Don't (Blame) Love
SESION 2 PART 130

"I know you haven't slept. There's something I want to talk to you about right now, okay?" said Alex.

Queen just silently did not want to reply to Alex's words she kept closing her eyes hoping that she could fall asleep at that time.

Alex drew his body close to Queen and lay there.

Feeling that something was about to be said by her husband, Queen turned her position to face Alex.

"What's up?" ask the girl.

"It's okay. You seriously allowing me to marry again?"

'as expected, ' Inner Quen.

Quen let out a long sigh and said, "then, do you think I'm kidding?"

"No. You even look serious. But, in this world there is no woman who likes to be combined like you, Queen."

"Alex, you're crazy, aren't you? Isn't it good that I gave you permission? But why do you even seem hesitant to do so? This is not what you want rather than you having an illicit relationship with another woman, then just marry that woman. I'm afraid she'll get pregnant. Kasian's his son."

"Thank you. For some reason, the heart lately feels strange. Although I really wanted to marry Helena, but deep down my heart told me that I would regret it, Queen."

"Here you go, what do you want to say? How far are you ready to marry her?  Prepare. The sooner the better. I'm so tired of this heart" Queen said without changing position.

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The day passed so quickly. Without feeling two months have passed.

With Diaz. The Queen went to see her mother and father. Although there has been no satisfactory development, at least the heart rate of both is stable. However, mesiki so they still do not give up.

Quen sat next to his mother rubbing his hands and kissing his cheeks repeatedly while saying, "Well, when will mom and dad be conscious? Next month I will be appointed a doctor. And I'm strong now, too. Just look I'm not crying, the day after Alex gets married to Helen, I can accept this with a big heart. Awhat if you do not want to see and accompany me at the inauguration? Don't you guys want to congratulate me?"

Queen was silent for a moment she took the naaps. While a nurse was watching like she was about to enter the room where Clara and Vano were lying. Queen knows exactly. His time visiting is almost over.

He approached Vano. His eyes were fixed on the face of the man who used to always see himself. While his lentic fingers touched the cheek that began to be overgrown with fine hairs.

"Papa, look at your crybaby daughter now that's changed a lot. I will soon be officially a doctor. Are you gonna call me Doctor Queen?" said the girl with a small laugh and then she left after kissing the forehead of her two masters.

Such were the days of Queen and Al. On the sidelines of his busy life. They still have time to come to the hospital, even though the guard has been very tight by Al's men.

"Where are we going now?" ask Diaz to Queen.

"I want to buy Alex and Helena, Diaz. You wanna come?"

"Can, come!"

The two go to the mall to buy gifts, whatever Queen wants to give them. Actually, he didn't think of anything at all.

"What do you want to say to them?" ask Diaz. In his heart he wrenched. How foolish he was to ask the Queen. "sorry" Diaz said.

The girl smiled. "I'm confused too, Diaz. What is it about?"

"I think you'd approve it would be enough, Queen. Isn't this gonna make you even sicker?"

"Yes, Diaz. You're correct. But, I can't show my pain to them, they won't sympathize or care, and they laugh."

Diaz smiled faintly. It was so thin it was almost invisible that he was smiling. He only argued that the Queen was now very much different from the Queen he had first known. Now he is becoming an increasingly adult figure.

"I want to go there and buy Helena a silk nightgown" Queen said as she stared at the sexy but elegant lingerie.

While Diaz is confused, want to come or not. If not, if yes, oh, he will see many types of women's clothing.

Diaz decides to follow Quen. Get to the cashier. Queen bought nothing for herself but to eat with Diaz.

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That afternoon Al went to his basecamp. See what the condition of the three captives is like. Arriving there he saw Lyli was like he did not remember his identity anymore. Al felt that this was enough to teach him a lesson about what he had done before. But, if you remember papa and his mother who is still not aware of his regret is also increasingly peaking.

Without saying anything Al strangled the neck of the half-crazy girl with growing emotions without the slightest bit of mercy.

"Aarkkk...." That's all that came out of Lyli's mouth. He can no longer talk. Either because his physical condition was already severe, or his mental state was completely destroyed. Maybe those two things could be the trigger.

"Damn!" al cursed the girl violently, suddenly the shadow of the face between Clara and Queen appeared in his mind. The woman smiled in her tangins.

Al left basecamp. The mind is not good. He kept thinking about the face of who had just appeared in his mind, mama, or Queen.one woman but reminded him of two completely different souls.

Hari Al felt increasingly unsettled, I don't know what made him demikan. He tried to contact Queen hoping that by knowing the news of his sister he could feel a little calm.

"Honey, where are you?" al asked as soon as his call was raised.

"I'm at Alex's, brother. What's up?"

"Are you okay?"

"Yes, I'm fine, brother. Where is my brother now?"

No response from Al.

"Sister, hello. The sister? Why are you silent?"

"Tuuuut..tuuut."

Suddenly the call was cut off.

"Eh, brother kenpa huh? Not usually a gini cake," said Quen alone. The girl also put her dress and began wrapping gifts that she would give Helena when her wedding day after tomorrow.

While Al's eyes were focused on a figure he knew, yes he was Adit. The man was seen leaning on his car

which he parked on the side of the road. Soon a woman appeared, and that was Helena. The two were seen chatting for a while and got into the car.

Regardless of the phone again, Al was trying to stalk Aditya's car.

What is the real connection between the two of them? Every time the two met, it was as if they did not know each other. But, why are they even promising to meet here where they really are going?

"Nrw...!!!" Erang Al was full of emotions while pounding the steering wheel fiercely.

Al finally decided to go home. He felt that some days were very busy and rarely at home. Talking to my grandfather is also very rare.

With a lethargic face and a catty appearance Al returned home. Even the look on his face seemed to dim.

"Mas, are you home?" Welcome Nayla to take the briefcase Al brought and bring it.

There is no word from Al a word. His right hand felt his tie loosen and took off some of his top buttons and sat leaning over the living room sofa.

Despite feeling strange about her husband's attitude, Nayla tried to understand. Maybe he was too tired at the office. All the work is only he taking care of. There is a Queen. However, Queen is focusing on her medical inauguration. Even after he became a doctor, not necessarily also can help take care of the office again.

Nayla went to the kitchen to make a sweet drink for her husband. Then take him forward.

"Drink first mas, this is Nay making warm sweet tea!" said the woman while giving a face of responsibility made from ceramics to Al.

Without looking towards Nayla Al grabbed the tea and gulped it down to the remaining half. He said two words. "Thank you, Nay."

Nayla didn't lose her mind. She tightened her seat with her husband, even if it was only one cm, she left no distance. Then, gently leaned his head on Al's shoulder.

"I know, I must be tired and a lot of things to think about. But, I'm your wife, Mas. I miss you" said Nayla slowly.

Gently Al pushes Nayla's body, "I'm sorry Mas Al, Nay." Then the man went upstairs to his room.

Sad and disappointed, Nayla said. Do not be touched, asked to have eaten or not just not even for the last few months. Al is really preoccupied with office affairs that are increasingly widespread. Almost every day go out of town, if not survey the place, check the new pyoyek, or check its subsidiaries are increasingly mushrooming everywhere, not to mention those in Japan.

In the bathroom Al flushed his body with a cold shower.m in the hope that his head could also be cold. Lately there are many things that he thinks, even his head feels like it almost exploded.

"Please yourself, Al. Do not be provoked emotions under any conditions, or all will be fatal," he said in his heart.

She was in the bathroom for half an hour. Finally, he went out and changed into a pair of dark blue jeans and black pres body sweatshirts.

Al grabbed his haw ordered his men to just throw Lyli to a faraway place, enough for him to make his mental and physical suffer. And he also did not forget to tell his men to always keep an eye on Aditya and Helen. What relationship is really between the two. Clearly Al was curious, because if the two met as mediocre. Like a stranger.

After turning off the phone, Al went downstairs looking for Andrean's grandfather on the back porch. And sure enough, he was there with Hanifa. Maybe Diaz isn't coming today. Because of her college schedule is the same as her sister.

"Al, have you come, son?" greet Andrean with a big smile.

Al squatted down next to his grandfather's wheelchair and said a lot of apologies.

"I'm sorry, cake. Lately it's too busy so there's no time to just accompany grandpa for a walk."

"It's okay, son. Grandpa knows you must be very busy. If you're really upset, let grandfather help you, your sister must be busy with a lot of things, right?"

Al took a long breath.

"I'm sorry Al, Kek can't keep Queen well."

Feeling the chat between Al and Andrean's grandfather was quite serious, he pleaded to go inside on the grounds that something was going to be done.

After Hanifah entered, Al was more free to say what he felt at this time. Sad, devastated also confused collected into one. Even the relationship between Queen and Alex seems to be no longer helped.

"As for Queen, Grandpa never convinced you in the least, Al. Even if my brother and wife are still alive, they won't blame you. Including your mom.

"But, it used to be Al's idea, cake. Al arranged for Alex to marry Queen when she annulled her marriage. If only it wasn't.... " Al was silent not continuing his sentence anymore.

"If it hadn't, he and we would all be ashamed, Al. The steps you took were right. They seem to love more. I'm sure something's wrong with Alex. Why forget memory like it's programmed, huh?"

"Al's still trying to figure it out, Cake. But, Al couldn't bear to see Queen sick like that, which Al wanted Queen to always be happy. The moment of the accident he had lost his smile. Son, and now her husband."

"It's destiny, Al. Stop blaming yourself. Just focus on what you're doing right now." Andrean patted repeatedly Al's shoulder gave encouragement to Vano's envoy who from childhood he considered his own son.

"Al promised Papa and Mama would take care of Queen and make her happy, but Al failed, Cake." Again, that's all Al talked about. Apparently the young man was very unacceptable for what happened to his adopted sister.

"Quite clover him, don't make him mentally down. Whatever decision we support and wish him all the best."

Al just nodded with a blank look.

"Let's get into this it's time for dinner" Andren exclaimed his granddaughter from the daydream.

"Oh, yes, cake." Al hurriedly got up from his seat and pushed his grandfather's wheelchair.

To atone for his guilt, Al served his grandfather to eat very well, whatever he offered and he took for his grandfather.

"Grandfather wants to stir-fry some long beans? Al albilkan, huh? it's delicious lo, cake. want to try a gurame?"

Andrean was laughing at the behavior of Al who even seemed to treat himself like a child all offered and told to try, if not tried, continue to offer what he said was good, which he said was good for health.

"Al you are indeed the best granddaughter of grandfather.Thank you son. Grandpa is already very full, look, almost all the food grandfather who spent it," said Andrean while chuckling.

and at that time, Andrean and especially Nayla could only see Al smiling sincerely instead of being made up.

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Not only did he get there, until dinner was over, Al still accompanied the grandfather to talk about something light-hearted.

And at a time like this Al was more likely to be a listener, he listened to the story of the grandfather about Hanifah and Diaz. Andrean's grandfather thought that his nephew's grandson liked the Queen's classmate. but, for Al not. he understands very well how the nature of the girl.he is like that just because of curiosity only. because, all this time he was being chased by men, just this time he found there was a man who did not seem interested in him, so, he felt challenged only.but, do not know anymore that Hanifah kebablasan so like real. that'll be another story.

"If Hanifa likes Diaz and she accepts your sister well, Al. There is a chance Hanifa could change for the better.You see how your sister Queen, you know, he changed a lot after being close to the man" said Andrean's grandfather.

"Yes if Hanifah is serious, the effect is that he is only tempted Diaz," replied Al honestly.

"You mean tease how, Al?"

"The bars don't seriously like Diaz, cake.he's just curious," said Al.

Andrean was silent.in his heart also did not completely blame what Al said.he was never young.not male, not male, or a woman if she likes someone she would be willing to change for the sake of the person she likes.

while Diaz is Alim's type of man, but, Hanifah is still like that. it should be if he likes at least he changes the way he wears first, like himself used to how to approach the late wife first.

suddenly Andrean felt sad to remember the memories with Vivian and Clara, Vano and her brother, Andras, to cover his sadness he asked to be delivered to the room with the reason that he was sleepy. moreover, this is already at 22:30 WIB.