Don't (Blame) Love
SESION 2 PART 129

Fix was surprised to hear Queen's words that he had never suffered before. The man quickly turned his head and looked seriously at the face of the girl next to him.

"Queen. Don't easily say the word divorce, even if it's a woman's time, don't, yeah. You think everyone made a decision in a cold heart and head condition so as not to bring you regret."

"But I'm not nodding, Diaz. I can't keep this up. I wasn't expected to be with Alex anymore" Queen said.

"Isn't it because he wasn't conscious? If only he were aware of it, not only would you regret it, he would also definitely have no end to blaming himself. You have to remember whatever Alex did wasn't in his consciousness, Queen. He's a loyal man. If she only remembers Helena, it's only natural that she behaves like that, Queen. God does not forbid divorce, but God hates it."

Queen sighed in annoyance then sipped the fruit juice before starting to talk again.

"Diaz, yesterday I actually took three days off. And even I've taken care of permission not to follow the practice for two days until Alex has fully recovered. But, you know what Alex did?" queen began to get upset.

The yellow-skinned man only looked on the Queen, as if he was also feeling the inner pain that the girl suffered. Even getting a question from Quen just now, Diaz just shook her head.

After coming home from the hospital I still had time to bribe him and give him medicine. I think he's sleeping I'm going down to lunch while doing chores. Not feeling the pleasure that is important stomach filled. The job I was supposed to do for two days in the office I called in just two and a half hours. When I was tired and wanted to rest next to Alex Helen came at the man's invitation. And next what happens you know? I'm no longer considered, Lex. Clearly they were making out in front of me even important in the kitchen. Yes, it was before Alex said he wanted to marry Helena immediately. Yes, even though from the beginning he realized it was also said that. And Helena personally requested that I accept being my honeymoon. I can't help it if it has to be like Diaz, than in the mix I'd rather just divorce" said Queen, crying sobbing.

Diaz knows very well how Queen feels. Even the man was also very fond of the girl.in the condition of a broken heart and unstable, he could have easily made Queen a widow under the pretext of not wanting to see her he was sick again and wanted to be happy. But, isn't a good friend the one who doesn't take advantage of himself in a situation, right?

Diaz took a deep breath. Then, dare to pat Queen on the shoulder in the hope that Queen does not hug him again as it has been. He was afraid that his faith was thin even more eroded.

"I'm sorry, I don't want to understand you. I really understand and understand. No woman wants to be fed again on honey. But, do you know that not in every matter will God raise the degree of his servant who is able to be patient through it?"

Queen wiped her tears with both hands. Then he looked up to see Diaz.

"You know the story of Siti Aisyah Rosul's favorite daughter? She was also honeyed by Saidina Ali. Ali is not a rich man. But, with sincerity and patient heart he willingly in honey for the sake of his obedience to God. For God promises that a wife who is willing and sincerely polygamous will be rewarded with heaven. The trials and problems of God can also be as the evildoers of our sins in the past."

Quen was silent for a moment, contemplating everything he had been through. Remembering all the shadows of his past. Even if he does not do deviant things to the point of drunkenness, and some. But, after she got to know Diaz how bad silence even gave her virginity to a man other than her husband and out of wedlock. Back Queen crying sobbing.

"I know you're strong. I believe you can get through all this. You must be strong and strong, yes. Then how did you decide about Alex and Helen's wedding?"

" I gave him permission yesterday. But I didn't say ask for a divorce. It's just my own new mind that you and my brother know."

"Does Brother Al support your decision to divorce?"

Queen complained weakly about her head, "Just like you. He asked me to think in peace."

"Yes, it's almost late. You're home, huh? How would I take you or.... "

"I'll just book a taxi online" Queen cut. He knew what was going through Diaz's mind. If he's brought home by Diaz, Alex and Helena will instead make it an excuse to find Queen's fault.

"Well, I've been with you till you've arrived, huh?" bargain Diaz.

"No need, don't let you pray late. It's approaching magrib. After that you're going to the cafe, right?" said Queen with a smile.

Diaz finally left Queen alone in the garden.

Quen noticed Diaz then, he began to set foot without booking a taxi online with the intention of going to the nearest mosque in the area to try to calm down as Diaz said. Indeed, when he made a long prostration there was a tightness in the bottom of his heart.

"Queen, wait!"

The voice of a man calling out to him made him turn his head and stop his steps.

"Sister, Al? Why is it here?" ask Quen astonished. Because, rarely for the man there is time to be able to go to a place like this especially after all the company he handles alone.

Without answering a word Al hugged the girl tightly while whispering in her ear, "you why didn't yesterday tell her your reason for divorce? And now you're telling Diaz and crying in front of that cold guy. The one who's just quiet doesn't give you a shoulder to lean on?"

Queen was surprised to hear the elder brother's words, how could she know? Her thought.

"When's brother been here?"

"Since you came. Last brother intended to pick you up to take you home as well as see firsthand Alex's condition. But you came with Diaz here. Sorry if it's rude to eavesdrop on your conversation."

"Already, don't cry. Brother will follow whatever you want, brother will not interfere and act before receiving your approval, ok." Al looked firmly at Queen's eyes and wiped away Queen's tears. Both of his thumbs and hugged him again.

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Arrive at Alex's house. Either coincidentally or deliberately Alex prepared to welcome Queen. The two are both on the back porch. Looks like gymnastics together. Seen from Helena's gymnastic clothes that were soaked in sweat.

"Queen, are you home?" Sapa Helen kindly even the look on her face was also without fault.

"Yes" Quen replied briefly and then moved back to the living room to meet his older brother who was there.

Apparently the two of them were unaware that Al was in this house. They went into the house to go to the room while holding hands. Obviously, this can be seen by Al.

Al was deliberately silent not to reprimand any of them. Although he could easily insult Helena. All this for the Queen.

Al is not the patient type. Seeing their behavior became more when his sister returned from the kitchen he could not stand it either.

"Helena, are you not doing this to take advantage of the condition of people's husbands to be used as an outlet for your naps?"

Hearing that Helena immediately shifted from her position.

Although his heart trembled, he ventured to greet Al.

"Sister Al, tumben's here,"

Al smirked and looked at the girl with a contemptuous look.

"Look at you, how sad. You're not here to get paid to take care of Alex, are you? But your attitude is like this hostess."

"Sir, Al. Your own sister has asked us to get married, so, you can't keep cornering Helen that way, donk," said Alex.

"Yes, I know about that. But, Alex. Before she has not remsi become your wife please respect and respect my sister or you will regret it for the rest of your life." Al looked at Alex and Helena with a sharp but cold gaze. Even his tone was more threatening.

Alex and Helena are just buggnkan. Precisely even Queen who tried to divert talks about the results of the decision of the meeting in Bandung yesterday.

Eventually Al came home. While the Queen lazily greeted the two of them. He went into his room to clean up and prepare for dinner.

After dinner Queen went straight into the room turning on her laptop. He was not doing anything, but, deliberately he was looking for busyness to menfhinyi the two people.

At exactly half-past ten his eyes began to feel sleepy he began to turn off his laptop and was about to prepare for sleep. Suddenly as he was about to change his clothes, the door of the room opened. Apparently Alex.

Queen grabbed her baby doll and went into the toilet to change clothes.

At first she thought that her husband just took something in her room and would come back out, apparently not. Alex was sitting on the edge of the bed.

"What's wrong? I've been so sleepy, this," Quen said, not lying.

"Sleep! Helena is also sleeping. I want to be with you tonight."

Honestly, Queen's heart was actually very happy to hear Alex's words just now. But he must appear calm. His feeling is that this will have a certain max.

"Please. I sleep first, good night" Queen said with a smile and began to slant her back to Alex.

"Alex, don't you miss me? Come on, hug me from behind and say sorry for hurting me" Queen said.

While Alex continues to embrace the restless Quen. Even though the girl was silent not much bergey but the man knew that the Queen was still not asleep. It can be distinguished from the way the back movement of the girl who moves up and down with her breath.

"I know you haven't slept. There's something I want to talk to you about right now, okay?" said Alex.

Queen just silently did not want to reply to Alex's words she kept closing her eyes hoping that she could fall asleep at that time.