Don't (Blame) Love

Don't (Blame) Love
SESION 2 PART 140


All eyes stared strangely at Quen who walked past the many staff who were passing by. It's lunch hour. The ones that were originally inside the kasrja room were each all out for lunch. Either of the provisions that are deliberately brought, to the cafeteria there is even an exit area office.


Queen tried to be indifferent despite hearing a lot of bad things from them. He deliberately did not hold Al so that they could be satisfied cursing and beratai himself.


"Look, the sun has a pretty face just as she likes it. But not very pretty. It was good her husband was handsome and unfortunately even insisted on asking for a divorce," said one of the staff when they saw Quen who had just passed in front of him.


"Maybe her husband is not as famous as Mr. Al kali... Let it be simple is not a matter of sukur-sukur if married legitimately, win a lot of actors."


Unknowingly they were far behind Queen and walked after her. So, what they just said, Al can hear it very clearly.


"Iren, Rosi, you go to HRD now take your paycheck and get out of here!" al said flat and firm.


The two women were shocked. How could Mr Al be here? ,


"Sir Al... Forgive us, we didn't make a mistake why should we be fired?"


Al did not answer, he reached into his phone call the HRD to give the two women salary. If they refuse, make it a cleaning service. Without further ado Al went after Quen.


Al heard a lot of bad news from Queen. Even the gazes of all his staff also showed great hatred for the woman who was forcing her to eat even though she looked tasteless.


This time, Al remembered something. Why is Nayla never coming to lunch again? Usually call what she and Quen want to eat. But, these few days have never been.


Al thought for a moment, he knew the only person who could lighten his load right now other than him was Diaz. But, he couldn't possibly have asked the man to come to the office to pick up Quen?


Asking Hanifah for help is also impossible. The woman scolded Diaz because she also did not understand. Al knew from his grandfather.


"You're going home to be picked up by Nayla?"


"It's not time to go home from work yet. I'm just learning to be consistent."


"Can you work in such conditions? Heart depressed brain a lot of thoughts that," said Al while turning on the gadget.


"Hello Nay, where are you?"


"...."


"The same Bilqis?"


"Who is she at home? Grandpa's not like you used to can't be careless about your child's cheek. And aunty also works at home not for baby sisters."


Al closed his call. Queen who was initially dizzy with her own problems seemed to be distracted by Al's sudden overflowing emotions.


Not suddenly, not earlier. It's just that in front of him just acting okay.


Quen held the back of Al's hand. "Don't be angry with Nayla. What's wrong with leaving Bilqis to auntie for a minute?"


"How many times have I been silent? If left too will continue this way and become a habit."


Queen Benggong looked at Al who was very emotional, then she laughed. "Look, you're not even younger than papa, hahaha."


Spontan Al took his phone turned on the front camera to look at the left side of his face as soon as he looked up to see his junkyard who began to grow thin uncut.


"If brother brewok looks more handsome and macho, yes?" said Al while stroking his cheeks and chin.


"Narcissistic based!" Queen shouted as she threw the menu list paper into Al's face and then turned to his teeth and said again, "you pay!"


Al puts money on the table that he holds with his used glass and chases after Quen who will go to their room.


Although many things he thought seeing his sister could laugh as if he had escaped from several tons of burdens he carried.


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Arriving at Alex's house more silence Helena. Even to look away.


He locked himself in the guest room that Quen had used for almost three months. Many times Helena knocked on the door she ignored.


Alex stared at his reflection in the mirror before him. He was fed up and emotionally saw himself. The shadow of Quen's face as he silently cried, smiling as he sobbed and was sad at the defeat he made out with Helena increasingly shadowing him.


"Aadrrkkkk!"


Along with the sound of Alex's moans came the sound of objects breaking.


Alex feels down, he even hates himself. How could he regret bag all this and how could he just realize that Queen is really sincere and the best that he has. Wherever he goes is clear and who he goes with.


With unstable emotions and blood pouring out of his right hand Alex intends to go to his parents.


As soon as he opened the door Helena who had just shouted his name.


The woman was surprised to find Alex's condition, although she also heard the sound of broken glass. However, she did not expect that her husband would use his hands to break the glass.


"Alex, O God, can your hands be rich? Wait for me to get us a medicine box," said Helena frantically and confusedly mixed into one.


"Don't get busy with yourself, Helena." That's all Alex said. The rest he no longer cared about the woman. He headed to the garage, driving his car with his hands badly injured.


Helena was just crying out for lament today which even the slightest bit flashed through her mind. While the aunt just quietly left the place after Alex left. He went to the kitchen and pretended to be busy.


He is only inward, women whose lives are only selfish without caring about the hearts of other women, will also feel the same. If only he realized, the pain he felt now would not be as painful as the Queen first felt. You won't be happy. The inner aunt who also became anxious with the nature of Helena.


Arriving at his parents' house, they were surprised by Alex's condition like that. Alex didn't say anything. Exactly stressed or what, as soon as his papa opened the door for him, he suddenly collapsed and was unconscious.


Mama Rita who panicked not so responsive immediately took P3K. Unless he was looking for his smartphone.


In a hurry he immediately called Helena and asked what had just happened, how could his son come home injured while his wife was at home. Helena seemed defeated as her in-laws constantly searched her with questions.


Feeling that he did not get any answers, Rita's mother finally turned off her call


Actually, he didn't get no answer. But, he did not give the opportunity for Helena to speak even if only a little.


Back the middle-aged woman came to the place where Alex was laid. Her husband seems busy picking gauze in Alex's hand.


"How is he doing, Pa? ask Rita's mother to her husband.


"Looking from his wound it seems like he accidentally slashed his palm, Ma."


"Actually what just happened, why did he get to be like this?" Mama Rita looked sad and shed tears.


He didn't want Helena to come here. So, the only way to get an answer is to wait for Alex to wake up.


When Alex regained consciousness, he immediately remembered the problem. He complained and told his parents without being asked.


"Alex, you've come to your senses now that the good man is gone from your life. You can't force him to come back, the only way to escape. Maybe you don't deserve him, he's too good. For my treatment of him first, it's good he's been able to last that long. You can come catch up with him well. Start the relationship from the beginning as a brother, do not consider him an ex," said papa Nicolas at length.


Alex just held his head. He reflected on everything that his father and mother advised.


"Is the letter on you?"


"Yes Ma. It's in the car."


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After a few days of calming his heart and mind, Alex dares to contact Queen. Luckily the woman was still willing to take her call. So, the problem will be solved faster.


"Hello, what's wrong, Lex?"


Alex was silent for a moment. His heart seemed to beat faster when he heard the Queen's voice.


"Lex hello.." said Queen again, because it did not get the authorization.


"Eh, sorry Queen. Can you come to my parents' house? I'll give you our divorce papers. And there's something I want to talk about. You're here, aren't you?" said Alex trying to calm down even though inside his chest felt increasingly rumbling.


Half an hour later, the bell rang. Alex immediately opened the door. The one who had been waiting for him had actually come.


Amazingly this woman. After what I did he could still come quietly and give me a smile. Inner Alex.


Alex opened the map once Queen gave him a few weeks ago, he showed me where he had to come. But he did not rush to sign. He put the map and bilpopin back


he held.


"Queen forgive me if you hurt you. I don't remember how we lived our lives before. But, it seems like I'm really starting to fall in love with you. It's just it's late."


Quen was silent. Even this man did not shyly say his regret.


One step Alex forward, further diluting the distance between him and Queen who was sitting on the sofa.


Alex crouched right in front of the woman. And said, "Before it's all over, may I hold you one last time?" alex whispered very sexy in Quen's ears.


Queen's heart and logic said no, she shook her head and said no. But, Alex did not want to know, in a soft voice, and gently he cheated hugging the body in front of him while saying, "just for a moment."


Even though Queen said it had been but the slightest bit of her body did not give a rejection, trying to push her just did not. Secretly he even enjoyed Alex's hugs and breaths blowing against his neck and ears.


"Queen, promise me we'll keep in touch as best friends or relatives, huh? You don't hate me" Alex said, staring into Queen's eyes.


"Yes... I promise you."


Alex brought his face closer to Quen's. The man slightly pushed the body of the woman in front of him slightly leaning on the sofa, the distance of the two was so close that they could exchange breaths.


"Lex, where are papa and mama?" ask Queen to switch the conversation.


"They went to pick up Axel."


Wretch! Why can't I refuse Alex's treatment? This cannot be allowed, why am I impressed gini? Inner Quen.


Even when the burly body overstretched his body and stuffed his lips Queen was still silent. Unable to resist.


Maybe I really miss him. I divorced him not out of hate, did I? But, this is already a decision I made. I can't pull it anymore.


I should be able to push this body not to fall asleep, should I be able to...


"Alex, we don't deserve this, you sign it. I'm in a big hurry" said Quen, pushing Alex's body slowly above him. He sat back down and tidied his clothes. But he was so ashamed of himself. And maybe after this he didn't dare to meet Alex. Not afraid of CLBK, but, ashamed of the abstinence they just did.


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Al pondered inside the personal space he still could not stop thinking about what had just happened yesterday. How could Alex possibly know where Quen m's room and on the basis of apandia could rise to the top floor?


Without hesitation he invited Juna to check directly cctv. He was trying to get an answer.


Al and Juna stared at the cctv screen very closely. He found a strange thing there.


And the two looked at each other. Without Al saying, Juna knew what to do.


"I'll watch him myself, brother. To make everything clear and certain. For accurate evidence only weekly," said Juna.


"Yes, ok I'll just trust you. Now out!" al looked back at the monitor.


Al smiled alone as soon as Juna left the place. He never thought of being betrayed by his own confidants.


"If you want something from me, why bother my sister?" muttered Al alone.


To relieve Al's stress and leave the office, Quen happens to be in the clinic close to their parents' apartment, so, not far from the office.


Covetous granddaughter also arrived, that's the language that is suitable for Al at this time. Just saw the cctv and told Juna to watch over Jevin, now he saw with his own eyes getting off the car hand in hand with Nayla. The two are very friendly like a newlywed couple. But Al did not want to reprimand the two. Just leave it alone and keep pretending not to know.


He grinned, and refocused on going to the clinic to take his sister to lunch.


Arriving there, he saw his sister who was on duty. Apparently Queen was checking on a toddler who was sick. Al watched the woman who looked graceful and gentle in every way. Including calming the toddler crying when about to be laid to be examined.


Currently there just happens to be a mass inspection here. And Queen was one of the doctors who was given the responsibility of examining the patients, most of whom were elderly. However, there is also one two children - and a toddler. Including the ones Queen is currently handling.


"Loh, kok nangis, can not cry, just checked baby, not sick, really. The doctor won't inject you" Queen said gently, pointing a stethoscope at her chest and underbelly at about two years old.


Now the woman in a white suit, the doctor-style, took a flashlight and asked the toddler to open his mouth. Al silently smiled at Quen who was at work. And inwardly, "not while a career woman in the office or incarnate as a doctor, she is very graceful and beautiful."


"Check out and treatment is free too, son?" A mother sitting next to Al. He is about fifty-five years old.


Al looked at the strange sight of the mothers. Even if he said yes, he would also be stamped strange and stingy. He's still in office clothes anyway.


"I'm waiting for my sister, mother, what pain?" al answered kindly.


"Oh, don't know yet, what pain I have, son. But, a month ago said cholesterol doctor."


"Hopefully get well soon, ma'am," replied Al.


Not noticeably chatting with mothers who were waiting for the antraria coke, knew-tau Queen was standing near them. Not for Al. But, to help the mothers stand up and walk to the examination site that will be done by a senior doctor.


"Why isn't he here?" quen said with a soft look.


"You need to eat, honey."


"Oh, you're a pair of lovers, huh?" the mothers said with a smile.


Al laughed with satisfaction, though he did not speak. But, Queen looked embarrassed until her face met red.


the woman did not care about Al and continued to lead the mothers slowly.