Don't (Blame) Love
PART 12'S
FIVE YEARS LATER.
“Ma... ma... Lyn... “ While stammering a little girl.
five-year-old says mom while hinting at her max
Body language moves both hands.
While Queen, looked down and watched carefully.
Five years ago, she gave birth to twins. One of them was taken care of
by Al's mother in Singapore. She was named Clarissa Princess Al Fatih.
Now reportedly, Clarissa grew up to be a beautiful and smart little girl, she
even the acceleration of education. So, at the age of five years, he was in third grade in one of the famous schools in the
Singapore.
While Berlyana, or Berlyn, she is also beautiful. But, he was born special, he had flaws. In fact, the school is also in the outside school
ordinary. Because they can't talk or be mute. However, for Al, Queen and also the second
her parents, Berlyn, are still God's entrusted child to all of them, she is a wonderful trust and grace. There is no regret in my heart
they're for letting Clarissa go with her mom.
“Oh, Brlyn was playing with brother Bilqis in the park and
catching butterflies? Then, where's Brother Bilqis, dear?” said Queen in a slightly loud tone. Because, the mute person, his hearing is also not normal, and tends to be slightly deaf.
Berlyn pointed in a direction. From the direction it points to,
a twelve-year-old girl ran with a flowerbed
formed like a bandana while laughing gleefully.
“Berlyn, are you here apparently? This is Bilqis' brother for you
bandana, try to wear, must be beautiful,” said the girl who had grown up as a teenager
while putting his homemade bandana on Bilqis' head.
“Waah beautiful once.”
“Berlyn said what's the same brother Bilqis? Thank you brother,
how?” queen said patiently.
But, the little girl only said everything with sign language only. And the two of them could understand the meaning of the little girl.
“Same-sama, Berlyn.” Bilqis hugs and kisses the chubby cheeks
the boy was full of love.
“Bilqis definitely hasn't had lunch yet, right? Let's eat first, just now
mama Queen with auntie cook omelet your favorite cheese.”
“Oh, yes? Ma'am? Asiks! Come on Berlyn we eat together,” take the boy
cheerful.
While accompanying the two children, a chat from Nayla
go in. Apparently the woman asked her daughter.
With great pleasure, Queen took a picture of Bilqis
enjoying lunch with his little castle.
“He was eating sister Nay. I love it when Bilqis accompanies me
Berlyn ate, that way, he also wanted to eat vegetables as he did
her sister,” wrote Queen in her message after submitting the photo.
“Sorry, yes Queen if I am much trouble,” reply Nayla.
“No, sister. Berlyn likes Bilqis, and so does
the contrary.
The relationship between Queen and Nayla has improved. Tak
there is hostility between the two. Nayla also has her own bakery and pastry shop and has two full-time employees.
“You guys finished eating? Wash your hands and feet, then
sleep, yes?’ said Queen then cleaned up the rest of their lunch. Temporal
BIlqis led Berlyn slowly to the bathroom to wash her hands and feet
before they both took a nap.
After making sure they all entered the room, he called
his mother now lives in the house where he was raised. While Queen
and Al lives at Andrean's grandfather's house. Intentionally not to mislead the grandfather
not lonely when he works there is still Berlyn and also Bilqis who often
play to the house.
“Halo, Queen. You're home from work?” answer the beak woman
that's from across.
“iya, Mom. Mom same papa how are you?”
“We're fine here, how's the state of my granddaughter, mama,
The darling? Is she in good health?” asked Clara with a cheerful tone that did not
it can be hidden again.
“He's fine, Ma. Now he and Bilqis are
nap. After eating omelets and sauteed vegetables broccoli, bakcoy and cauliflower
earlier,” said Queen, recounting the incident that just happened.
“Have you eaten that kid's vegetables, Queen?”
“Yes, because there is Bilqis, Ma. Just try it if you don't. Where could he want to?” It was heard on Clara's cell phone that Queen was in the middle
let out a Long Breath.
“Already, slowly he will also want later. This is
holiday season, you have no plans to go to Singapore to bring Berlyn together
and Clarissa directly? They're usually just video calls, right? Sure
happy to meet in person.”
“I'm waiting for my cut in acc first same boss, Ma. Can
I have not yet opened my own practice either. So, yes can not be original and careless,” complained Queen, at that time.
The woman threw her own body on the swing
back garden. He's been feeling a little tired lately. Even the relationship
with Al also a little tenuous. Not infrequently Al came home late at night and left early in the morning. The reason is, all of you didn't send Berlyn to school. After all, he would not entrust anyone, to deliver the pick up
that little princess. Even if it's the driver himself.
“Lucky you're just a general practitioner. If only a specialist
like Diaz, for sure it will be very difficult, dear.”
“Iya, Mama's right.”
Clara was silent, she felt that her daughter was talking this time
sounds weak and not passionate at all. ‘What's he doing? Is he being
in trouble?’ his inner.
“You why Queen? How not as usual?” ask Clara
ventured.
“It's okay, Ma. Queen is just a little tired.
There were many patients in the hospital.”
“Ya. How's Al doing? is he okay?
Looks like he's overtime a lot, is work very much?”
“Iya, Mother. He's been overtime a lot lately. But, uh,
we are not in trouble, kok.” Queen Say. But, without realizing it will only make his mother think that his guess is true.
“Ya. You better take a break.”
The phone tone is turned off. The queen went inside
and headed into his room. He lay down and tried to close
his eye. But, he just rolled around unable to sleep at all until
three o'clock ten minutes in the afternoon. He then went out of the room and prepared
dinners. While Bi Yul, he washed the house. And Belyn and
Bilqis, he was watching an afternoon cardboard show on one of the channels
televisions.
At about four in the afternoon, there was a cry of Bilqis
girang said papa. Al has arrived. ‘Tumben her home early,’ Inner Queen.
He also happens to be cooking almost done. Stay washing
the dirty furniture he just used. She was about to come out to welcome her husband home while bringing some dinner dishes to the dining table.
“Al, you're home, honey?” Greet the woman as she approached
and took over the briefcase that was in her husband's left hand. While his right hand, he used to carry Berlyn.
“Al is just cuek. There was no answer from his lips other than
just looking at Queen for a glance. Then, he went back to chatting with his special little daughter.
The Queen just looked at Al pilu. Is that so angry with him?
Can't he understand his current position? The woman smiled a
room to put her husband's briefcase. And then he came back
to the kitchen with the max to complete the unfinished task.
But, it turns out that everything was neat. It turned out to be aunty
who cleaned up everything.
Since it was still afternoon, Queen immediately went to the bathroom before
have dinner together. Her husband also came home.
Once in his room, Al was already there, he
even had a shower. ‘Anytime he? Inner Quuen.’
“I've applied for leave. Just waiting for acc,
after that we can immediately go to Singapore to see the state of mami and also Clarissa,”
said Queen, he tried to melt the atmosphere that was increasingly frozen.
“Oh, I thought you didn't care,” replied Al, ordinary low, but
the sentence is very piercing.
“What's the max of you talking like that, Al?” ask Queen. Still
with low and weak tones.
“Try once again you think! If you listen to my words and resign, it's enough at home not to have to work, to get to
Singapore alone won't drag this, Queen. It's been five years even me
haven't met my other daughter. As a father I also wanted to meet
with the two of them, do not want to be separated like this,’ said Al with a tone
high up.
“Then, how did I do during my four years of education
at the medical school and almost two years of being a koas, if I end it
have to leave my profession? What about the fate of my patients
expecting me from another general practitioner?”
“Oh, so you're more concerned about the actual patient is
anybody else? Look son! He needs you more, nobody!” cetus
Al, with a high voice.
The Queen immediately ran to close the door of the room slightly
open and lock it. He was worried that Bilqis and Berlyn knew, this was not
it'll be good for them.
“Al, here are the children. You keep your voice down. Unkind
if they find out the two people are fighting. Especially if it's Berlyn.”
“Hehm, you don't have to care about saying that. Asserted
again, Berlyn needs you, not anyone. What the hell are you looking for in your job? The money? I'll pay you twice a month
as long as you're willing to resign, if you mind babysitting a mute child, I'll pay you.”
Hearing Al's words, Queen could not bear to
not crying. He did not expect Al to change this drastically. What is
in fact? After all during leisure hours, he also still had time to video call his daughter. Moments
at home, he also spent all his time with his daughter, except when Bilqis was about to visit. He Masi can relax a little, although still keep an eye.
“You can tell me that, Al?” queen's lips arrive
shaking from holding back emotions and also being disappointed. As much as possible, he kept trying
give up and do not want to make the atmosphere more cloudy. But, he felt that this
it is no longer acceptable, he has long endured patience but, Al still does not want understanding.
“that's the fact, right? I asked for one more child
you refused on the grounds that he was still working and had to take care of Berlyn. It's been two months I submit a one-week leave, we go to Singapore
if you don't want to resign, there are many reasons. Where did you promise to have more children with me? You're pregnant this must be forced, right?”
“Iya, I admit it was forced to keep you in order
you didn't duke me out with Nayla, so I'll give you offspring. But, uh,
it turns out I was so stupid to keep the wrong people. If you want to go, then,
just away! Find a woman who will give you many offspring. Aren't you
feeling why one of our daughters could be mute is also because of your crimes
in the past?” scream Queen. Because he felt he could no longer be patient.
The tears that flowed down his cheeks violently. It
drop the suitcase off the top of the dresser and start packing her clothes. He knows, he knows,
Al will definitely go out. Because after he had taken a bath, he had also worn official clothes and was wearing perfume. It was not like when he was relaxing at home.
In recent weeks, he rarely came home. And once home early just to clean up and get dressed, to get back away. Inevitably, Queen has a bad pikrian about her husband. He was afraid that Al had another woman outside as he had said before. If he does not want to have children, he will go find a woman who will give him many children.
Al grabbed his own hair violently, then turned around
the direction hugged the Queen's body from behind tightly.
“Darling, what are you going to do? Why are you packing
your clothes?”
“I'm tired if you constantly accuse me of what is
in your mind, Al. I'm just better off. You think I can't understand
yourself and ask me to leave my profession, what max are you?” said Queen while
crying loudly, and stopping his activities.
“You understand me, dong. I just need you to have time
more at home for Berlyn also me,” shimmily Al without unfastening
her hug.
“You are selfish, Al. Then, where you were when I was
care for a baby boy alone? you're even more
often sleep in the office and rarely go home. That long I never did either
protest, and now, you're blaming my job. In fact, I've been all this time too
feel no lack of affection for our daughter. I refused
having another child is also obvious, why my reason?”
“Sorry. I'm sorry, honey. Tonight Vico's having a party
his son's sixth birthday. I thought you were tired, so I didn't take you.”
Al and Queen got married first. But, Shinta and Vico before marriage already have a prospective child who will indeed be born soon for several months. It's just not caught. And only discovered when the fetus was five months old. You can only get married two months after registration.
“Oh, yes? Why don't I know?” said Queen, without changing
his position.
“Iya, Shinta said he has sent you a message several times. But, uh,
you didn't open it. Afraid you're busy, so, through Vico alone, he conveys to me.”
“I'll apologize to him. Then, how about eating
the night I prepared?”
“We eat first, I happen to be very hungry too
smell your cooking,’’ said Al.
“Uh, dreadlocks!” Queen chuckled lightly while wiping away the remaining water
his eye.
“Really, it's been two weeks that I rarely go home, right? And two
sunday I didn't eat your cooking. Let's eat together. But, clean it up
back then,” pinta Al while pointing at the suitcases and clothes scattered on the floor.
“I did this because of you. You're the one who fixed it. I
also not shower.”
“Begini is also beautiful,” rayu Al. combing.
“If you come to a party with you I'm like this, there are
I thought your maid, or baby siter Berlyn dong was the same person.
“I'll tell them you're my wife.”
“If you have time! If first the woman is beautiful and younger
from me, approaching you for assuming you, widower how?”
“Ah, you are naughty dear. All right, let this be auntie
disembarrass. I'm going down to see Berlyn, you take a shower
get ready, how?” Al kissed his wife's cheek from behind, without letting go.
“Let go of your arms, if this continues, how do I
bnia shower?”
Oh, aye. Forgot baby.
After dressing up, Queen followed Al who was waiting for her while chatting with Berlyn and Bilqis in the family room.
When they saw Queen coming, they went to the table and ate together. When they finished, they went to Vico's place, and brought Bilqis home.