Don't (Blame) Love
The Will Die 32

Berlyn was glaring. He could hardly believe what had just happened to him. He ventured to look at Axel who was driving the car.

The girl said inwardly, Just now she kissed me, taking my first kiss without permission. How dare he? Is he not sane? I thought he loved Bilqis. After all, who the hell, who doesn't think so, he cares and cares. To the point of recklessly looking for the man who abused him to be beaten in front of Brother Bilqis.'

While Axel continues to focus on staring at the streets are quite crowded. Every now and then she glanced at Berlyn whom she had just kissed. Seeing his sudden reaction, he dared to guarantee that this was the first for him.This time, because Axel drove his vehicle casually, he ventured to hold Berlyn's hand.

Suddenly his hand was held with a stocky hand and there were fine and straight feathers on the arms and the base of his fingers. Berlyn looked quickly at Axel's face. But apparently that guy sucks. He was deliberately teasing her. His left hand held tightly to his right hand which he placed on top of his thigh. But, at least he did not look at her. Don't look, just glance at it absolutely not.

Axel in heart cheering. Because he felt he had succeeded in flirting with the girl he loved. He was also happy, being able to gantle kiss her. Before that, he hesitated. He was afraid that Bilqis would rebel and reject him. But, he was silent.

Arriving at the match venue, Axel noticed Berlyn had trouble removing the seat belt hook he was using. It is a little difficult and difficult to release. Hence, he refused to wear it. But, even apes, get ticket because of it.

"Berlyn, from your expression earlier, Axel's sister is sure, you did it for the first time, right? Me either. You're the first girl I kissed after my grandmother and my mother" Axel said, looking at the girl's face, reddened by embarrassment.

Again, Axel held Bilqis' hand and placed it right in her heart. He hoped that the girl could feel his heart beating very fast.

Berlyn was fixated, he had no courage staring at Axel's face. All he dared to do was stare at the chest of the field, behind a T-shirt however, still slightly printed his beautiful body shape where his palm was attached to his left chest and above his hand was the man's wide and stocky palm.

While Adriel who had felt long waiting for the arrival of Berlyn and his brother felt uneasy. To call also can not, because his phone he put in a locker. Finally, he decided to go out into the parking lot. The teenager smiled when he found his brother's car. He walked over quickly hoping that Berlyn would also be in there.

Berlyn who happened to be aware of Adriel's arrival immediately pulled her hand from the chest of the Axel field. The girl gave instructions if anyone came.

"Maybe the match is about to start. Yes, come on!" axel said, removing his seatbelt.

"I guess you guys haven't come yet. Come on in, I've prepared a special seat for you both" said Adriel very happily.

Axel walked in front of Adriel and Berlyn. Adriel looked at the girl's face. Berlyn realized that Adriel had been staring at him. He looked back at those eyes. Then Adriel's hand grabbed the girl's hand and held her.

"May I win, okay?" adriel.

Then a nod and a faint smile were answered by Berlyn.

"But winning or losing is not a problem either. Everything will be like we promised yesterday, right?"

Berlyn glared straight at Adriel. Because he felt he had never agreed to Adriel's insane promise that all harmed him. However, the boy just laughed while scratching his head which was not itchy.

"Yes, you sit there with Axel. I'll be back on my team." Then Adriel left Berlyn and the match began.

All the supporters shouted loudly to support their respective teams, until finally, it was Tim Adriel who won. until the semi-finals, or the determination they got the first champion.

So happy, Adriel disbanded from his basketball team, he ran out of the field to Berlyn. In front of the older brother, he charged the girl with what had been a deal that only Adriel agreed to.

"Berryn! From now on you are my girlfriend. Where now? If I win, you'll kiss me. But, if I lose, then I kiss you?" the teenager laughed. Obviously he laughed, because he was acting stupid and thick-faced.

Berlyn did not respond other than just smiling shyly while looking down. While Axel, he just silently stared surprised by what his sister said just now.

"You guys made up?" axel asked as he looked at Adriel and Berlyn in an alternate manner.

"Hahaha, yes, brother. I haven't told you yet, have I? Thank you for taking care of my girlfriend" said cheerful Adriel. In fact, he himself was actually afraid that suddenly the girl clawed at his handsome face.

Axel once again noticed the look on Berlyn's face. There is no rejection there. It means it's true. So that expression wasn't the first one. But, it could have been because he felt guilty for Adriel.

"Berlyn, you go home first with your future sister-in-law, huh? I'm still a long time" said Adriel, then embraced her brother and thanked Axel for what he did to her. He realized, the struggle of his brother to train him basketball until it can make it as it is now, what is clear it is not easy.

"Let's go home!" take Axel to Berlyn.

Arriving at the car, Berlyn signaled that he would just take a taxi. But, it seemed Axel could not accept that.

So, Berllyn gave it a chance. Saying with sign language. If there's something we want to talk about, we can talk now. But then he would go home alone.

"Okay, we'll talk in the car. There are too many people here" Axel said. Berlyn agreed.

"How long have you been with Adriel?"

Berlyn shook his head. He signaled, if only yesterday he gave an answer. Only, Adriel had said it a long time ago.

"I'm sorry. What has he ever done to you?"

Berlyn again shook his head, then he replied in sign language, if Adriel had never kissed him at all. He asked for his first kiss after a basketball game. But, because he was ashamed he wouldn't do. Axel quiet. He was saddened by the reality he was facing. Tapai, there's a sense of pride because he's the first.

"I love my sister, Lyn. But I love you too. Okay, I'm not gonna make trouble between you two, congratulations. But, it doesn't matter if I continue to make you feel comfortable when beside me? I'm gonna keep trying to make you love me? Seize in an elegant way. Who knows, the figure you need as a couple is me, not my sister. You're too young to understand this. So, you're still having age. My love for you won't fade, Lyn. As long as the yellow janur has not curved right-just the boyfriend of the person being stabbed," said Axel with a laugh. He did not want to show his sadness and disappointment to Berlyn. He should just stay calm.

Berlyn again beckoned, that he should go. At first Axel insisted on dropping him off. But, politely and with a smile the adis refused.

"Ma.. af," said Berlyn slowly. The man next to her was surprised.

"Lyn, can you talk?" her question still doesn't believe.

The girl smiled gently. However, just that one word only, after that, he again said in sign language. If he had permission on papa and mama if after seeing the basketball game he would go to his friend's house first. So, Axel did not need to feel guilty.

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Hearing the story of his twin who had been trapped with two loves between the sisters Clarissa never ceaselessly laughed out loud until like a possessed person.

Feeling uncomfortable with Clarissa who just laughed continuously without wanting to talk, Berlyn kicked the cafe table.

But, not even silence. That girl just became. He did not expect that his soft and calm twin could be this angry if laughed at.

Finally, Berlyn reached for her bag and prepared to leave. But, swiftly Clarissa caught the hand of her twin sister. Then, start talking seriously.

"Okay, have you been right about Adriel?"

Berlyn shook his head.

"Then, why did you tell her brother? Do you like her sister better?" ask Clarissa.

Berlyn nodded. Then he explained in sign language, if he liked Axel only as a brother. Another feeling when he was with Adriel.

"Yes, you just go. But, my advice, since you are still in High School, so you just focus on the lessons. Do not let your achievements mrosot because of love. Later, if you graduate, you can choose who you will be in a relationship with.

Berlyn is a type of child who easily accepts good advice and advice. Moreover, if that advice he got from a great and successful figure from a person like Clarissa. There's a point. Because, so far he also never saw Axel dating. Close to other women besides himself and brother Bilqis also not. Even today, he said that he had fallen in love. That was on him too.

With sign language, Berlyn asked her twin, how should she address Adriel? He also liked the man, and did not want him to be with the others.

"That's easy, Lyn. Just give him the answer, we're still in school. Don't think about going out, just focus on learning, okay? If he's willing to wait until the time comes, Fix, he's a dream guy. However, if he ends up holding another girl, yes you do not cry for her. It's not you who lost him. But, he who wasted you who has a genuine love for him, For the sake of his future you do not want to burden his mind with romance that only ruins his learning concentration."

Berlyn silent. Trying to digest what Clarissa just said. Yeah, that's true. The girl smilingly looked in admiration at her twin.she felt very happy to have Berlyn as a twin sister. Even though they were the same age, only a difference of five minutes was born in the world. But, the mindset of the girl was like that of a person approaching the head of three alone. Very losis and reasonable.

"I have something for you to read, look!" clarissa said, then pulled out a diary with a transformers picture from inside the bag she was carrying.

Berlyn received the book and was surprised to see the name of the owner of the book.

"Why? You're surprised, aren't you? Hahaha I managed to steal it. How you don't have to ask. It was a book a long time ago, when he was still sitting in High School. Twelve years exactly. You open it, with the contents of the book, I'm sure, the way you think will change" Clarissa said.

Out of curiosity, Berlyn opened the book, whether on the page that I found the writing, belonging to Axel who maybe, since then he felt tormented because he felt love in silence.

"Oh my God, am I crazy. Around me there are many mature women who are beautiful and love me. Why do I love that five-year-old boy? I have tried many times to say no. But, this little heart kept forcing me to wait for him until he grew up.

Right people say. We can't choose who this love will fall on. If only I could, I'd like to unite to a more worthy figure."

Berlyn closed the book. He remembered his past. How Axel treats himself. But, he who does not know what love is also insensitive and understand. Entlah, whether he who became a woman too bad. Berlyn quickly gives the book to Clarissa. He said in sign language that he did not want to keep the book.

"Why did you give it back to me? Keep it!"

Pervertedly shakes his head. But, suddenly Calrissa's phone rang.

"Hello, uncle?"

"Miss, the three people we're after have been caught."

"Oh, good job! All right, I'll be there now!" clarissa then turned off her call.

"I have a little business, you want to come with me, don't you?"

Berlyn nodded while moving. Unknowingly, he stuffed the diary of Axel's stolen twin into his bag. Then, he entered Clarissa's car, where a driver was waiting for him.

Berlyn nudged Clarissa's arm. With sign language he asked, "Your business is here exactly, what? Where the hell is this going?"

"Oh, yes. I want to tell you the same story, forget it. You, the story of the two, I laughed... "

Berlyn put on a sour face. He said, 'What the hell am I always the target. Lupa, yes forget it, do not throw an excuse to his twin, dong!'

"I came here to teach the old bandot a lesson. Then, take care of Tiara. Then, surprise me, and papa and mama, how?"

Berlyn smiled and nodded. Signs that he agrees with his twin sister rencara.