Don't (Blame) Love
The Will Die 36

Arriving home and the car is parked, Axel still took the time to tease Berlyn.

"Come on, I'm carrying you, baby," he said, offering himself up.

"Don't fuck around" Berlyn said glaring.

"You don't be so upset, Dong. Later I love you more, and if it's love, all the way to lust," Axel replied with a chuckle. After all, she teased Berlyn.

Not wanting to argue, Berlyn went out of the car and ran into the house. While Axel just smiled alone to see how adorable Berlyn's behavior in his eyes. Not long after, the man also got out of the car and followed Berlyn into the house.

"Darling you've come home apparently?" ask Queen to Berlyn.

But, stump. Something seems wrong with the girl. No smile or anything. His face was very stiff and flat even moody. Wh why? Without a single gesture, Berlyn approached her mother and tightly hugged the woman who had given birth to her.

"Lyn, is there a problem, honey?" ask Queen again.

Berlyn shut up and tried to think. It's impossible, nor is it telling his mother what he just saw? Saying what his twin did was also impossible. He was afraid that Mamanua would hate Clarissa. Silence is the right choice for him.

Axel appeared behind Berlyn.

"Axel, are you coming home with Berlyn?" ask Queen to the man she already considers her own child, hoping from her he gets an answer.

"Yes, Ma" Axel replied briefly. He knows, max the question of mama Queen is what. Obviously he asked about Berlyn. He feels guilty. Axel felt, if today Berlyj gloomy because the work in a day is very outrageous. 'Berlyn, do you not like me that much? You even got to that clover. Where's your cheerfulness? I miss you, Berlynku. You're disappointed, and angry, get angry. But, don't be like this. I can't let you shut up if you hate. You don't know how sick I am? Loved you for years. But you love someone else. Moreover, that man is my own biological sister, inner Axel.

Berlyn let go of his embrace. Then the lady left the living room and went into her room.

Queen and Axel looked at each other. Both of them were silent about the change in Berlin which for their mother was very strange. But, another case with Axel who was in the mind of the man, Berlyn changed because of him.

"Xel, has she been with you since this morning," Queen asked her adopted son.

Axel silently did not answer. He was confused as to what to say. I want to be honest, afraid of being wrong too. Stay with him all day, what do you do from morning until now? While he still had time to rest at home a few hours and teach on campus met him on the street at around four in the afternoon.

"No, Ma forgive Axel. Just after the basketball game was over, Berlyn didn't want me to take her home. He said he still had business with his friend, I thought it was Adriel. It turned out that it wasn't after I came home from teaching at college that I met him on the street. He looked down with reddened eyes like he was crying, I took him in the car and drove him home" Axel replied honestly. Although not entirely honest. Because, secretly, he felt guilty. And so he guessed he also did not want to talk to his mother.

"Oh, yes, I have. Acceptable, yes? You take a shower, first. Mama will follow him to his room and ask him directly what really happened" Queen said later.

Axel could breathe a little. At least, the Queen mother did not put the slightest suspicion on him. Maybe Berlyn will say something to Mama Queen, and then, then she can follow the flow. If Berlyn confesses what happened to him or what he did, yes already, just admit it. If all this time he really likes the girl but if not yes it is possible silence is the right choice.

"Sister Axel, where are you from?" greet Bilqis who just came out of the kitchen. It seems that bi Yul is back. He was there, busy preparing the dinner menu.

"I'm from college. Why?"

"It's okay, yes it is, brother," said Bilqis again.

Axel just smiled knots then passed. He climbed the stairs. And shower immediately.

Berlyn locked himself in the room. If he is like this, he is reluctant to meet others. Who would you like to tell me too?

Clarissa called him back. The girl refused to take the call. But, one missed call carried the next call until finally Berlyn gave up too.

Berlyn put his phone on a tripod. He refused to hold the flat object. Let it be, the twin sees himself. He'll do his own job.

"Alyn, you don't get mad at me. In the world of the mafia, my way is too subtle" Clarissa said in a clear tone.

"Who told you to become a mafia? Then leave. It's your own will. Papa and Mama don't know, do they?" berlyn replied without looking at the screen of her phone.

"I'm sorry, Alin. I've been wanting to end this for a long time. But, I can't."

"If you can't stop, then what about us? All that can get you out of this trap is you, Sa."

"I'm sorry" said the girl with a welt.

"Why are you apologizing to me? You are guilty of yourself. Just fix it and don't do it again."

"Toook... toook!"

Berlyn looked quickly at the door. Then gestured Clarissa from her phone screen if anyone came.

"Well, you see, I'm turning the call off, byee!" clarissa. Then the call was cut off.

Berlyn stepped closer towards the door. From the keyhole he peeked. Apparently mother. Without thinking, the girl opened the door and allowed her mother to enter.

"What are you doing, honey?" ask Queen with a smile.

The girl replied in sign language, if Clarissa had just called her via video call.

"Oh, huh? How is he doing, honey? My mom from earlier called her number inactive. She's talking about your two birthdays, isn't she?" ask Queen enthusiastically.

Berlyn smiled but in his heart he said, 'Obviously he didn't answer the call and turned off the number. He was on a big task to execute Tiara and the three bandits who had raised his half-brother.

"What did he say, honey?" ask Queen again. Dropped his daughter's daydream.

The girl just shakes her head.

"You're playing secrets, huh, to mama?" ask mama Queen.

Not wanting to argue, the girl on her tiptoes embraced her name, and kissed the woman's cheek with a smile.

"You gave Mom a kiss? Thank you, baby" said Queen. Then the two sat on the edge of the bed. Queen watched her daughter. He was still wondering what made him moody. In fact, Axel also told him that he met with Berlyn accidentally.

"Do you have a problem? The same story mom, baby," said Queen, looking closely at her two daughters' eyes.

However, the girl was silent. He doesn't know what to say. There are indeed two events today that make him a lot of silence, and feel burdened his mind. However, one of those problems, he could not vary on anyone, other than with his twin alone. Although one of those issues is also about its twin.

"Darling, let's tell me. If you keep quiet, how did you know? In what way can my mom help you. You're talking, dong! This is your mama, can also be a friend and confiding friend. Speak up, tell me what's wrong, I promise I won't be mad at you, okay?" push it gently.

'You won't be mad at me, Ma. I know it. Because you love me so much. But, you will definitely fight with papa, ' said Berlyn in his heart.

Berlyn remembered an incident. Where he was when he was a kid. He often found his father and mother almost every day fighting constantly, to the point that his father was angry, and some days never came home.

"I'm tired of you Queen! You always blame me for this. Don't you believe in destiny?" yelled at his dad one night. When my dad just got home from work. Either, he's really overtime or excuses. It's just that, as Berlyn remembers, his papa often leaves early in the morning home at midnight. I never even went home for three days.

"Destiny? Destiny or karma? How many souls have you made to float? How many souls have you traumatized to madness? Having a mute child is karma because of your actions, Al," cried his mother while crying.

"Keep blaming me, keep going!" shouted papa. Then, the man again grabbed the briefcase that had been placed on the sofa and came back out.

While his mother just cried and fell down on the carpet that was named in the living room of their house.

Al and Queen may not know, if little Berlyn awake because of the sound of the roar of the car from outside. He immediately jumped full of excitement while hugging his little teddy bear with smiling lips, hoping that when he welcomed his papa home, he was immediately carried and kissed both cheeks and invited to sleep together while being read a fairy tale.

However, it was only his dreams and dreams. Arriving outside, her mother had already waited for her papa and caused a commotion.

****Comeback****

Berlyn said in sign language that he was okay. The problems in a person's life are always there. Just how we treat. Isn't that a problem for self-maturity? He will try to handle it himself. If you are unable, it will come to your mother. Request solutions

"You, sweet as a foot, honey? Okay. Mama believes that this mama's son is really great and very independent," said Queen. Then kissed his daughter and hugged her.

It turns out that out there, Bilqis accidentally hears and sees them from behind an imperfectly closed door.

The girl secretly felt admiration for Berlyn. How can he, who is still young, already have such mature thoughts. Another with him who only has a little problem just directly frustrating.

While Bilqis, he immediately took a shower and went out of the room. Her father had just returned home too.

Enthusiastically Berlyn ran towards her papa and hugged tightly.

"Hey, Honey? Wah... You asked for papa's sling, huh? You're dewsa and heavy. Papa where strong, dear?" al said with a laugh.

But Berlyn did not care. He remained spoiled, resting both his arms on his papa's neck laughing. Even though he did not make a sound. From his daughter's face, Al catches a gesture saying that he is not sure if he is strong to hold the mother, cook not with me? But Al ignored it. It's also impossible, doesn't Berlyn know what to do between her and her mother if she's already in the room?

"Let papa guess. You must be asking for something special, right?"

Berlyn nodded with a smile and said in sign language, "Didn't Clarissa like this to papa? I'm your daughter too. Then, I'll do the same."

This time, only Al understood about this gesture. Though there was Bilqis who saw, he did not care.

"Haha. So anyway? Okay fine. Now you go down first. Where's your mama?" ask Al. While tidying up the origin of the front shirt that is slightly scuffed. Because when Berlyn wrestled he was not ready.

Berlyn pointed towards the kitchen. Then, he went to his papa's workplace in the front room putting his briefcase there.

"Well, Take it easy, sweetie." Al kissed his daughter's forehead. Then the man went into the kitchen to his wife. The one in the kitchen was busy moving the dishes to the dining table.

While in the living room, Al also greeted his stepson who might have noticed how effective Berlyn was to him. Al loved his two twin daughters. Early in school, Al himself who drove his daughter. So, naturally, if all is very close to him. However, close to papa, it does not mean they are not close to his mother. Both are good parents.

"Al, are you back?" Sapa Queen's.

"Good afternoon, Den Al," said bi Yul. Who just arrived at three o'clock this afternoon.

"Loh, is aunt back? How to work directly? Aren't you tired? Just rest first, Bi," said Al.

"I told you earlier. But he just riddled. Yes, I have," Queen.

"What's the cook today?" whispered Al as he hugged Queen from the side and kissed her cheek.

"Something special to you. So take a shower and we can eat together" Queen replied, pushing her body.

"Alright, but prepare my dressing gown," Al bargained very spoiled.

"alright. But let me go first" said Queen.

As if he had no shame with his daily life that was always friendly and harmonious again Al kissed his wife's cheek and released a hug.

Bilqis who saw that he just smiled alone. He imagined, how fun it would be to live in a household with loved ones and he also loved her for sure.

Back, the bitter memories when he digauli three men terbesit in his mind. He felt pain at the beginning. However, after a little while there was a strange taste that he could not explain. He's no longer in pain. However, it remained disgusted when it saw who the man who was above his body was.

He cried out to stop. But ignored by them, each person spouted his mana up to three times. In spite of. There was something inside her womb, her stomach even her face. At least they did not give a pause even though he had begged.

"Ah, if only I did with the person I love, surely I would enjoy it very much" said Bilqis.

Suddenly Bilqis' head ached and dizzy. Slowly there was a strange taste running through his body.

'Why this? What the hell happened to me?' inner Bilqis. His breathing also felt heavy. Seeing how his stepfather hugged and kissed his wife's mother, made the girl imagine a very intimate thing. His memory also began to go everywhere.

"Bi, I take a shower first, huh?" pamit Bilqis on bi aYul. Besides, the cooking is done. Just washing a little old furniture to cook earlier is also only a few. Washing after dinner is no problem either.

As he was about to go to his room, Biqlis flashed in front of the room of papa Al and mama Queen. The girl silently stared at the door. For some reason, he suddenly felt curious about what was going on in there. Bilqis saw the situation around to make sure that no one really saw it. Once in safety, the girl leaned over, peeking out of the keyhole.

Inside, Bilqis sees Papa Al bare-chested and hugs the Queen's mother from behind. It was clear to him that the woman inside was opening the wardrobe. Looks like her stepmom has been looking for a change of clothes for her.

"Al, take a shower, look at your very sticky body, here," Queen protested.

"Why take a shower now? Hurry up once," replied Al not pestering and still hugging tightly the body of the woman in front of him.

"The kids are waiting for us."

"Yes already. Come on, then we hurry." Al turned Queen's body and kissed the woman's neck area. So that both drift in their game both.

Bilqis stood straight up. He ran towards the room. There are also things that he needs to solve on his own.

****

At 18:30 all gathered at the dinner table. There is nothing strange, and Bilqis is all going on as usual. Only Axel alone looked a little tense waiting for mama Queen to say something.

'Berlyn couldn't have told mom that I had kissed her, right? Ah, if so, I would have told them that I had been in love with their daughter for a long time, Axel's inner self.

The man was surprised when suddenly on his plate someone put a piece of grilled beef from the right. He turned his head, it was Berlyn who gave it to him with a smile and said in sign language, "You must be thinking a lot, right? Eat a lot. Because the mind also drains energy." The girl clenched her right hand and bent it upwards her straight and pretty arm.

Axel laughing. Then he said, "You also eat a lot. Look, your body is so skinny."

Said skinny Berlyn only glared at the man sitting next to her. He pinched Axel's arm.

"Aw! Since when are you pinching, my dear?"

Hearing the words of affection ejected from Axel's lips three people who were at the dining table immediately turned to look at the two young children and young girl in front of him.

'Damn, everyone's looking at us. Must be papa and mama think I have a special relationship with Axel's brother, ' said Berlyn in heart. 'know gini, I do not want the same attention he. After all, watch him quietly buzz me kok kasian, anyway?' again in the heart.

"What are you doing, huh?" ask Queen while looking at Axel and Berlyn alternately.

"Nothing, Ma. Berlyn gave me grilled beef. I told him to be very careful because I was paying attention to me" Axel replied. It seems like the man was unintentionally telling Berlyn dearly.

"Oh, yes, I have. Y'all eat. Oh, aye. How was adriel? He said he won?"

"Yes, Ma. To be the first champion in the semi-finals."

"Wow, that's great. It's not in vain dong you train all this time," praised Queen.

Axel just smiled shyly.

"You didn't ask Xel, why do you rarely come here now? Papa, you're also missing a meal with you and Adriel. Let you, not be the prettiest child without it," asked Al. And everyone laughed when they heard it.

"Maybe busy too, Pa. Young people today are still Junior High already many who dare to date. Moreover, Adriel is already second grade High School."

Berlyn silently thought about Axel's words. 'Is it true, Adriel is like that? Already have a girlfriend but still chasing her? Then, what do I consider this? Studying at home or here is not the same? In fact, there is no need to spend time looking at mobile phones and typing messages every minute.'

"Hahaha, does Adriel Sudan have a girlfriend, Xel? He's still very young. Then, how are you? You are well established, quickly find a companion for life" replied Papa Al with a laugh.

"Come, Pa. Seeing his cool personality and basketball, where maybe he is single. Must have had."

"Indeed when playing basketball was ginana?" ask Queen to be curious.

"Rame, Ma. Humpy female supporters," Axel replied as he glanced at Berlyn. In the heart the man cheering had managed to burn the girl's heart.

"Continue, when's Axel? Cook a girlfriend don't have one?" timpal Bilqis. "what is still faithful waiting for the old one?" added again.

"You're right. I'm loyal to one woman and will continue to wait for her" Axel replied.

Al and Queen looked at each other then they asked almost simultaneously.

"You have a girl you're after? Hurry after him, if you can, take him home introduce us."