Don't (Blame) Love
Will die 4's

“Huh, really bad, that's a kid? Anyway, why also, why,

I knew him after the death of Chandra and Aunt Novi?” sherly threw a thick book in front of her at the door. Inflicting

brisik sound because the book about the decoration in the living room.

“Sherly! What's the matter with you, anyway? Mom wonders to you, too,

lately you have become a grumpy girl,” umpat Nia, her mother

Sheryl.

‘Duh, die me!’ sherly's curse in the heart. Then it was

hurried out of the room and hurriedly the girl went down the stairs.

“You see! Due to your behavior, how much is the decoration of the mother

you're broken, huh? You know, this flower vase mama got from France, you know,

the price is also not cheap, but you.. “ mama Nia does not continue the sentence.

He was already irritated first with the mere act of the princess of his puppet. But, choose to be quiet rather than

taking off the curse word on her spoiled daughter, and turning weird into a grumpy girl.

‘Mampus, you're Sher. Mama's vase broke!’ sherly

again inwardly while closing his eyes tightly.

“You know what day it is?” asked Mama Nia with emotion

bated.

“Sunday, Ma,” Sherly replied with her head bowed.

Because he also felt guilty.

“Good. So you remember, yes, that you'll meet later

with the man you're gonna mate with. Then, you get ready, do it

care and choose your best clothes for later tonight. Seven hours exactly can not be more.” After saying that firmly, Mama Nia turned her back and left her only daughter who still could not accept this matchmaking.

“Mama, how many times have I told you, anyway? I don't want to

betrothed to anyone. It concerns my life and my future, let me

it alone determines who will be my life companion!” shouts Sherly

while crying.

Hearing the screams of his daughter who seemed to be very resisting, he,

mama Nia stopped and looked over. “You've always said that since five years ago. Mama used to be quiet because I thought you'd sooner or later find a guy who would get serious and marry you. But, you're twenty-six years old now, Sher. You're not a kid or a teenager who can just go around like a nineteen-year-old.  At that age you should have a family and have at least one child.”

Sherly just kept silent not daring to answer what her mother

katakana. It is in fact also true. He is no longer young.

But, as a career woman like her, was that twenty-six years old as a single woman? Married at the age of twenty-nine and even thirty-one are also many. But, why was he the one who was only twenty-six

how did you get this kind of pressure? All thought of herself as a spinster, even her own mother who should understand herself also considered this

it is a disgrace. There and there, we are busy looking for the best man to match up with. It feels, he is nothing more than an old item from a mall that is just neutralized.

“Mama can say it's up to you. But, it seems

not with now. If you're not the mom who's fighting for your future, who is?

Let you choose again. But, how many times have you been abandoned by the PHP men? Don't you remember that?”

“I hate Mama like this!” shouts Sherly with

irritated then ran up the stairs and into his room. He was crying to his fullest.

“Ya Tuhaaan! Why is life always unfair to me?

Why, every one I love leaves me?” as Sherly, as,

vent his frustration.

Tired of her tears, the woman searched

tranquility by flushing his body with a shower in the bathroom using

cold water. He looked around trying to find a way out. Get out

an idea.

“The time is getting longer. If not now, when

again?” he said alone, then the girl rushed to change clothes,

carrying his hand bag then, with a step to sneak he out of the house towards

garages.

“Sherly! Where to go, you!” yelled mama Nia when

knowing his daughter's car came out of the fence and left the big house.

“Fiuh! Finally, it can also get out of the tiger's kendang!”

He ignored several calls from his mother.he turned off the phone because he was disturbed by the ringing and vibration

which comes from his phone, so he can focus on driving, traveling from Jogja to Jakarta alone.

About failing or succeeding let God determine the important, he has tried as much and as possible. Not just take it and stay in place.

At exactly nine, the girl finally arrived in Jakakarta.

Previously, he had been invited to Axel's house during his first wedding.

But, he slightly forgot to remember. Surrender can't find, and neither

it was noon, finally the girl contacted Axel.

But, he had tried many times to call the man, the man

three years younger than him, he received no response. In fact, this

it has been his call fifteen times, and still not taken up either.

“Yes already, I will wait for you, Xel maybe you are busy,”

he said he single-handedly put the flat object on top of the car dash boart, and ignored the thousands of messages coming from his mother.

Sherly held her own head with both hands

and leaning on the steering wheel. He was tired of everything. Wanting to be free of all this, or, at least, he was eager to find someone who could

made a place to complain, and back up when he felt fragile. But, who? Papa's? Where possible? He doesn't have a father. But, her father

who doesn't care much about family. Prefer to spend time with other women than with their families. Go home too

not necessarily once a month.

Sherly wept softly as she continued to mourn her fate

for him it's shit. That's fucking really shit. Born into a broken family with no brothers. Before Chandra died, he was the only one

family, or people who care about him. But now? It was as if he no longer had anyone. A runaway in the middle of the family is.

Draining mobile phones on the dash board mengangetannya daydream. Initially

he ignored the call, but, I don't know what led him to look. With

weakly stretched out his hand took the flat object and looked at the

screen, who called.

He who was broken and almost gave up was also almost in disbelief

see the name of the contact that appears on the screen. Immediately, the tears that flowed down her two beautiful cheeks, and soon perhaps she raised the call

those.

“Halo, Xel,” he replied with a trembling hand, between the joys of being moved

and not believing. But, in this he was very happy when the man who had earlier called and did not pick up his call, instead called him back. So, uh,

he's a little groggy.

“There, what?” asked the man coldly,

little haste.

“I'm at GYM. want to go home.”

“Oh.” That's all it says from Sherly's lips. But, his heart

saying many things, his mind had also thought of various things. ‘It's natural that he's nice and cool, likes at GYM, it turns out, duh. How does it feel to be hugged?’

“What's up?” ask Axel again, breaking Sherly's daydream.

“I'm in jarta now. It's on the commander's road. Go to

your house I forgot the road.”

“Why?”

“I want to talk to you, we meet, yuk!” say girl

that, with enthusiasm and a little haste.

No response from Axel.

“you take it easy. I won't talk about

problem this morning.so, we meet where?” sherly explained to Axel.

Axel saw a hand that was coiled around the wrist

his arm. It's still 10:30 WIB. That is, there is still enough time if he will have lunch at the Queen's aunt's house with his sisters.

“Di cafe son of the sultan. Search on goole map. Five minutes did not come

I'm home.” Without further ado, Axel instantly turned off his call.

“Good, Xel.” Sherly looked towards the touch screen and

it turns out that his call was completely cut off. “This is a boy, so stiff, anyway?

Born in the closet, what, was it? Or, when Aunt Novita got her pregnant, she,

nyidam eating ice from the North and South poles?” murmured Sherly alone.

then he hastily started the engine and drove his car. Because Axel is

will give him five minutes. That kid is really crazy.

Umpat Sherly in my heart.

But, what was advantageous to him was, it turned out that place

not far from where he parked his car. To the extent that

doubt it is true if this is the place. But, he was sure when he saw a

axel's red jaguar parked

just there.

The girl hurriedly parked her car and went into the cafe

and distribute it to all corners of the cafe. Until his view

locked in a corner of the cafe. He saw a handsome man with fair-skinned brown hair

white sat there while playing his phone while leaning on the chair.

“Axel, sorry to keep you waiting so long, '’ said Sherly

sitting in front of the man.

Axel was silent. No greeting to the current woman

already sitting in front of him. He was caught off guard by Sherly's clothes which were too mini.

“You're so clapy? Your GYM is not far away

from here?” ask Sherly.

“I just happened to be on the road.”

“Oh, pantesan.” In Sherly's heart he cursed, saying that

Axel cheated because he dared to just stop by the cafe which might happen to be close by. Or, maybe he was just passing in front of this cafe? He only gave her five minutes.

“You said what?”

“I've previously apologized to you about this morning.

I'm in trouble with my mama, Xel. That's why I act like that. Sorry, yes if the effect is abusive and very selfish.”

“Continue!”

“I forced you it's because I have a purpose. Once more

sorry if this seems to be taking advantage of you. Because, if you were in that position, I could easily refuse my mother's request. I was forced to marry

with my mother's choice, Xel. I have refused many times, but he has always insisted. He didn't want to beat me up, and still thinks I'm expecting my ex Gio back. In fact, I don't care at all

with him again. So, my coming here now won't discuss the office of om Chandra that was passed down to you and your brother Adriel. But, uh,

I'm asking for your help.”

“What?”

“Follow to Jogja, tell my mama that we've actually been dating for a long time.” Sherly looked at Axel with a glaring look. I wish the man in front of him would

be kind and grant his request. But, he did not get

the answer from the man. “You want, huh? plis!” he said while cupping both hands

in front of his chest as a sign of supplication.

“You don't need a guy who just claims to be your girlfriend,

Sher. But he needs a son-in-law. Where could I possibly help you. The one, one day I was asked to marry you.”

“It can be set, Xel. We could've pretended to break up, right? Yang

important today. Because I'll meet him later.”

“Sorry. I can't.” Axel grabbed his cell phone

lying on the table. Leave a piece of money fifty thousand to pay

hers and Sherly's drink on the table, she's overlaid with the glass

after calling one of the servants. Then the man left

Sherly came up with that crazy idea.

“Axel! Wait for me!” The girl was chasing Axel. In front

cafe, Sherly swiftly grabbed Axel's arm like a woman left by her boyfriend.

“Xel, I beg you. You don't do that.”

“Sher. You're nothing, anyway?” Axel was shocked

especially when looking at the people around them on the look.

“I'll scream if you impregnate me!” menacingly

Sheryl.

“Terden! You just scream. Same date you are not!”

axel said as he pulled his hand and got into the car.

The guy hasn't had time to start the car, he's seen Sherly

sniffing on the sidewalk he shouted, “Xel! Tega you sentin me, in my stomach this is your son!”

Axel just sighed while shaking his head, “Did

most women today are in love?

Really shameless!” objurgation. Without a care, the man turned on the car and drove it. ‘Ck, basic women. Just got rid of Bilqis' ridiculous behavior

now even the old woman was going crazier than him, Axel's inner’. While

driving cars.

He still doesn't think. How could Sherly do such a thing in public. Doesn't he have no shame? Inner Axel.