Don't (Blame) Love
Episode 58's

I don't know how many times her tears have flowed

wetting the man's cheeks, perhaps, this was the first time he had felt such pain

so deep that he shed his tears. He knows that this is of no use and gives no result. Those who kill will be killed.

That's all that's on Al's mind. Life is avenged. He forgot how many souls he had lost. How many times have his hands separated life from one's body. All he knew at this moment, two mean people in his life were killed by one hand in the same.

Al stand. Ignoring his wife crying over his mother. It

kick the door hard until it opens. Then he stepped up angry.

He met two maids who worked in the house.

“Who is your employer?” snapped Al.

The two women stood close together, holding each other's bodies together

each one to each other. They sit down because they are afraid.

“Who!” he screamed again while pounding the table nearby.

“My employer is Lyli's mother, sir! But he was with his bodyguard

just left. Go where we don't know,” answered one of them stammering.

“If ordinary men come here to sleep together

Lyli who?” ask Al again. Because he was convinced, Lyli could stay at home

this was as grand as he had become the mistress of a man.

“Name sir Darto, Mr.”

Along with one of the servants said, from the tail

al's eyes captured a photograph hanging on the wall

pretty big. About the size of a calendar. He grinned when he saw the old figure

the balding eleven twelve was similar to Sugiono's grandfather.

“Dia?” Al pointed at the photo with his chin.

“right, Mr.”

“Hemb.” That was all that came out of Al's mouth

go leave that place. The soul of the mafia that he had painstakingly killed for almost six years seemed to reappear. But, what power. Him

it's been promised to Queen not to solve the problem in a dirty way. But, if he does so by legal means, he is also imprisoned for having assaulted Lyli and killed his entire family.

Seen by the Queen who is still crying holding on to her mother who

it's been sealed lifeless.

“It doesn't matter if you have to go to jail for life. I'm gonna

getting Lyli executed. If the apun also gets the same punishment with him. At least my death was not in vain. He muttered alone.

“I'm sorry for coming late, darling,” whispered Al and embraced Queen from the side. After that he held the body of the woman who since childhood took care of him, the woman he also called his mother since he was six years old. At first he hated. But it became his first love. However,

the daughter of that woman, now the mooring of her heart, and it seems, is,

the last love of his life.

The Queen's arrival with a face full of blood coming out of the

both her nostrils and lips horrendous maid, in-laws and also both children

his twin. But, the furore was instantly stirred when Al went into the room

while carrying Clara.

“Queen. What happened to your mom, son?” ask Jeslyn

with a pale face.

Not a single word came out of the woman's lips.

he wanted to cry loudly to vent the wounds, heartache and

his sadness. I don't think he can accept all this. But, he didn't

it might show his side of weakness in front of his two daughters. He wants always

looking strong in front of Berlyn and Clarissa for the two of them

both become strong women and are not easily defeated.

“Clarissa, Berlyn. After Grandma's funeral, you go

to Singapore with ama, okay?” queen said acting strong, despite her heart

it's been crushed and destroyed.

“But, why, Mama? Mama is grieving, we want to be there for Mama

here,” object Clariss.

“I'm sorry mom, darling. Mama wants to be alone. You go.

Faster better.” Queen turned her face unwilling to look at her daughter.

But, she was crying sobbing. Actually, he didn't want to be this fast

part with them. Especially with Clarissa, she must have missed him a lot.

But, what can be done, he should be able to for their good.

“Ma…. “ With the heavy voice of a boy hugging his plate

from behind. As if he was asking to be understood and very demanding.

“Berlyn. It would be nice if you are now prepared,” Queen said firmly.

Finally, his two daughters followed what their mother had done

command. In fact, they and Jeslyn

also left before Clara was buried. So, Queen really focused on taking care of the departure of her mother's body.

That night, after the funeral and also tahlil event, Queen

stand alone in the back doorway that connects with the terrace

behind her mother's house. He looked at the two well-appointed chairs there. It

remember, if there is a place where mom and dad are ordinary

spend time together there. After a few seconds, he heard the sound of a car.

“Who?” the Demon Queen alone was curious, woman

it immediately rushed out to look. For there was no one else in the house but her, bik Yul, Anja and her husband. Obviously it must be her husband. Because Dedi also asked him to keep watch in his house.

As soon as he arrived at the front yard, I was seen by him a

red Ferrari drove out the yard. ‘Where is he going these nights?

Thought Queen who then he also rushed to take contact of the car owned

her late father, who happened to be lying in front of her, followed her husband. Because, the car is still left in front of Lyli's house no one has taken it. Curious and unable to guess where her husband was going, and which direction he was in

heading also seems to be heading to Bandung, Queen took the opportunity to mumpung quiet road she stopped her husband's car.

Al narrowed his eyes looking from the side view. There was a car that he believed belonged to his father. ‘Papa's car? Wh who?

Does Queen? Why is he following me?’ inner Al. felt he was coming, Al

lower his speed a little, then slightly walk to the edge. And

stopping his car impromptu when his wife drives

In the midst of the immortality of his heart that was no longer

al can smile at his wife's skil.

Unwilling to buy time, the man went straight out and

leaning against the car door waiting for his wife to approach him.

Not long after, a foot came down from the car

the black rush belonged to her father, a woman wearing a white abaya with a phasmina covering most of her head.

“where did you go last night without saying goodbye?” ask

the woman was to the point. He came straight to her and stood right there

front with a tangled face.

“I thought you were asleep. What's following me? I exist

the work I have to do, honey. You home. Rest!”

al's orders to his wife. Holding the Queen's shoulders.

“Where are you going?” ask Queen.

“I have to meet someone to take care of work, Darling.”

“Work, what?” ask Queen while throwing Al tank

from his right shoulder.

Al silent shut up. He can't lie to the Queen.

But, if he were to be honest, obviously, the woman would definitely not allow it

back to the black world again.

“Tell me, what work do not be silent! Answer, I

Al. It can't be an office business, right? You're heading towards Bandung, while it's twelve o'clock at night. Your client is human, what ghost? If there is a connection

with Lyll. Please, don't go back to the black world. My mom and dad are no more. Don't let the kids or you go. Because I won't be able to,” said Queen increasingly clean. Unlike the first sentence he looks very angry and insistent.

“Even this I bring to the legal path, legal,

it's possible that Lyli was only in prison. But not with me. At least, let my death will not be in vain,” replied Al lirih.

“What's your max?” asked Queen half-stomped. However, far away

in his heart, he was also trembling. Fearful, bad things befall her husband.

“I am aware, lives slain. There have been many lives

I made it float to the point that it was no longer counted by the fingers and toes. Before we get to our children, I'll turn myself in to the police and let the authorities give me the death penalty. But, before, I would

finish Lyli and the person behind it first until it is complete.”

Queen slapped hard on Al's cheek at the instant of her breath

panting and staring intently at the man who was leaning himself on the red ferrry car in front of him.

Al touched his cheek. He did not think his wife would

slapped him. But, why? What makes it emotional? Thought the man.

“Your team, Al. You have the same heart as me,” Queen said. Instantaneously

her crying broke out.

Al just silently received the Queen's attack

keep beating his chest. Until, he felt pain, then, he held tight

both Queen's wrists and try as much as possible to give understanding to the woman she loves. “I do this for the good of all of us. You mngertilahm Darling.”

“You asked me to understand you. But why are you the least

don't want to understand me, Al?” the Queen replied deeply. Both of her cheeks were already wet with her own tears.

Al silently stared into the face of the woman before him. She's already

I forgot when she last smiled. This tragic event has not been even a week.

Previously, he was still at her office. Eating is also still asking

bribed. But, it was like it had been a very long time if the sorrow that was seen on the woman's face.was unable to see her continue to cry, Al immediately hugged tightly

queen's body and whispered, “I realize I was wrong. I am the root of this problem. Maybe after I die for taking responsibility for all my mistakes, surely everything will be fine.”

“That's just your assumption. Don't you think how I am? You

could you let me alone take care of our children?” queen protest in Al's arms.

“Then what if lives are not paid lives, dear?”

"Just stop from that. Don't go back to the black world.I don't want to, Al. If you kill again, can you guarantee that after your death you're okay? I've lost all my family, do I have to lose you too? But you're leaving me alone?"

Al silently remained silent, continuing to rub Queen's back in his arms. He ignored several pairs of eyes that might have noticed them hugging on the side of the road from the vehicle that passed by that night.

"What I say in response to our children if they ask you later, Al. If they find out you died at the hands of the police, should I tell them because you killed before, so you were killed too?" said Queen while sobbing.

"Do you think I'm papa?" ask Al.

"I know, you love your mom as much as I love you. Do you think I'm mom too?"

"No."

"I love you as my husband, my soul mate, the father of my children. I hope your existence is by my side at this moment instead of going to die" replied the Queen sobbing.

"I'm sorry, honey. I promise I won't give my life to the police, but, you also promise.don't stop me from leaving tonight, okay?" al said pleading.

"Where are you going?"

"You have some business dear."

"Is it related to Lyli?"

"Yes. But I promise I won't kill him. Maybe I won't see him in person either."

"All right, I'll come with you!" whine Queen. Al no longer has a choice but to.

"Yes, all right."

"Good car by yourself, huh?" said Queen while looking at her papa car that she was wearing to chase after Al earlier.

"Let's just say it's my responsibility. Now go inside, honey," Al said as he opened the steering wheel's side car door for Queen.

Without a second thought, the Queen entered, and sat quietly inside. While she secretly smiled thinly as if forgetting her burden when she saw her husband who was still outside chatting with a mimic that seemed to be in a fight. But soon, he seemed to be begging.

"Vic, please take my papa car at the toll entrance to Bandung, OK? take the spare key at home" Al said when his call was answered.

"Crazy, what time is it, bro? I am not a single man anymore. There's a rule to get out of the house, now. Not like before."

"It's an emergency, Vic."

"No. Can't do. If you want, tomorrow."

"Can't you obey? I already have a wife."

"You interrupted my night ritual, Al. Shinta's crashing now because you're calling in the middle of the night like this" said Vico from across the street.

"Oh, I'm sorry. Surely your head is also dizzy now," said Al felt guilty.

"tag. My youngest son woke up. My wife is nenenin again, if that's the address already. It's all because of you!"

"Yes, forget it, okay I have to go. You, must be your little sister. Let your wife take care of your children.

"Eh, it's good to play matiin" protested Vico.

"Sory, man. I have no time to argue, time has passed" replied Al, turning off his call and hurriedly getting into the car.