Don't (Blame) Love
WILL DIE 15

"Yes, my dear sister. You just calm down. Yes, yes, turn off the video call. We'll get ready to go home, okay?" axel then ended his call. After that, the man gave the red flat object to the little girl beside him.

Berlyn did not directly receive his phone from Axel's hands, but he was still busy cleaning his hands that had not been completely clean with wet wipes, then he received the thing and put it back in his bag.

"It's twelve and a half, we'll have lunch first, okay? After that, we go back to Jakarta. What did you eat?"

Berlyn looked silent and thought. His views were circulated all over Maliobor. He had actually thought about what he wanted to eat. But, he couldn't hint at it. To write on a smart phone is also lazy to take it back from inside his bag. But, apparently the girl never lost her idea. With Axel's hand, he took her with him and asked her to run while laughing. Arriving at a place, Berlyn visited a restaurant that provides special food Jogja. Gudeg.

"You want to eat gudeg?" axel asked while panting a little.

"Yes" Berlyn replied with a laugh. A cute laugh, making Axel unable to refuse it, although in fact he himself did not like the food made from this young and sweet jackfruit. But, for Berlyn's sake, what the hell is it? As long as the girl didn't ask him to swallow the poison, he would.

"Berlyn, why the fuck, anyway?"

Berlyn was a little upset. But, his lips still singed a smile.removed a cell phone from his small bag and he wrote a sentence consisting of only two words as an answer to Axel. "Because, Typical."

"You know, that gudeg, what?"

Berlyn shakes and looks confused.he has only heard it without ever seeing it. Although from the Internet.that he with about this food besides typical Jogja, this is also delicious and delicious.

"If you don't know, why ask for this, honey?"

berlyn wrote the sentence quickly in the note app from inside her postel, "That's exactly it. Because I don't know, I'm curious to try. Actually, why? Can't you?"

"Yes, can. Let's go over there and order it."

The girl was happy, she took Axel back and invited him into the tavern.

Axel just looked at Berlyn who seemed impatient waiting for his order to come. After a few minutes, a young woman brought a tray with two glasses of orange ice and two dishes of mute rice that was complete with eggs, cooked chicken lodho, potato fried sambal and also beef crackers. Berlyn's eyes look sparkling. Maybe he was happy because his curiosity would soon be treated. But it was the same with Axel. He looked elegant first before eating it. he also hoped that Berlyn did not like the food that tastes strange on his tongue. In order, one day if he invites him here again he does not invite him to eat this cursed food.

"You know what that is?" axel asked, still with a patient tone and face. Although his heart was actually quite upset.

Beryn shakes her head while looking at Axel with her two wide eyes.

"That, the gudeg is actually a young jackfruit that is cooked alone.it tastes sweet and nothing special. Special because it's only here. Even if there is in Jakarta, surely writing it is also gudeg Jojga," replied Axel at length.

But, Berlyn's response was another. He gave a gesture that said, "It is precisely because it is typical that I want to give it a try. It is not legal to visit an area does not eat the typical food of the area itself."

Finally, Axel also gave up on this girl. He was too intelligent, so, he would never be able to defeat him.

Berlyn silently lowered her head while closing her eyes. After a few seconds the girl rubbed her face with both hands, then began to spoon the rice and side dishes into her mouth. The girl loved that special food. So, Alex, hoping that Berlyn doesn't like it, just applauds.

"Enak, huh?" axel asked in surprise.

"Yes," he answered as he continued to eat his food voraciously until there was almost nothing left.

"Do you like it?"

"Yes" he said. While signaling that he wants to eat it again if he comes to Jogja.

"Okay, maybe from now on, Axel will often invite you to come here. I promise you, whatever Berlyn wants, Axel's brother will buy it, okay?"

The girl smiled cheerfully while nodding her head and cupping her hands in front of her chest as a thank you earlier.

"Okay, if so, can we go back to Jakarta now?" ask Axel.

"The girl nodded, grabbed back her bag and stood up. It shows that he is finished and ready to return to Jakarta.

Along the way they just keep quiet.Actually Axel needs a friend to be invited to chat. But, where might he be able to chat with Berlyn who is mute since birth, and there is no desire to try to talk like mute children who have been doing the operation of the clokea gland like so many. He seemed resigned and accepted his fate as a mute. It's a risk of falling in love with a mute girl. So, Axel must be prepared if one day there is a miracle Berlyn receives his love and is willing to live in unison with him, then he will have a lonely house.

'What am I thinking? Will God not always walk the best way? I don't need to be afraid of marrying a mute girl, no need to worry about how my kids will learn to talk. Can't you pay the nanny?' thought Axel.

he looked towards Berlyn just silently staring straight ahead.

"It's already noon at half-time. You sleep when you're sleepy! Is it necessary to be behind?" axel asked as he looked towards Berlyn.

The girl nodded without looking at him.

"You why? Is there a problem?"

Again the girl just shakes her head.

"Why? Want to see mom and dad?"

With weight the girl nodded. While Axel just quietly sighed deeply. Earlier, when he took the time to call papa Al why not ask when they will return? After all, he was also surprised, why could this girl not want to come with her parents alone?

"Yes it's okay. We stop at the rest area, we get a fur bed in the back and you sleep. I'll wake up when I get home. Don't be sad, will you?" said Axel again while stroking Berlyn's back with one hand.

***** 

Feeling tired on Sundays there are no activities, Bilqis plans to go to Alex's house to take the streets of Berlyn and Adriel. Perhaps, by inviting the two children to the time zone, Axel can also come with them. Not bad, if you get one more teddy bear from him like before? After all, Axel is indeed good at all the games that are there. Always get what he wants.

Actually Bilqis himself embarrassed and still somewhat confused with the om Alex and aunt Zahara even though they are both also very good to him. But, is it necessary to exchange all of that by remaining silent in your own home? He no longer had any friends other than his three brothers. Because, since the incident where he was bullied by a herd of thugs with Tiara, Axel strictly forbid him close and too often play with friends since his junior high. Bilqis did not dispute. Although Axel could not accept her as a couple, at least the teenager showed her exclusion from her as a sister.

"Where are you going, Bilqis?" tanya Nayla who happens to be two days old is always at home to accompany her daughter to study.

"You're going to Aunt Zahara's house, Ma. Mama's coming?" answer Bilqis and invite his mother.

"Mom just say hello to them. Would you like to play with Berlyn?" asked Nayla who also did not know that since yesterday afternoon Berlyn and Axel went to Jogja.

"Yes, Bilqis is leaving first, Ma?" pampered. Then went out of the house after shaking hands kissing the back of his mother's right hand.

"When did they leave, Auntie?" ask Bilqis. He thought they were leaving around five in the morning. But, in fact, not. The two have been together since yesterday afternoon at around four.

"From yesterday afternoon. Around three o'clock if not wrong, maybe noon will also have arrived," replied Zahara while serving drinks to his guests.

"Oh, yes Auntie," Bilqis replied with a smile. But, not with his heart.his mind was also no longer confused and everywhere.'what are they doing? Then last night, did they open a hotel and stay in one room. Even though Berlyn is still innocent and doesn't know anything, but not with Axel's sister, right?' his mind is also increasingly groaning and strange.

"Adriel's still gone, there's basketball practice with her. Bilqis here same aunt and Lutfi is also okay, right?" zahara said again trying to cheer up. lately the relationship between Bilqis and his nephew looks fine and Bilqis also does not look to be chasing him he is sure. In Bilqis' heart there is still love for Axel. He just held it back for the sake of a good relationship. Letting the man she likes be close to her sister even if she's sick. But, Zahara and the others could what? He could not impose Axel's will. Especially if it is about the heart and the heart. The decision is entirely with Axel. Because he's concerned.

"No problem, Auntie," Bilqis replied with an awkward smile.

"Yes, auntie tipped Lutfy first, huh? Aunty will get a change of clothes, she just vomited because of the satiety of drinking milk," said Zahara.

While the 15-month-old boy kept walking to and fro.

'Focus on what is. He was already confused with the others. I, too, will find my happiness even if I am not with him. True love must not have. Because, if forced also will not be good for me. I don't just need a raga, Axel. But, his heart and attention. If that's the case, the attention as a sister doesn't matter either, does it?" thought itself.

Not long after, from the outside came a greeting from a man. Alex and Adriel are home.

"Hay, Lutfy? who are you playing with?" greet the blue-eyed man. While crouching opened his arms preparing to hug his little son who was still walking limping.

"Ka...kak," jawab bocah itu saat berada dalam pelukan papanya sambil tertawa dan menunjuk pada Bilqis.

"You been a long time, Bil? Where's aunt?" axel asked the girl sitting on the fur carpet of his living room.

"There's inside, get some clothes for Lutfy, he said," he replied.

"Assalamualaikum, my dear... Have you arrived?" greet Zahara from inside the room while carrying a piece of red singlet T-shirt for her little son.

"Waalaikumssalam," they answered betiga almost simultaneously.

"Adriel, you change clothes first! After that, just play nice, okay?' said Zahara. Then the boy immediately ran towards his room for quite a long time when he did not return immediately. Turns out he made a video call to Berlyn. When he returned, he told me with glad tidings.

"So soon Brother Axel will come. He bought me a new toy!" it's so happy.

"Are they on their way?" ask Alex.

"Yes not yet, anyway. He said he was still waiting for Berlyn to finish his ice cream, ", Adriel replied.

"Now the journey takes a car from Jogja to Jakarta is not long.it can be very short with the toll road," Zahara murmured.

With the presence of Adriel and Lutfy, quite comforting Bilqis heart. He feels good here too. Without notice, time has shown at two o'clock. He said goodbye to go home.

However, who would have thought, the same time he came out of the house, coincided with Axel's car into the yard.

"That's Axel and Berlyn's coming, Bil!" exclaimed Zahara who happened to drive his guests to the front door. As for Alex, he's been going to the gym since twenty minutes ago.

"I'll say hello to them first, Auntie," Bilqis replied with a smile. In fact, he did not expect this. He did not want to meet the two of them.he was afraid, otherwise he could hide his sadness. But, when he saw a girl jump from inside the car through the back door, his mood instantly changed. His lips smiled and greeted him.

"Hay, how did you get to Jogja without any news?" greet Bilqis to Berlyn.

The girl only smiled as she held her two-handed plan in front of her chest, which meant that she was sorry. But, whatever the girl hinted at, Berlyn could catch her well. He is very aware of the max that has limitations. Perhaps, it happened because of his sense of affection that equaled that of a sibling.

Berlyn went back to the car, apparently taking something. Sure enough, he brought a cardboard bag and gave it to Bilqis and said in sign language that it was for him and Mama Nay.

"What is this, Berlyn?" ask Bilqis to peek into it.

'open it!' berlyn said in sign language.

After opening it, it turned out that there was a light brown dowa bag and a rattan bag inside.

"Well, this is beautiful, Bilqis! Thanks, huh? This is what rattan is for brother?"

Berlyn smiled as she nodded.

Once again Bilqis thanked him, saying goodbye because there was business. In fact, the girl did not turn her head and assumed Axel existed. Moreover, Axel only greeted him once without inviting him to mince words and directly into the house. So, yeah already. It is time to escape this entanglement, thought Bilqis.

Since then, Bilqis has not actually booked a taxi service online. He continued walking along the sidewalk to relieve the stress and sadness in his heart. No matter what people see, this is Jakarta, many are on foot, but he also does not look like a gem. So, yeah just ignore it.

"Tiin. tiin!"

Bilqis was shocked by the sound of the car horn three times from behind him. He looks. It was Axel's car. "Where are you going, her? Not following me, is it?' his inner. Although in fact he hopes, just do not want to be disappointed again for the umpteenth time.

"Why are you walking?" axel shouted from inside the car as he drove his car down. Balancing with Bilqis footsteps.

Bilqis is confused as to how to take a stance. He remembered the advice that Mama Queen had given him first. Stay elegant in any painful and disappointing situation.

"Where do you want to go, Axel?" greet Bilqis, act cheerfully.

"You go to the gym. Let me drive you home!" yells. But, something's weird.

Why does that face look like it's upset. Was it after he came home that there was a problem? But, what? Did aunt Zahara scold her for staying overnight in Jogja and renting only one hotel room? Apparently Bilqis's brain started getting polluted everywhere. He was sure, Axel could not be like that.he is not the type of brash guy.

'that's it to you. What about Berlyn? He's in love with Berlyn, "he said his evil self.

His good self instantly fended it off, removing dirty thoughts from his brain. 'You believe that a good man will be good.if he is evil and perverted, he must have used you a long time ago, screwed you to satisfaction. After getting bored you're left.'

#As I said yesterday when Novita was killed by Dian's mom, huh? Axel will not be a psycopath and evil.he will still be a good Axel, mature and wise there in addressing every problem. Maybe he's better than Al and Alex. Why? Al still wants to kill, Axel doesn't. It used to be a playboy, and Axel was kind and a man of dreams.