Don't (Blame) Love
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"Yes Axel's brother first. I still want to walk alone" Bilqis replied courteously. As much as possible the teenage girl covered her disappointment. Not really disappointed, anyway. But, more precisely, jealousy. True, Bilqis is still jealous because in reality he still likes Axel.
"You don't have to be sad! Get in my car" Axel said as he opened the door.
But, Bilqis also chuckled with his stance. He refused and was not ready to enter.
"Once again I say thank you, Axel. I didn't
want to get in the car. If I wanted to, I've been ordering taxis online. But, uh,
because I want to go for a walk, please go first" said Bilqis
firm while passing. Accelerate his steps while entering the alley looking for an alternate path. She was sad and wanted to cry. But, as hard as he could, he held her back.
After arriving again in front of the highway, the girl went straight
he entered the angkot, he used a mask and lowered his head to hide
her face. Because he does not want to be seen by anyone in such circumstances
these.
"Where down, Ma'am?" said a beak woman
baya, who turns out he is the conductor of the angkot he rode.
"In front of Graha Kencana, Ma'am," replied Bilqis
while giving a piece of money twenty thousands.
The woman gave me ten thousand change
Bilqis. Not long after, he arrived at his destination. Bilqis
keep the way. He looked and saw the quietness of his house. Wishing
mom's out. Turns out right, the fence is locked. But he can't be happy just yet. Because, sometimes the fence is also in the urn of people in the house. Then he breathed a sigh of relief after finding the door of his house was also locked.
This time Bilqis will no longer cry over people who never cared about him. He seeks diversion for his gala sense with
the food. Bodo safe with body. It's still safe. Even if he gets fat because of eating mostly, can't fat still be thin? If he is dead, how can he live?
Putting the souvenir of Berlyn's eye and also his bag, he went to the kitchen and began to execute the food recipes he had seen
from IG.At last, he dropped his choice to make seblak.
Make a simple but delicious folk and liked by many people. After finishing he enjoyed it while watching cartoon shows on tv.
Apparently the high-level spicy taste of seblak that he made, really able to divert his turmoil about Axel. Bilqis only focuses on fruitful foods with fillings
scrambled eggs, kunging noodles, sausages, beef meatballs and fish meatballs are served in a bowl in front of him. Moreover, it still takes out the asab because it has not cooled completely. Makes his spiciness worse and he forgets the spectacle.
"Sst..haha, crazy! It's very spicy" said Bilqis. Then, his right hand grabbed the ice water he had prepared earlier before starting to eat his devil-made cloth. He did not know, if in fact if after eating, spicy food, the mouth will feel increasingly spiciness after drinking a drink
chilly. Another case if by drinking warm water that is slightly hot. When
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Axel first got a rejection from
Bilqis feels arrogant and emotion alone. Many times he kicked the car.
But, to be honest, he was not angry because of the rejection from Bilqis. Instead he feels happy. That way, surely the young girl can already move on from him. If not, surely he will be very excited and return to GR an for sure.
Axel's real regret was ever since at home. He deliberately went out of the house to look for diversion only. Suddenly his heart ached and burned when he saw how he reacted and
berlyn's expression when she reached the house om and tantenya, and met with her sister Adriel. The shadow of scene after scene continues to be imagined in his mind like a movie role that is played repeatedly and only he himself can see it until he feels crazy himself.
"Berryn! You finally came, too. I waited a long time for you with Brother Bilqis earlier, said his sister cheerfully who was welcomed
enthusiasm from Berlyn who is no less cheerful. The happiness of the girl, really can not be hidden when meeting with her sister. The other time when Berlyn was with him.
"Ariel! Here's your toy, you said you asked for a remote car that could turn into a robot like in the movie trasformer, brother already gave it to you," said Axel while giving a big blue and black bok cool car and robot images on his sister.
"Oh, thank you, brother. You are the best!" adriel exclaimed as she received it from her brother. Then, he went into the room, put it there. Soon he returned empty-handed, and ran out to Berlyn and
he's playing in the backyard.
While Axel only saw the two of them who were cool
run around here and laugh. Not infrequently, though, Adriel gives her a little attention by giving her a flower and inserting it into the ears of the little girl who has secretly succeeded in becoming queen in her heart and making her unable to see the beauty of women anything but that boy.
“Berlyn, you were actually silent during the trip instead of missing your papa and mama, right? I know, you're not sleepy either. You just miss Adriel. Okay no problem. Yesterday I was too busy with my own work. But, not for now, later and so on. I'll make you stay with me more often. Even
more often with me than with Adriel,” Axel said in his heart. Then, it
go leave the house. He went to the gym. No matter the physical condition that may still be very tired because it has just arrived and has not had time to rest. Don't break his body. Sitting down he had not been able to go straight away. Maybe teenagers who start growing up think that it is better to be physically tired than tired.
But, he did not expect, on the road after a few hundred meters from the residence of om and his aunt he met Bilqis who was walking
while looking down on the sidewalk.
Even more surprising, the girl who usually always sought attention and a way to be with him now even refused when he offered her a cane willing to drive home. Justjust wonderful.
*comebacks….
Axel laughed alone after being satisfied to vent his frustration.
He thought, maybe this is how Bilqis feels too. Turns out enough
pain also loves the one who loves us the least. But, the girl he loves instead loves another man he loves. That's sister
birthmarks. So, how is it different from that girl? Although not blood, Bilqis also considers Berlyn like a sibling. unfortunately Berlyn is also real to look and all also know, like what.
“no problem. I can wait for him again. Until he
mature and can be decisive about his own feelings, and for you, Bilqis! May you also find your true love even if it's not me. I hope you're happy." muttered Axel, comforting himself.