Don't (Blame) Love
SEASON 3 PART 16

Upon arriving at home, Axel found his om car parked in

home page. But, from within he also heard his tantic voice. She is

memorize with the voice of this second wife. Calm, slow and soft.

It's good to hear. The second is consciously.

“Axel, are you home, son? Where were you from?” courtesies

Zahara to his nephew.

“from friend's house, Aunt. Has om and aunt been in

here?” axel asked after kissing Zahara's hand.

“Oh, because your mama told the GYM. And om said

you are not there at all.”

Axel put down his original bag and sat down on the sofa. Then he

explained events. “Indeed, there was originally a plan like that. But, uh,

suddenly on the road friends rhyme battle playing games, Auntie,” replied Axel lying. He did not want to show his care to Bilqis. What they have later is even comblangin. Parents always do.

“Oh, is that right, Axel? Didn't anyone come

here?” zahara said with an amused laugh to see her handsome niece surpass her husband. But, not a fake boy.

“I'm tired and haven't had a bath, where's mama, Auntie? Axel shower

in the past, huh?” the teenager grabbed his bag and left

leaving Zahara alone.

Zahara just giggled and laughed. ’Who down can he get that cold on a girl? Who can win

his heart, surely she is a great woman,’ she murmured alone.

For waiting for her husband and Adriel who never came,

Zahara decides to go to the kitchen with Novita to cook. After all, the awaited ones had also arrived and were hiding now.

“Has Axel arrived, Ra?’ ask Novita without

he turned his eyes away from vegetables.

“Iya, Brother. He just arrived, and now he wants to

shower she said,” replied the woman while giggling.

Novita smiled stifledly and glanced at her sister-in-law. He is the most

memorize with the habits of Zahara who likes to tease Axel. Because the nature is much different from the omnya who used to be famous for changing girlfriends. Maybe if only Alex was loyal, until this second there will also be the possibility still remains

with Queen. But, his name is destiny, who knows? Zahara is also beautiful and kind, in terms of religion she also includes women sholehah, and loving with small children, because her mother is also the chairman of the orphanage Foundation. But, honey, baby,

until this moment, it has been four years he and his sister married still not blessed with a child.

“You must have teased him, huh?”

“Yes, he just got up and left. Though just

sit, Brother. Funny, huh? Nurun who the hell is she?”

Novita just raised both shoulders. He himself does not

know who his son is. Want to claim like himself, he and the late Aditya first

dating also since third grade Junior High. You want to say rich? Big no clear.

“Call your aunt and mama, show them what you

get!”  From out there it sounds

the voice of a man who had just come from outside.

“Tante, Mama... where are you?” Then followed the voice

a six-year-old boy ran over with a white crackle bag full of snacks.

“Adriel, have you come?” welcome Zahara and Novita together.

The six-year-old boy opened the contents of a crackle bag

her hands. It turned out to be bread, milk uht biscuits and also cereals. Seems

Alex has just taken him for a walk to the mini market.

“Well, so much, Driel? You bought the whole mini

market?” ask Novita after knowing the contents of the bag.

“If you buy, where can it be just this way, Ma? Yes sure

just no, this is not even 0.5 percent of all the goods that are in

the mini market," replied the boy innocently. But, his words

shows that he is very intelligent, unlike six-year-olds in general.

“Hey, kid, you're so pinter, who taught you to count?” asked Zahara with anxiety.

“My brother is a math pinter. I often see him when

doing tasks.”

“Ih, you, are really excited, anyway?” Zahara pinched the cheek puffed

the boy was worried.

After that, Alex, the,

Zahara, Novita Adriel and Axel have dinner together. At dinner all

still running noral. But, after that things become a little awkward and unpleasant.

At that time Axel had invited his sister into the room to study.

He took every day, even though he was only thirty minutes, he always took the time to

teaching his sister, or even helping to do pr. He himself also not infrequently gave him about training to his sister. Because of his motto, if I could be a smart kid. So, I must be able to transmit my knowledge to

my sister's. If you can, my brother should be better than me.

The awkwardness between Zahara, Alex and Novita occurs when

they have the intention to babysit Adriel. While Novita itself has children like not having the authority and also the rights. Because from childhood the most bothered in taking care of Adriel is her mother-in-law, Livia. Not himself.

“Kak, I didn't adopt it. Me and Zahara just wanted to

nurturing it to be used as a lure so that we can also immediately get momongan,’ said Alex begging.

“Lex, instead of sister object or disagree. But, what

what will you tell Mama Livia when she comes back? Whereas

return when I also do not know.”

Alex breathed a long breath. He knew and

I understand how her brother is currently. But, how else? Alex has no choice.

“Kan umik has an orphanage that can be said to be big.

Why don't you just adopt one of the babies from there? Usually the lure of his son was adopted and included in kk as a family member,” proposed Novita.

What the woman proposes is true. But, Alex

traumatized by what happened first. He remembered the life of Queen. What he did not know was that Al was an adopted brother, long ago they

so love. In fact, the famous little Al has a willing saiko soul

queen's relationship with Diaz. And use every way to be able to

get that woman's heart.

“Yes. But that's not a solution either, brother. I'm afraid, the incident that happened to my ex-wife back to my son,” replied Alex. without

aware ian said so in front of Zahara, immediately Zahara immediately looked wrinkled.

“Alright, let's just say you agree to take care of Adriel

for a while. But, brother also needs to talk about this with mother-in-law brother first, dong. Either way, it won't be able to close

the fact is that she is his grandmother. And he's been the most busy caring for your niece, Lex."

“Good. We'll wait for the good news from my brother. Immediate

tell us the answer later. If possible, I can also give permission to him directly,” said Alex. Finally, they also found the bright spot. Because it was night, Alex and Zhara said goodbye.

Novita called her two sons. The three of them delivered

Alex and his wife reached the gate, locked it and went back inside.

About ten o'clock in the night, when Adriel was sleeping, Axel

found her mother sitting alone on the sofa in the viewing room

telvis. His mother seemed to think hard, looking very out of line

his forehead and face were tense. But, what was he thinking?

Axel came out of Adriel's room and was about to enter

his own room was finally closed. He approached his mother, then sat down next to Novi.

“Mama hasn't slept?”

“Axel, it's late, honey, why are you here?” ask

Novita was startled and decreased her hand which had previously massaged gently second

templet.

“Mama also why not sleep? I look upset, think

om Candra, yes?” With a flat face, this time Axel teased his mother back. Because he must have told Bilqis to his aunt.

Novita was surprised to hear the words of his super duper-cuek son

how could it be like that. Why her?

“Axel?” The woman glared at her son. Besides he's embarrassed

accused of thinking about the brondong man, he actually did not

thinking about.

“Lapse of this hour Mamam has not slept, why, try?” recited

the teenage boy, still with his flat look.

“Because you're an adult and probably quite old, here

mama tell me, so you don't just accuse mama.”

Axel was silent as he looked at his mother's face. But, uh,

his hand grabbed the tv remote and shrank the volume.

“That should be Alex and Aunt Zahara asking for Adriel

they're foster temporarily. Who knows, by babysitting your sister, Aunt Zahara could soon get pregnant. People used to call it fishing.”

“If ever stay no problem. The Axel

worry if you live there for a long time, until waiting for Aunt Zahara really-bnar pregnant and have her own child right we no one knows. Adriel already felt loved by her om and tant, kept fitting them

having a child feels no longer wanted. That's not good either for his psychic growth as well.”

Novita silently thought about her son's words. There is

also true. And if the child who feels wasted, must be insulted will be filled with hatred and also revenge, worse still he will be numb. Though the intention of om and tantenya mngimbunya because in accordance with the agreement. Of course also with the babysitting is very busy.

Novita smiled and hugged her son who had started

full-grown. “Thank you, huh dear? Yes, because my mom found the answer

from you, mom can relax now. Come on, let's go to sleep,” take him.

Axel turned off the television, then went into his room

by oneself.

Zahara along the way until arriving at

the house was silent, only saying a few broken words when Alex asked. Not like her usual self. What's wrong with her? Think Alex.

“Darling, may I have a coffee please? I want to

correcting the results of my students,” said Alex while paying attention to the look

his wife's face was a little different.

“Ya,’' replied the woman briefly, then moved to the kitchen. Tak

a long time later, he returned with a cup of hot coffee without giving a companion. Usually Zahara if her husband wants to correct the results, she

never forget to give a snack, whether it's wheat biscuits, oats and anything

what would not make the body of her husband who indeed from the beginning

know very well to maintain his appearance, and intake of food anyway of course.

Alex was silent, he still didn't know what his mistake was. It just

seeing something unusual with Zahara. But, because of his many duties, he

ignore it first, he should work on this immediately and get it done within a week.

Because the shadow of Zahara that keeps bothering, just now

correcting the property of his two students, he decided to end it. Maybe tomorrow morning, after dawn, after tomorrow he has no schedule to go to campus.

When he entered the room, he knew that Zahara was still

haven't slept. They just pretend. Without saying much, Alex immediately hugged the woman from behind and shot her head over Zahara's neck

the one who slept tilted behind him.

“Darling, you haven't slept, have you?”

Zahara silently did not answer. While Alex, still

maintain the position of his head.

Long Zahara felt heavy also propped up Alex's head, he

pushing the man's head, irritatedly said, “You don't do this.”

“Why are you, anyway? If I'm wrong, I'm sorry, yeah?”

he said it softly and softly.

“What to forgive? I don't think you're wrong,” replied

Zahara was snuffed, unwilling to turn her eyes to the man.

“What's the matter, what's the love for suddenly cramming? Dong by the way

same me. If you shut up, how could I know?” bribe Alex with a lebut.

“What to discuss. We won't have children as long as

in your heart there is another woman's name. I'm just a wife on paper, my name's just written in the marriage book, Lex. But, not in your heart,” said Zahara while crying, and sitting on the edge of the bed.

Alex is confused. Why is this wife? Why suddenly

saying so? Who would he be if not him? Alex is confused.

He did not want to talk much, he also sat next door

Zahara and stroked his head, then, he leaned Zahara's head using the spandex-based instant hijab on his field chest.

But, resolutely the woman rejected him, she instead pushed

alex's body, and kept crying.

“Zahara, why are you? Don't confuse me with gini,

dongs. If I'm wrong with you, you say, if you shut up, I don't know either,” Alex complained, starting to give up.

“No, you're not wrong with me, Lex.” The woman gave her tears violently.

“Then, why did you change like this so suddenly?” Alex is still

dampening his emotions, as much as possible he would not say in a high tone to his wife Zahara.

“Tomorrow I want to go to the orphanage just to calm down first

your thoughts, and also, make it an opportunity to enjoy the remnants of your feelings for your ex-wife,” replied Zahara softly, but it can still be heard by Alex.

Alex took a deep breath and exhaled

rough, then grab his own front hair.

“Me and him are no longer in a relationship. Anyway, anyway,

after I divorced him, and regained my consciousness I didn't pursue him anymore either. I let him be with Diaz. But even their relationship

destroyed by Al, and by force also Al married her.”

“Do you really accept that?” ask Zahara

with a lower voice.

“Of course, if you ask me about that, if my position is there

in Diaz, dong should be,” Alex replied casually.

“I'm sorry, I've misunderstood you, Lex.” Zahara

he hugged the man sitting next to him.

Alex stroked Zahara's back, in his heart he was entrenched,

Indeed, in Alex's heart still can not accept that Queen

finally together with Al. not berate he can not move from the love of his High School period. Why should I go with Al? even though he is in fact an adoptive brother who has no blood relation, still, Alex only found out when they married from Diaz. Before that, he had no idea about it.

As to why he did not pursue her again, it was already a covenant between her and Al for the safety of his older brother and nephew from Aditya. So, inevitably, he had to give up the Queen with the others, not willingly and sincerely from himself

*****

That morning, before he left for work, Queen prepared

berlyn's school needs her daughter. Because her mother called them

now it's on its way.

As for Al himself, he was still lazing on top

mattress while playing his gadget while occasionally watching his wife who was busy pacing back and forth to and fro while talking through the phone using hadset.

“Berlyn has breakfast what yet, Ma? If not, let it

all Queen prepare,” said the woman while reading the lesson schedule

his daughter and put the books one by one into a bag.

“ … “

“Oh, yes already. This is how it will continue, I'm just nyiapin

change of clothes and uniforms for one week only, yes Ma?”

“ … “

“OK, okay, Yes already, all breakfast with Ma. Al

also not yet this shower,” said Queen while glancing at her husband who was cool with the game.

Instantly, Al immediately put down his gadget and moved

approached his wife who had also turned off her call.

“You're saying I haven't had a shower yet, honey? Did you give

code on them if all we work hard?” al said as he hugged his wife from behind.

“Ih, what are you, anyway? I thought they knew, that you did

no longer have any intention of having children.”

“why do you think so?”

“They never discuss it again. They might be five

another minute has also arrived, you just wash your face, gih. We have breakfast together,” said Queen.

Al and Queen left for work at seven o'clock

thirty minutes. It's also half six o'clock. Berlyn, papa and his mother have arrived, they have also been sitting at the dining table. But Queen is still busy pacing back and forth with her daughter's needs for a week at her grandmother's house.

“Queen, otherwise papa and mama look forward to as well

pick up Berlyn again. It's okay, just go home. Berlyn's at six

must have gone to school. Come on, let's have breakfast first!” clara said to her daughter.

“Iya, Mother. It's take the same formula of vitamin milk, already

everything is running,” said Queen and put into her daughter's pink backpack.

Last night Al and Queen came home last night, so, she was tired and went to bed. So, just had time to prepare the needs of his daughter in the morning.

“continue next week how? You guys go to the airport

departing from here, what from there?” ask Vano.

Al and Queen forget their plans to

visit the Berlyan twin Clarissa in Singapore.

“Eh, yes, yes? How can you forget this, Al?” Queen laughed

while looking at her husband who also wore a sour expression.

 “Ya already, it's been hours

six. Come Berlin, we go to school, say goodbye to your father and mother,” Vano told his granddaughter.

Hearing that, the little girl immediately cleaned up

he covered it with tissue from the rest of the milk he had just drunk. Then he went down and shook hands and kissed papa and his mother on both cheeks

waved and left while holding his grandparents' hands.

While Al and Queen are back preparing for work.

And this is the first time for them after having a child is not busy

with child business. Al who usually every day before the office deliver his daughter first now directly to the office.

In the hours when his daughter comes home he usually leaves work to pick her up now also does not.

It was only after she went through all this like something was missing in her. Nothm

focus on work, he was not calm.

Al looked at the clock standing at his desk. He manghitung

the red needle that kept spinning carried the Long needle moved.

“fifteen minutes to rest, take Queen to lunch outside, deh,” murmured alone.

Since nothing was done, Al called the number

his mother asked about his little daughter.

“Hallo, Al. What's up?” the woman from across.

“Berlyn what, Ma?” ask Al.

“Oh, he's asleep, just now, he did deliberately sleep

hurry since next hour, because his grandfather and great-grandfather wanted to invite him

fishing.”

Al just nodded. If his daughter had not slept, he would

switch to video calling. But, uh,

because you're asleep.

“Ya already, Ma. Will my mom come later?”

“Seems not. If mom comes along, who will take care of her

a garden? That tomato, mustard and some other vegetables are also time manen, dear if left later even

falling, yes the same for-share to the next door neighbor, is not good, Al. can bikinnorang seneng in a simple way,” timpal Clara.

“iya, Mom. Is correct. May you always be healthy, Ma?” Without

felt, Al had been chatting long enough with his mother, he turned off the phone because it was twelve o'clock right. Now, he switched to Queen to eat out. But Queen refused, she

use the rest hours that are not up to an hour to eat at home only. Both with her husband.

“Tumben took lunch at your home, Honey, why?”

“Because I'll ask to pick you up, just go home,” answer

Queen while smiling meaningfully.

“Tumben, usually I also pick you up, right dear.”

“Meet me to the salon.” Queen glanced at Al who was sitting in front of her while holding back a laugh.

Hearing the words accompany me to the salon, immediately Al's face

the first bright one changed. I'd say yes, he's the worst. I'd say no, obviously, Queen's gonna ramble later.

“why silence? Gea and Shinta used to be together

her husband is too. You don't want to, do you?” Queen lowered her head, started eating her food

by force. It seems he is no longer feeling.

“Yes, we're married, honey. You're used to going to salons by yourself with your friends.”

“Ya already, if so just pick up Berlyn now. Go home

our work to the house of papa and mama and bring our daughter home.” Al Al Al Al Alleged

turns out to be right, Queen's a jackass.

“How are you, anyway? Their kasian, is. Berlyn mom

equally papa also already looks very seneng gitu.”

Queen was silent, not answering.

“So I called my mom, they already have plans to take Berlyn

mincing too, loh. Cook failed, anyway?” al also looked sad.

“Say you said yesterday we want girlfriendana again if princess

we're with papa and mama. Then, why are you protesting now when I ask you to go to the salon?” answer Queen.

Al just took a long breath. It is true what papa

and Andre's grandfather said it first. No matter how great we are as men, even though the boss of the mafia, he will never be faced with a creature of God named wife. He feels it now too. But, he had long since stopped

from the black world. Even though the jet business is still running, he

really run on a legal track. Compete with the enemy also healthily, while the enemy does not cheat.

“Alright, what time are you home?’’ al. The man asked, but he really gave up.

“You want anterin me?” ask Queen with sparkling eyes.

“Iya, my most beautiful girlfriend, I will take you,” replied Al with a smile staring at him.

Queen jumped up and approached Al who was sitting in front of her, he

hugging the man's shoulder from behind, and tucking his stool between the necks

and Al's face.

“I'll be home at half-four in the afternoon. Pick me up, will you?”

Al held Queen's hand and kissed her. “Good, did I

will be punished if I am late?”

“Of course,” Queen replied. While sticking his cheek on

cheek Al from behind, making the man even more anxious with behavior

effectual.

“It's been almost half one, I have to go back to

hospital, Al.”

“Yes already, I'll drop you.”

After escorting Queen back to the hospital, Al returned to the office with a deep look

less pleased. He is sure, later he will be very long waiting for Queen in

salons. His name is the man who told me to wait. Even if it was only half an hour, it must have felt like a half-century.

While Queen was satisfied because it had succeeded in making it

annoyed. Since it's late afternoon, go, maybe just go to the salon.

Next, he will do it again later in the day.

“Doc.Queen. Looks like you're happy?” sapa Gea, who

he and Diaz are still working in the same hospital.

“Yes that way, okay. I'm going to check on the inpatient

in the past,” said Queen excited.

Gea only sees her best friend

head bobbles only, and deepens, ‘You just enjoy your child's mumoung

start big and still one.’

****

One afternoon, a man was standing in front of his bedroom window. It looks like he just woke up. Seen from his voice when speaking, and occasionally rub his eyes.

“So, Zahara and I can only take her once in a while,

can't be every day, so, huh?” he said, then covered his mouth that was yawning.

“Ya, so. Sorry, it's not that you're not helping

or not trusting you. I'm afraid that Adriel is used to getting special attention from you, and if you already have children of your own she feels excluded. I'm afraid he hates his cousin.

If he grows up, and knows the term bait, he'll just hate you and think of you

and Zahara is not really sincere to her.”

“Yes, brother True. Then, when can I teach her here?”

“Serah, how about tonight?” novita Muli.

“Have you talked to Aunt Livia?”

“Even Axel already knows this, you take it easy.”

“Alright, sister.”

Call switched off. Alex is looking for Zahara who might be

being in the garden tidying up the plants.

“Honey, where are you?” yell Alex.

“What's up, Lex? I just changed the aquarium water,” said

Zahara slow. It has become a characteristic of the woman, her speech is soft and meek.

At first Alex wanted to immediately say the happy news.

But, because he saw Zahara who seemed less fit, he was stopped.

“You don't get tired, Ra. Look, you're pale, need to see a doctor?”

“What, anyway? You are better this time yes ma uke doctor?”

said Zahara.

But, suddenly the woman's gaze became blurred, and

white, then his body collapsed unconscious.

Luckily the place was not far from where Alex was.

the man immediately caught Zahara and laid her down

couches. He tried to give first aid, awakening his wife. But Zahara did not wake up, taking her to the doctor or to the hospital

in all probability. He had no other choice, and he was really panicked, somehow to tell the story, and he called Queen instead.

The queen was already with Al, and had just come out

from the hospital area, received a call from Alex. Initially the woman hesitated a little to lift it. He was afraid that Al was angry with jealousy. But, uh,

because Al nodded and convinced himself to pick up the call,

the woman lifted him up, after saying, that Zahara suddenly fainted.

Al quickly drives his car towards Alex's residence, and forgets his ultimate goal.

While Alex was busy pacing back and forth by herself, aunt was

no, he said he went to the nearest mini market to buy cooking oil and sugar, while Zahara also never realized. Finally, Alex gave it

artificial breath. After all, if anyone sees and thinks this kiss is also a strand of itself.

Just once, Zahara seemed to have choked, he woke up with his head, he was still dying before.

“I fainted, huh Lex?” tanyakanya.

“Yes, I told you, don't be too tired.”

“I was so dizzy earlier, and my stomach acid seemed to be too

relapsing. You see, my sister Novi yesterday ate a lot of spicy and young manga

very cool,” said Zahara.

“You already know that severe maag, why just do it, anyway?

If it's sick like this, I'm just helping you and Kasian doang, please,

the rest who feel bad are also you yourself.”

“Iya, forgive me.” Zahara smiled and received a glass

warm white water from her husband and began to sip it up to the remaining half a glass.

From the yard, there was a sound of a car coming in, not long

then, the sound of the bell rang. Alex is sure that the Queen is coming.

“Who's coming, Lex?”

“Maybe he's the doctor who checked you,” he said then went to

front to open the door.