Don't (Blame) Love
Will Die 8's

Without feeling it has been three days Al was in the land of Sakura. Wanted

no, he has to go back to Indonesia tomorrow. Actually, even if he wanted to withdraw his return was also no problem. One, he did not need to buy a ticket. It has its own private jet.

Two, son and wife at home. Not in the least

bespeak. Three, office affairs he can handle from anywhere, even abroad. But, he did not do that because he had to teach with precincts about discipline and consistency in his daughters. Not just theory

and just material.

This is the last night Al stayed in Japan. It intentionally

sleeping with his daughter. He saw every inch of Clarissa's face and handled it

ubun-ubun and his back while muttering inwardly, ‘After three days spent

alone time with you, papa knows, you are actually no different from children your age in general. You're spoiled, and take it. So, all this time you just pretended to be tough and able to deal with everything, huh? Forgive me papa and mama, huh Darling?”

Al kissed his daughter's sweet potato. Then he looked at the deeply asleep face, as well as the fine snoring of his regular breathing. Al continued to look at Clarissa's face without blinking. But, his eyes increasingly narrowed, dimmer and finally he was also highlighted.

The next morning, when Clarissa awoke, she had

found her dad well dressed. The forty-one old man

it still looks handsome and dashing like a mere thirty years behind a pair of jeans, a heart-red suit and a fabulous hairdo and a branded watch and a bead bracelet from stainless, it is very supportive of his appearance like a young man.

“Papa will be back now?” ask Clarissa while ranting

both of his eyes still felt very sticky.

“Iya, Darling. It's been three days papa's been here. I promise you, I'll be back soon with your sister and mom, okay?” al said while buttoning the arm of his shirt.

Clarissa was silent. He is still not satisfied to spend time

three days with his dad. In his life for ten years born in the world, only this time he felt sincere affection from parents, even if it was only from a father. ‘Why is that short? I still miss papa. I still want to

we went for a walk, not satisfied I was escorted and picked up to campus, and went to the office together, and bought a lot of tempura to be enjoyed together while walking home. And

arriving at home, ama scolded the two of us for having eaten an unhealthy meal, ’ Inner Clarissa. He remained silent and stayed on top

her bed with a blanket covered her legs.

“You are a good boy. Take care and amamu yes,

Honey,” said Al. suddenly he was in front of Clarissa, stroking her head

and kissed his crown.

Clarissa looked at her papa. Suddenly he wanted to cry.

He tried to be kind and obedient. But, the childish side

suddenly appeared, immediately his wise attitude and maturity disappeared. The little girl jumped out of bed, chasing after her papa,

crying as much as possible and hugging Al's waist from behind. “Papa, can't you stay any longer?” whining.

Al was glued and took a long breath. He knows, how

clarissa Feelings. Since birth has been taken care of by her grandmother, living alone without feeling the sincere and affection of her parents.But, she also knows, that Clarissa is not a weak child. He is great, intelligent and has a high IQ above average. Seeking attention with

a remarkable achievement that there may be only a few children around the world

which could seem. If it were just another child, it would have been looking for his attention

in the wrong way. Naughty, and troublemaking everywhere for the sake of attention.

But, another with Clarissa. He forced himself to grow up. At the age of ten years will be finished S1. Holding a jet aircraft business company inherited by Andreas' late grandfather. It was also able to provide rapid development for five months under his control.

“Sayang. Papa can't. Forgive papa. You take a shower, quickly,

and to the office. Papa will also fly soon,” said Al firmly. But, uh,

actually, the man's heart is fragile and can not bear to leave his daughter. She had been sleep deprived last night too. His rest was over he used to look at his daughter's face.

“Papa... “ said Clarissa, stop the sentence. Possibly

only the little girl still wanted to ask Al to stay even longer. But he did not dare. Because, so far he has always been firm and disciplined in guiding himself and also his sister. But, everyday he is a typical father who is very patient and a bully. Maybe that, which makes him weak. For three days he knew how his father treated him. It actually makes it fussy and likes to whine like a four-year-old toddler.

“You must not be late. If that happens, you'll

such persistence.learn to continue discipline. For your subordinates as well

scooping you.” After saying the sentence, Al immediately left his daughter's room

and out. He approached his mother who was preparing breakfast.

Jeslyn turned to look at her son. Then he sighed,

shake her gently and smile knots. Placed it with tools

the kitchen was held on the table, then the woman approached Al who looked sad and a little moody.

“Which is strong yes, Nak?” she said gently while caressing

son's back.

There was no reply from Al, he kept his head hidden

her face. So that Jeslyn's mother could not see both her eyes were reddened by stemming her tears.

Although Jeslyn. He can't say much. In order to

giving advice to Al he felt unworthy. Since childhood, he has not

he took care of and distributed his son. But, he was so excited to learn that his little son whom he saved from father's madness

her birth has been nurtured by the right people. Can educate himself to be a good person, polite and disciplined. It's just that, he doesn't know, the dark side about Al being passed down by one of the families who raised him.

Al immediately wiped his tears when he heard the footsteps

behind her. He was firm, as if nothing had happened. But, now

it was precisely Jeslyn who shed her tears for not being able to hold back haru when she saw how her son hid the pain in front of his daughter. And Clarissa who strives hard behind false cheer.

“Papa will fly when?” ask Clarissa.

“After driving you to the office, Darling. You take care of yourself

be well. Papa put me to you too, huh? Don't be naughty again, okay?” al replied with a fake smile. Of course it's fake. Because the man's heart was actually crying.

 “Papa be careful, yes?”

Al just smiled, fixedly staring at his daughter while nodding slowly.

Clarissa lifted three boxes and placed them on top

tabletop. Encouraged and proffered to his papa and said, “I'm this tipped, please give it to the mama who is light purple, who is pink to Berlyn. And the blue one for papa.”

Al looked at the three boxes, before long he raised them

Next eyebrow. Then, look again at his daughter. “Why have papa so small, Darling?”

“Because, papa only needs a small thing. But, having

great benefits,” replied the girl, briefly.

“Oh, yes? what is it?” Al laughs. For a moment he put aside his sadness, anxiety and his harbour in front of his daughter.

Clarissa shrugged her shoulders up.

“By papa see what it contains?” ask Al, ask permission on

this very little lady.

“Why, no? Sure oes. It belongs to papa,” replied

the girl was resolute as well, just like her papa did.

“OK, because Miss Clarissa has allowed.

look, what is this stuff, huh?” slowly, Al began to open the wrapping box. It took him about five minutes, he had seen a formal tie of classic black plaid motifs. Al immediately smiled and laughed widely.

“Hahaha, you gave your papa this tie, honey?”

“Yes, papa needs it to be more handsome. Let them know, though,

although Mama is a doctor, never forget to pay attention to the appearance of papa in order to always be handsome,” Clarissa said acting indifferent.

“Thanks, Honey. It's so cool, papa put on, huh?” al said, but in his heart he remembered how Queen said yesterday, three days

before he left for

Jjapanese. The woman who had accompanied him in joy and sorrow for more or less

the eleven-year-old also said so, “After that handsome and fragrant man, there was a wife who noticed him.”

“Well, that also looks neat, right? This papa is a

big boss and owner there. Clothes are just pants and shirts, rich interns,” Clarissa chirped. Making the laughter of Al and Jeslyn explode just hearing how the ten-year-old boy was bicaara, truly original

nyeplos.

“Breakfast is ready, let's have breakfast first,” said Jeslyn while

serving a very special Indonesian breakfast. I don't know why, all of a sudden

yesterday he remembered rice pecel and kepengen. So, this morning the menu is

rice pecel, with vegetable boiled kale, spinach and bean sprouts, as well as side dishes tofu tempe

fried, rempeyek and omelet.

“Wah, see what time mom is this? Very special, Mam? Yakap

Al. Then, they continued to enjoy their breakfast together at the dinner table.

****

Since Sherly's arrival here, Axel feels that there is something

change with Bilqis. I don't know what demon possessed that young girl.

suddenly he changed drastically. Not only that, from

like the clothes used are also very open and too vulgar for children

women her age.

Even if you go out or walk, it can still be a little

covered, but, when he relaxed at home, he did not hesitate anymore

wearing a hot pant that is very short of jersey material. Sure is tight.

The jerseys, though not the tengtop, are also very low and very thin data hemispheres,

until the shape of the bra worn is clearly printed. Color is also faintly visible.

Not infrequently also Axel was surprised when he saw Bilqis walking, because, he thought

if the girl is not wearing any subordinates or pants. In fact, it is

wear. But, the pants he was wearing were lower than his shirt. If not

Since Al went to Japan until recently Axel has remained every day

go home to Queen auntie every time she runs out of the GYM or after there are activities outside. Because, at that time, when om Al will leave already entrusted

his home and his brothers to him.

One afternoon, when Al had returned from the assembly

with friends. On the road, he saw Bilqis walking on a deserted sidewalk together

Tiara's. Both of them wear sexy clothes. So far Axel has never reprimanded the girl because, he was afraid it would be GR. If that happens, the problem will run out. Because, he was thought to be his attention because he already had a taste for him more than a sister alone.

Axel looked along the side of the road that had been and that would be

being passed by two teenage girls was very crowded with men. Afraid of something bad happening, Axel slows down his car. Follow and supervise two teenagers

the woman was from behind and secretly.

It turned out Axel's hunch was right. Not long ago, about five

minutean, Bilqis was interrupted by several guys who were hanging out. In fact,

there was one of them daring to harass holding a body part that was not

it is appropriate to be held by the opposite sex other than the husband of the girl herself.

Not wanting to take any greater risks, Axel immediately pulled out his car. He stopped near Bilqis and Tiara. Then immediately go down and stop the thug's actions.

“Stop!” axel shouted while clenching his hands.

“Who, you? Acting as a hero of bad luck, huh?” exclaims

one of them with an angry facial expression due to his pleasure in being disturbed.

‘'Saw Axel,” murmured Bilqis and Tiara simultaneously. In spite of

they are in a different place.

“You think if an older brother would just shut up if he saw

his sister was bullied by a bunch of useless people like you?” axel said firmly and fully

audacity.

“Oh, her brother, huh? How not to look alike, huh? What brother? Hahaha,” said one of them, and everyone laughed out loud.

“Sir Axeeeeel! Watch out!” shouted Bilqis hysterically during one of

from the horde they were about to hit Axel from behind using a wooden beam.

But, with a bribe Axel hinders the opponent's attack. He bowed. Threw the opponent's arm, put the horses on and slammed them hard enough on the sidewalk.

Bilqis and Tiara who saw the scene were shocked and almost

can't believe that Axel also has a pretty good martial arts. He can read and feel the attacks of opponents from various sides. And able to face five people at the same time alone.

“Our business is not finished yet,” said one of them

allegedly was the frontman of the thugs. Run while giving

instructions to his plot to escape.

After the five thugs left, Axel looked at Bilqis who seemed to fold his legs while hugging his own knees on the sidewalk. It seems that the girl was really scared. The man immediately approached Bilqis and extended his hand. He offered to help her stand up.

Bilqis received Axel's hand. He bowed, crying while saying softly, “Thank you.” A word that almost only he could hear.

“Other times you be careful. Women with clothes that open like this, have a great opportunity to be harassed men.” As he spoke his sentence, Axel also took off his jacket, wrapping it around Bilqis' waist to keep his front thighs covered. The back is open, it may not matter. in the car if he is sitting also will not be visible.

“Where are you going this late? Get in the car, I'll take you home,” Axel said. Firm, yet caring.

Bilqis was silent. The girl said she did not answer. He silenced a thousand languages and obediently got into Axel's car.

Axel was silent for a moment. He clenched his hand. Actually he was very careless to Tiara, and was eager to scold her at the same time. But, he felt that this time was not the right time.

“You guys were actually going to where?” axel asked in a flat and cold tone and a very piercing look.

“Ka... We want to go somewhere, Brother,” replied Tiara stuttered.

“Where?”

“Ke minimarket, buy drinks,” the answer. Which actually seems to make it up.

Axel just laughed obliquely and slightly threw away his face. Looking over from Tiara's gaze alone, he felt like something was amiss. But he refused to say anything.

“Bilqis stiffness. I'll take him home. Do you need a ride too?”

“No, Brother. Thanks though. My house is not far from here,” said the girl with the body bongsor with clothes that had always been as mini and too sexy for girls his age.

“Ya already.” Without further ado, Axel got into his car and drove Bilqis home.

While in the car the girl was also silent, a little daydreaming with a blank look ahead, but not the road. But, dash board car. He also nibbled on his own ring finger nails and was slightly bowed like a dazed person. It looks like he's really syock and might have a bit of trauma, too. Because all this time, he had never experienced such a bad experience. At the age of nineteenth, he has never even had a girlfriend. Never seen physical contact with the opposite sex. The only men with whom he had a close relationship were Axel himself, Al and Adriel. With Om Dedi is also rare. If there is a need.

“Your mom is at home?” axel asked trying to melt the frozen atmosphere between the two of them.

The girl just nodded.

“We both go home to the Queen mama house, yes?” bargain Axel while looking at Bilqis.

But, quickly the young girl shook her head quickly.

“Good. I will take you to your own home,” Axel said immediately. All he wanted was Bilqis's calm. Although, actually to the Queen's mother's house is the best. Because, the woman can help him eliminate his trauma and return to give peace to his mind.

Arriving at Bilqis' house, it looked very quiet. Axel himself also does not know when aunt Nayla will return. So, ie drove him in and accompanied him to talk and share.

After Bilqis mood had changed for the better, then the teenage man dared to throw some questions at him. One of them is the style of Bilqis clothing that suddenly changed drastically.

“Why are you, so it turned out this way? You're not worried, are you wearing open clothes like this? When noticed by the hungry spies of men like them earlier?”

Bilqis did not give an answer for long. Until in the forty seconds after Axel's question, then he said, “I think with me dressed like this brother Axel can like me.” Still with your head down. Axel wasn't even made to drink.

Hearing that answer, Axel raised his eyebrows and looked towards Bilqis with a face full of question marks. “Did I not like you all this time? Don't hate it, I love it too, Bilqis. If I don't like you, why would I consider you a sister, right? People I don't like I will always ignore. His existence I never thought existed. Have I ever been that to you?”

Bilqis. Instantly the atmosphere returned stiff, awkward and silent.

“You don't have to do this. It's very dangerous. Good thing I saw you walk into that alley and follow you quietly. If not, you can predict, not what bad luck will befall me.

“Why even though I've been trying to look like this can't you even like me like you love Sherly?” ask Bilqis while sobbing.

Axel bengong with Bilqis's question.Of course, Sherly is one of the women he does not like, he forgets not to mention it. ‘So, Bilqis really thought that Sherly and I had a relationship. At first he deliberately let not give an explanation related to Sherly, which is nothing special for Bilqis to stop thinking about it. But, he just thought that he liked women with open clothes. Even having a thought if he was like that would also be liked by him. Indeed, what kind of man do you think I am, this?’ inner Axel.

Axel smile. She shifted her seat and stroked Bilqis' back. “Once, this brotherly relationship like ours will never be severed. Just be my good sister, okay? If you like me, obey me, and enjoy this fraternal relationship even if you are not bloodless. Because, in this world there are no former brothers and sisters. You understand?”

Bilqis nodded though in fact he could not digest at all what the purpose of Axel said so. All he knew was, there were no former brothers. Just like Queen taught him all along. Bilqis was once the stepson of papa Al. but, they were also kind and accepted herself as the stepson of Al after her marriage to the man. Because there are no ex-children.

“If we force ourselves to date, and finally break up halfway. Can we still have a good relationship? Who can be like Queen's mama and Alex's om is difficult and rare, Bilqis. If only we were in that position, we wouldn't be able to. From now on, you understand, right?”

Bilqis stared fixedly into Axel's eyes that had a pair of grayish blue beads. Now, he was clear and understood the purpose of Axel. Even though his heart was hard to accept. But the logic got there. He came back crying. Then Axel hugged her tightly. “Yes, you are my sister. Really brother. From now on, I am your sister. Thanks.”

Axel smile. Replying to Bilqis' embrace while stroking the girl's back. Slowly, he let go of Bilqis' embrace and asked again, “When will your mama return?”

“Maybe in a moment,” he replied. Still shrewd. But there was a change in his face. It is very obvious that he is better now.

“Yes already, then, you go to your room. Change your clothes!”

“Good.” Bilqis half ran into her room. His eyes were still puffy because of tears. But, his face already showed a hint of cheerfulness.

Since the death of his mother and stepfather, the teenager prefers to spend his free time and rest by reading psychology. When chatting with Queen was also related that they always made the topic of conversation. So, a little bit, he can find a gap and a way to advise some people he knows. Although, unlike Queen, every word for word she said is very weighty and affects the mindset of the interlocutor. But, he's happy. At least he can restore the joy of Bilqis. Although only very little.

Not long after Bilqis left him alone in the living room, suddenly his phone rang. At first he had a crush on her. But, the annoying noise made his curiosity thrash. The name of the phone that appears on the screen. The name Tiara appears, along with the photo.

Without hesitation, Axel took the flat object, and raised his call. Only, he did not immediately reply. Letting Tiara speak first. He wanted to know what she wanted to try to tell Bilqis after such an incident.

“Hello, Bilqis. Sorry about that incident. But next time we'll be, right? You just calm down. I'll protect you. I'm sure, once you know what the atmosphere is like at the bar, and get to know a lot of grown men there, I'm sure. You can definitely move on from that iceberg guy."

“Oh... So you said you wanted to go to the mini market just lied?” axel answered coldly. Makes Tiara a crime. Perhaps, after this he would be afraid to meet with Axel. Choose to avoid rather than face to face.

“Kak, Axel?” It was the only word that came out of Tiara's lips.

“I ask you, from now on, you need not come close to Bilqis. You it's just…. “

“Sister Axel! Who's on the phone?” bilqis asked suddenly from behind the man.

“You come here! Sitting here,” Axel said autoliterally to Bilqis who had just changed clothes again, pointing to the chair in front of him.

Inevitably, Bilqis also obeyed the orders of Axel who seemed very demanding and had to.

“You were with Tiara where are you going?” axel asked after turning off his call.

“I... I'm with Tiara…. He took me somewhere, Brother.”

“Ke Bar? Yes, right?” axel said, showing that he is emotional. But, behind those emotions, there is a great deal of concern.

‘’Ya... “ Bilqi replied. He looked down again because he was afraid of the anger of the man he had known he was the most patient man and never angry. Once he saw he was angry really serem.

“You realize what not? You know, open a bar what place is that? Or, do you really want Axel's sister to hate?”

“I'm sorry, Brother.”

“From now on, Brother Axel doesn't like you getting too close to Tiara. Befriend her. But, don't get too close.” Axel grabbed the contact of the car on the table in front of him and then stood up. “Sister Axel wants to go home first. You take good care of yourself,” the man said goodbye. Then leave.

Bilqis kept silent and let the man out of his own house without delivering him to the gate. Or at least until the door is not.

“Axel, when did you come?” greet aunt Nayla who just arrived.

“Tadi, Aunt. Just send Bilqis.”

“Nganter Bilqis? Where are you guys from?” asked Nayla while frowning.

“I'm from the group with friends, happened to see him on the road,” Axel replied politely.

“Oh... thank you, yes Xel. By the way don't go in first?’ tawar Nayla's.

“Iya, Aunt. Thank you, Berlyn and Adriel are waiting at home,” Axel refused.

“Ya already if so. Be careful on the road, huh? greetings also to mama Queen,”, said Nayla while looking at Axel and waving her hand as her red jaguar car began to speed slowly.

Nayla went straight into her house. In the living room, he found his daughter sitting quietly in a down state. Looks like she's crying. But, why? Are you in a dispute with Axel? Think Nayla.

Nayla stepped slowly while continuing to watch her daughter in the dim middle of the room because outside the twilight had arrived, and the lights of the room had not been turned on by a single one.

“Bilqis! You why?” ask Nayla.

The girl did not answer. His position also did not change in the slightest, still quietly sitting with his head bowed and both hands resting on the sofa, he said,

“Bilqis! Are you in trouble, honey?”

Bilqis is silent.

Nayla just took a deep breath. He moved and turned on the lights.

Because the room was already bright, and Bilqis did not want to be seen crying by his own mother the girl went to leave the place. He ran to his room.

Nayla is confused about why her daughter is more likely to be close to her stepfather and Queen than to be with her. Yeah, it's only natural. They are good, their attitude does not bear fruit even though they have their own children. Moreover, Al. three children who often stay there is nothing awkward with him and consider his own father.

“Nayla wants to go after her daughter and ask her what she is having. As a mother, she also wanted to always be next to her daughter especially in this situation. But, Bilqis has since just quietly avoided. He himself was actually also tired.because the customers who came lately boomed, he had to intervene to help the production in the kitchen. Sometimes they serve in front. Not as a cashier. But directly serve the buyer directly like other employees.

‘If such a child, Brother. Let it go first. Leave awhile. Maybe he needs some time to think. Later, after it feels enough, come to him and invite him to talk.’

Suddenly, Nayla remembered the Queen message some time ago when Bilqis also experienced problems and cringe like this. So, he decided to take a shower first and prepare dinner. After that, talk at the dinner table. In this house there is only him and his daughter. As long as there are no guests, talking anywhere is safe. Origin is not in the yard, or outside the fence.