was old, and again could not walk. Where


maybe, right?”


Suddenly, Al's face changed. In order to


turning the topic over, he looked towards Vico who was sitting next to him. Then


said, “You, if you want to go home or go back to where Martin went!


I'm tired of having to go back to the office tomorrow.” With a grim look, Al left


leaving his grandfather and friend in the living room, he went into one of the rooms


reserved for guests and slamming the door hard.


Vico was silent for a moment, not daring to do anything but, his stomach


too hearty if he keeps quiet. So, he finally giggled in front


grandpa Andrean whom he disdained.


Grandpa Andrean also seemed to smile and asked with


soft tone that has become his trademark, “Because laugh Nak Vico?”


“Sorry, Cake. Al funny, it seems like he was jealous, from the start


sayin also still insistent I just have a promise debt not possible love


same Queen, now maybe she has started to realize.”


“You feel it, persuade him to confess his feelings.


It's not bad if she's married to Queen too.”


“hah, seriously, Cake? What about Diaz?” ask


Vico, until matanyan slips away.


“Diaz, yes? Don't you think about him, he'll be with one


who really sincerely love her”


“Hah, keep Diaz love not the same her cake?” ask Vico with


keponya expression.


“Then do you think Queen loves Al?” grandpa says


Andre asked back.


Vico just shakes his head, he realizes that love


her best friend started from foster mom and foster sister yes it is


clap one hand.


“So Queen and Diaz are going to have a clap next door


hand dong, Cake?”


“Not love comes because it's used to?” said Andrean's grandfather


with a big smile.


Vico seemed to be thinking hard, they were both his thoughts


equally busy with the two brothers, to the extent that they forget that Al


it's Nayla's already been married. Then Vico moved his body forward


get closer to the grandfather. Then whisper quietly, “Kek, if you may know, who


the girl who likes Diaz? How did Grandpa know him? Meet where


indeed anyway? Did you see him crying because he was rejected by Doctor Diaz?”


“Hahahaha,” Grandpa Andrean instead laughed widely, assuming


vico's question is very funny.


“Kok laughs the hell cake?”


“You want to know? Udah, later you will also know with


by itself, follow Al to his new room, do you know what your task is?”


“Oh, ready Cake in order.” The man hurriedly followed Al to


in his room and prepare to bully him all out and it will be so


the rest will not stop until Al realizes his feelings.


“Why don't you go back to Martin's place? He said he wanted maen


same with those sexy girls,” said Al Jutek.


“Where is possible? I will keep you concerned who again need friends vent, dong,” uca Vico


while crumbling near Al and to mepet on his friend who is deep


that bad mood.


“Hih, what the hell is it about you, Vic? Don't stick napa?”


al Sambbil protests pushing Vico's body.


also, mumpung is not married anymore, the virgin is also already lo who got, you get,


hehe,” said Vico while grinning.


“Ngomogn what the hell just digress you tuh. Where might I be


like your own adek?”


“Ya might be, right? The proof is the same as your adoptive mother


can like, this adek younger than lo, and also already lu virgin anyway,


why not try?”


“Ngaco, loe.” Al nudged hard on Vico and took a position


turning his back on his best friend since Junior High.


“Eh, Al. But, like the cave is not wrong if you are


fall in love with your sister. You were all right


kenpa pas grandpa said he was talking about the engagement with Dr. Diaz on your face


suddenly so gloomy? Overall you're actually, jealous right?” vico continued


teasingly.


“You can be quiet no? Or I'll throw you through the window!”


“Hehehe don't do that, though,


although this isn't in the building, terraced, I know it's gonna hurt a lot. Ok


all right let's just sleep.’'


Al took another pillow next to him and


using it to cover part of his face, he forced himself to immediately


sleep away. But, apparently the Vico again started again, he even talked back


slacking no kuhan. “ Heh, Mau until when do you suffer for love,


marriage period Just make the status of doang can not make it just the night?”


Al was silent, not giving the slightest response.


“The cave advice is yes, teerserusah want you to use it or not


your business, rather than your own, is to live love in silence or in love


not until, just prevent their engagement, take the Queen to be your queen,


and you will be her king.”


Al was silent, this time he did not try not to care, but rather


reverse indeed. Twice she experienced falling in actual love with


people he had known from childhood, and maybe this time he didn't want to


it ends the same as before. Especially when Vico said, “This


adek, it's okay, halal-halal, especially she is a widow and has not returned officially


married, if with a foster mom, forgive me, not about flocking or


what, do you want to be sangkuriang? Hehehe though the donating lady is the mother


birthmarks.


“So, you liken me to sangkuriang, and my mama


Dayang dibendah, just as you insult my papa dong dog, Sangkuriang is his father


dog!” ogat Al is annoyed while meniju Vico.


“Eh, uh. who said that papa you dog, Al? me


Just give for example, you better be with the Queen fought, nothing


who blasphemy, different if the same mama Clara, even though she's your adoptive mama


still not good, right?” vico said while covering his face


beaten by Al.


Al was silent not answering, he grabbed the phone and also


the cigarette he put on the nightstand. Then get out of that room and


sitting in the back yard.


While Vico he just laughed giggled with the act


her best friend. He does not want to follow where he went, if it has been a cigarette


he brought it, surely Al was also thinking about what he just said. At once understand about his own feelings for Queen.


Al leaves Vico in the guest room


he lived for a few months. Since he last returned to Japan


in the past, he misah bed from his wife, and for a long time the crazier can not control


self against his adopted sister.


He walked away from the house, he chose to sit in


under the acacia tree, there is a long white chair made of iron in the


there, the typical seats of the city park and the white light bulb so bright


even though he was there at night.


The man picked up a cigarette and started lighting it,


while looking up he blew the asab into the air, while leaning his head that felt


weight on the back of the chair. Silently in the silence of the night he began


thinking about what Vico had just told her, her mind began to be poisoned.


‘Do I love Queen by feeling that I am


the most able to guard and protect him all this time? Is it true that I feel


that I am the best and most understanding of him? I love to see laughter and


happy, I'm devastated to see him hurt, but I also hate that he laughs


with another man, I don't accept that Diaz or the others made it


happy now, I want now only I can make him


smile, be happy and feel comfortable. Is it true that I unconsciously love him?


Why is my love for him so selfish and demanding?’ bawah Al alone.


Al changed his position from sitting to lying down,


his face he pointed eastward looking up, a room with a sign still


open and the light is still on. Al kept watching the room


and ignore the window next door. Shortly after, the window appeared


a woman with beautiful hair, smbil occasionally left hand


plays her hair, combs her fingers and smiles


apparently, he was on the phone. Al did not hear what was being said


the woman from up there, there were only one or two words that she could catch.


But when viewed from his expression, he was like talking to his girlfriend.


Feeling annoyed, Al left the place, he went back inside


the room in which there is Vico who is already sound asleep. Al tried not


caring, he tried to close his eyes so that he could sleep.


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That morning, wearing only casual clothes, Queen,


Vico, Andrean's grandfather and Al have breakfast together. The woman's eyes were circulated throughout the room,


starting from the family room as well as the corner of the kitchen, as soon as later, look at his face


it turns out like people are confused.


“Who's looking, Queen? Finish your breakfast first!” say


grandpa Andrean.


“No, Cake. Is Bilqis not going to school today? At


where has he not come for breakfast?”


“Maybe still on top, that's it,” said Andrean's grandfather, he said,


when he saw Bilqis and Nayla climbing the stairs from above.


“You're not going to the hospital now, Queen?” ask Vico, please,


initiating talks.


“Yak to there, lah. But eleven o'clock on my practice schedule.”


“Why not go with your sister to the office first?”


“I still haven't vit fully, than to suggest me, why not Brother Vico


only the one who went there helped my sister,” Queen cetus while entering


a piece of bread into his mouth.


Vico who has been hit by Queen, silent a thousand languages.


But, not Vico his name if can't find an idea quickly to


match between the foster brother who was still clapping one hand.


“Ok, okay, you're a doctor, Queen. Consider it you


again watch your brother's wounds. Still bad, right?”


“Yes I know, as long as you do not get water and routinely take medication


juga akan sembuh kok.”


“Eat him, you control his medication schedule, because of him


if you are busy, forget many things that are also important to him.”


“And there is his wife,” replied Queen briefly and directly


pertained. Feeling strange with Vico's attitude that gives the impression of combating him


with her own sister, Queen left the dinner table with plates


the bread is not finished in the kitchen. He already felt that Nayla was overprotective


against him because of his closeness with his foster brother, this was even


Vico provoked a new problem by saying so in front of Nayla.


“Ehem... Doctor Queen, why not follow the advice of Vico.


just any? I think what he said was true. It is wrong if you


recommending myself to accompany your beloved brother, even if I am


is his wife. Because what? I'm not like you, I'm just the woman he is


find her on the street as a victim of violence from her ex-husband, I'm just


graduate SMP, do not know about office business let alone medical. Al married me because


just pity, I was stuck with a one-and-a-half year old child


without purpose and without a place to live. So it's natural that I don't


considered his presence here.”


Queen was silent, demanding her breakfast, trying her best not to care. Because he memorized


the habit of Bilqis who suddenly appeared in the kitchen to catch up with his mother.


However he was careful not to say rude, let alone had the child


looking, by looking at it dragging his mother alone might also have made a child


he thinks badly of her, even if he doesn't care.


“Why are you quiet Queen? Are you deaf? Oh, I know, I know,


you hate me maybe you envy me, yes that my son is very dear to your grandfather


and considered as her own great-granddaughter, while you, only a few months pregnant


even a miscarriage, what a pity your fate.”


“Heard that absurd accusation Queen already


he was hot and got up to hit him. But Bilqis came first


approaching them. So, Queen can only answer a word,”For


whahuh? Her status that her grandson is I'm not her.”


“Mama, max mama what just now? I'm not grandpa's great-granddad


a great-grandfather? And mama is a victim of KDRT from an ex-husband who can have mercy


from papa Al for bringing a child? Is the max mama that kid is me?”


Queen raised one of her eyebrows while smilingly slitting towards the direction


Nayla's. He just realized Nayla's normal up attitude just now was a clover deliberately to


lure him in, it's just that he's not in luck, weapons eat sir.


“Tante, answer honestly my question, what is your sentence that


it wasn't finished yesterday that said that I wasn't it was me


not papa's biological child?”


“I have no right to answer, it's your family business,


because I don't want to interfere anymore with the drama that your mama created.”


Queen replied, and left the kitchen.


“What is this about?’’ ask Al, know it already


standing in the kitchen doorway, and the distance between him and the Queen was only a few steps away.


Feeling lazy and also still arrogant with Al who has been


forcing her home from Diaz's house yesterday, Queen also mengaksut dodging


by leaving the three of them.


Queen stepped past Al who was standing in front of her. However


the man held the upper arm to the woman's left, thus making the Queen


grimacing in pain, as his body contained many scratches from the trees


when he fell from the ravine a few days ago, including both arms of course.


“Auwww.. Brother, very sick,” said Queen. His eyes stared at Al's face while his right hand held Al's hand


strong arms.


“in that instant, Al loosened his grip. Ravens


his face showed concern, even though his lips were only silent, but a look


those eyes could already represent an apology for his carelessness.


Queen turned her face away from Al's gaze. He is ordinary


always comfortable with the man, now that comfort becomes lenyab, and replaced


by feeling awkward ever since he felt that his brother was showing a liking to him


and jealous when she was with Diaz.


“I want to go, Brother,” Og Queen.


But, Al apparently refused to let his sister go. It stays


holding his arm, his minimalist eyes stared intently at Nayla


said, “as long as I'm here, never once before in the morning


with the slightest commotion, you do not change the habits that


we have guarded for years. What is this, Nay?”


Nayla who saw her husband showed emotion and


his anger seemed to waver, for he had started anyway


and talk a lot, while Queen does more than just give answers


to the question Bilqis asked him.