Don't (Blame) Love
Episode 41

After delivering Novi and Adriel at his house, Queen

he took Bilqis straight to his mother's house. But, when they arrived, everything was not as expected.

There was no welcome from Mama Clara and papa Vano. All were silent, just staring at their arrival. The smile of the five-year-old boy who usually showed the sparkling look of his eyes also disappeared. Perhaps, a vacation that has been planned in the distant future will also fail.

“Ma, what is it, Ma? Why do people come here?” asked Queen already feeling anxious. But, the middle-aged woman he called mama was only

mutely. His face was expressionless. Showing himself like a heavy shock. Then, the woman turned to look at the man who was struggling

her mother.

“Pa, what is this?” Queen looked expectantly at Vano. It

I hope that man will give me an answer. While her mother is now

crying sobbing. It scared the Queen.

Vano asked his wife to sit down and she approached her daughter,

then said, “Your grandfather is no more. He had just left, because God had called him. You, who are sincere and patient, yes?”

Queen was still glued. So surprised, he didn't even

can say nothing. His breathing also suddenly felt tight, his voice

stuck in the throat can not come out. His blood flow stopped.

How could this possibly be? Yesterday he was fine.

Why is it gone now? This is a dream, is it real?

Queen took a deep breath. Clear circle jump

rushing from the corner of the net can not be held anymore. “How can you, Pa? yesterday

grandpa's still fine. Even this morning he was accompanying Berlyn

play in the garden, right?” said the Queen weakly as she wiped her tears

those that keep flowing don't stop.

“Sabar, Queen. We don't believe it either. He just. See

just the doctor who handled it also has not left here,” said Clara

calming daughter.

After a few minutes, many people came to take care of

grandpa Andrean's funeral. Al, who had received news from Queen as well

revert. As soon as he arrived, the man immediately sat down next to his papa while

read a letter of jasin next to the body of the grandfather. In fact, Candra, Axel, and Alex are also seen coming.  Subsequent to

the body was bathed, Nayla also went there to say condolences to the

keluagra Queen's.

“You're patient, huh? we pray that we may be forgiven

his sins, and his worship was accepted, and his tomb was laid

made a garden of heaven,” said Nayla while crying and hugging Queen.

After all, he was still his grandfather.

“Thank you, Brother. Thank you,” said Queen still sobbing

until both eyes become puffy.

“There is greetings from Brother Novi. He can't come here. Hence,

Axel just came here with his om and also Candra,” said Nayla again

convey.

“Iya, Brother. I understand. Adriel has just returned from

hospital.”

“Sick what exactly is grandpa, Queen? Seems like all this time

he also looks fine and healthy.”

“He is healthy, Brother. My mom said when she had lunch

said that suddenly his chest hurts and has trouble breathing. Because of the panic, papa

called the doctor here to check. He was taken care of and wanted to

he was taken to the hospital because he could not breathe. But, God apparently

another prancing.” As her sentence finished, Queen's tears flowed

revert.

“Already, don't cry anymore, huh? with you crying, that

it will only weigh down his steps. Insignia, husnul khotimah, Queen.

He has always been kind to anyone. His death was not difficult either, and

no trouble for his grandchildren." Nayla continues to comfort Queen who still looks sad. His eyes looked straight at him with a blank look.

After the funeral until the Queen tahlil event absolutely not

seeing Zahara. But, Alex, he's been here until it's over.

When he came home, he was also only with Candra and Axel, his nephew.

So where is Zahara? Think Queen.

“Yes, God, Belyn. How could I forget him?

Where is he now?” muttered Queen alone.know who came a lot

once. So, he continued to be in front of meeting female guests with his mother.

While Nayla he helped prepare dishes for mourners and

which was used for tahlil event which turned out his guests exploded far from

approximations. That doesn't matter. It means that his grandfather was really a good person. Many of the neighbors around him knew him. Sabab, when he jogged in the morning with his great-grandson, he never did not greet anyone he met. While Al and his papa are clearly meeting the male guest.

Upon arriving at her daughter's room, Queen finds Bilqis,

Nayla and her mom were there. The boy was still acting naturally. But, he didn't

show any expression. However, even so, Queen understood, highlight

his eyes also showed great sadness and loss

mandalam. Especially during the last week the deceased is also always guarding

full of great-grandchildren like a foster carer. Sleep with Berlyn too

papa and his mother. It is obvious that the toddler will feel pain as well.

“Berlyn, what have you eaten yet, son?” ask Queen slowly.

The little girl was silent. A moment later to respond

he shook his head and showed a picture of a little boy with an old man

his hair is all white from his own work. Everyone knows that for sure

Berlyn drew himself with his great-grandfather.

“Queen, if you will, how about Berlyn

just stayed at my house for a few days? Looks like he's traumatized and shaken

with the sudden death of my grandfather. Later, if he is seen

okay, I'll drop him off. At home there is also Bilqis. I also often

being at home, kok,” said Nayla asking for permission.

 “Did not

trouble you, Brother?”

“Same as no. Learning, I can too

taught him. Later, if Bilqis leaves school he can accompany her, right?”

“I told Al first, yes?”

Nayla just patted. Queen went to find her husband,

while in the room, Nayla, her mother and Bilqis still accompany her

Berlyn.

Al was sitting on the terrace enjoying himself

a cigarette tucked between his middle and index fingers. I don't know, this

already the rod I know. Because, underneath it splattered a few cigarette butts

which is quite a lot, and he is sure, that it is only Al himself who

enjoyed it.

Queen knew that her husband was no less sad as he was

he felt. Maybe he was too late with his mind to realize

his arrival earlier. In fact, to call out to Al alone, his tongue felt

chelk. So, she just touched her husband's back, then hugged him from

backside.

“Queen. This is you, honey?” ask Al and put out the cigarette

the one in his hand and holding the hand of Queen wrapped around his waist.

“You're patient, huh?”

Queen nodded while sticking her head on her back

Al.

Al stretched out both of Queen's arms, then reversed

“Not crying anymore. Every meeting, too

there's farewell. All who live will also die.”

“Iya, I know that, but, while living it myself why

so heavy, Al?”

“Not heavy. You just haven't been sincere. Studying sincerely,

yes?”

“Where is Berlyn? Login yuk!”

“Al, Brother Nay wants to take Berlyn to his place. She looks

very shocked and traumatized.  Objectives

good, kok.”

“Berlyn herself how? What would you like not?”

“Sounds to want.”

“Ya it's okay. You just go in first. I still exist

things I have to take care of outside,” said Al. he was looking for excuses just for the sake of

avoid meeting his ex-wife. He doesn't know what to say

with Nayla. Hate it no longer. CLBK is also impossible. It's just

he keeps the Queen's feelings. Even if he does not show his jealousy

excesses. If he's up to Nayla there's gotta be a little feeling

pain in his heart.

After Nayla comes home with Bilqis and takes Berlyn, Al

take his wife to the room for a break. His face looks tired after

not rest all day. They should still save energy. Because, home

will be busy until the day after their grandfather's death.

“So I didn't seem to see Zahara at all, Al,”

queen said when she saw her husband coming out of the bathroom.

“Alex says he didn't come because he wasn't feeling well.” Al

watching his wife's face suddenly change. “Why, Dear?”

tanyakanya.

“No. You didn't ask what pain he was?”

Al just shakes his head off and breaks his body

on the bed with the Queen.

“Al. I feel guilty about him. I'm afraid he's sick because of it

i'm.

“Why? Did you do something to her?” Al this time

put up a kepo face. Act like you know nothing.

“From the hospital yesterday, I actually went to see him. I

ask me wrong if I'm with him. Looks like he really is sick,” Queen replied

annoyed.

“Already, don't think about him. Go to sleep, for seven

the next day we will keep busy, Honey.” Al grabs the light switch and turns it on, then, he turns off the room light so as not to glare, and sleeps while

hugging Queen.

****

A girl in a passover sat while hugging her lutu

in the corner of the room that only measures 2X2. There was no floor but the floor. Everyday

he lived his life there continuing like that. sad, for sure. Homesick with

loved ones, obviously. But, what power? Even pleading is useless. Yells

it will only drain his energy. Moreover, it is not necessarily one meal a day.

Just waiting for a miracle from God. Even in that state

it was a really sad, big belief in his heart that God

with him and watching himself being tested.

“Heh, are you alive too? I thought you were already

justjust die. Sorry, huh? for three days I was busy. So, didn't get to give you

eat,” said a woman in white, she was wearing a long toad of milk brown,

and combined with long cardi white color with batik motif on the edges.

The woman who was shackled twisted her body back

the milk chocolate hijab woman who just threw a pack of food

from the wrapping paper while stroking his stomach that is increasingly bloated.

Feeling neglected and unwilling to waste too long in

the damp and stuffy place, he immediately went from there.

After the tahlil event at his old father-in-law's house, the,

Alex found his house empty. It was also eight o'clock. ‘To where aunt and

also Zahara, huh? sleep time, anyway?’ inward Alex, he went into the room and saw,

his wife was there. Apparently not.

When he was going to go to the kitchen, he found an aunt who had just

from the ironing place while carrying a neat clothes.

“Bi, Zahara to where, yes?” ask Alex.

“So she came out, Den. But, where do I not know,” answer

that lady.

“Since when? Auntie didn't ask where she was going?”

“About an hour ago, Den.” The woman was silent

looking down, not saying anything more. He might dare to ask where he was going

Zahara leaves, there he will be angry. The middle-aged woman remembered

how a few weeks ago I asked Zahara when she was about to leave. But, uh,

his master's wife was angry and said to him as a kepo assistant.

‘Remember your position here. You're just babu, you don't deserve to know

wherever I go. Here you are also looking for a wage, right? Hence.. do not belagu.’ Fustian

it's still ringing in the woman's ear years since Alex

seven years old she worked here, until Alex was married and almost

having a child has never been even though he was yelled at. Why even the wife of

his master who snapped and said that sadistic?

“Ya is Bi. Thanks, yes?” alex said, he went into the kitchen

make your own coffee and enjoy it in the living room while waiting for Zahara

go home.

At about nine o'clock, Alex's house was dark.

Zahara thought that her husband might not have come home either. Because if he is in

home, this time the lights will also not be turned off. Slowly the woman

open door. As soon as the door opened, the room lights suddenly

lit.

“Alex. Have you gone home? Why don't you just go to bed?”

zahara asked a little clumsyly.

Alex stared at the woman in front of him. Her looks

it also seems to have changed. Unusual. ‘He really has changed.

Probably true, Queen said. She's this sick,’ inner Alex.

“Where are you from?”

“I'm from umik place, Lex.”

“Long. You lied, Zahara. Answer my question, you

from where? Why are you wearing a toad? You're not used to looking like this. Biasannya

also always wear a robe,” cecar Alex.

“I'm tired, Lex. I want a break,” replied Zahara, then

walking past the man in front of him without a care. Alex, he could only

just take a breath. Zaharah's pregnancy was the reason for her patience

at the level of *****. If not.. I don't know, what will he do.”