Don't (Blame) Love
Episode 33

Because I feel annoyed with the thickness and hardness of heart,

Zahara, Alex decides to go to her brother's house alone. After all, Axel and Adriel's clock isn't home. They all went to school. Going to the gym is free. He will not be able to focus on what he will do. Especially to campus. He also taught later in the day until afternoon.

Arriving at the house, Alex immediately parked his car with

well, he deliberately put his car next to the tiny, simple yet comfortable house. So as not to be seen from the side if he was in his sister's house.

Novita who is busy cleaning up the house, directly

put down the mop that he was holding after hearing the sound of the bell ringing.

He thinks who's coming, tumben

there are so many guests this early. It's still eight o'clock. Even if it was the courier who delivered the package, it was also not this early, right?

“Shortly!” he shouted when he heard the bell ringing

third time.

As soon as the door of the house opened, Novita was surprised to see a whip

who stood in the doorway. “Alex? you alone? Where is Zahara?” ask Novita while he's down outside. His views are distributed all over the page. There's no one. Alex really came alone.

No rababab came out of the man's lips. It directly

ngeloyong entered although not yet welcome by the owner of the house.

Feeling that someone

not right with his only puppet sister, Novita just sighed. He immediately closed the door and went inside to sit near Alex

look at the man's face.

“You have a problem?” tanyakanya.

“I'm tired if it goes on like this, brother. I'm not sure if I can still survive my marriage now,” complained Alex, holding his forehead.

“You're patient, huh? Your wife is pregnant. It is natural to be unstable and not be able to think clearly. He's sensitive and emotional. Now, where is he?

Did you leave her at home alone?”

Alex shook his head and sat up straight leaving the back of the sofa he was sitting on. “The first day he asked to be set in place umik.”

“Sit here first, what do you want to drink? Gereen tea only, yes?” The woman immediately went to

the kitchen without waiting for approval from Alex, he immediately made warm green tea and gave it to Alex.

Alex looked at the clear glass of warm tea while smiling sideways. Is this a coincidence, or what? In the past, Queen often made warm tea for her, she said,

especially when they relax in the backyard.

“My grandfather and grandmother used to, most like, ngeteh while eating biscuits on the balcony while relaxing and joking together. Me and Brother Al often ngrecokin.”

Suddenly the words of Queen who had not heard for how many years, again ringed in his ears very clearly.

“Why, anyway

everything should be about you, Queen?” alex complains while pulling his own hair. She remembers how last night when she hugged Zahara and said that no longer love for Queen was actually a lie. Indeed he has been

I can accept Zahara with all my heart. But, Queen. He still has a special place in his heart. Forever, and never replaced.

It's just, it's just,

in order to keep the feelings of the woman who has now become his wife, he behaves

as if he had no feelings for his ex-wife, it was true what Zahara said last night. If it wasn't for Helena and the dead

her sister-in-law, she may still be with Queen and live happily with her son again.

He did not have time to think of inviting Queen to refer. Al forbid it.

Come to think of it, Al used to also not like loving his foster sister. The love grew because of the closeness of the two of them while in the office disguised as strangers.

“Stupid! Foundational

you moron! You're a real fool, Alex!” for him alone.

“You're fine

it's just, right Lex?” asked Novita when she found her sister looking strange.

“Kakak? Since when are you here?”

“I asked you, instead of answering you, ask back. That's right, donk! Do you need a psychologist?”

“Maybe. But, uh,

confide in your brother first, who knows find a solution.”

“Ya already, come on

i listen!”

Alex took a deep breath before telling a story. This is usually done before lifting heavy weights while at home, or at the GYM. Maybe his burden of life also feels very heavy at this time.

“I had a fight with Zahara, last night.”

‘I've been

allegedly,’ inner Novita while still paying attention to her sister telling a story.

“Kukira after her meeting in the hospital with Queen yesterday she was conscious and no longer

take the Queen again, sister. But, just looking at Axel's post last night, he was already furious. All this time I have never been in communication again

with Queen. Ig also I unfollow.”

“Axel?” Posts ask Novita again reassuringly. Because, in the posting of his eldest son also seems ordinary. There is nothing strange and elemental to compare

between Zahara and Queen.

“Yes, caption misses the issue and even everywhere. I feel very patient

all this time, brother. He should not be angry so, it's not, I post like that, it's natural he's angry.”

Novita just sighed. He doesn't know what to say. The problem is with Zahara. His sister is also quite good and can be patient. Zahara has the right to ask

Alex doesn't communicate anymore, because there aren't any children they left from their marriage just yet. But, if forbidding his family to stay on good terms with Queen is wrong.

“Possible if

the baby's been born, she's changed. Didn't she start like that when she was pregnant? You don't have to take this too seriously. You need to focus on a variety of things too, right?”

“Yes. I wish that

only he can really change to a better one again.”

“Aamiin. Ye

have breakfast?”

“Already, anyway. But now I am hungry again. Brother what food is it?” ask Alex, her face

which was originally tense because there were many problems that he endured, now he began to be able to rilex, and sekit smiled.

“What do you want to eat?”

“Anything, I ate. There must be food, right?”

“Yes there, but still raw. Not cooking this either. You anyway, came too early,” sahut

Novite.

“So much, nawarin eat everything if no one is eating. Make fried rice only deh.”

“Yes already, you just take her here, don't go anywhere. Kaka make you fried rice first,”

novita said and went to the kitchen. With a quick movement, the release of several types of vegetables, fish and also chicken and sausages. It's not just cooking fried rice. But also cooking for lunch

Adriel too.

About fifteen minutes, Novita had managed to prepare fried rice for Alex and gave

to him.

“You eat first, gih. After this brother ask for help you can, no?”

“Ask what please, Brother?”

“Antar I'll pick up Adriel at school. All between sisters shopping for home needs. Ye

can, right?”

“Can. Just chill. I'll start on campus at two o'clock, kok.”

“OK. If

as soon as you get ready first, huh?”

Alex looked at

his brother and went back to eating. Maybe he won't have to have lunch anymore. Besides the rice we eat. Her brother took a crazy portion as well. Not to be killed, obviously he will be angry. If spent. he is very maintaining his diet and body shape. But, it's over, too.

Not long ago. Novita is back in neat clothes. “We can leave now?”

ask the woman.

“Cepet really, anyway? What shower just wash your face earlier?”

“Heh, of course big brother shower, lah. Yes, let's talk now.”

“Good.” Alex just laughed. From the past until now. Since the children arrived

full-grown. She still likes to tease her brother. It's really childish.

On the way to Adriel's school, a call came in ringing Aelex's phone, which was in his pocket

his pants.

With a little difficulty because his next hand was driving his car, finally the man

can remove the flat object that is ringing.

“Haaaaah!” Alex sighed in annoyance as to who was calling him.

“Who?” ask

Novita looked at Alex whose face was back to look upset.

“Zahara. Don't know what else he wants,” he said lazily. Then rejoice his call.

“Why turn off?”

 “Males. Might as well fight again.” Alex M flips his phone over the dashboard. However, not long after, the call came back ringing.

Novita asked him to raise the call. But, Alex refuses until the call turns itself off. I feel like Zahara has already collapsed

and will apologize, Novita waiting for the next installment. If Alex does not want to insurrect, he will lift it himself to meet the point of the problem immediately.

Turns out to be right, Zahara called him again.

“You lift, Lex. Who knows if he's lost his temper and would like to apologize to you!” exclamation Novita.

Alex is silent. Consider her brother's words only limited to the wind and then that can not be in the

hear. He was still focused on the steering he was holding.

Unresponsive to Alex, Novita quickly grabbed the phone and answered.

“Halo, Yes, assalamualikum.”

“Waalaikumsalam.

Sis, is Alex with you?”

“Yes, here she is driving. I asked him to help me get Adriel. What's up, Za?” asked Novita as if she had no idea about the matter.

“Oh, yes already. I'm at umik's house, brother. If you have, ask Alex here, yes?” zahara answered gently.

“OKE. Let me tell him.”

“Thanks,

Sis. Assalamualaikum.”

“Waalaikumssalam.”

The call is also turned off. Novita looked towards Alex and conveyed what was said

by Zahara with his own language, which is certainly more heard by Alex.

“Lex, Zahara says now he is in umik place, and you are asked to go there.”

“And I told Brother. He went there also I delivered, did not stop him it did not stop,” replied Alex ketus.

“It's not so, Lex. Yeah, I know you brought her a suitcase I remember. You think dong, with him saying so, meaning he doesn't want big brother to know will

your quarrel. He could have been aware of his mistake and wanted to apologize.”

Novita looked at Alex who was still silent.

“You don't know what my sister said? Listen no?”

“Iya, Brother. I heard and also understood,” replied Alex without diverting his back.

“Ya already, you are enough between sisters to Adriel school only. After that, you turn around

and meet your wife. Who get along don't keep fighting, father-to-be" said Novita with a smile.

Actually Alex still wants to take his brother shopping and go home. But, uh,

the Queen could not argue. His sister wants him home. So, uh,

yes, go home even though his legs are heavy.

“Iya, Brother. I'll take my leave first. Careful, huh? Contact me if there is something later on the road.” said Alex acted sad, as if Novita would go away.

“What problems?” tanya Novita with her fierce gurgle.”

“Kali aja

difficulty carrying goods, and no rickshaw,” replied Alex while chuckling.

“Already, there

Go!” the thrill of holding back the laughter.

****

“Honey, hurry a little, later Berlyn is late!” shouted Queen from the dining table while combing

daughter's hair. Her daughter was enjoying her breakfast.

“Iya. It's still wearing socks,” says Al from above.

After finishing her daughter's hair, Queen tried to go upstairs to see her husband. Saw

readiness to where.

Before Berlyn stayed at the home of mom and dad, Al was always disciplined. But, after one

moon lounging Karen has no dependents dropping off schoolgirls, she might be a little shocked

or, maybe forget. So continuance.

Queen smiled

seeing her husband. He also approached the man who was pacing back and forth confused about what to prepare first because of panic. Afraid Berlyn's late.

“Sit here, let me help.” Queen patted a stool in front of her dresser.

After Al sat down, then Queen took the pomet and styled her husband's hair is still messy. After that, he sprayed it with hair sprepay. Then, tidy up

her shirt and put on her husband's tie. The shoes also did not escape the woman's sight.

“Why are you laughing, honey?” al asked when he found his wife laughing out loud to cover her mouth with both hands.

“You... are your feet comfortable wearing such reverse shoes?”

Al lowered his head. Look at the shoes he has worn. Realizing that his shoes were back, the man patted his eel and both laughed.

"Let me fix your shoes."

Al watched his wife take off her upside-down shoes and put them back together.

"It's done" said Queen, standing up.

"Thank you, my wife." Al held both of his wife's shoulders and kissed her forehead.

"Yes, quickly you leave. Kasian Berlyn if it's late."

"Yes, my most beautiful wife" Al said as he grabbed the briefcase Queen gave him.

"The most beautiful? Then there's another beautiful wife, dong?"

Al pinched the nose of the woman in front of him and walked towards the dining room.

Al only had time to drink a sip of coffee without eating anything. But, Queen had predicted that she prepared a box containing warm milk, white coffee, and several pieces of bread sansiwch favorite of her husband.

“You get to the office very early in the morning. Do not forget in

spend, yes?” said Queen while handing over a small bag containing a box and two places to drink.

“Thanks, Darling.” Once again Al kissed the forehead

his wife, then, he and Berlyn set out. After her husband and son

leaving, the woman went to her room to tidy up the bedroom, then took a bath.

He relaxed a little today because it was not morning practice.

Busy as he became a doctor, not as busy as before when he was still a koas. Let alone to sleep well, and just beautiful boro-boro.

Age of bathing and stretching, he tried to contact one of the

His old friend who is now studying ENT specialist doctors.

In the past, he was the one who suggested that Berlyn perform cochlear implant surgery. Because of some patients who do the surgery and do therapy, can recover from hearing loss and speechlessness.

It's just honey, Berlyn has no desire to be able to speak. He preferred to be quiet and accept that he was mute. He could hear well, he was happy.

“Halo, it's true Dr.Arnol, isn't it?” ask Queen when her call is answered.

“Ya, right. How are you, Queen? Long time no see, huh?” replied the man was happy.

“Good news. How are you?” ask Queen while sitting on the edge of the bed. His hand held the cell phone. One more hand combed his wet hair.

“I, huh? Still struggling waiting for momongan to come,

hehehe.” Answer the man while chuckling.

“Patience, yes?” answer Queen.

“Yes, I'm patient. Oh, aye. About therapy for your daughter how? Your husband is so horror I'm afraid. Actually I could have gone there pretending to play and subtly therapy Berlyn. But, I'm afraid your husband will think I have the intention to get his wife again.

The queen laughed. Indeed, back when Berlyn was under five years old, Al was very possessive. Even Queen is not allowed to be friends with the opposite sex. But, since now that she saw her husband was normal, not as possessive as he used to be, she dared to contact Arnol. Itung-itung connect friendships that had been cut off. Even though he used to not know closely, only knew only by name.

“I haven't spoken to him yet, Ar. It used to be

resist. And he was very stubborn, if he wanted, and if he did not want to, difficult to persuade,” replied Queen anxious.

While the voice of the man across there was laughing out loud

he heard the answer of his fellow doctors.

“Persis mama, right so, anyway?” timpal the man.

“Persis his father, lah! Basic sotoy!” cetus Queen is acting emotionally. After that, they both laughed.

“Eh, how is Gea? You still just keep in touch with him, huh? How is he?”

“Yes, donk. Once a month, we still spend a lot of time

the self for ootd. News he's just breeding. We are a place of practice. Uh, so relaxing are you? Does it not work?”

“gak. I'll practice tonight. And this is in

home.”

“Where's your wife?”

“He works as an admin at Bank. So, yeah, leave in the morning

home afternoon.”

“Oh, yes already. I still have something I'm gonna do.

Byeee. We'll call back sometime, yeah?” said Queen.

Call on power off. Queen put her phone on top

mattresses. He breathed a long breath.

Queen threw the origin of the flat object. He held his head. It was very curious that he persuaded his daughter once again to want to do therapy, so that she could be like her twin. You can both talk.

But, impossible. If Berlyn doesn't accept it, he'll complain to his father, grandparents. If so, the misunderstanding between him and Al like a year ago will be repeated.

In the past, their marriage was once in a phase like living with someone else under one roof. Al hates Queen for not accepting her silence. As a mother, she wants the best for her child.

Berlyn had always refused therapy in order to speak. He prefers writing and also, he's a nerd.

Yep. Her special daughter loves the world of literacy, she

I love to read and write poetry.

Feeling tired and exhausted with his own thoughts, he did not know who to contact. Whoever he is sharing this problem with, for sure

it would be hard to give an answer if Berlyn himself rejected it.

Queen took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.

Then say to himself.

“What is the problem of the child being mute? He is still your special and intelligent son. Doesn't exist already

Clarissa who has a thousand advantages?” muttered Queen alone.

He knows, if he goes back to discussing this, papa, mama and so on

her husband would be angry with her. Because, one of the occurrences of the household with Al used to also be this term.

His family can accept and respect his decision

Berlyn. But, Queen who still insisted on persuading was considered ashamed to be the mother of a mute child. Al was disappointed and kept it quiet. He did not expect. His reunion with Arnol who studied ENT specialist education brought him back with his desire that had once existed, which is now forgotten.

“Cekreek!”

The Queen looked over as she heard the sound of her bedroom door opening.

“Al, why are you back?” ask Queen. He was just astonished. This

still at nine, not yet at rest. But, her husband returned home without preaching it first.

“I picked up a flash on me someone missed, honey. You why? Early in the morning have you been dumb?” al asked with a stare.

“I'm fine, kok.” Queen immediately looked for

flash disk on Al's desk in his room.

Having found nothing, Queen asked

her husband, whether she's sure it's here or not. Because, when he tidied up the room earlier, he found nothing.

“Honey, try to find first in the workspace. Who knows who is

there, because here it is okay, nih,” said Queen.

“Yakin, here no? Who knows you're hiding,” Al said with a mischievous smile, watching his wife's slightly exposed chest.

“I'm serious,” said Queen while stepping back because of Al

continue to approach him with a gaze as if to pounce.

Al laughed slantingly and hugged his wife tightly while inhaling

the smell of shampoo in her hair was still half dry.

“You want to find a flash disk, what do I miss?”

“Yes, caught, yes?” Al laughed chuckling.

“What's up?” ask Queen while watching her husband's face.

“I'm not in the mood to the office today. I want to go somewhere with you.” Al looked at the woman in front of him while tightly holding both sides of his upper arms.

“When? Now?”

“No. Next year. Of course now. Come on, get ready.”

Without refuting, Queen also obeyed the order

her husband's. He even forgot his schedule.

Lately Al has been taking her out without a plan. Possibly

right, if he'd rather open his own clinic or practice. But, uh,

by when? By the way, he hasn't.

After preparing. Queen came straight to her husband in the room

guest. She realized that her husband's appearance had changed a little. After observing him

for a moment, he realized. ‘Now why is he, his tie is a mess?’ queen murmured inwardly after she realized it.

“Al, where are you going? I will be going to the hospital later in the afternoon,” said Queen.

“You guess. Where are we going about?” Al laughed while

the Queen out of the house.

“Huuh, nyebelin” rfor Queen alone.he hates the most when she asks. But, instead, he told Nebak. With the Step that it

snapping as an impingement of his regret, he still caught up with the man as well.

With a sullen face, he got into the beloved car

her husband was a red Ferrari who was always taken everywhere. He sat next to the wheel without looking at the person driving the vehicle.

Al just smiled at how adorable it was

his wife is like that. If he wasn't driving, I don't know what he wanted to do. Clearly, he was currently feeling anxious.

Just a few kilo meters away, Al sidestepped his car and

stop over.

“Where is this?” ask Queen while looking at her husband full

inquiringly. As if, he was a foreign man who wanted to invite him perverted on the streets that just happened to be quiet.

“ini's still on the way, honey. We haven't arrived yet. Al escaped his tie from a crate that was barely shaped anymore.

“What do you want to do?” ask Queen with a face

which is hard to explain. Because, if it's a curiosity, it seems more than that.

“You just calm down. I won't rape you here,” said

Al while closing Queen's eyes with his tie.

“Al, you don't macem-macem, deh. I'm afraid this lo is really.”

“Fear why?” Al just laughed at Queen's expression

which shows his fear.

The car drove fast. The queen was hysterically screaming. “Aaaaal.

Are you going to kill yourself with me by crashing a car into a tree? I don't

to die with you, I still want to live.

Instead of lowering the speed of the car, or at a minimum

giving the answer so that his wife became tenag, Al actually accelerated the speed of the car while chuckling with satisfaction.

“Al pliis don't make me a hanger. I still want to live

take care of our children, Al.”

Al started to reduce the speed. The car is a little bit up,

and then it stopped shortly.

“Where are we, Al?” ask Queen. Because he's not allowed

to open his blindfold.

“Already, just follow me. Come on, we're down.” Al opened the car door and led the woman's hand.

“Be careful there are stairs,” says Al, warns.

After a few steps, Al releases the tie that he

use it to cover the Queen's eyes.

“Al, what is this?” ask Queen wonder. His heart suddenly

throbbing.

Al still showed his wide smile with a look

a happy face that words cannot describe.

“This is for you, dear. We look inside, yuk!” bring Al

while grabbing the slender waist of the woman. Both walked towards the building.

Queen observes every inch of the room in a decent building

the design is simple and elegant. He really likes.

“This clinic, Al?” tany Queen's. It can be about the design

even though inside it is still empty, it has not been filled by anything.

“Iya. This is for you, dear,” replied Al while staring at Queen

with a loving look.

“How can it?” The Queen was unable to contain the tears.

In fact, to continue his unfinished sentence he felt already unable because his neck felt suffocated.

“Loh, how crying, anyway?” al said, still smiling and hugging

his wife's body.

“How are you, anyway?” said Queen while sobbing.

“You remember, right if I wanted you to open your own practice for a long time?”

“Ya,” replied Queen briefly, still hugging Al's body.

“I asked for it, have already started thinking about the building design

and also the design. When I started to foundation, I tried to tell you again.”

The queen smiled in her tears. Then, that beautiful woman

said, “And I just said to you that I would like to and agree to open my own practice. But.. “

“But, what Dear?”

“But you are still busy. So, I think I postponed it

in the past, and will say after the construction of the Villa in Bandung you finish.”

“I purposely told you this because I know from Shinta

if you've thought and agreed to my proposal.”

“What? Shinta talking to you?” queen asked in surprise.

“Yes, yesterday I accidentally met him and also

Vico, then, as the two of us chatted, Shinta nodded and passed this on to me.”

"So, I have to be honest, dong with her?" said Queen.

Al just answered with a smile and kissed his wife again.I don't know how many times this in a few hours.

"Hows it? you like not the same design and design?"

"Like it, love it. Thank you, huh?"

Al nodded slowly and hugged Queen again. "What time do you want to go to the hospital?"

"In a moment, dong. Can you take me home first?" ask Queen.

"Why not? of course you can. do you not bring your needs? how come you should go back, anyway?"

"There's something I'm supposed to bring, Al. but, I forgot about it."

the two of them left the building that just so it was, although it was actually still not as complete.but, Queen did not seem to know that.

During the journey, the Queen was endlessly watching her husband from the side. He, always liked Al such a serious moment, but, unfortunately, after the two got married, the man rarely showed his serious side.

So, all Queen can do is steal a glance when her husband drives a car at high speed, and when handling the company.