Marrying My Brother's Fiancee
EPISODE 120 WHAT IS GOD'S PLAN?
Sarah wriggled when she felt someone touching her cheek, her eyes opened and woke up in Raka's arms.
Her husband was staring at her face, so strange and deep.
Sarah rubbed her eyes, gathered her consciousness, she made sure she wasn't dreaming.
"Darling..." Sarah returned Raka's gaze in confusion.
"You are beautiful when you are asleep, like a sleeping fairy." Raka said softly. Those eyes were strangely glowing.
"If you're waking up like an attached grandmother, yeah..."Sarah mocked Raka who looks serious.
"If you're awake, you look like a fairy..." Raka raised her eyebrows like she was thinking.
"Just the peri if you're awake a little nasty because it likes to tease me." Reply Raka chuckled.
Sarah laughs at it, but soon her mouth is fixed by Raka.
."Sttts...Rae wakes up." Raka said half a whisper.
"Let him wake up, it'll be morning."
"Don't..."
"Why? don't you like to bathe her early in the morning?" Sarah asked with her mouth still covered with her husband's fingers.
"Let Rae go to sleep first." Raka took off her fingers that covered Sarah's lips.
"I want to talk to you for a minute."
Sarah now looked up carefully at the face of the man who still held her in the blanket.
"Speak what?" Sarah asked curiously.
"Not so important.but em..slightly important..." Raka seemed hesitant to continue his sentence.
"Simportant and a little important? right, which one?"
"Important or not, it depends on you." Raka's reply made Sarah confused to interpret his meaning.
"Darling...?" Sarah squinted her eyes with a sour face.
"You're not talking about asking for marriage approval anymore, are you?"Sarah asked with a suspicious expression.
"God, baby, if I had any such intention, before I made the proposal for marriage license, I would have to seclude myself ten years ago, gather strength, fearing I had not had time to say it, she said, I've been cursed by you and mama's a maggot." Raka laughed at Sarah's question.
Sarah smiled slightly with satisfaction.
"Thank God you're self-conscious first."Greet her while changing her husband's mouth.
"Stt..then Rae wakes up, he says he's talking to me about something."
Raka immediately stopped his laughter, caught his wife's wrist slowly and shrunk the fingers that slowly encased it.
"Darling..."Raka called out to Sarah in a soft voice.
"Yes..."
"Have you ever missed anyone?"
Sarah looked at Raka in surprise, the question making her forehead wrinkle.
"What do you mean?" Sarah asked carefully. His feelings became unpleasant.
Is Raka suspecting her of missing others? Is her husband accusing her of thinking about other men, besides her?
"Of course, I've always missed you." Sarah answered later.
"That's me, don't you say, I already know. How could you not miss this handsome husband..." Raka chuckled, a pinch in the stomach immediately making her grimace.
"Oh, baby..you love to pinch my stomach, why the hell?" Raka is still grimacing
"Where do you want me to pinch?"
"Low down a little bit..." Raka answered with a joking face.
"Do you want to pinch it there?" Sarah bought it funny to her husband.
"Yes, may be.but the pinch is soft."
The continued pinching in Raka's stomach, made her hold Sarah tighter, withstanding the pinch that leveled up so more seriously.
"Now go straight to the point, before Rae really wakes up."
"Yes.iya dear.iya I actually just want to ask."
"Have you ever missed your dad?"
Raka's question made Sarah gasp for a moment.
"Papa? what's with papa? He's okay, isn't he?" Sarah asked Raka a question.
"I mean.your biological father." Raka replied in a very careful voice.
Sarah stretched out her embrace, Raka's question felt like it was raining down on her heart. A strange feeling ran, he could not express.
Calling the name of the person who had abandoned him for decades, even from the soles of his feet was still red, making his old wounds burst out.
"Why are you asking that?"ask Sarah in a hoarse tone.
"Darling, don't get me wrong, I'm just a little curious." Raka said it was unpleasant to see Sarah's reaction.
"We don't have to talk about this, do we?" Sarah asked, then turned her face away from Raka.
"We don't have to talk about it, if you don't want to." Raka smiled broadly as she pulled Sarah's collapse to face her back.
"If you really hate him, then I won't ask you again." Sarah clutched her seemingly reluctant wife.
"I'm not saying I hate him, I just..." Sarah took her breath slowly.
"Darling, my mother once said, every problem is not avoided but faced, do you remember it?"
"I did not avoid him, he who had thrown me away." Sarah spoke coldly.
"Because he threw you away, do you hate him?"
Raka's question made Sarah speechless, she didn't know what to answer. He doesn't understand how he feels about his father, does he hate or love him? because she never felt the caress or the embrace of her father in the slightest, not even her face, Sarah no longer remembers.
"I don't know." Sarah replied in a worried voice.
"Have you thought about it?"Raka asked as she stroked Sarah's haircut who started to act calm again in her arms.
"Sometimes..." Sarah answered without looking at Raka's face.
"Sometimes, I think about it, what was his life like after giving myself up to someone else? Did he ever think about how my life was? Did he ever ask, am I okay? Or maybe a little curious, am I happy or suffering?" Sarah sounded like mumbling, soft and sad.
"I can't say I hate or love someone I never knew at all, unless the blood runs through my body."
Raka stroked the back of the woman who was complaining in her arms.
"Yes, no matter what she is, it's still a part of you." Raka said softly and warmly.
"I never asked to be a part of someone who didn't want me." Sarah's voice, quivering, longing for vengeance is implied in her tone.
"Never deny and question God's will, for his plan is good for everyone. Even in every affliction there is always a reason behind it." Raka raised Sarah's chin. Staring at those eyes that were starting to dew slightly.
"What was God's plan when he let my mother die while giving birth to me? And what was God's plan to let my father hate me for making my mother pay for my birth with her life? What was God's plan to let my foster mother torment me every day with her dislike for me? What was God's plan when he gave me a sister..."
"God's best plan behind all your suffering is that you meet me, a husband who loves you can't even blink when he looks at you..." Raka interrupted Sarah's long, regretful-sounding sentence.
"And the loveliest plan you have is a handsome son in the world, our baby Rae.
Then what do you regret about every suffering that has shaped you as strong and as hard as it is now? What happiness do you seek from God more than you have now?" Raka's question is like beating Sarah's heart.
The woman in her arms looked at Raka with her mouth half-open, she had no words to deny her husband's statement.
"Do you want to meet the person who made you feel wasted?"
Raka looked at Sarah with an unchanging warmth.
"Why are you asking me that, baby?" Sarah asked, with unblinking eyes.
"Because I met him..."
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