Don't (Blame) Love
The Will Die 6

“Sherly, definitely not lunch yet, right? We'll eat together, yuk!” take Queen to her guests.

“Not bother, Auntie. L am…. “ Along with her interrupted sentence, the girl's smile floated.

“She Just wanted to know, live where Adriel, Te. Subsequent to

it's also straight back to Jogja, right Sher? Yeah already, you're careful, huh?”

axel said, cutting off the conversation.

Sherly bengong's. But, keep trying to laugh and show

attitude if he's okay. He does not want to be seen **** in front

tantenya Axel. In fact, he did not expect that Axel would

did that to him.

“Axel, you forgot, huh?” sherly asked with a laugh, looking

Axel, and a glance at the Queen who seemed confused by the height of two young people in front of him.

“Yes, I haven't had a shower. You go home immediately. Your mama must be

will wait for you.” Without saying much more, Axel immediately went upstairs. During his stay here, he slept upstairs occupying the room he originally was in

it was Papa Vano's room, which Al eventually occupied as a teenager, until his marriage to Nayla, and now it's empty. Prepared for the young guests I'm taking up and down stairs. Two rooms anyway

it also has a toilet in it. But Clara and Queen's room remained empty. Because, if Bilqis stays, he chooses to sleep with Berlyn, reading some stories first to the girl he considers his biological sister.

“You arrived in Jakarta since when, Sher?” ask Queen. Trying to melt the frozen atmosphere.

“Newly, anyway Aunt. But, Axel has asked me to come back soon. He and I have not finished our work. It's just, I don't know. Maybe I just give up,” Sherly replied with a face withering.

“You have any problem?” ask Queen curiously.

“Iya, Aunt. We are in a big trouble. But, it seemed Axel was reluctant to talk about this. Please Auntie, please help me,” said Sherly full of requests.

“You just wait for him until after the shower, auntie will

have lunch and we'll have lunch together, okay? While eating, maybe you can later discuss together, ” said Queen.he to the kitchen asked bo Yul to arrange dishes to the dining table. While she catches up with Axel in her room. The next time he had finished his bath and did not want to

get out of the room knowing that Sherly hasn't left yet. Because it's five

twelve minutes passed and he did not come down.

“Tok... tok... tok!” Queen knocked on Axel's bedroom door

closed tightly three times.

“Who?” voice of a teenage boy from inside.

“This is aunt, Xel have you finished your bath?” answer Queen

from behind the door outside the room.

“Aunty.”

“What are you doing?”

“Sissue.”

“Bby tente in, Xel” asks Queen.he does not want to open origin

the door and enter. Because, like anything, Axel is a dewsa man. He should be able to take care of himself, and should not be careless. She is already called a mama and has had two twin daughters of her own from her marriage. The point is he's not

young people who can install and act recklessly.

“Come in, Aunt,” Axel says from the inside.

Slowly the Queen opened the door to her nephew's room.

After seeing the situation inside was completely safe. It means Axel is dressed how he should be. He saw the teenager wearing a white t-shirt with a pres body and light blue shorts without hesitation.

go inside and open the door half.

“What's up, Auntie? Is there a problem?” ask Axel a little

it was strange to have Queen come to his room in person. If you can guess, this must have something to do with Sherly's female fox woman.who else?

Isn't it usual if there's something to talk about always at the dinner table? Or if not while both are on the porch or yard watching Adriel and Berlyn play.

“Nothing. Sorry if aunt was sassy and impressed to come

interfere with your personal problems. You are here already considered aunty's own son, as well as Adriel and Bilqis. You we are equal.

We never distinguish between the three of you and Berlyn, do we?”

“Iya, Aunt. Axel knew that,” replied the man while slightly bowed.

“You have any problem with Sherly? He said not yet

done, and he said, you don't want to talk about it? Why?”

Axel quiet. He was too embarrassed to admit to his problems

it's on the Queen, but, he's also bothered. He was afraid that Sherly said she was pregnant with him as she did in front of the Sultan's cafe.

“You same story aunt, Xel. Aunt can help too

you found a way out,” Queen said again. Convincingly.

Axel was silent. He looked at the Queen for a moment

being near the door of the room, then he turned his back to the direction

room window.

Feeling that Axel is still hard to talk to, Queen is a little

widen the door and approach the teenager. Right behind him, he held his shoulder and patted gently.

“What do you think of me, ha? If you consider her aunty, please.

But, aunt assume you're aunty's son. Don't hesitate. Sherly still insists on waiting for you to say she wants to solve the problem if you keep quiet

want to tell the same mom, how can you help, Xel?” queen describes herself as a mother. No more aunt.

Axel looked straight at the woman in front of him.

His face remained flat. But not with his eyes. Many things are said by

the two pairs of eyes with the grayish-blue bead were, but, her lips were only.

tight-lipped. Only a person who has a pure and sincere soul and sensitivity can interpret all that.

“If you don't believe in your appointment, you must believe in

your mama, right?” said Queen again with a smile.

“Thank you,” Axel said still with a cold tone and face

flatfoot. Seen once, his heart had begun to melt and was about to tell a story. But, uh,

he seems confused where to start. It is very obvious that he is confused.

Queen smiled back and waited for Axel to speak.

“So morning he made Axel to go to Jogja occupy a position

adman in papa Chandra's late family company. I refused because I felt no

deserved. Because I am nobody to them. If it's appropriate, Sherly is right. Apparently, behind all that Sherly intends to benefit me,” he said. Resist the gig because it is unclear. And it might take a few words

again it can be clear, what is the max of using it.

Queen is still watching and looks serious

“Suddenly he called and was already in

Jakarta. We met at the cafe. He said his mother would match him

with men. She refused but, her mother did not accept the rejection. Because, at the age of twenty-six he was still single, he did not have a partner. So, uh,

he asked me to come to Jogja to confess that all this time we were girlfriends, Axel did not want.”

Queen smiled for a moment. Then, he said, “So, he maksa

you want to be a director there so that when you appoint you to be a girlfriend, he is not ashamed. Because her boyfriend is a director at the company

the largest frozen food on the island of Java?”

“Kurasa also that,” said Axel. Actually wanted it

calling Queen mama. But, he was already embarrassed and stiff. If you want to call aunty like usual, he is afraid to offend her. Because he said that to convince. And he himself wanted to tell a long story

widths. After all, this is the first time Axel wants to confide in and ask for a solution

the problem is with others. Never before and chose to be silent, even to a fellow man.

He's not conscious. By not showing an unclear call also long ago make the Queen's heart so faint how it is. It must be uncomfortable.

“Mama tasa, she does like Axel,” Goda Queen while laughing stifled.

“Axel absolutely does not,” he said quickly.

“Hahaha. Yes already. The problem is over. Let's go down and

lunch, Xel!” take Queen.

“Axel males if there is Sherly.”

“why? No problem. I'll help you talk to him, so

all clear.”

“He was a little crazy. In front of the cafe

roll around crying and screaming that she's pregnant with my son and asking

liability. Where many more people.”

This time the Queen did not know. Whether he laughs or not. That sounds

comically. But, this is a slander that cannot be allowed. It could be a tough deal if

proceed to the legal route.

“You believe me mama doesn't? A mother will always

protecting son. Moreover he is innocent.”

Accidentally, Axel and Queen's eyes met each other.

So Axel also wanted to be invited down to meet Sherly. In his heart he was thankful to know this woman in front of him. More grateful, even though he was not his stepmother and aunt actually. God still unites him and

Queen.Even Al himself was worthy of a father to him and also to his sister Adriel. True, if anyone God has found it, we will need it. But we don't know when.

***

In an online taxi Bilqis shed tears

for the second time because of Axel. He actually tried hard so as not to cry, because of the same shame sir driver. But, what power, tears can not be compromised. Even flowing so much that makes it as much as it pleases

alone in the back.

“Mbak, why is kok crying?” ask the driver when he realizes

if the passenger is really crying. Even though he himself was actually suspicious from the beginning, but, he was still silent. If this time is as clear as this, keep silent, delay his name.

“Nothing, Sir,” replied Bilqis as she wiped her tears.

“Don't be sad that way, Ma'am, the beauty will be later ilang, loh,” entertain

the driver, while looking at the face of Bilqis from the rearview mirror.

Bilqis did not answer but only bitterly smiled. It just

batin, “Setik what the hell am I? fucking gumbal. If true, it is free. This can't make Axel's brother fall for me. I am still less beautiful with a ten-year-old who has the heart of Axel to the age of twenty-three even he still feels at home to wait for the little girl to grow up.

“News on me is okay, Ma'am. Quiet safe secret.

He said, if there is a problem if told it can reduce the burden on the heart, loh,” he said again.

“Thanks, Sir. I still don't want to talk yet

with no one,” replied Bilqis Smabil trying to smile but, his tears were still pouring clear circles.

“No problem. I do not have a cockfight and come

interfering. Just, look really good. I can give you a solution. If no, yes hopefully any problems will be resolved soon, yes Neng,” said the driver casually and smiled kindly.

Bilqis just silently lamented for herself. How loving he is. She was crying because of what? A man who didn't care about ya for a long time. Five years and stay engaged in one love.***, no

anyhow? Is love not blind? Make sane so crazy and intelligent so ****?

The driver just said trouble? What's my real problem? I don't exist

problems with anyone including Axel's brother. My relationship is fine.

Both as brothers, as long as you don't demand more than that, then why

I should cry? Does problem? Yes, but with my own heart. My heart should be able to

let him be with whoever he wants. No need to force. Shouldn't love have? But, isn't that love needs to be fought for and maintained if it can? I can fight to get him. There's not yet

janur kunging warped legitimately just stabbed.

‘Ah... long ago I became really crazy because of sister Axel,’

inner Bilqis while smiling alone while looking down and conveying

his face was behind his own two palms. He laughs at his stupid, stupid self just for the sake of a man who doesn't care and can't appreciate his feelings. Resolutely and resolutely reject it rawly many times. Sadistic right? But, it's already been, baby. Is this love?

“Already arrived, Neng,” said online taxi driver. Enough to make it

many people think it's a shock.

“OH, yes, sir. Thank you,” said the young girl while giving a piece of money twenty thousand to a man whose age is more or less

papa Al's age.

“Loh, you already paid via paypal, Neg.”

“This tips for you,’ says Bilqis. And take again

a fifty thousand note from his wallet and thrust it at the middle-aged man.

“What is this money, Neng? Tips usually stuck yes only ten thousand.”

“Thank me. Please accept yes, sir. Consider this almsgiving so that the difficulties I face become easy.” Bilqis continued to insist

give the money of seventy thousand to the original taxi driver.

With a sense of silence, the middle-aged pia also received money from Bilqis and said many times the word thank you. “Hopefully

his life is always in ease huh, Neng? Thank you, I received a gift from neng, this is not tips anymore name,” he said again.

Bilqis just smiled. Then get out of the car and immediately

get inside the house. Upon arriving, he no longer remembered his first that had not been filled with food. He went straight to his room and cried again. Him

really can't afford to see Axel with other women.