Don't (Blame) Love
SESION 2 PART 126

Queen curled up hugging the bolster. He refused to get up even though he knew it was seven o'clock.

But why wake up? Today he has no schedule of practice and to the office. He's been granted three days off if he goes to work today, it'll only make Al suspicious.

Queen remained lazing in her room, dumbstruck under the covers and hugging the bolts.

Yes, bolsters. If Alex might have hugged Helena.

Quen drowned his face on the bolster while playing his phone. Suddenly as he replies to a chat message from Gea, a video call from Al comes in.

So nervous, he who wants to sneer and give an excuse if he was busy even lift.

"Master, princess. You're still in the room, honey?" al asked, as soon as the Queen's face appeared which was mostly covered with blankets.

"I stayed up all night, brother. It's just waking up" Queen replied.not entirely lying.

Quen saw his brother wearing a bright Oren colored suit and a black suit. From view. Al seems to be in the office.

Quen looked at the clock in the upper left corner of his touch screen. It turned out to be eight in over thirty minutes.

It didn't feel like an hour and a half Queen was on the bed.

"Where's Alex?"

"What's? Alex, huh? He's already outside, sis," replied the Queen accordingly. Though there's where Alex he himself doesn't actually know. And it's better he doesn't have to know just to keep his heart safe.

"Yes already, quickly wake up wash that face really cool, sister wants to continue working first. Later, the afternoon break will go to Bandung," said Al before ending his phone.

"Remain, Brother?" ask Queen for a proposal.

"Work business, honey. If you travel tomorrow only if Alex has improved we go there together, yes?"

"OK!" Quen nodded with a smile.

After turning off the video call from her brother she rushed to the bathroom.

As if not willing to waste the time, Quen took a bath and soaked with the aroma of therapy. At least that way he can relax a little and can improve his mood to be calmer to face the increasingly unreasonable behavior of Alex and Helen.

"Even yesterday afternoon Helena stayed here and took my rights as Alex's legal wife. But, I think it's been a long time, huh?" the girl in her heart.

This morning and a half noon Queen chose Nini dres knee-length with floral motifs. And let her hair down beautifully.

With a better mood of course, Queen came out of the room and would be ready to see anything she might not be wearing.

He saw the whole room looking clean and tidy but quiet. Where are Alex and Helen? Ah, Bi Asih, maybe shopping. I can prepare my own breakfast. Thought Queen as she stepped into the kitchen.

Arriving near the kitchen he heard a strange noise from inside. Whether curious or what, he walked closer to the source of the sound. It turns out that Alex is making out with Helena who is sitting on the kitchen set.

Helena's hands were tied to Alex's neck while Alex drowned her face in the chest of the woman whose shirt had been removed all the buttons even sagged up her shoulders.

Queen was actually unable to see that sight. But, as a prospective doctor who has also studied psychology he still tried to calm down. If he goes the same as Diaz said last night. If he let the messiah in his house.

Even for the pain, his throat was heavy. So, Quen just entered the kitchen with a calm expression without reprimanding the two perverts. And worse, the man was her husband. Sick? Oh, obviously don't ask again. But, what was their purpose if not to make Queen run away and cry? If they don't want to hurt, they can do it. Hiding, right? But they also blatantly do this.

Realizing Queen was in the kitchen opening the fridge and taking out some fruits and vegetables they even thwarted themselves.

Helena hurriedly allowed her shirt to cover both shoulders and put on her original buttons. While Alex he chose to leave.

"Quen, are you awake?" greet Helen, with an awkward and erroneous facial expression.

"Yes, I've taken a shower too, it's breakfast. You've had breakfast yet?" ask Queen back.

"Already, earlier. Should I help you?"

"No need, I've been used to doing nothing myself. Including bathing Alex when he has not experienced memory loss," Queen replied with a smile.

Helena was silent for a moment fixated on Quen's words or Queen's agility while holding the kitchen tools out of nowhere.

"Is Alex that mean?"

"We every day if there is a chance to always shower together and all do other activities. What is it I think as a grown woman you know too. Or, if you want to know wait for Alex to recover his memories then, you'll understand how sweet he is. Like whatever he did to you, it won't exceed what he's done to me."

After saying that Queen smiled here and came out with her breakfast. He deliberately ate in the room in a locked state because he did not want his slump seen Helena.

This morning Queen really had no taste for food. He kept thinking about Helena. And the Islamic readings he read all night to divert his turmoil.

What still lingered in his head was the sentence, "Married that the law is sunna. But, sunah which can be mandatory for two people who are drunk in love. Instead of them being allowed to act, marry them both. If you allow and prevent them from getting married, then you're just as well as keeping the wrongs."

Oh Allah... They wanted to get married, but, can I let my husband marry another woman? If not, then I'm the same

This is a choice that is equally painful.

Queen rubbed her tears that flowed back on both of her cheeks.

I have, enough to give up. Maybe I should just get a divorce with Alex so he's free. Shouldn't love have?

I could've been selfish, forced Alex to stay with me and never see Helena again with my sister's help. But isn't it equally painful to have only a physical but not a heart?

Quen wiped his tears. He exits the room and meets Helena who happens to be editing a video for him to upload.

"Helena, can you ask for a second?" queen is still standing.

"Oh, of course I can. Sit down!" Helena urged Queen to sit in a chair right in front of her.

With a flat face Queen sat down and immediately began the conversation straight to the core.

"Why do you love my husband?" asked Queen directly with a slightly choked voice on the neck.

"I'm sorry, Queen. If you ask me that I don't know, but this heart really loves Alex. As long as we break I take the fun I think he will still focus on his studies. But, he married you instead You can kill me now. But, don't separate me from Alex" Helena replied in tears.

Queen carefully observed the look of the girl's body and eyes. What he said was not a lie. Helena really loves Alex. But why did he have to come now? If at the time he messed up, at least he just failed to get married but did not feel the pain as deep as this.

"Helena." Queen was crying too. The two women were both crying because of their hearts and feelings.

"Why are you this bad? You took Alex from me. And he himself came back to me, and you came back to be the actor. You're a woman too. Don't you think what if you were me? Doesn't your heart hurt?" scream Queen.

"But if you were me how would you be, Queen? I gave my leave to Alex. Even when she asked me to break I was pregnant with her child. I'm back just need him as a father for my son who's been quiet in nature there. I was also frustrated. I've been three months, but Alex doesn't know where I'm going. I'm down Queen. Until I had to drink a lot and crash, my car hit an electric pole and I miscarried. After the kid goes missing I think it'll be fine and fine. But, apparently not. I keep expecting him. And when I just rediscovered her contacts haven't had a chance to talk about our relationship or if she's a bride at your wedding."

"Enough Helena!" The Queen's snapping is getting sobbing. He did not expect that even Helen was the same as him. Both had conceived Alex's child despite eventually having a miscarriage.

"Now what do you want?"

"I didn't have Alex be mine, Queen. But don't separate me from him. Pli. I'd go crazy if he was away from me, Queen."

"Come, come with me!"

Queen got up from her seat pulled Helena's arm and took her away.

"Where are you taking me, Queen? Are you really going to kill me?" Isaac Helena. But, not to fight.

Quen stops in the backyard where Alex is training his muscles, doing light exercise.

"Alex, you love Helena, don't you? You guys even live in a room. Come quickly to the religious court. Take care of your marriage to Helena. Don't just gather kebo. We are human and have adab."

Hearing the words of Queen Helena was stunned to almost distrust all of this. How could this woman easily share her husband with him?

"Queen, you?" Helena momentarily looked at Queen's face and hugged her.

"I just want to be a good woman. I've been thinking about all this. As long as you guys are studying, I'm going to Bandung with my brother. Take good care of Alex, will you?"

Although his eyes were puffy, Quen still forced himself to smile. He went and packed up and went to the office. Mumpung's still eleven. Another hour of rest and one hour Al will leave for Bandung.

****

Although very bad luck, Queen still care to go to her brother's office. He even wears work clothes and carries everything he needs during his work.

the strange gaze of the staff was clearly on him, but, the HRD and Al also knew that today he was actually on leave.

"Good day, sir." So said Queen after cradling the door of Al's room.

the man was surprised to find Queen was here because, he yesterday filed for a three-day leave.

"Queen, you're here, baby.What's up?" tanya Al then rose from his seat and approached his only puppet sister.

"Of course because you want to come to Bandung," replied Quen with a smile as usual.

both of Al's hands were placed on both Queen's shoulders. his eyes looked in the eyes of the girl in front of him. he felt something covered his sister.he did not come here to come to Bandung, but, but, more likely to seek calm from the problems he faces.

"you're crying. Did Alex act again?" al asked with sharp eyes.

"Later I'll promise I'll tell my sister everything after the meeting.don't be here, yeah. Come on, give me a job, sir."

Queen turned her body and sat on the chair that Al had provided for her.

"no three, anything. yes already.we go to Bandung now.we take care of everything to be in order and immediately say what you will say, Ok," said Al impatiently.