Don't (Blame) Love
Will die 25

Roughly Axel grabbed a flat object lying on the nightstand. He snorted in annoyance when he saw who called him, "Huh, this damn kid, must have just woken up and not found me at home," he said. Then, he picked up the call.

"Hello, Driel. What was? You're up, apparently?" axel asked in annoyance, feeling that his sister had interrupted the rare moment between him and Berlyn.

"Yes, I've woken up, Brother there's nowhere to go early in the morning" replied the teenager in a voice that seemed to have been awake since

"I'm with Berlin again, help find Bilqis. From yesterday he disappeared, not knowing where the boy was," Axel replied a little annoyed.

"who, how can you? Why, huh? Is there a problem? Yesterday he said goodbye, he said on the phone with aunt Nayla, it was important," said Adriel from across the street. It sounded that he was also a little surprised and shocked by the news of Bilqis disappearance.

"Yes, there's a problem he said with aunt Nay. Yes, we are living again. Papa and Mama Queen also nyariin him, do not know anywhere. You, if there is no activity, help us to run! Where, cake," said Axel.

"Yes, brother. Yeah, I'll finish my breakfast first, yeah. I helped you find. Brother which way? I'll look in the opposite direction" asked Adriel.

"Silver is in the area of Gajah Mada street, and this continues straight east you look elsewhere that if Kak Bilqis is there," Axel suggested

"Yes, sister," Adiel answered and then turned off her phone. He himself was confused where to look. Because he himself also does not know where usually brother Bilqis go when in trouble like this. Because so far he knows the figure of the girl as a figure who is always cheerful and acts a little childish because since childhood who takes care of him and Berlin is Bilqis.

Angrily Axel throws his phone over the car dashboard. He turned to Berlyn who turned his face while covering his lips with his right hand. The girl seemed to be laughing. He clearly laughed at himself. Why again?

"Why laugh? Funny, huh?" ask Axel to Berlin.

The girl turned her head gracefully then shook her head with a smile then she laughed out loud until she covered her mouth with both hands. It seemed like the girl could not hold him back. Maybe he remembered the romantic scene he had seen in a drama when the man looked at the woman and probably wanted to kiss the woman, the first kiss, even confused by the sound of the phone. Even worse the mother than the girl herself, suddenly flashed and called out the name of one of them.

so the girl just went out. Although it does not make a sound. But it was clear what his expression was like.

Axel silently continued to stare at the cheerful Berlyn. All her life, she had never seen the girl she loved laugh so much. He said, It doesn't matter if I look silly or stupid in front of everyone, as long as it makes you happy and laugh like this. I accept. Because your laughter is my happiness. While your tears are my wounds.'

"It's lunchtime, you must be hungry. We eat first, yeah. Yes after lunch we continue to look for brother Bilqis again. How's it?" axel looked at Berlin waiting for approval.

Initially Berlyn looked at the man's face and then his gaze was diverted.he headed to the street in front of the car then his gaze followed a turn to the left. Berlin was silent for a while ago The girl was like saying something while pointing towards the front and one of her hands was beating on Axel's arm.

"What's Berlin? You see what?" ask Axel.

Don't know how to hint her, berlin hastily picks up Axel's phone which happens to have no password he opens the chat app and writes something there hurriedly handing it to Axel to be read by the man immediately.

'Should I have seen Brother Bilqis climb into that blue angkot quickly we followed him!"

"Bilqis? You're not really wrong?" ask him while starting the car engine and start driving the vehicle.

Already feeling impatient he delivered both his legs while pulling the axel-worn shirt asking that he faster.

While elsewhere, Al also gets word from his man, if one of them saw Bilqis into an ancient building in the form of a tall building that seems unfinished but has been abandoned.

Fearing Bilqis to do something reckless, Al quickly contacts his wife who has now also been searching for Bilqis with Nayla elsewhere.

It seems like their arrival is a little late. Fortunately Axel and Berlyn arrived at the place first. If not, maybe the girl was really desperate to end her life by jumping from the sixth floor.

"Bilqis! How hard is it, your problem? We can solve together, but not in this way. We will always accept you. Don't be narrow minded! Don't do anything stupid, it's come closer!" persuade Axel.

You're not me, Axel. How can you understand me? You don't know my problem. You only see me as a bitch who keeps chasing you, right? You don't have to interfere with my life! I'm not who you are" Bilqis said with tears in his eyes

"Bilqis! what are you doing, son? Why did you get like this? sorry Mama. Mama will not match you with any man.up to you.you want with whom, Mama will also no longer discuss about marriage to you. Sorry mama, baby. come here," nayla said in tears she was surprised that her actions hurt her daughter so much that it made her frustrated and wanted to commit suicide.

"No, Ma. I'm not mad at you. I should have done more with you. But it's my fault I don't deserve to be your son anymore the only way I have to die is" Bilqis said.

At first Nayla wanted to run to her daughter. But, the Queen held him back.he was worried if Nayla approached Bilqis instead recklessly jump.

But, Nayla who was worried something bad happened to her daughter, did not pay attention to Queen. He let go of Queen's hand and moved closer to his daughter

"Stop! no one comes near! If one of you dares to take just 1 step, I will jump from here," Bilqis threatened with a blank, blackened look on the side of the carriage. It seems like since yesterday he had not slept at all.

"So try to calm down, brother! Leave it to me, bad things won't happen to Bilqis" Queen said. Convince Nayla.

Slowly the Queen stepped up and tried to persuade Bilqis as she could.

Bilqis Mama please do not be reckless. You believe me, don't you, Queen Mama? Mama Queen will try to protect you if you just want to talk to Mama Queen let them all go okay Queen said, carefully stepping even if she only dared two steps from where she stood. Do not dare to get closer because Bilqis position has been very pulled over. There was no half a meter he must have fallen as well.

"What do you want to talk about, Ma? All too late" complained Bilqis, crying. He fell down and rested on both arms in front of his body.

He's on the floor of an old building that's starting to blacken with mold.

"Of course your problem dong Darling you anyway why angry with Mama Nayla and then leave? You can go home to Mama Queen and Papa Al. Both of our houses are always open to you If you still don't want to talk to Mama Nayla we'll also give her an understanding then what do you mean by this?and why do you want to do something this stupid? You know if it's dead it can't live anymore? and there is only regret that has no end and it is also in vain. regret even when you die it will not revive you."

Hearing the advice of the Queen, Bilqis began to raise her head, and, in her face the woman wearing a white blouse and a black rock sepan along her knees who cried sobbing then began to stand up and ask moving closer to Queen and hugged her.

"You have never broken a promise. Maybe this is why I trust you, and then can you promise me one more time that you will accept me and not blame me for what happened to me?"

"of course. Why don't you stay Bilqis. Whatever happens to you won't change the fact you're still my daughter even if I don't conceive and give birth to the face of this world," Bilqis reassured as she returned Bilqis' embrace

"You still accept me as your daughter?"

"Yes now tell me what your problem is,"

Bilqis was silent for a moment before she started to cry hysterically and then came back crying and was about to run towards the edge of the building, like about to jump but swiftly Queen is directly holding the girl and yelling at Al to ask for help so that she also holds it.

Bilqis what happened to you? Be calm! Don't do it like that! We're here to find you, we're worried about you if we don't love you? Why are we all looking for you? You see your sister Berlyn from earlier kept crying out for you like this. Since yesterday we haven't calmed down after hearing the news that you disappeared. Cba think about it," Al snapped loudly.

Instantly the girl who was rebellious and raging was silent while looking into the eyes of her stepfather. Just this time he saw that his stepfather was really angry and snapped at him. he was a little scared and daunted. He finally complied to go home.

It's not just Bilqis. But everyone was surprised. Except for Nayla who has often fought and faced Al, her ex-husband like this.

"We're just going home to Queen's mom, okay?" persuade the Queen to crest while hugging Bilqis.

The girl nodded obediently and went down to leave the place.