Don't (Blame) Love
41 (Substantial father)

"Look, Van. He looks a lot like you, doesn't he?" clara said happily holding her daughter.

"Yes, but his nose is just like yours." Vano flicked Clara's nose beside her.

"Who would you like to name our daughter?" clara asked while looking at Vano.

"Quenza" said Vano.

Clara knitted her eyebrows together while looking at Vano, her lips forming a slight smile.

"Why Quenza, honey?"

"Quen is the queen, by that name I hope our daughter will be as beautiful and strong as a queen" Vano replied, kissing Clara's cheek.

"Yes, that's a nice name, honey."

"You agree?"

Clara nodded, then leaned her head against the chest of Vano's field.

"It looks like there's a guest, all right here with Quen, huh?" Vano went outside to see who came after hearing the bell ring.

"Vano, where's Clara?" said the two girls at the door as soon as it opened, they immediately gawked without welcome.

"He's in the room, same Quen."

"Oh, what a pretty name. She must be pretty like Clara, huh?" selly.

"How are you? His wife's the one who didn't tell you the hell, Van?" sahut Eren, the two headed for Clara's room.

While Vano, he went to the kitchen to get drinks for both guests.

"Clarah! Oh my goodness you're a mother now, congratulations, yes!" says Selly and Eren hugging and kissing Clara's cheeks in turn.

"Well, pretty is your son, but how rich is Vano, huh?" Eren frowned while putting on a witty face the moment he saw Quenza.

"That's the father of leles" said Selly. "Let me carry him, Ra. Can you?" Cautiously

Sally took Quen off my mamaya's lap.

"Eren, Selly this is a drink first" said Vano from the outside with a tray containing two orange juice and some snacks.

"Waaah, so troublesome sir director. Carry a tray of everything," teased Eren with a laugh.

"Loh, this week he's taken care of me lo, take a meal, nyuapin, how the hell you guys," said Clara laughing while covering her mouth with her right hand.

"This is Quen's son, what's his mother, anyway? So ngiri." Eren laughed cheerfully.

"Yes, don't mind donk, how about Hans, seriously, aren't you?" sahut Vano leisurely sat opposite the three women before him. A three? Four times, Quen is also a baby girl.

"Yes seriously dong! How dare I play with Clara's sister."

While Selly is still cool holding baby Quen while swinging and patting his butt gently.

"Ssttt she's booby." said Selly, slowly putting baby Quen to bed on the box.

"So, you're a real talent for baby sleep" said Eren, giving a look of admiration to Selly.

"I will always come once a month to several parlors for donations, naturally donk. I will also help them, "selly replied calmly.

"Oh, yes, you do not want to share what happiness, we if Lusi says do not know you are born, Ra," said Selly, sitting next to Clara.

"I'm sorry, I don't think, we were really panicking, it was seven months old, right?" jawan Clara's.

"Yes too, yeah. Susi's just freaking out too, let alone you." Eren scratched his non-itchy head.

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Vano sipped a cup of warm coffee in front of him that was only a few minutes ago served to him.

He saw the whole view of the house that might be new this first time, but already felt familiar.

For a long time he was silent, his eyes were fixed on the koi fish pond with flowers on its edges and a fountain that made the garden even more beautiful.

Whether it had been a long time, a middle-aged man knew already was sitting next to him.

"Dad, since when is it here?" greet Vano, clumsy.

"You why? How are Quen and Clara?" said the man while smiling wryly.

"Van, can you tell me about my father's past when we were together?"

"Can, Dad. Please."

"Would you like to hear it?" Andreas looked seriously at Vano's face.

"Why not?" vano replied convincingly.

"When you were a kid, you aspired to be a pilot and travel the world. You're very enthusiastic about driving me to the airport and always say .. "Andreas said, remembering every cliche that happened 23 years ago and told Vano everything.

"Dad, if I was an adult and as tall as Dad, Vano would be a great pilot and travel the world on my own private jet" said Vano.

"That has to be, you have to be better than Dad, ok?" Andreas smiled as he gestured tos at his little son.

As long as Andreas returns after taking a few days off, Vano is usually always calm. The words become a great pilot every time he speaks without getting bored.

But, in contrast to that time, little Vano cried so much that he asked his father to stay at home.

"Vano, I have to work, OK. Later if I come home will bring you a very large airplane toy," Andreas said.

"But if not? What do you want to bring? no, Vano doesn't want anything. Vano just wants dad," whined little Vano while holding Andreas's leg.

With sadness Amanda held Vano's small body and let her husband go.

Vano was still crying and kept silent in his room.

"Vano, let's have dinner first, since morning you've eaten nothing" Amanda gently persuaded.

"No, Vano wants to eat with dad" said Vano again crying.

"The next month your father comes home, let me be amazed to see you getting smarter, so let's eat." Amanda took Vano to the dining room and fed him.

The time is 21:00. Vano is already on board, while Amanda is still not sleepy, and decides to watch television.

Amanda gawked in disbelief at what was being aired in the news that night, a plane from Indonesia crashed in Japan after 30 los contacks. There were almost no survivors, three unaccounted for victims, one of whom was Andreas, the pilot.

Amanda was so stressed over what had happened to her that she could not take care of herself.

With Andrean, the younger brother of Andreas, his father-in-law came to pick the two up to live together.

A lot of things happened, for 3 years, Vano was 5 years old and entered kindergarten, even he also began to ask who and where the father. Apparently 3 years did not meet Andreas he forget everything.

That's where, there's an approach between Andrean and Amanda. At first pity with his only niece of puppets eventually ended in love despite the age of Amanda is much older than Andrean, while Vano is happy to have a surrogate father and both parents also agree not to be a problem.

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Vano was silent for a moment thinking about what Andreas was saying.

"Van, there's no point in papa Andrean hiding all this from you. All he thinks about is your future, without damaging your mentality. Even he is willing to have no more children for you, he is worried that if he has 1 more child from your mother, the affection for you will decrease" said Andreas.

"For twenty-three years, have you been married again?" asked Vano with a curious look.

"No." Andreas smiled as he shook his head.

Vano narrowed his eyes, looking closely at Andras.

"Dad thought he'd reunite with you and your mother, but your mental state of asking me questions like your friends made my sister's heart moved to be a surrogate father I had no problem, it is precisely I owe a great debt to my biological brother willing to sacrifice his youth for your sake."

"You know that, but why would you betray me, Dad?"

"That's why I'm back now, you're all grown up and when you know it all. Your father and I have forgiven you so let him be, you as a child still respect him no matter how he is the woman who bets her life to give life for you, Van." Andreas pats his son on the shoulder and leaves Vano.

"Dad, how did Dad know all about our lives, and where was Dad really. Why not come back soon?" ask Vano while standing up.

Hearing the question from his biological son Andreas stopped, he continued with a smile.

"You want to know, my son?"

Vano was speechless, confused to answer, besides he also wanted to know more, he caught his father's expression of incompetence.

"If you don't mind."

Andreas smiled at Vano and hugged him, "Look at you, thanks to Andrean you are now an adult and a wise man there. I'm proud of you." Patting Vano's back.