Don't (Blame) Love
WILL DIE 10'S

“You're overtime again, huh?” ask a woman, while

putting his phone on his right cheek, he stood in front of the kitchen window and

staring blankly into the backyard.

“Iya, Darling. I'm sorry, but I can't go home tonight

any more. Tomorrow morning I have to visit the project in Bandung, and after there

meeting in Joga,” replied soerang man from behind the phone.

The Queen did not answer. A little disappointed

stumbling in his heart. For a month now, Al was very rarely in

homehouse.

“Tomorrow you don't matter, right if you go out alone with

Axel chose the best suit for graduation, the day after tomorrow? I promise, it'll be soon

back when all the business in Jogja kelar, okay?”

Queen is silent. He refuses to talk to Al. But

she can't blame her husband either. He could no longer call it

workaholics. Crazy guy working. Everything he does is because

a responsibility, which he felt would also not be easy. Anyway, anyway,

what's he lacking all this time. Whenever there is a chance and free time too

he spent it on family.

“No problem. Me and the kids are fine. You take care

Health, yes?” said Queen.trying to cover up her disappointment.

“Ya, Baby. You get some rest, mcuah.”

Queen smiled bitterly. Lalau turned off his call. It

take care of everything, the remnants of dinner, while auntie's at this hour

using his time to iron the shirt and prepare Adriel's uniform and

also Berlyn, because, the kitchen business is already the owner of the house who handles.

While in the middle room, Axel sounded painstakingly

accompany learning Adriel and Berlyn. Queen smiled at herself looking at the teenager

it was and was innate, as his eyes looked up at the clear sky with

the stars scattered there.

‘You, try to see your son, brother. He grew up to be

a handsome and nice teenager. Exceptionally well. If only you were alive, I'm sure,

you'd be proud of Axel. Hopefully, Adriel will also be a lot of fouling

her sister,’ said Queen inwardly. Smiling alone, then he

approaching his children who were studying, he taught Adriel, because of Axel

looks more dominant pay attention to his daughter.  He was also happy, seeing Axel that way. But, uh,

he was not aware of the feelings of the twenty-three-year-old teenager. I don't know, what

fix up Queen if she finds out that Axel is secretly putting his heart on Berlyn

yang abru was ten and a half years old.

“It's done, everyone? Yes, Adriel will soon be tidied up

your books, and keep your schedule, huh Darling?” said Queen.

“Good, Mama. Ready to do it,” replied the boy.then

ran to his room opposite Berlyn.

Berlyn, too, seems to be done. It appears that

her daughter is rearranging her writing equipment.

Now, in the living room there was only Axel and Queen.

chat, discuss the schedule for tomorrow.

“Besok you have an event, Xel?”

“No, Ma.”

“Yes, already, tomorrow morning, you wake up early, accompany mama

anter your two sisters and after we buy a suit, okay?”

“Isn't it a hassle, Ma? Axel can leave alone.”

“No, Dear. You have a mama,” Queen replied.

While Axel just laughed stifled with embarrassment. Because,

many of his new friends who didn't know about him used to think that Al

and Queen is really the biological parents of Axel and Adriel. Including also

Bilqis. So, a lot of people misunderstand. Thought Axel was four brothers.

“Papa don't go home, Ma?” ask Axel.

“No. He was in Bandung. And there's still business in Jogja

also he said,” replied Queen while bowing his gaze.

“Papa must be very tired of taking care of everything himself. Seems

he is also not healthy,” said Axel.

“How do you know?” ask Queen, curious. Because, during

she felt that her husband was okay.

“When days Axel saw papa holding his head. Seems very

agony. Not long ago he was also a nosebleed,” replied the teenager.

Queen who did not know about Al, thought that

it is just an ordinary pain due to the effects of lack of rest and a lot of thought. He thinks,

if one day after he has returned home, and Axel's problem is settled, he

planning to take her to Japan.

“Ya already, it's night. Quickly rest,” said Queen

on Axel.

While Queen in the room was still thinking of the words

Axel just now, he began to think something was wrong. But, he remembered, a time

both are still single and Queen is still sitting on the bench of High School, Al often

nosebleeds. Even Adries' late grandfather once scolded Lily all-out because

invite Al to stay up late watching in the living room, and in the morning, Al nosebleed. Then,

the grandfather was very angry.***, so far there is no history of strange diseases in the

suffering husband.

****

While Al, in fact he is not in Bandung.

The problem he will have is the meeting and the survery is just the reason for stalling

the time. He was in Japan looking for the best doctor to treat his illness

since he was a teenager. Indeed, it was healed. But, because he often

staying up late, a lot of energy and thoughts and being a heavy smoker, he said,

leukaemia that had disappeared now began to arise again and gnawed at his body.

“Pa, does anyone hurt?” clarissa asked in a panic.

Because, he saw his papa was very pale and his body temperature was also very high.

“No, Dear. Papa will be fine. Papa will heal

and being able to fight this disease for your sake, okay? Forgive me for not being able to

keep papa's promise yesterday, to bring your mama and sister here, huh?”

al said while peeping his daughter's forehead.

Clarissa couldn't hold back her eyes. This time

she was not fussy, she acted like a filial teenage girl

“Honey, promise papa, don't tell this to

your mom and sister, huh? Papa has actually been affected by this disease.

But, it can be cured only. “.

“Papa too tired, eat often late and also a lot

smoking, right? Papa for me and Berlyn, you heal,” Clarissa said. It

can't hold his harbour. Al has spent a lot of time this past two weeks

in Japan for treatment.

“Already, don't be sad. Papa is sure to heal. Because of this

still not bad. Thank you, you have helped Papa a lot

running those three companies, and also taking care of papa while here. Clarissa

indeed a great boy,” said Al while embracing his daughter. Slitting girls' backs

who sits on the edge of the bed. The old elusan was getting weaker, and his hand

fall over. Looks like he's asleep.

Slowly, Clarissa moved her papa hand,

then allow the blanket that his father wears. Then he opened the leptop

he belonged to his father and began to do the tasks that his father would normally do.

After doing his papa work, Clarissa initially wanted to immediately

sleep so that tomorrow can accompany his father to do chemo therapy. But, because

unable to sleep and constantly worrying about her papa's condition, Clarissa tries to

brainwashing for ideas.

He's not worried about Papa Al's condition when he's here. Girl

little was sure that his papa would be healed. What he feared, his father would

loss of life balance, lack of rest if you have returned in Indenesia.

Even though his mother was a doctor, his father often ignored him during his death.

I like to steal time. At night, when everyone is asleep, he wakes up

and secretly overtime. Else if here, the boy is very clever, even Al

just can't handle it.

Clarissa rushed into his room, looking for him

something that might help him. He took high heels, he tried

wear heels with a height of 10cm. Finally, he sought

initiative. He took the old foam dvd, he put it in a sock to

hugging the front and back legs, and using long hells

15cm. appreciable, his height increases 20 cm. appreciable, his own height

130cm. 150 indeed, short. But, are not many Indonesian women with high

that body? He was also originally ten years old. Still can

high again.

After getting the solution of the problem of height,

Clarissa. Opening the box he bought. He bought two wo mekap packages.

One he gave to his mother when his papa came last month, the other, he

save yourself. And maybe, this time will be useful. When it was all ready, he

choose the foundi blade and the sprinkle powder according to the color of the skin, the girl opened

chanel you tube way to make it look natural, and a little give the impression

full-grown. It took him an hour to learn and the result was perfect.

“Hoaaam…. Sleepily. Ah, tomorrow I'll take papa chemo

therapy with makeup like this. If a lot of people think I'm this

mature girl in her teens, then I can convince papa. There are still

two days, I can arrange everything. The rest let papa and mama set after

arriving in Indonesia,” muttered the boy, then he rushed to sleep after

tidying up his equipment.

 *****

This morning Queen was preoccupied with her children. After delivering

Adriel and Berlyn, he immediately took Axel to the boutique, to find a suit

which is appropriate for the graduation event that is just waiting for the day.

“Mama, sorry if I trouble you so much. I should have

go and choose yourself,” Axel said, while controlling the wheel.

“Already, it's my responsibility as your parents and

Adriel's. Unless, if you're at Axel's nagging place. You're here,” Queen replied.

Axel was silent. He can't say anything

any more. Even his mind went everywhere.

“How do I repay their services? Is with

away Berlyn? However, our age is far away. Twelve years.

Aah, but, many kok are married by a difference of ten years, and even.

more. The older guy, maybe should wait for him to turn seven

twelve years ago, it shouldn't have been a problem, as long as Berlyn liked me, too,

and want to live with me forever,” inner Axel.

“Xel, how do you daydream? Careful, loh!” the Queen's

apparently, just now, keep watching Axel.

“Oh, no. Axel was just moved by the kindness of mama Queen

and papa Al,” answered slightly stuttered with a smile. Indeed, the answer

not all lies either, right? However, that's not what makes him stutter

because groggy.

Queen just smiled, she did not expect anything from a teenager

next to him this. Can do good to him after the death of his mother is

a fortune to him. Because, however, his father died too

hence.

“Inyalah, Xel. We took care of you both really

heartfelt. Oh, yes you said you had an interview, how?”

“Yes can teach, Ma. But, funny too, that's so

the lecturer has not yet graduated,” Axel replied with a laugh.

“Long waiting days. Five days, really. No problem,”

said Queen.

After selecting and sorting out a suit for Axel, they decide

to home. Queen wanted to go to the clinic. But, he postponed it later, after Adriel and Berlyn were already at home and were both taking naps.

"We just go home, yes Xel," Queen said after the two were in the car.

Axel turned his head, looking towards Queen with a bit of surprise. 'Why go home?' the inner teenager. "Wouldn't you go to the clinic?" ask the teenager.

"Yes, come on later, Xel. after your sisters get home. Mom, you'll pick them up, okay?" said Queen.

"Yes, Ma." Axel nodded obediently while smiling.

"Oh, yes.Emang you do not have an event, yes, kok mama origin play nitipin aja, anyway?" the Queen suddenly remembered something.

"There's Bilqis, Ma. Yesterday Berlyn said he was coming. Let Axel take them to Alex's house."

"Yes already. Thank you very much, yes Xel," said Queen happily.

#Does he fit in as Axel's visual?