Don't (Blame) Love
SESION 2 PART 137

That night Alex drove his car at high speed to his parents' house.

The journey that should be taken in thirty minutes, only he traveled for ten minutes. I don't know what's in that guy's head.

As soon as he arrived, Alex opened the main room door and called his mother, shouting like a loan shark collecting debts.

"Papa... Mama, where are you?"

Hearing Alex's voice the two of them were originally enjoying tea, stumbled to run forward.

See why the boy suddenly came and screamed like that. Because, ever since he forgot his memory, he hated anyone who rejected him with Helena.

"Alex, what are you screaming like here? Don't you know it's already night? Your voice will blur," said Mama Rita, wanting her son.

"Mama, Queen asked for a divorce and she left yesterday."

Both of Alex's parents could only sigh deeply. He sat in the living room and introduced Alex.

"Isn't that what you want, Lex?" said papa Nicolas.

Alex was still silent, his head bowed saying nothing.

One week ago, Queen came to her parents-in-law, complained to them and gave up on Alex.

"Ma, it might be okay if I just give up. I can't keep making it like this" Queen said as she played at her mother-in-law's house.

"Why, Son? Can't Alex be fair to his wife?" ask mama Rita.

"He no longer wants me, Ma. There is only Helena in her heart and mind. Maybe I should have backed off. After all Helena also really sincerely loves Alex. Its alright. Love gives happiness and freedom, not restraint."

Queen bowed not to continue her sentence, this way she hoped that her mother and father-in-law could understand what she had felt so far.

Mama Rita and Papa Nicolas look at each other. Although both of them had expected this, they were still not prepared.

"Queen. Mama and dad alone considered rigid as our own daughter.  Divorce with Alex if that's the best. Looking for your happiness But, don't forget us as parents. (Queenin. Mama and papa already consider you like our own daughter. Divorce with Alex if it's the best. Find your own happiness. But, do not forget us as parents,") said Mama Rita while hugging Queen.

"Thank you Ma. Thanks very much. Queen will never forget you, you are the best." Queen returned her mother-in-law's embrace.

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"Then why are you reporting to us? Don't you remember yesterday saying rudely in front of Helena so we wouldn't interfere in your domestic affairs?" not papa Nicolas.

"Well, was it true that Queen and I loved each other? Yesterday before Quen left our house noisily. And he said that he was patient enough to refrain from being patient during these six months of my treatment. Was before the accident her my priority?"

No one answered Alex's question, because it would have been worth it. He asked but, in his own eyes, he asked only hoping for the same answer as what Helena said.

Mama Rita sat down sideways, not wanting to look at her son again.

Papa Nicolas approaches Alex. "Be quiet, reflect, and remember all well, which is better to be a wife, Queen, or Helena" said Nicolas, sticking his index finger right in Alex's heart.

"I felt sad and sick when Queen asked me to sign the divorce papers. I didn't do it. It's just that I can't prevent him from leaving" Alex replied.

"Even if you refuse, with the help of Al, Queen's sister, she can get whatever she wants. If now you regret it's too late" said Mama Rita.

While Alex was silent he felt his arrival was no longer expected by his own parents. He left in slow steps to return to his home

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Queen and Diaz unwittingly embrace each other after taking the doctor's oath and inauguration. Now both officially bear as young doctors even though only general practitioners. But, thanks to the intelligence they have, they took a professional education only one year and a half.

"Happy princess, you are now officially a young and beautiful doctor" Diaz said to Quen, giving a bouquet of flowers to the woman in front of him.

"Thank you Doctor Diaz, congratulations to you, too" Quen replied as he received the bouquet with a feeling that words could not describe.

The two of them went out together looking for their families. For Queen she no longer needed to introduce Diaz to her family. Because I know. Moreover, the ones who came were Al, Nayla, Bilqis and Andrean's grandfather.

Only Diaz needs to introduce Queen to her mother and younger sister, Fatimah.

"Where's Hanifah, Cake?" ask Queen. To Andrean's grandfather.

"She's on campus, so can't come here, Queen," replied Andrean's grandfather.

Diaz just kept silent not to comment indeed since the incident that night, Hanifah tends to be silent and always avoids him. Whether hateful, offended because it is always rejected or if Diaz does not want to know, for him with nothing he is even better. Because, uminya will not calm down if there is a beautiful girl and sexy look like Hanifah is too aggressive to her.

"You Diaz!"

Everyone looked at the source of the voice. Not far from where they were gathered waving a young girl in her mid-twenties waving towards Diaz with her very nice smile at eye sight.

"Fatimah, Umi" said Diaz. Unknowingly she holds Queen's hand leading her to them.

There Diaz immediately sungkem at his um and repeatedly kissed the middle-aged woman's palms and the back of the hand.

While the Queen just stared and smiled knots also felt the happiness that the three of them felt.

"Congratulations, yes, your ideals as a doctor have now been realized. Your late brother will be happy in nature to see you succeed this way" said the woman, stroking her son's head.

"This is all thanks to Umi's prayer that never stops all day, thank you Umi."

Diaz got up and greeted Fatimah. The young girl smiled and congratulated her brother, "Congratulations Brother. You are now officially a doctor" he said, kissing Diaz's hand.

"Thank you, Fatimah. This is also not separated from your prayers that always pray for your brother" he said.

"Queen, come here Umi and my sister Fatimah" Diaz said, introducing them to the woman who had been standing behind watching their happiness.

Diaz smiled to herself to see Quen who also called his mother with the sumi call as well, not aunty or what is commonly used by city people to call his friend's mother.

"Well, it's beautiful, as the name implies," said Dias, rubbing Queen's right cheek.

The girl seemed to be smiling shyly at the praise from her uminya Diaz. Suddenly he became inferior when he looked at his sister Diaz. Beautiful girls wearing hijab and Muslim clothing look neat, beautiful and graceful. Unlike her who is more often wearing open clothes even though she has been repeatedly reminded by Diaz.

"Fatimah, huh? I'm Quen, brother Diaz's friend" Queen said, extending her hand to the young girl and hugging her.

After that, they talked a little. Then, Quen took the initiative to show his family to them, so, he left Diaz with Umi and his sister to pick up his grandfather, brother and nephew.

When Queen was far away from them, Fatimah appeared, she teased her brother all out.

"Oh, I know, must be what the princess always called her, right?"

said Fatimah, while terravawa.

"Well, call it what, when?" diaz was surprised.

"That must be your sister's boyfriend, huh?"

"No, really. We're just the kids."

"Yes, temen, long ago so demen, hehehe," said Fatimah chuckled.

"Guus!" he exclaimed as Quen returned with his grandfather, Nayla and Bilqis.

The woman looked graceful, walking while pushing her grandfather's wheelchair while smiling at Diaz and the family. When they arrived, Quen introduced them.

"Grandpa, this is Umi and her sister Diaz" Queen said.

"Where's Al's brother, Quen?"

"Says there's business in the office" Quen replied briefly. They chatted and exchanged stories until they came back. Diaz takes umi and her sister to her boarding house. While grandfather, he came home with Nayla and Bilqis.

Queen did not come home. He wanted to see his father and mother in the hope of their own or at least one of them woke up from a long coma and gave a speech to his daughter who had remsi bearing the status of a doctor, even though they are in divorce proceedings.

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"What, young people want widows? Lest he get divorced because of his sister," said Fatimah who suddenly crammed while listening to a little conversation Diaz and Uminya.

"Heh, just ngawur. Yeah no. Queen will not like the sister, compared to her husband's sister is nothing. And he's also in addition to a smart kid from a wealthy family. We're not as good, Fatimah."

"Who knows? His name is also a soul mate no one knows, right sister?"

Diaz just smiled. Other than that he was inferior, but what his sister said was not wrong. But, to dream of being able to get the Queen he was really very scared.

"But Queen is a patient girl, Diaz. With such a heavy and big test he is still able to stand and survive so far," said Uminya Diaz.

Fatimah knows nothing. He had just performed Dzuhur prayer. He sat down and asked what the beautiful girl had just experienced so he generally said so. Because, he rarely praised someone who is patient, strong and stoic.

"What did he go through, Umi?" ask Fatimah.

"Seven months ago, Queen's parents had an accident. The driver's grandmother and grandfather of his father died, only the grandfather of his mother survived. But I was paralyzed. And his mother's father is still in a coma and unconscious. Along with that, she also miscarried because of too shock," explained umi while Diaz went to say goodbye to perform Dzuhur prayer.

"He's a soldier, too, Umi? Why would he even want to get divorced? It's not that she likes you too, is it?"

"Alhamdulillah no." Umi smiled as she shook her head.

"Then? Is it because she can't get pregnant again after a miscarriage?"

"Basar kepo you," said Umi Halim.

"a month after her parents had an accident, her husband had the same thing. He survived. Only a few hours unconscious. But, as soon as he realized he had forgotten the memories. Back in High School, Queen was the boyfriend who decided she was caught cheating on him with Helena. So, a month ago he married Helena and Queen asked for a divorce because for six months he was never considered and asked Helena to live together even had a room for marriage ties."

Fatimah was silent for a moment. Justify if uminya praise the girl. He had experienced first love in the upperclassman, but, the upperclassman likes his best friend aja he's been bullied often secretly crying when there is no relationship whatsoever, just a mere look. Especially those who have become his wife and had to conceive his child even though he eventually miscarried.

"I'm wearing the same suit as Brother Quen, it's appropriate that my brother Diaz likes him."

"Your brother likes it at first sight. But, after knowing she was married, she tried to forget."

"Well, Umi know what?"

"The diary left behind and the earth read, huusst already do not be noisy. Your brother will come back to know that we are talking about him" said Umi halim

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While Diaz in the mosque was still a fence with his costs, he prayed fervently.

Quen's name he mentioned repeatedly after sending Al-Fatiha to the late Abah, prayers to Umi, and Fatimah, his sister.

After closing his prayer with Alfatihah reading and the prayer of the broom, Diaz silently contemplated the sentences he arranged beautifully earlier, it really felt like a person who was blinded by that love. He smiled to himself remembering the words that were like the puiji of the poet.

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The Queen gave two of the best bouquets of flowers she could to her father and mother. It rests on the bedside of two nightstands that lie between the place where papa and his mother lie.

Quen no longer cried even though he had complained about the divorce he proposed. At the end of the sentence, Queen said to those who either heard it or not.

"Pa, Mama. Forgive Queen if she keeps whining to you. I could have kept this problem to myself. But, I'm afraid that if you don't tell you, you'll be in shock if you realize that your beautiful daughter has turned into a widow. So, I don't want to let you guys know. This is the beginning of my real journey. I am now a doctor. And I must have been very busy. Can't come to the office anymore. But, I promise you guys I will still help you wherever I am because I can send by email.

Pa, Ma quickly wake up, and find a mate for your daughter who will be a widow," said Queen himself then giggled and kissed both cheeks papa mama and he came out. Go back home. But he broke it. He's following Al who's in his office.