Don't (Blame) Love

Don't (Blame) Love
Will Die 17's


Five days in Japan, Queen expressed her intentions to her mother whom she had told Al, her husband. Al agreed then.


But, as a child and as well as a good husband who both love both, he requested that Queen just talk directly to the concerned.


I hope he is ready and does not refuse. If so, then this is the best gift Beryn will get.


Queen found her mother sitting on the balcony


see the view of Tokyo from above while making knits. I don't know what


the old woman will make it real. Queen who never understood


that kind of thing is just smiling alone. Then, he went into the kitchen


to make tea and take some brownies that he made this morning


with his daughter who has always been interested in making cakes like this.


"Mommy, you look so busy now" said Queen and placed the tray on the table.


"Queen, is Al and Clarissa still not back,


too?" ask mami Jeslyn back. Without turning his eyes on the knit


which is in his hand. Things like this make a woman thirty


the next year was remembered by Vivian's late grandmother who had a hobby with her


crochet. The woman spent her old age just to make


knits to please her grandchildren and her husband. There's just him


make. Starting from scarves, warm hats, bags and wallets, and Queen still keeps


his works well. In fact, it is not uncommon to use it in


when there is a need. Whether it's everyday, or wearing a knitting bag made by his grandmother to work, and also when the property.


"Yet, Ma. Maybe they also walk and snack, too,


snacks on the side of the road," Queen timpal. He said so because when


her husband spent three days in Japan, often sending her videos


together with his daughter culinary ponggir street food that makes women


it was just laughing alone, when it got the recording.


"Oh, how's Berlyn doing? Does he not miss


at his name here? Amanya is getting older and her age is decreasing


just day after day. But, why would the boy for the sake of his sister willingly not meet


with me?" the woman was going everywhere.


In response to that, Queen only smiled gently. It


remember the word of his late mother first. Someone if it's old, then,


his mind returned like a child. His words and actions were also strange


it is not uncommon and does not make sense. As a child, or as a grandson


of course the younger we have to be patient, give up and try as much as possible


understand those who are already. Try to obey his will as long as it is not


endangers. Because, however, they are still parents who must remain


appreciated no matter how he is. It is like a corrupted Qur'an. Readable


can not, put underm also crossed sins.


"Berlyn misses you so much, Mom. Mam, you're here


alone, Clarissa was busy with her company as well as her lectures. Don't you want to


go and live with us in Indonesia?" queen began to


expressing his thoughts and wishes.


"Queen, this mami has been from childhood abandoned


your husband's. Then, you? Look what you're doing here? Is correct? Approximately


what did others say? All they know is Al is the adopted son of a man


your parents are given the same rights as you. Then at his age


grown up that man married you. Then there was an old lady coming along


live with you as her birth mother, Al? Is appropriate?" jeslyn asked as she looked at Queen with a face filled with anxiety.


"What's the matter, Ma? what does not make


deserved it?" the Queen asked back while pouring warm tea into the two cups she had prepared in the kitchen. Then give one cup to


her mother-in-law.


"Mommy doesn't deserve that. Let me just leave mommy


old by yourself and living in a nursing home to spend the rest of your mami's age,"


the old woman replied while receiving a cup of tea that was still smoking


from inside his daughter-in-law's hand.


"What good thing is spending the rest of your life there? It is not that living with grandchildren is better and the dream of every person at the end


her age?" replied the Queen casually.


"Yes. But, is it worth it, Queen? as you


you know," replied Jeslyn with an ambiguous sentence and hung it. But, again Queen can answer that and make Jeslyn not wrench again and stop


refute.


"What women do not deserve


struggling to bet on life giving birth to my husband? Bet put it on a


a home to protect her from death? With the risk of kangen, beware. Keep thinking all the time and always haunted by a sense of sin and guilt. Now, you can meet the mother of the man


who had protected me from the moment I was born, and gave her happiness and love


to me growing up is a great fortune to me, Mam. Especially if


my husband and I can take care of you. So come with us, Mom. huh?" said Queen Smabil while holding the hand of her mother.


Jeslyn returned Queen's smile and said, Please forgive mommy,


Nak. It's not that mom doesn't appreciate your good intentions. But, whisper mami


spend your old age alone. But, if you want to mami to Indonesia, mami is willing to transfer citizenship. There is also the birthplace of Mami. But, buy a small house with two rooms only, for


mom stay. The other room, mami sedikan if there are children and grandchildren come to visit me and stay overnight. How's it?"


"I don't mind the lad that Mami gave me.


Later, I'll find an assistant to be my mom's chatmate and help


preparing mami's daily needs."


"But don't rush."


"Clarissa still needs another year to complete her education. Mami can't possibly leave her alone here, can she?" mami Jeslyn replied later.


The queen was just dumbfounded and said softly with a face full of guilt. "Then, how's dong, Mam? I just want to return the favor to my mom. But, on the other hand Clarissa... Hmb.... " The woman did not continue her words.


Jeslyn laughed and stroked the Queen's head and said, "Look, Al is indeed very lucky to have married women


like you, Queen, you're not just a caantic face. But also your heart. You are really kind and golden-hearted. Very nice fissure with your mama."


"This is an obligation, Mommy. I really have to do


these. So don't overdo it" replied the shy Queen.


"Mama, Ama... Where are you?"


There was a loud scream from Clarissa from the lower room.


It seemed like the girl had already arrived from the afternoon streets with her papa.


"They've come. Look what they have


take it home for us" Jeslyn said as she laid the knit.


"Mami come down first, Queen will fix this first new


it will catch up with you, ", said Queen.


This time the woman did not argue. He immediately rushed


going down just like that left her favorite. He was always curious


what her granddaughter brought that she had been nurturing since the baby. Because, all this time that is carried must always be strange and make it a heart spotter. Possibly


also this time. If it's true, it's not just Clarissa. Even Al will be sprayed because it is too pampering the child and buy something that is not


inappropriate, or snack foods that are not good for Al's health, and Clarissa's growing period.


At the top, Queen clears a thread needle and


the crochet that was still starting was in a box and brought it down with a tray of tea and chocolate browniess made.


Arriving below, the atmosphere is calm. Seems


Clarissa and Al didn't make her name angry this time. Maybe her husband will make a good impression on her mom. Because, tomorrow he and Queen will go back to Indonesia. Start a routine and work there.


"Mama, take a look! I bought you cuttlefish. Tastier


this very. I used to eat it when I was in Singapore. During the


Japan, this time I found something like this. In terms of taste and texture are also both delicious and soft and tender even though this is very dry," said Clarissa while showing dried cuttlefish pierced with bamboo skewers larger than skewers. Because, the sotonya is also quite large, still red and flat because it is dry.


Queen simply smiled in response to her daughter and said inwardly, It looks like buying seafood, huh? Pantesan mami is not careless," the woman's inner.


"What does it feel like? Is it really delicious?" ask


Queen enthusiastic.


"Yes, you try to let me know what it's like. I think mama and


papa needs to bring it home to Indonesia and give it to Berlyn and sister


Bilqis," Clarissa said.


When the girl mentioned Bilqis' name, Queen and Al were silent


and look at each other. But, apparently they both do not know, why Calrissa


I can think and think of Bilqis. Maybe they wouldn't be surprised if that spoke like that Berlyn. Because, these two daughters will always care about people they think are special. If you can, you will not have the advice to bring food like this special for him. Except the usual souvenirs or souvernir typical of the area they just visited.


"Sister Bilqis, dear? How do you know him?"


"I? Yes of course, I communicate with my twin sister every day. He always told anyone good


to him" replied Clarissa. Though, without the two of them knowing, he had already been a month away with them disguised as Berlyn and


of course, a month or so he played with Bilqis and from the treatment of the girl, he was truly sincere about his sister. Clarissa likes it too.


Queen was silent for a moment. Maybe it's a good time to bring


his daughter to return to Jakarta. The problem of the company that is here let it be handed back to Vico only. This is a golden opportunity


probably won't come twice. Her mother is willing to come to Indonesia despite asking for her own home and doing her business in Singapore online.


So, just pack up the customer's message and have his men send in


according to order while knitting.


“Clarissa, don't you want to go home and gather


with us in Indonesia, when you graduate?” asked Queen while looking into her daughter's eyes.


“I live in Indonesia? That's a great idea. Then, what about the work here later? If you want to move also nanggung, Sbab, next year I have graduated


S1. Time S1 here S2 in Indonesia?”


Reflexively Queen patted her eel. How could he


not thinking about this? Her thought.


“Then, how, Darling? Ama mauke Indonesia, if you have graduated later,” said Queen.


“I'm fine, kok Ma if you have to stay here


by oneself. If you don't have the heart, I can stay in the boarding school. Later, If I have graduated, I promise, I will return to my homeland,” Clarissa said earnestly.


“Thanks, Darling.” Queen Say.


"When will I return to Indonesia? Does Berlyn not miss you?" clarissa asked to shift the subject.


"Tomorrow, Honey. Don't you want a vacation there?" ask Queen.


Clarissa was silent as she rolled her eyes. Then he replied, "Let me think about it."


Queen is getting anxious with the behavior of her daughter this one. There is always a way to irritate, worry and smile at the same time.


"Other times. I didn't dare take any chances" Clarissa finally replied. Although queen herself had also guessed what would be the answer of her daughter.


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It's been a few days since Axel took Berlyn to Jogja. The man is very striking if he likes Berlyn. Yet somehow the responses of those around them responded to it. Is it natural, as a brother or more. Because, often found on every occasion, where there is Berlyn, there must also be Axel.


The assumption that person can be different. But, another with Bilqis. In addition to being sensitive because he likes and pays more attention to the man, Axel himself also blatantly told him if true, he fell in love with a boy. At first Bilqis laughed at it and thought it was just a joke, or Axel's reason to avoid him alone. But, coming here, it seems like what the man said to him a few years ago is true.


The two people togetherness that very often makes Bilqis feel lonely. He can't keep playing Berlyn if Axel keeps following him. Because, if always with the young girl was afraid of not being able to remove the charm of Axel in his eyes. Finally, he decided to get back close and always went with his old friend, Tiara.


Bilqis no longer cares about Axel who has forbidden him from getting too close to him. He thinks he's just a sister, right? He did not have to obey the cold-hearted man. Unless he considers her to be a lover and officially dating. Expectations for marriage are 80%. Because the soul is in God's hands. He will remain obedient to learn not to rebel if they really become a couple. But, in fact Axel also still considers himself as a sister, right?"


"Near! Are you busy?" ask Bilqis when the girl across the street has answered her call.


"No. I'm free again. It just so happens that you're on the phone. What's up, you?" tiara asked with a distinctive tone towards herself. Enthusiastic, happy and very caring if Bilqis calls him.


“You have no ambition to play to my house?” ask Bilqs while rolling around on the mattress enjoying the feeling of laziness.


“Where are you?” ask Tiara later.


“I'm at home. If indeed you are free here again,’’ timpal Bilqis. “if you want, anyway,” he added again.


“Alright! Just wait for me. I will prepare first,’ replied Tiara. Then turn off the call and the girl gets ready. Now he does not have to bother anymore to book a taxi online like his best friend did if he wanted to travel. He already has his own car.


Now, at a very young age and commonly called chili-cabean for naughty girls the age of Tiara, he even became the boss of the call women. So, he does not need to bother serving om-om until several people a day overnight to reap millions of rupiah. But, it is enough to sell women who are the same age, and even older than him who become his foster children. Take a few percent of the profits from them. If even Tiara wanted to serve, she would also be picky, and not careless. If not handsome and young, who want to spend a lot of money on him overnight, yes, like this Honda Mobilio. He only gets from sleeping with two men. It's fantastic for High School kids.


Perhaps, this was also the reason why Axel strictly forbade Bilqis to get too close to him. He feared that Tiara would sell Bilqis. Obviously, he would be very profitable for her because, the man was sure that Bilqis was still a virgin. Because, so far he who is considered as a sister has never once been seen close to a man other than her let alone dating. But, Bilqis who felt he had known Tiara for a long time and thought Tiara was good and could not do anything bad to him, no longer mind Axel's orders.