Don't (Blame) Love

Don't (Blame) Love
THE SEION 2 PART 29


With her eyes closed Rika put a rectangular object the size of a lid into her urine. Until the count has been determined, he still does not dare to see the results.


Hopefully it is okay, hopefully all is well, he said softly.


True, words are prayer, but, not all prayer is granted either, right by God?


Her body felt limp as if her entire bones had escaped, with Rika trembling pulling the thing. Not trusting his own results and vision. There are two red stripes on the white part, which indicates Rika is positively pregnant.


"No, this is impossible." Rika fell down her legs felt weak unable to support her own weight. She cried as she leaned against the bathroom wall right next to the door.


Until finally, he tried to calm himself down and returned to his room.


At about twelve in the afternoon at the dinreatoran near the office where Bram worked, Rika met him and showed him the test results.


"Mas, I'm pregnant." Rika's hand trembled as she thrust the rectangular-shaped object at the man before her.


Bram seemed silent, but, there was a happy flush on his face. It's just that he's less expressing it.


"Don't be sad, baby. We're getting married soon. Later Mas will go to your house to apply to your mother after the national exam we married. Is it okay not to be fancy?"


"Yes, mas is okay," Rika replied with a bated cry.


That night at about seven p.m., Bram kept his promise. Come to Rika's house to see her mother.


"So, Mom. We've been just as happy as a year ago, I'm here to stretch Rika and marry her after she graduated from school" Bram told Ningsih.


Ningsih silently observed the man who was about forty years old, while his daughter was only nineteen years old.


"Indeed, Mom. Our age is far apart, but we love each other and I promise to take good care of Rika" Bram said.


"What about you, Rika?" tanya Ningsih turned her eyes to her daughter.


"If it's the best why not, Mom? Risks today girls if out at night. If I were Bram's wife, I wouldn't have to work anymore, let alone late. Rika's at home with Mom, just."


"All right, son, I'm blessing your relationship. Marry if it's your choice, I'm also getting older don't take care of Rika forever."


After being felt enough to convey the max of his arrival, Bram was begging himself. Rika delivered it from the front door.


"Already, don't stress or much more thought, dear. Take good care of him for Mas, huh?" said Bram while stroking Rika's stomach.


"Yes, Mas. Careful, huh?" Rika waved to Bram and continued to observe his car move until it disappeared from view. Then he went inside the house.


"Rika, here! Have you thought about it all right getting married to a much more mature man? What age is she?" asked Ningsih to her daughter.


"He's thirty-five, ma'am. It just looks extravagant rich forties," Rika replied with a smile.


"Is he not married?"


Rika was stunned to find her mother's question. But his lips are still tight.


"Musi's crush, has she ever been married?"


"Di... Him, widower, Mom. Yes already. It's night time, Mom's resting, yeah. Tomorrow's Monday, Rika and UAN. Rika wants to study first," said Gadia while standing and going to her room.


Ten days later.


Bram really kept his promise. Three days after the national exam, he married Rika. Rika is very happy, because the baby in the womb will have a father figure. And they can live together.


Rika sat in front of the mirror of her room watching her beautiful face with bridal makeup. While the WO officer was busy putting a bun in his hair.


The girl smiled admiring her reflection in the mirror. Lips with red color, lashes are really a perfect blend.


"Son, are you ready? Your prospective husband is ready, pak penghulu is also present," said Ningsih from behind the door of Rika's room.


"Shortly, Mom. Just pair the jasmine flowers," replied the fairy who dressed Rika.


Ningsih nodded with a smile. Happy and happy to cover the hearts of all the invited guests.


Rika sat down with Bram, a man who was sixteen years older than her, facing the penghulu.


Tears should flow in the corner of Ningsih's eyes and some mothers who attended the Qobul ijab event.


"Brother Bram, are you ready?" ask pak penghulu while shaking Br's hand on the table that is available dowry and two marriage license books that are ready to be signed.


"It's ready, sir," Bram replied firmly and steadily.


"Well, it can start now, Mother, Father of witnesses. I'm married to and control Brother Bram Satro Bin...."


"STOP IT!"


The sentence uttered by the ruler drowned unresolved, all the invited guests and witnesses simultaneously turned their heads towards the door.


Standing a woman by holding a girl about the age of seven years and a baby in her cradle, as well as a new age of two months because the position carrying her is still lying down.


All the guests were shocked and shocked. I hear it everywhere. Likewise, Rika's mother is no less confused in the heart of questioning who the woman is.


While Rika and Bram seem to panic, riled and unsettled. Shame, of course.


"Sorry, madam. You who? What's the need?" ask RT's man to the woman.


Without answering the woman walked up to Bram and Rika sat down with an overflowing expression of anger. While the faces of the two brides looked pale and sweaty.


"So this is your reason why you rarely come home this year? And this is what's called miting abroad? Secretly marrying a cheap whore like this?" shouted Nadia kalapa while grabbing hard Sangul Rika with her right hand. Until the woman fell. Unsatisfied that Badia trampled Rika's head. No matter the position holding the little guy.


Reach all the invited guests on the scene and break up the two. Rika has no preparation. Yes sacred clothes with a skirt batik span panjan make it unable to provide resistance until finally his face received a lot of scratches Nadia and fainted.


"Please calm down, Mother. All can be discussed first is good," said Mr. RT who held Nadia.


Nadia napaanya getting tighter because her emotions are held back by tears flowing down her cheeks.


"Brother, Bram. You claim to be single here, this shows you are polygamous without the consent of your first wife" said the KUA officer firmly.


Bram was silent. He seemed confused and could not believe what was happening.


Behind Ningsih's mother looks shok. Tears that had flowed because of happiness, now changed meaning, shame, sadness was hit mixed into one.


"Why are you quiet, Mom? Answer me!" Jerky Nadia. Tired of asking questions never got an answer he slapped Bram many times in public while crying.


While his two children were brought out by one of Rika's neighbors for fear of affecting the psychology of the sister while the sister was crying.


"Take my breath, Mas. Are you not in love with me anymore? This is your reply to me after years of fighting for you to be accepted by my extended family until you are appointed director of my papa company, this, Mas? A betrayal?" nadia said she looked sad and her heart was sore.


"I'm sorry, Nadia, I think I married Rika because she was pregnant with my sonz" Br replied bluntly.


"Why don't you have the same heart as me, Maaaas?" Nadia cried more and more sobbing her legs collapsed unable to stand.


While Ningsih who heard the statement of the man who almost became his daughter-in-law was very shocked. Suddenly his vision blurred white and darkened and he collapsed unconscious.


Rika who was conscious, ran towards her mother while crying. He no longer cares about the messy makeup and some kebaya that has been torn and torn due to Nadia's occupation.


"Momuuu! right, Mother? Be aware, Mom," cried Rika while nenagis trying to resuscitate the Mother.


Nadia turned to Rika who was trying hard to resuscitate the mother. She smiled bitterly in her tears.


"Do you see the consequences of your actions? I was the only one hurt. The frail old woman knew nothing and also suffered from shame. Shame of failing to educate children. Shy princesses are proud of are no less despicable than prostitutes. He's a whore!" Nadia Calls.


Rika tried not to pry Nadia's words. He was focused on his mother.


With the remaining energy, Nadia holding Bram's hand brought him to stand near Rika.


"Mas, you can choose now. Stab this bitch? Or come back to me and never repeat the same mistake again. But, you need to remember. You married me with nothing. Do not expect gono gini property from this divorce. And the director seat you have is not the result of your efforts. But papa gave you away for free for me" said Nadia, looking down.


"Yes, honey. I'm sorry, huh? Have you been kilaf and lying to you all this time?" said Bram while kissing Nadia's hands.


"Well, tell this woman that you don't care about her anymore. And let's go home!" Nadia shouted firmly. However, still sobbing.


"Rika, I'm sorry I couldn't marry you. From now on don't look for me anymore. Do not disturb my family" said Bram with heavy and purple with his two children and his wife.


All the invited guests have left, including the pengupulu and KUA officers. Because Ningsih had not been able to get Rika to take him to the hospital. While traveling in the ambulance Ningsih was conscious. Stammering, he said to his son.


"Mother didn't educate you for this, I didn't expect the daughter I raised and proud of to be pregnant outside of nika with someone's husband."


"I'm sorry Rica, Mom. Rika will never see Bram mas again, now," Rika said while crying sobbing.


"Yesterday you said she was a widower. And the KUA officer said he admitted to being single there. Did you know that she's actually a family?"


"Sorry Rika, Buuuu. Rika was forced to pay for our school and our lives, ma'am."


"You know? That way wrong?" Ningsih's words the heavier her breath also became claustrophobic. A moment later he was unconscious.


Rika was getting more panicked from before the fear of getting into her heart made her yell at the ambulance driver to make it faster.


Arriving at the hospital, the team of doctors and some nurses escaped Ningsih into the IGD. However, only a few minutes the doctor came out to see Rika to report the sad news.


"Sorry, Ma'am. The patient died on the way. According to our examination results, the patient had an impromptu heart attack and tension that drastically increased."


"What, Doc? My mom's gone, Doc? Huhuhuhu Ibuuu don't stay in Rika, Mom. Rika has no one else but, Mom..." The girl fell down and continued to cry over her mother's sudden departure due to her own stupidity.


Using the remaining savings from the money that Bram always sent, and also the dowry and a set of jewelry Rika take care of her mother's funeral and use for her living expenses. Until the baby is born.


His finances were thinning, making him forced to work to connect with life, only the young woman's mind was confused, what work? Even if he goes back to work at the nightclub it's impossible for him to bring a baby. To leave none of the citizens who want to be with him anymore. At last. Feeling that there is no way anymore, Rika is forced to throw away her baby boy.


Before dawn Rika came out with the baby in her cradle, "Son, forgive mom, huh? Mother actually does not. But, I was forced to for the sake of your better life." Many times Rika kissed her son while shedding tears.


In the absence of a bedongan once again make sure the birthmark on the neck of his son, "Old Mother will recognize you with this sign, dear. Good bye." Rika's crying intensified when she placed the innocent baby on the porch of one of the people's houses. She ran away crying after knocking on the door of the house. And hear the word from inside the house.


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Clara's cries broke, not because of Rika's hearing, but her fear of losing Al who had been well received by her family. And she and her husband had also forgotten that Al was a foster child.


By throwing away her shame Clara prostrated under Rika's feet while crying so badly.


"Buuu, please don't take Al from me. Don't separate me from him, ma'am... He's my son, Quen's brother. How about Quen find out this is gonna be so sad, she, Mom..."


feeling that it was past thirty minutes Clara and Rika behind, Andreas asked Vano to call them to continue the event or lunch first. And I don't know what moved Al's legs suddenly he tailed behind his papa coming back.


There he saw Clara crying while prostrating at Rika's feet. Obviously, there are those that are not bieres.


"Mama!"  Al was quicker to get to Clara than Vano. He helped his mother stand up and embrace him.


"Mama, what's up, Ma?" al panicked and put on an unpleasant look towards Rika. Because it was obviously him who made Clara cry.