Don't (Blame) Love
Episode 56's

At about six o'clock in the afternoon, Al arrived from the funeral with

his dirty clothes were full of grave ground. The Queen is still sitting

rested, his head leaned against the wall of the middle room with a blank look.

Occasionally clear circles flow down his cheeks. His head was filled with memories of the times he was still with his father. As a child, he began to grow up, until the time when his father drove him to his first marriage. All

engraved clearly in his mind like a movie role that only he can afford

saw it.

“Honey!” Al called out to him softly, half whispering and holding his shoulder from

sided.

Knowing that it was her husband, the woman immediately

hugging tightly and crying again.

“Already, you are calm, huh? I promise you, I will

wipe out papa's death. If it is true it is due to a heart attack

impromptu, I'll trace the cause to the root. I promise you, okay?”

Queen was still crying, as if dissatisfied with what Al

tell her.

“I will tonight go to papa company. I'll see, I'll see,

if the staff does not respond, I will fire them.”

Only then did the Queen nod, let go of her embrace and

wiped his tears. She looked at the face of Al, her mustache-like husband

this is very similar to his late father. Naturally, this entire house forgot that he was the adopted son of papa and his mother. Indeed in terms

faces and personalities have a lot in common.

“You take a shower, and come immediately tahlil,” said Queen half

whispered. His voice may be exhausted from crying for too long.

“Where is mama? Find him and accompany him, don't let him

alone, dear,” said Al. he could understand how his adoptive mother felt

it was because he himself had now found the figure he truly loved. He imagined if it happened to him, the Queen who suddenly died.

Really, he couldn't imagine it.

“Iya, I'll meet mama,” said Queen then went to look at mama mama mama mama is. It turned out that what he was looking for was in the living room together with Nayla, Zahara and also Jeslyn's mother who had arrived with Clarissa when her father's body would be insolated.

So, her daughter was able to see her grandfather's face for the last time, and now she's in the locker room with her twin sister, Berlyn. Maybe they'll plan something. Could

only later that appears after the tahlil event is Clarissa who pretends to be mute

disguised as Berlyn.

****

Singapore.

In a 24th floor flat building. The atmosphere that was back

just relax, instantly become excited.

“Amaaaa! I want to go Jakarta Now. If you do’t want to join

ups.  In an hour my dad’s private jet will

arrives. I will get ready.”

“Amaaaa! I want to go to Jakarta now. If you don't

come along whatever. One more hour papa's private jet will arrive. I'll get ready,”

the boy shouted loudly.

Jeslyn, who had been half-dead trying to forbid Clarissa to go to her mother's place, finally gave up. she did not want to not participate. But, Al and

Queen had previously warned her daughter not to come. Because

a lot of lewd people there. They don't want twins to be exposed. One enemy Queen has appeared.

By wearing jeans and sweatshirt sleeves

long as well as running shoes white color combination of black and hair tied model ponytail, ponytail,

Clarissa seemed ready to go to Bandra Changi. He was carrying nothing but a small backpack that might only contain his cell phone, carger and flash. For clothes, maybe he thought he could wear his twin there.

"Clarissa. Ama wait. Ama will come with you. "

“Clarissa. Wait ama. Ama will come with you!”

The little boy stopped his steps. In fact, one more step he has managed to reach the doorknob and the flat house and come out.

In about ten minutes, Jeslyn had already prepared and both

waiting for lip to come down. While on the plane. Unceasingly

Jeslyn kept nagging her grandson

super it. he also thought, if only he had brought Berlyn, it would have been his life

full of peace. Loving, and no commotion. However, he still loves Clarissa. Maybe, he's a picture

The little Al he once ignored. Not ignored, but, forced to be thrown out to save his soul. If not, he's definitely not going to see Clarissa

and Berlyn in the world. He really is the son of his son.

****

“Clarissa, is it okay for you to leave your school?

What class are you in now?” berlyn asked through her handwriting which she showed her twin sister.

“No problem. I've already made a permit, and tomorrow, I,

my friend will deliver it to the school. You don't want to learn?”

The little girl just shakes her head

signal that tomorrow is off and there is no PR.

“Oh, yes already well.”

“Krek!”

Suddenly the door opened, with Clarissa jumping

and hide under the bed. The fear that comes is someone else.

“Honey, where's Clarissa?” ask Clara.

“I guess that datag is someone else, Nek,” replied the boy

it was while emerging from his hiding place.

“You haven't had dinner yet. What do you want to eat?” ask

Clara to her two grandchildren.

“What's up, Nek.” Answer Clarissa.

Then the woman closed the door again. Secretly he

sorry and just feel guilty for insisting on a man. If they didn't, they wouldn't have taken this, would they?

But, like Clarissa. Still he is one

the child is only six years old. So, his twin sister started greeting him

again, his regret also simply vanished. Although the greeting is with sign language, but, Clarissa can mebgerti and very connected. Maybe because of twins?

After the tahlil event, Al said his wife likes it

aloof than to gather with others, Queen initially wanted to come along

with husband. But her husband forbade. Besides it's night, he's also in

unstable mood. It must be easy to drop if exposed to the night wind.

Therefore, he suggested that he be with his two daughters just to be a little entertained.

“I promise it won't be long, Honey. You go to the children's room

just, chat with them, huh?” al said while kissing his wife's forehead.

Arrive at the office, Al

straight into his papa's room, on the table, there was no sign

which became the trigger for the sudden heart attack. The initial assumption, it

thought there was bad news about the company or what. But, all the cooperation

it went very well, even giving a lot of advantages.

Then, he sided in the cctv recording. Although in

in his papa room there is no camera, at least, by looking at who

only who enters in the room of his papa he will also be able to

consecrate.

After spending nearly two hours browsing today's cctv footage, Al found out

his answer. His hands clenched tightly and he slapped them on the table. Subsequent to

getting a hint, the man immediately returned home. Because, he felt

there was nothing else to do there, while my mother and

upon arriving home, he did not find Queen in his room,

in fact, in his children's room there were only two of their daughters and also mama and

her mom.

“Al, are you home, son? Where have you been, you?” ask

Clara saw her son's arrival first.

“I just got from papa's office, Ma. There's nothing that

bad at the company. Everything's fine. About investment and work

just all normal and it gives a very good advantage,” replied Al.

“So, the alleged bankruptcy and exposed fraud was wrong, Al?”

“Solid one, Ma. Which makes the issue also outsiders, really.

I've found her, I'll take care of her soon, where's Queen?”

“Mama in the room near the living room, Pa,” Clarissa said

quickly.

“Alright, since it's already night, you guys go to bed quickly,

okay?” said Al who was either addressed there were two women he called mami and

mama or the two twins, very ambiguous.

“Clarissa, Berlyn. You two sleep together, you will accompany

grandma tonight, okay?” jeslyn said to her twin grandchildren.

“Good, Ama,” replied Clarissa. While Berlyn only

showing a thin smile and a gentle nod. Very nice, exactly

her mother.

Two women whose age had already stepped on almost five heads

they both slept in the guest room. Clara was still unable to fit into the room she used to live in with Vano, her late husband. That made him

just feeling claustrophobic.

“You're patient, huh Ra? The strong. Even though I'm not

knowing your late husband, I'm sure, he's a good person, and a real affection for you. I'm sure, if he can choose, he wants to delay

his death was to accompany you in this world. Show him that you can stand up yourselves to look after your grandchildren, and let him go so that his steps to heaven are not heavy,” Jeslyn said slowly. But, that's it

make Clara more hit and cry.

“ya, Jes. Youre right. If I was fragile, she would also be sad there,” Clara said briefly. Then, he laid his body while looking

husband's photo.

“God sent Al to you probably because of something

excuses. Look at him, he's your son too. He deserves to be your son more than my son. Let's just say, you gave birth to her, Clara.”

“Still, Jes!” clara said while holding back her tears.

Until midnight Clara was still unable to fall asleep. It

walking out of the room to the balcony hugging a picture of her late husband after confirming that Jeslyn had fallen asleep.

“Van, do you remember? When our love is only we know,

we often secretly spend time here. Our love is so complicated. However,

lovely. Not a single memory was forgotten by me. You remember, no?

How did I first show my love for you? At that time, I graduated

school. I followed you to the office and hugged you in front of my mom and dad. But, uh,

you don't know exactly how I feel, do you? They also consider our closeness

this is their success in educating us as half-brothers.

But, not to mention our closeness because of love.

At that time I was with two of my best friends held a camping

followed by you too. But, it was Eren who also put his heart in from the very first start

seeing you, he managed to make me jealous, which I finally felt for you so

be discovered.

Van. Do you remember how hard our love used to be,

my mom and dad disagree with this relationship. They didn't give me his blessing, and even they're gonna send me to college

abroad, and will match you with Yuna. You remember that, Van?  All right, if you forget it's okay, too.

But where was your promise? You said you wouldn't leave me alone in

this world? You're disavowing, Van. You want to,” muttered Clara alone while

crying and tightening his embrace on the picture frame Vano with himself when

they were in Paris first.

 Back to memories in

the past with her late husband is clearly visible in front of her eyes.

At night, when Al and Queen are together

sleeping in the same room. Queen sleeps in a box next to which there is a small bed for her baby sister to keep, and in the corner of the room is Al's bed.

Clara leaned her head against Vano's shoulder and said,

“If later you can choose, you choose me first who died, or you first who

must die, Van?”

“Why say about it, Darling?” ask Vano

looking towards Clara.

“Because, every meeting there will be a farewell. And every

the living will also die, right? So, I want to, we're just separated by

death,” replied Clara steadily.

“Good. I'll choose you first who die. Because, if

I was the one who died, I won't be able to calm down there, while you're here

feeling alone in the slump. I, too, will not seek your replacement.

You are still the woman of my life.”

“You promised, huh? never leave me first.”

“But, darling, humans can only plan.”

“Then I'll catch up with you. Take me to heaven

with you.”

Given that, Clara's heart was still sliced. Him

it was really unexpected before that it would be this way at last. Though, morning

before leaving for the office her husband also looks fine.

After all, he also had no history of heart disease. Then,

how come?a

I don't know how long Clara's been sitting alone on the balcony. Either too tired or what, he fell asleep leaning against the wall while hugging a photo of Vano.

***

Al opened the door of the reading room slowly. There he found

Queen is opening the results of the company's cctv record held by her father.  Al panicked, he forgot that

the recordings are also channeled on this home pc.

“Darling, what are you doing?” ask Al.

“I'm looking trying to figure out the cause of papa's death, Al.

“I've found a clue, sooner or later, I will

immediately carry it for you,” said Al.’’

Then the Queen dropped her two prepared hands

I want to type on the keyboard. Apparently he was just about to start

swiping. So, Al didn't need to say it now for the good of his wife. He knew, in this kind of mood his wife would be very

sensitive and quick to act without thinking about the risks.

“It's already night. We sleep first, yuk!” bring Al.

At first Queen did not want to and continued to insist that Al say

who and what was the cause of Papa Vano's death. Al was determined. So, Queen finally relented. Follow her husband's request immediately

sleeps. Because tomorrow there are still many things to do, and problems

to face.