Don't (Blame) Love
Will Die28's

Queen is still crying. But, this is wrong. He was strengthening the broken and desperate girl. So, he must look strong. Tears that flowed down both of her cheeks. Then let go of his embrace to Bilqis and looked deeply into the girl's eyes. "You lost what, anyway? You're not handicapped, are you?" said Queen with tears that continue to fall even though she has tried hard and strong.

"I'm devastated, Ma... Who would be a man with flowers that are withered and dry?" bilqis said as he continued to sob, with a blank look but trying to focus on looking at the face of the woman who also berangilnya mama in addition to Nayla, the woman who had given birth to him into the world.

"You are wrong to think so, Bilqis! Many, right the woman of the night that she ended up marrying a good-natured man who was able to bring her in a normal happy life? Some of them can if they really want to change and end the bad things in their sinful lives. How could it not be with you who was just being framed? It's not on your will. Get up and forget it. From now on, learn to open your heart to a man who looks like he takes you seriously."

"Where can you, Ma? Bilqis felt unworthy of them. Bilqis has become a used baran like garbage that must be thrown away," said the girl again while continuing to cry. Duck down and avoid the Queen's eyes.

"Your mother said, Bilqis! It was just an accident. What can't? As long as you try to reach it with a little hard of your mind, it won't be impossible, right hugging the mountain?"

"Yes, Mama."

"If a man wants you, says he wants to marry you or wants you to be his wife, you can tell him that you lost your chastity by being framed, tell him about it. So, at that moment, you only knew the seriousness of the man. If he steps back and disappears then don't you cry about his disappearance. Because he's not the best for you. But, if he doesn't mind this, then take care of him as much as you can. That's real love. Do not want what is in you just because of your fatigue alone, but also be willing to accept your closeness."

"Good, Ma. Thank you" said Bilqis, hugging Queen.

"How are you feeling now? you're feeling better, aren't you? Outside, Mama Nay is waiting for you. He worried about you and couldn't sleep all night thinking about you. Meet him and work with him, okay?" persuade Queen.

"I. i.... "

Queen watched carefully the body language and the eyes of Bilqis who continued to evade. There was a sense of emotion and hatred in the heart of this girl. He felt that his mother was the main cause of the bad events that had happened to him. It was obvious, in his wishful thinking if he did not use match-making events with a man who even he himself did not know, he would not run away and be with Tiara.

"Bilqis, in this life never blame anyone for the bad things that happen to us, okay? All of this is destiny. Your mom never wanted this to happen. He'll also be devastated when he finds out you've been through something tragic like this. Stop blaming him, introspect why this is the case. However, blaming yourself too much is also wrong."

"Who's wrong, Ma? What's Tiara?"

"If it's true that he's responsible for what happened to you, you ask not to take revenge. Later he will receive his karma. Life is full of tests, people around us, is a test for us. Even ourselves, too, is a test for some of those around us."

"Yes, I'm going out. I'll meet him and I'll tell him that I'm fine-tuned, even though the precious ones are gone, " said Bilqis with a smile. Even though his gaze was a little empty.

"Good!" praise Queen then took Bilqis' hand and invited her to walk over to Nayla who is now with Adriel and Axel. When Queen left him, he was with Al.

"Mama!" call Bilqis to the woman who keeps sobbing in front of the two adult men and the teenager.

I don't know why. The incident that happened to Bilqis last night seemed to have changed the way his mind and heart condition quickly. When he saw Axel, he seemed to no longer want the man back. Between thinking that the man did not want her, shame because against him that ultimately made him wretched. Or, feel no longer worthy of a handsome man, smart and never involved scandal with women though?

"Bilqis? You okay, son?" Nayal ran and hugged his daughter.

"As you can see, Ma. I'm fine" Bilqis replied with a smile. Although in his heart he murmured, if his crown had been lost due to the actions of his own friend.

"Sykurlah! Forgive me, son? I promise I won't force you to do anything. You're an adult, you should trust me more than anyone else."

Bilqis released a hug and looked at her mother sharply. He felt more guilty to Axel when his mother told someone else. Even if his mother did not point and mention a single name, still. Nayla can ban Bilqis from keeping distance from Tiara as well because of Axel, right?

"What's the max of others, Ma? What are you maxing out about Axel? He's not someone else. He is a real family. He tried to save me from the crocodile cage. But, I'm the one who just went into her own,"

What do you mean, Bilqis?"

"I'm tired. I want to rest first, forgive me," said Bilqis then turned around and entered the room he had occupied. He did not argue with his mother. Because it won't make the lost come back. Instead, he should apologize and thank Axel. However, he was too embarrassed and not yet mentally prepared to come face to face with the man who owned the grayish-blue eyes bead.

"What happened to her, Queen?" ask Nayla.

"Easy! It's a disaster. There's no point in us blaming each other. The most important thing right now is how to keep him optimistic in life."

"What's your max to say that, Queen?"

"You just kind of went wrong with Axel. He's emotional, because, he's accepted himself without blaming anyone else."

"What's going on, Queen?"

Queeen sighed deeply while looking around. Whether you say it or not, sooner or later they will know everything. Obviously in this case it was Tiara who was at fault.

"Tiara. He sold Bilqis to three men. So, he was severely frustrated. Already missing one precious thing in her life as a woman, being ganged up on by three men and they were extremely brutal and violent. It made him depressed and traumatized so he tried to end his life. Fortunately, Axel and Berlyn found him. Otherwise, not just you, but we'll all lose her forever."

"What?"

Nayla instantly fell unconscious from shock and could hardly believe what she was hearing.

Hearing the noise outside, Al invites his daughter to come out to see what is happening.

"What's up, honey?" al asked when he found Nayla who was already on the sofa in a state of unconsciousness.

The Queen did not answer. He was tired of telling me about this.

"I have to how?" Queen asked her husband who didn't even know anything.

"Where is Bilqis? Is he okay."

"Yes, he's better than ever. Maybe you can see him."

Back, Al invites Berlyn to meet Bilqis who is locking himself in his room. Maybe the girl was crying too.

"Toook!"

"Who?" voice of the woman from within.

"it's papa, honey," replied Al.

"Who's papa here with?" This time the girl's voice was close to the door.

"Papa's with Berlyn."

"Simple!":

With dim eyes and a pale-looking face Bilqis opened the door and glimmered at them, "You come quickly in!"

Once Al and Berlyn had entered, the girl again closed the door and locked it. Looks like he doesn't want to see any of them. But, he did not say anything and remained standing in front of the door straight ahead with a blank look.

"Bilqis, what's going on, son? you tell us," persuade Al gently.

"I'm no longer a prankster, Pa. I lost myself that night. Apparently there is a reason why Axel really hates Tiara and does not like the girl. He was evil, he had sold me to three old men at once" he replied directly to the point.

Berlyn wore a surprised expression until she covered her mouth with both hands. He could hardly believe that his brother's sidekick could stab from a defender so.

Al approached Bilqis slowly, confused as to what to say. But, he was sure that his wife had said something so that this girl could open up. Else with that, speak a word of unwillingness.

"You're patient and you're still strong, huh? It's not the end of everything, it's just an accident it's not an accident. You never wanted this, did you? he said while patting Bilqis on both shoulders.

However, the girl hugged Haru Al and called him papa.

"Thank you, Pa. You and Mama Queen are the best" Bilqis said, hugging the man tightly.

"Yes, baby. Have you calmed down now, okay? don't think of anything unimportant" said Al, trying to let go of Bilqis' embrace.

Berlyn stepped over to the two, then, she stroked Bilqis' arm and hugged him as the girl faced her.

Looks like the girl knows that her papa doesn't like being hugged by Bilqis. So, he offered his shoulder to be abdicated by Bilqis who had long guarded him well.

"Berry... Thanks, huh?" Said Bilqis while returning his sister's embrace.

The girl nodded, though,

Confused and nothing is done, and the atmosphere of the house also feels very awkward. Axel finally invited his sister to come home. I don't know what will be done at home, the important thing is that he is free from this atmosphere. For to appease Bilqis he could not either.

It's not that he can't. But, what the hell is no more comforting than a woman who after losing her chastity other than the word, 'quiet do not be afraid I am here for you. I want to accept you for who you are even if your sadism is gone.' While Axel did not have the slightest love for the girl. His love for Berlin was only one.

"Driel's. We're home, yuk!" aja Axel to her sister.

"Why do we have to go home now? Why not tonight, brother?" The teenager answered, intentionally taking time. Waiting for Berlin himself so that he could come up to him and invite him to chat together. all night watching with him he felt dissatisfied because they were not alone but there were parents who followed him.

"Oh, let's go home first. What are you doing here? We can't do anything about it. Let Bilqis be calm. He didn't need many people beside him. He just needs to calm down and talk only to people who are considered to be able to provide solutions, while we can not give input anything."

Adriel knew that Berlin and his father had entered Bilqis's room. The teenage man still hopes that the girl will come out soon and be able to chat. However, because he did not come out he finally gave up too.

"Okay, fine then. Let's go home" Adriel replied, saying goodbye to Queen and sending a greeting to Berlyn and to Al's father.

As they set out on their own, Axel uses a motorcycle while Adriel uses a car. So Axel was the first to arrive home. Once there he prepared lunch for her and her sister. So, once his sister arrives they immediately eat together and take time to talk then return to the activities and activities of each. Axel goes to the GYM, while Adriel chooses to stay home and spend time chatting with Berlyn.

Arriving at his omnya GYM, Axel gets a surprise. He finds Tiara exercising there either, the girl knows it or not that it belongs to her and Axel goes there often. It might not. If only he knew, where could he have come here, right? If so, he's looking to die.

Immediately Axel put the backpack he carried. Then, he stepped over to the girl clasped tightly to his wrist, then dragged her in a place a little out of reach of visitors. The Tiara's introgation. He asked a lot of questions about the naughty hadith that made Bilqis depressed. Although he already knew what the cause was, however, the pia wanted to hear for himself the answer from Tiara.

"Ouch, ouch! Axel, what are you doing? It hurts me," complained Tiara, trying to break Axel's grip. And several times he almost fell because he was unable to keep up with Axel's steps that were too fast.

Axel threw Tiara in the dressing room. He looked at the girl with sharp eyes and a face full of emotion. "Tell me honestly. What did you do to Bilqis?" snapped it.

"What, anyway brother? What are you talking about? I don't even know where Bilqis is" he replied. Slightly stuttered while trying to avoid Axel's eyes.

"lik! You answer!"

"I don't know! How many times and when do you ask me, I don't know."

"You just don't know Bilqis's whereabouts right now. But, as I'm asking, what did you do to her the last time you met her?"

"What's? I forgot when I last saw you. I haven't seen him in a week."

"Plac!"

Axel clenched his hands tightly after slapping hard on Tiara's right cheek. This was the first time he had slapped a woman. Either he has no control, or Tiara is too annoying.

"How many times have I told you, answer honestly. You don't lie" Axel said with stifled emotions.

"But I really don't know, brother. I have to answer, what?" tiara replied while thinking of something. Then, for a while he said again, "oh yesterday he missed work, and I took him to a karaoke place. Already, that's all after he went home to Aunt Queen, right? He also told me that he met you there,"

Axel laughed on his side. A little bit of a look away from her face. Then, look back at Tiara with the same gaze. "If it's really like that, tell me one more time and look me in the face!"

Tiara remained silent. A word is not said of him either.

"Why silence? You don't dare, do you? Obviously you're lying. You did something to her. For your own personal gain, you're even willing to sell your best friend. Your best friend since first grade Junior High. Is that what you call a friend?" Axel pushed Tiara with his pointed finger until it fell down on the floor. Then, Axel left the place. He's not in the mood anymore.

Disturbed by his own thoughts, Axel began to act. He tracks her down at the hotel where Tiara framed Bilqis. He wants to explore. Who knows, with the cctv recording evidence he can get a clue or proof.

When he drove, the shadow of Bilqis' face kept on in his mind, and that, was very disturbing.

'Why are you so considerate of me? Didn't you not care all this time?'

'What? A sister? We don't see a blood connection. So, you don't dream. Just take care of your Berlyn who will someday be your wife. Want to be friends with who I am, you don't bother to take the time to investigate. It's none of your business.'

'You're not me, Axel! How can you understand me?' With his eyes puffed up in the middle of his sobbing, Bilqis stood on the edge of the building and was ready to jump. Axel continued to be imagined word for word with various expresi that had been spoken by Bilqis to him.

"Aarrrgh! You are, what a wayward boy, Bilqis. You're really wayward! Just try you can be a little obedient and listen to me just once. This bad thing won't happen to you!" axel scolds the steering wheel of a car.

"Now let's see, as the one who thinks you're a sister, I care what not? My concern for you is only words, what is action?" axel said again, and it was alone. In the car there was no one else but him. He felt stressed and almost crazy by the shadows of Bilqis's face. His ears were ringing with the words of the girl also felt to hum and could even be deaf.

Not until the destination hotel, Axel remembered something, if to get a CCTV recording of a hotel, restaurant and other public facilities is not easy. Not all officers can be bribed with money. There are those who ask bahnyak, more and still kosisten do not want to receive a penny.

So, that made him think to contact one of his high school friends who had now become a police officer with a position as commander. Not bad, that way, he could more easily get evidence in the form of recordings.

“Halo, Ndre. You're busy, aren't you?” ask Axel when the call is connected. Even if their relationship is not familiar. However, he and Andre are still active on social media. Comment and DM. Incidentally Axel also still keeps his number and is still active. So, this is enough to help him.

“Axel... How are you? I'm doing fine. Tumben this time you're on the phone. Is there a problem?” ask the man kindly and show a tone of attitude ready to help.

“Yes, you could say so. You're on picket today,

what else, free nih?”

“Nothing. I'm relaxing this. Kan sunday.”

“Can we talk? Position where let me samperin you.”

“Oh, so? With pleasure. I'm home now. Come here, I introduce you to my second child, she is very cute, beautiful and cute,” replied Andre. Then Axel laughed. It'sit's nothing. He's a little deg-deg. Andre has a brother who is twenty-four years old, he is also not married, why not introduce him to his sister. Why should her daughter be just one year old? Kan, weird.

No. gabe. Even if Axel is really introduced to the younger brother of his friend, he remains loyal to a Berlyn. Between love and wanting to be his daughter-in-law Queen and Al. both are equally strong. So, the throat is round.

“Hahaha, okay. Yes, wait for me.”

Arriving there, Axel tells the chronology of the problem and the purpose came here.

While Andre, he was ignited emotions by what Axel had just told him.

“This can't be left, Xel. Mending the girl was immediately imprisoned. Yes, we went to the hotel first to ask for CCTV footage to know, where the three men are. After that, you made a report on the prosecution of Tiara for prostitution. In order, our team can immediately handle this,” said Andre.

“Yes already, use one car only, my car. Later, after the jam I can take you home,” said Axel.

“Alright, if that doesn't bother you. I'll take my police card first.”

“Of course not. It is precisely I who actually bothers you,” Axel.

Not long after, Andre returned. Intentionally the man did not wear a uniform so as not to attract the attention of hotel visitors. He enough to carry a card for Indonesian police members is enough.