Don't (Blame) Love
Will Die 19th

After lunch and cleaning up the leftovers, the three children spent time chatting and chatting in the living room. There is just what they discuss, about work, campus, boss friends and anything light-hearted.

While Berlyn, he only became part of the music. Look at Axel's face, if the guy's telling the story. Then looked at Berlyn if she told him the story. That's next.

Until one afternoon, when Axel felt that Berlyn was indeed no activity and would accompany Berlyn, finally the man said goodbye. Where are you going, business lately. The important thing now is to avoid Bilqis first, so that he is released from the awkward atmosphere and uncomfortable.

"Berlyn, if so Axel's brother would like to say goodbye first, huh? Axel has activities at the GYM" the man said, staring at the girls' shorter eyes. Both hands held two sides of his shoulders.

'look, they don't even care about me. What do I think I am? Mosquito repellent?' as Bilqis said in his heart, turning his face away. Pretending not to see is the right choice. Even though they are not friendly, they are still uncomfortable. Except, if it was from the beginning she did not have any taste in the man.

Berlyn just nodded gently while smiling. Then, the message in sign language told Axel to be careful on the road.

Responding to the attention of the figure he secretly loved that Axel just smelled. Then laugh and say, "Yes, Berlyn, honey. Brother Axel will be careful.You take good care of yourself huh?"

"Yes," Berlin replied as he nodded showing the cheerfulness of his face.

Maybe he thought it was better if Axel just left. Ever since he grew up, he felt a little strange to be with Axel alone. I don't know what feeling he felt. Often he feels awkward and timid when Axel does something for him, and in return the man asks to be kissed. Berlyn also did it with great force. Because he does not want to be indebted, and for something he gets for example. Like a few days ago. When he and Axel visited me the city library. Berlyn wanted to grab the book that was on the highest shelf. While he had tried hard until jumping up and down also could not get it. So, Axel wants to take it with a laden one.  Berlyn must kiss both cheeks. As long as the place is quiet, and no one is there, Berlyn will. Even with a huff. Instead of not getting the book he wanted. After all, Axel also never once did anything rude to him. After getting what he wanted, the man would definitely laugh out loud afterwards.

Berlyn is an adult. Seventeen years. It is natural that he already has a sense of shame if kissing the cheeks of adult men other than his papa in public. Not like he was when he was a kid and was ten years old. Even though Axel's behavior hasn't changed. Still is.

"Bilqis! Aren't you having an afternoon show, this?" ask Axel suddenly. The girl did not even know when the man was walking. Just know it's nearby.

"Dude!" bilqis said as she stroked her chest several times it seemed like she was completely shocked. "i have no show," she replied later. Maybe that way you can make Axel will not come back later.

Axel smiled faintly then said, "Yes thank God that you have no show. Sis Axel tipped Berlyn, huh? Brother had to go to the GYM immediately" he said, patting Bilqis on the right shoulder several times and the man left.

Bilqis just looked at the man from behind. Until his back disappeared behind the living room door, then he walked closer to Berlyn and asked the girl he considered his own sister.

"Berlyn Has Axel been here a long time?" ask her.

The girl shook her head a few times then replied in sign language that Axel had picked her up from school. Previously he offered to have lunch and eat where it was up to him. So, as a thank you he forced something to lunch and soon he came and ate three.

Bilqs just nodding a sign of I understand. The girl always believed in Berlyn who was innocent at her age who had stepped on this teenager. After all, so far the girl in front of him has never been seen to show a response if he likes Axel. I don't know, maybe he hasn't had his first love yet, thought Bilqis

"Emang earlier you guys did not have an event that want to play where, cake? It will be Sunday night" asked Bilqis again. Though the girl also knew, if only the answer was yes, and there is. He feels pain. But still ask. But, what can he do besides move on and forget everything sincerely. Because, in order to hate or envy Berlyn he also cannot.

Berlin just raised both his hands and his shoulders a sign he did not know because while on the road Axel also did not say anything.

"Oh, okay! If so, then you have no show? ask Bilqis. If his sister does not have an event, he wants to take her out and take a walk.

'I don't know. You see, Adriel wanted to fill up Sunday night here. We will burn in the backyard, ' replied the girl in sign language.

"Oh, yes, I have. If later he does not come, how about the same way, brother Bilqis?" hail that hadith. He misses playing together in the time zone as before. He felt that in the past, he was wasting his youth too much. The youth that should be passed happily, he was busy and eventually suffered.

Berlyn nodded his head in agreement.

"But, Ber, suppose Adriel will be right so, can Bilqis come with you?" he said while laughing. The girl was never uncomfortable hanging out with Adriel and Bilqis who were far below her age. Perhaps, he also did not realize that his age was no longer a teenager. He's no longer a high school boy. But, an adult career woman who should have a family and have children. However, I don't know. to menika Bilqis still not thought.

Maybe because he often hangs out with children who are far below his age so his mindset is also like theirs. In terms of face he is also quite cute anyone would not expect that it is already twenty-five years old. Not infrequently, where he worked he was often mistaken he was still in college or just graduated by new employees, or outside guests who came to offer cooperation, he said, or the center that is visiting.

"Thiiin.... Tiii!

There was a horn outside the fence. The two girls looked at each other, then both of them ran to see Who came with their respective guesses in their minds.

After peeking out from the hole that was indeed provided in the fence, the two laughed as their guess was just right. The one who came turned out to be papa mama and also om Dedi.

"Mama's home?" greet Bilqis.

"Yes, dong. What did you eat for lunch?" ask Queen.

"Berlyn was cooking for us, Ma."

"Berlyn, how did you get home from school?" ask Al.

Then, the girl signaled that Axel's brother was picking her up. Then drive home. He left after lunch.

"Yes already. How about we go see it together?" queen proposed taking six tickets out of her bag when they were inside the house.

Berlyn just smiled normally. Then he went into the kitchen. He did not count the number of tickets his mother had brought. He's just confused. Worried that Adriel might suddenly come here. Kasian is also left behind. But, it is also not good if you have to reject your own parents.

Another case with the jomblowati Bilqis. He's very enthusiastic. Moreover, it's the latest film that seems very exciting when he saw some time his trailer on the internet.

"Gink!"

The girl glanced into the touch screen. He didn't know who sent him the message. Because motivation is hidden. To open the message, you also need fingerprints. Because, he was worried if the one who sent the message was his twin.

Berlyn smiled when he saw that the one who sent the message was Adriel.

"Hey. I'm done tutoring. What are you again?" write the man on his wa message.

Berlyn smiled until her neat teeth line made her look even more beautiful.

"My mom and dad are back. So what are you not here for? He brought a movie ticket for the latest movie, you know!" berlyn reply.

"Embh... So, how's dong? So, no? I'm on my way to your house again,"

"No problem. Come here." Come here."

After writing an answer to Adriel, Berlyn raises her phone in the kitchen and brings the drink she just made to the living room.

"What a good you, honey?" al said as he watched his daughter return from the kitchen and brought him and his wife a drink.

Berlyn only smiled as her papa grabbed her from the side and kissed the tip of her head.

"Dreeting... Dree..."

"Mama phone, I picked up first" Bilqis said after looking into the touch screen.

The girl was looking for a quiet place. It stands near the central space that connects the living room and kitchen. Then he raised the call from his mother.

"Hello! What's up, Ma,?" answer the girl. Then find a place to sit.

"Hello, Bilqis! You're in, where? c

Hurry home. Mama's got interests in common with you" replied Nayla. Firmly without further ado.

"What's the matter, Ma?" ask Bilqis. The girl was astonished. Because her mother is not usually like that. In fact, Nayla herself also knew that she was now at the house of Mama Queen accompanying Berlin who was left by her parents to deliver to the hometown of bik Yul. Because previously he had permission earlier through a chat message. If it is not open, it is also impossible. Because my mom has answered the message.

"It's late at night saying go home, yes go home! Mama has needs for you, and this is very important, cepetan," replied Nayla again.

Bilqis finally turned off the call and say goodbye to pa pa Al, the Queen's mother and Berlin. He's telling the truth. I don't know why my mom told me to go home so fast. However, he felt that something was wrong with his mother. It's not usually that way either. What reason? Did I accidentally make a mistake? Her thought.

"Why rush? We'll see what, not later?" al asked his stepdaughter who is now a mature woman, although her behavior is sometimes still like children. Maybe the effect of association.

"No idea, Pa. I wish I could still watch with you guys. When else will there be a chance to go? Kan, very rarely. But I don't know anymore, anyway. Mama suddenly called and I told her to go home quickly" she replied with a slight objection.

"Yes already. Just obey your mama who knows, really important, right?" said Queen. Then Bilqis went home and left the house.

Arriving at home he felt nothing strange about the state of his home. Stay quiet. He also found his mother sitting in the living room looking once if she was waiting for him.

But, I don't know why. His heart suddenly fluttered. His heart was racing too. Worry and fear suddenly spread into the self and entered his mind. Moreover, his mother put on such a flat face. Even if he knows, as long as he doesn't make mistakes, he should stay calm. But he was even more afraid.

"Good afternoon, Mama" said Bilqis stiffly. Try to dilute the atmosphere, so as not to freeze and strain.

"Have you come home, Bilqis? Sit down!" he shouted firmly with a serious look on his face while pointing at the chair right in front of him. Before, Nayla had never put on an expression like this before. That is what makes Bilqis so a little afraid and anxious and think hard.

Without answering, the girl sat in front of her mother. He quietly lowered his hands between his thighs and was ready to listen to what his mother would say. While hoping, hopefully no unwanted things happen.

"You know, why did mom ask you to come back soon?" tanya Nayla started the conversation.

"Don't know. What's up, Ma?"

"Mama's heard a lot of reports from some people who accidentally saw you go with Tiara. You've been in nightclubs lately, haven't you?"

"Deg!"

Bilqis squeezed the skirt she was wearing to neutralize her fear. A little calm and relaxed.

"You answer! Don't just shut up. Hasn't Axel warned you long ago to keep your distance from Tiara?"

"Sorry, Ma. Bilqis is just looking for entertainment, Ma."

"Entertainment? Got to get in there?" asked Nayla with a high tone. He made Bilqis tremble and be afraid. Because, before her mother never looked this angry.