Don't (Blame) Love
Episode 36's

“You forgot me, Queen? I was one of the victims of

your brother's arrogance and madness. I didn't expect a good family like your parents could keep a psychopath and give him the right to do so

equivalent to you,” said the woman while laughing cynically.

“Flower! You can even talk well. Then, why during

this you always keep quiet?” ask one of the doctors who happened to be with some of the nurses in the ward that Queen visited.

Queen is confused. He remembered the name of the flower.

He doesn't seem to have any friends with the name of the flower. There are no roses and jasmine either. Especially bees and beetles. There is Vico. His wife Shinta, she is a caterpillar to her husband.

“Flower? Whose flowers, huh?” ask Queen again. The mind

his brain is completely shut. He can't remember anyone but a few of his closest friends.

“Flower? Until you die you can't remember me. It's just the name they gave me because

I was found in a very sad condition.”

“Well, you know me and my family. Who are you

actually was. And what did my brother do to you?”

The woman looked around, and was interesting with

gently arm Queen and bring her to sit under the acacia tree that grows in

the denpan yard ward.

“You remember the maid who was fired by your grandfather

Andrew? The maid once loved the wrong person. Yes that's your brother.”

“Lily. You're Lily? Oh my goodness, I just remembered? How are you, Ly? And how can you work here?”

The woman folded her hands in front of her chest, and laughed sinisterly. More precisely grinning while throwing his gaze to the side.

“If you ask how I am doing right now. Yes as it is

you look. But, if seven years ago, absolutely not.”

“Maxute you, what? Can't talk don't be ambiguous?” Queen clenched her forehead again.

“Yes, Queen, I was named flower by this hospital

because I was found in a crazy condition, ragged clothes are not bad. Because I was a toy

the man********* that is! your foster sister********!” cetus Lylli's. Really angry.

“What has Al done to you? Why do you call him

as ********? Looks like after you don't work on the spot anymore

my family, we don't have any more problems either. And you also know that Al was married to Nayla back then.”

“Al takes revenge on me."

"Rudge? What revenge? I don't think you're sane yet. You're still crazy, Lyli!"

"Hehms. Your brother is not sane. It's obvious she's married to Nayla but, still can't accept that I'm in a relationship with another man. You know, he came to my house

menandra mother, father and also Akbar my brother. We were taken to a bedding, tortured and whipped by him and some of his men. In front of my eyes, he tortured my whole family and killed them after a few months of confining us. I'm stressed, crazy and totally shocked to see how

they were skinned and killed sadistically in front of my own eyes. And I... You know, what did Al do to me?"

Queen really shoc heard that explanation. Does Al still like Lyli? Was he difficult to let go of the woman who had once reigned in his heart? And what about Nayla? Did she secretly meet Nayla and still have a husband and wife relationship? Apparently Lyli's speech successfully poisoned Queen's mind.

"After my family ran out, he raped me. Took away my virginity for months I was made a sex slave by her. Maybe, without knowing it, he killed my girlfriend, too. After he was satisfied and bored, he threw me at his men. Is that the action of a human being? Moreover, he lives in a respectable and educated family. In fact, after I was crazy and unattractive, he threw me away. I never thought we'd see each other again, Queen.

“You lied! You just made up a story Lyli!” cetus Queen's.

He was completely shocked by what Lyli said.

“If you don't believe. Meet your beloved sister. And

ask her. What he's done to Lyli and his family, quick! All this time I was too traumatized and could not make peace with the time

my bad, so to speak is hard. So, I accept even though I'm considered

mute. However, unexpectedly, after seeing you, I can talk this surfing.”

Queen could no longer hear Lyli's babbling.

Even his gaze began to blur, he also felt nauseous, his blood circulation stopped immediately, his chest was also tight. Over time, he collapsed and became unconscious.

“Please! Someone fainted!” scream Lily. All the nurses who

there was also immediately rushed to them and carried the Queen's body

take him to the treatment room.

While Lyli just kept quiet and smiled cynically and muttered

alone, “Try, let me see what will happen after this. How

the family's reaction was to find out that the child was being cared for by a psychopath.

I can assure you, after this it's your turn to be the patient here, Queen. You admire Al as kind and learned as your papa, don't you?”

Hearing his best friend suddenly fall unconscious, Gea immediately

run towards the place where Queen is being cared for. There are a few nurses

trying to do first aid to make Queen aware.

“Alcohol, where is alcohol? Put it on the cotton and put it on

front of his nose so he wakes up soon,” said Gea panicked. How not?  Queen looked fine. Why suddenly fainting? I just hope there is no conspiracy behind all this.

“Quiet. He must be fine,” said one of the doctors

calming Gea.

“Why could he suddenly fall unconscious like this? What

what happened?” ask Gea.

Slowly the Queen began to wake up. He was trying to process his mind

to be calm and to think, what to do. While next to him, there was Gea and a doctor who was seen arguing.

“Ge, please call Al. ask him to come here immediately,” Queen said

slowly holding his head.

“Queen, have you realized?” Immediately Gea direct

approaching hospitalbad where his best friend lies.

“Yes, I'm fine. I'd like to meet Al. There's something

which I should talk about.”

Seeing Queen as emotional, Gea immediately called Al.

As soon as Gea called Al, Gea approached

Queen. “He still has things done. After that he will come here,” said Gea lirih.

“Good. I'll be back to work.” With an empty look

full of emissional, Queen dropped out of place and returned to Bangsal.

Although in a chaotic condition, at least he can still be professional and

still able to do his job with a very maximum.

After the work hours ended, Al hasn't even showed up.

Since it was their last day of visiting, the Queen also attended the farewell event.

Queen waited for Al in front of the cafe which was not far away

from the mental hospital. While Gea and the other party had left the rsj.

It's been half an hour Queen's waiting for her husband. But, man

it didn't show up soon.

“Ck. Where the hell, is he? What do you take care of try?” for him

alone, so scared of his mind, he did not even realize that there was

a pair of eyes that had been watching him ever since he came out of the hospital area.

When the Queen is saturated, she decides to

taking a taxi, Al shows up.

“Sayang. Sorry for making you wait so long.” Unconcerned

if this was a public place, Al immediately gave a light hug and kissed Queen's forehead and again invited her to sit down.

The woman remained silent and refused to look at her husband

iota.

In another chair, not far from

their place was a woman who wore a hodie and covered her face with

the mask noticed the movements of the two of them with full eyes

resentments.

“What happened to the two of them? Why hugs and

that kiss was very different from seven years ago. Why so friendly? Do they secretly cheat on each other's partners?” ask Lyli a

selves.

“Darling, what's wrong with you, anyway? You sick?” ask Al with

gentle, loving eyes.

Because the Queen just kept quiet and didn't want to talk, the man

holding his woman's chin and directing her so that their gaze can be

meet each other.

“Ck! What the fuck are you, anyway? Don't be like that!” Queen slips Al's hand

and back to looking away.

“Maybe you're tired.yeah already, then we go back to the hotel, yes?”

Hearing Al's words, Lyli was shocked. Even he gaped, "What, hotel? They both stayed at the hotel? Oh, so this is the reason why he won't stay at RSJ with the others? She's staying at a hotel with her own foster sister?

Without answering, Queen immediately moved on and left

the place was. Al quickly called the servant and left the fifty

thousands to pay for Queen's drinks. Obviously, it's no less. There's even change. But the man doesn't care. He just wanted to know what exactly happened to his wife. Why did it suddenly change so.

Al ran off to balance the Queen Steps and hugged her waist

walk towards the car. It makes Lyli who is disguised to find out what will happen from the couple who used to be foster brothers, making him upset.

"Why should all the damned woman have? Even Al himself cheated on Nayla to her, why not just another woman?"

Lyli quickly followed the pace of the car driven by Al and Queen by riding a motorcycle. Coincidentally there are some protruding ojol near there waiting for the order. To open the app it feels like he won't have time either.

"Mas, follow that car, just calm down. I'll pay you later."

While in the car Queen is still silent even though Al has been

trying hard to get him to talk. Arrive at the Queen hotel immediately take a bath and wear a kimono-shaped towel. Her wet hair was left to be unraveled, and the tip was still dripping water left over from her shampooing.

“You why the hell, baby?” ask Al again. He has brought

the towel he will use for bathing, he uses to stretch his hair

wet wife.

“You take a shower there. There's something I want to talk about the same

you,” said Queen flat while denying Al's two hands again.

“Alright!” Al smiled faintly. Then, he bent his body about to

kissing Queen. But, quickly the woman dodged. Al laughed again. He thought his wife did not want to be kissed because she had not taken a bath, and it was dull after all day outside activities. Moreover, there was a sudden meeting with one of his colleagues.

After bathing, Al found Queen had changed into a neat outfit.

The woman was wearing a long jeans suit and an arm knit top

length. His face was plain without any polish. Even his hair was still not combed like when he was about to enter the bathroom earlier.

Not wanting to provoke his wife's anger, Al also immediately took shorts and a white plain sweatshirt top. Lalau approached Queen and massaged her shoulders while opening the conversation.

“What do you want to say, honey? Is it necessary outside

over dinner?”

“I'm not hungry.”

Instantly, the atmosphere became silent. Al was also silent. It

just be surprised and think, is Queen angry because she came late?

Did he break his heart and did not accept because he was impressed more

prioritizing his colleague over his own wife? Mother of

her children.

Al sighed and sat down beside his wife. He prepares

listen to what the woman wants to say and answer if there is one

which will be asked.

With a quivering voice, and unwilling to look at Al Queen began

open conversation. “You answered honestly. Besides me and Nayla. Who have you been with to have sex?”

if he suddenly asked.

“What are you talking about, honey? Of course only with

just you two. With Nayla too when we were married. Before marriage never at all,” replied Al trying to explain. He's curious. Why suddenly his wife could ask something like this. Is this what kept him quiet?

“You sure? Try to remember again. Besides me and sister Nay, any woman you've ever had in your life.”

Al stood at the deoan Queen and held both women's hands

that and said, “Indeed, before marriage I had sex

with ladies. That was even the first for us. But, that's not my will, you know who he is? That's you, Queen.

And I also remember, when I was a husband, I raped you because I was jealous you were engaged to Diaz. But, the rest of the time, no other woman I've ever touched. What was? We talk about everything well in order to meet the problem point.”

“With Lyli, what have you done to her?” answer

Queen. Suddenly his hands exploded.

He doesn't care what Al psychopath is and what

it was done with his family. One thing he believed in from the man who had now become her husband, the father of her children. Al wouldn't be cruel if that person didn't

making a fatal mistake.

“Sayang. The first person to have sex with me

that's thou. Back then, hadn't the relationship between me and Lyli been over for a long time? You don't trust me? Then, what do I have to prove it with in order for you to believe?”

“Seven years ago, what did you do to Lyli and

her family? Right didn't you torture them for two years, killing their mother, brother and father with a sadistic look in front of their eyes? Then, she you enjoy her body

with your friends and men? ******and you, Al. are even as content

beast, there is no one like you. You ib** you ***an.” The Queen grabbed the hair with both hands. He can't imagine how Al made love to Lyli. Although, maybe at that time he was still Alex's wife. But, he's hard to accept that. With Nayla alone, sometimes he still has his jealousy.

Quickly with Al

he hugged the Queen and tried to calm her down. Grab a glass of water on the hotel's desk. Queen accepts. But, not for

dimimmun. Instead he slammed the glass.

“You're gone! Don't come near and touch me!” Queen

pushed strong Al's body and stepped back slowly. He sees Al like

so disgusted. He could not imagine what kind of wild and savage man in front of him was when he played with women and enjoyed them in a crowd.

“Sayang. What you say is not all true. Yeah, I

it did kill the Lyli family in front of its own eyes. But, I don't enjoy that woman's body.Where do you know? Who said this to you?”

 “You did that with Lyli, didn't you?” ask Queen again with her eyes puffy and a voice that starts

ogre.

“No. That's not true. You believe in me, do you?” al

slower again.

“Yes. But I still don't want to see you here. Quick

pack your things and go!”

Hearing that, Al felt weak. He feels his effort

to convince his wife was not successful at all. But, what else? If not obeyed also he will be more rampaging. However, his legs felt very heavy to step on. Because, in fact, he also never had a forbidden relationship with Lyli.

“Good. You stay here. I'll go!”

“Where are you going, honey? All right, if you don't want to

see, i. I'll go.”

“If you want to go, just go. But, don't follow me!”

cetus Queen packed her things and left the hotel room

those.

Al also packed his things. He followed

Queen from behind. Where did he go in this emotional state.

Worried that bad things would happen to him, he went back to chasing him halfway.

“Queen. Let's go home together. If you are later

don't want to see me, it's okay. Where do you want me to take you? To what mom's house to go home? I'll sleep in the office.”

“I can go home by myself. You don't care about me.” Woman

it pulled out his hand that was grasped by Al. Then he started walking while dragging his suitcase.

“Queen. It's Bandung. Where are you going? I am your husband and

I'm responsible for you. I beg you, come back with me, huh?”

Al felt that the people who were past on the road

noticed it. He went awry. By the way, Queen will not hear because in addition to the noise of the vehicle passing by. the distance between the two is about three

meter. Pretty far. If they speak loudly, their problems will be known to the public. It's not funny. But, he can't keep going like this.

While Queen continued to drag her suitcase, and speed up

his steps on the sidewalk.

“Sayang. I admit I was wrong, I'm afraid. Please forgive me.

I've been honest, and I warned you before, haven't I? Don't like giving your old clothes to Inem's mom. Better, just buy him a new one.

I thought he was you. So when cooking I just hug from behind!” shout Al.

The Queen stopped her steps. He thinks. Maud

an inem? Who her? Why did her husband become so strange and suddenly insane? It

he looked quickly and looked hard at Al.

“What are you talking about?” still with a sharp look, Queen

glaring at her husband.

“I tell you the truth, Honey. You're all right

give your shirt to Inem's mom. But, if make fitting she just vacation. Don't

fitting at home so I do not hug you wrong again,” said Al, repeating his sentence.

The real queen was still upset so amused afraid

this is like Al. ‘That feeling the glass I slammed on the floor is not in

her head. Why kok konslet gini, yes?’ inner Queen.

Seeing the Queen stop, Al seizes the opportunity.

immediately approached and grabbed Queen's hand, again uttering her ridiculous sentence.

“I've apologized to you many times, honey. Why are you

still haven't forgiven me? You knew before, didn't you? I have a problem with my vision.”

Actually Queen wanted to get angry and rebuke Al. But, she felt

if the people around look in their direction. He had to hold it.

“You are why? What are you talking about?” whispered Queen lirih

glaring at Al.

“You want, right sorry I love you?” al said again, loudly.

Suddenly an elderly couple approached Al

and Queen. The old woman said. “Son, you don't be so hard. Looky, looky,

your husband apologized. Forgive her. We think you are a pair of lemongrass. You're beautiful, and he's also very handsome. He is also loyal.”

Queen bengong, until gawking. He was confused as to what he should be

tell the grandmothers.

“Iya, and a warning for you. Find the maid don't

young one. If you have that young maid. Tau himself, right, now it's the season of the actor.

Even if you give him a shirt, tell him to wear it right back home. True advice your husband, just buy a new one so as not to be mistaken target,” timpal grandfather again.

Queen just smiled awkwardly and thanked him

they hope that the two couples who are old enough to leave soon, so that Queen can solve her personal problems. But, it seems they will

keep an eye on Queen until she's back with Al.

“Honey, we go home together, huh? It's just a misunderstanding.

I promise you, I'll always wear the glasses you gave me to help with my vision, okay? Don't go again, will you? Kids at home.”

Lyli, who was initially happy to see the couple fighting, was irritated to find they had gotten along. In his heart he said, 'Since when can Al be so dreadful and more in seducing women? Just look, even the ****** it can make Al's cold figure so crumbled on him,'

Look at the clock that's almost seven o'clock in the night. Inevitably Lyli had to go back to the hospital immediately to prepare the dinner of the patients.

Queen gives up and leaves with Al.

once in the car he hits and claws at Al mercilessly as an expression

his shame. After all, who wouldn't be upset if that was the case.

At first Al was silent, he accepted what he was doing

wife her. He also listened to every word that came out of his mouth.

After feeling all this was enough, then he held the second

queen's arms and stared at her.

“Already, hit it? I'm telling you. Who fucked Lyli

just my men. And now they don't take care of me anymore. Yes, it may be true that this is my karma to have a mute child because of my actions towards Lyli. But, I could have sworn, I didn't do such a lowly thing. I felt that I had fallen in love with you back then.

my feelings. Moreover, you are also still Alex's wife. Now, do you believe it?”

Queen looked at her husband's face with many claw wounds

from his fingernails. In fact, so deep, the wound was reddened and there was blood on its surface. Not just the face, but the neck. Unsorry

or what, seeing that she suddenly burst into tears.

“Then, what's your reason for doing that to him? Why are you

killing his family with sadism? Traumatizing people to the point of not being able to speak for a long time

just got answered by Berlyn's mute. You think, not if our family could have been slaughtered by others?’’

“I'm sorry. I was stressed and lost control at that time

want him to also feel what I feel.”

“What?”

“See from the home cctv recording, he made the car brake

the one that papa mama blong drives. At a crossroads, their car had an accident. We lost our grandparents, even our lives

and my mom was almost floating too. And because of that incident, you feel devastated and experience severe stress until you miscarry. I took my grandparents away. But, my heart feels torn to shreds when I see you grieve because of that, I can't. Moreover, shortly after that you lost your future son.”

Queen is crying again. He did not think that the woman

he knows well, is calm and quiet can be fleeting.Hear that he also feels emotions and does not accept. It felt like he had returned to the mental hospital where Lyli worked. But, if that happens, she gets angry and runs him over, as well as digging a hole for her own husband.

Maybe Lyli's been vengeful for what Al did to her

his family. But he was helpless and could do nothing. To report

even the police have no solid evidence. If he comes crashing,

the evidence was already in the Queen's words that she had thrown out earlier.

“He still likes you, and can't accept you marrying Nayla. Possibly

also he knows what our relationship has been.”

“Why do you assume so, hemh?”

“He said, once you're satisfied, you give it to your men

to be sprained.”

Al laughed out loud, knowing that Queen was angry just because

just jealous. He hugged his wife and said, “Still here, what

back to Jakarta?”

“Tersubscribe.”

“Honymoon yuk!”

“We'll just go home!" said Queen, and let go of her embrace of Al.

“OK. But, you have to be ready. Up home, I'll beat you up!”

“Try it, I see where you are, aren't you

tired already?”

“You challenged me, darling? Okay, we'll prove it later on

homehouse. I'll make you unable to wake up tomorrow!”

"If you are still sleeping until you wake up, the name is slipping," Queen said. And everyone laughed.