Marrying My Brother's Fiancee
EPISODE 32 WAS LATE TO REALISE
Sarah just got to Raka's parents' house. Mama was already standing on the porch of the house, seemingly waiting impatiently.
"How are you, honey...?" a warm embrace greeted him. Mama is so healthy, even fitter than the first time they met.
"good news, ma..." Sarah returned my mother's embrace with a heart that suddenly felt blue.
"It's so nice to see you're no longer in a wheelchair" Sarah felt a kiss land on her cheek. Full of love.
"Yes, baby.mama can now walk around to the front of the complex, you know"
"Thank God, ma.but you can't be too tired, it will hurt again like yesterday."
"Eh, you two this Raka is indeed one way," mama pinched Sarah's cheek gently.
"Huh..kok sehati? why, ma?" Sarah carries a bag of clothes that are not how big in her hand, following the steps of her mother.
"Yesterday night when Mama VC with Raka, she also said the same mama" mama chuckled.
Bi Asih appeared in front of the door with a carefree face.
"Sarah's sister, long time no go home..."
How the words of bi Asih felt piercing his heart when he said that sentence.
Everyone in this house always thought it was part of this house, but Sarah herself never felt it.
She never dared to make that bond with this house, because if she did, she was worried about getting hurt when the moment her divorce with Raka arrived.
"I'm sorry sarah, bi...Sarah is not good at sharing time. Always the busier pretentious" Sarah chuckled.
"Okay, is the room ready?" ask mama.
"Already, ma'am.kamar den Raka has been bi Asih clean."
"Thank you aunt, Sarah put the bag up first, wait for me in the kitchen I want to cook dinner for mama. "
Mama looked at Sarah so fondly, that Sarah was ambushed with guilt in her heart.
"Let's just rest, baby, it's still late in the afternoon..."
"Sarah ride first yes, ma"
Mama throws a smile as she nods, as Sarah steps up the stairs to the top floor.
As Sarah opened the door, she felt so familiar with the masculine smell inside the room. It was as if there was Raka waiting there with her indifferent and cold gaze.
That face used to make her upset amazingly, but how now Sarah feels so missed her.
Sarah's hand touched the sofa bed at the foot of the bed that used to be where Raka slept if she was staying in this house.
The sofa bed was soft but cold, as if telling me how long it had never slept.
Sarah put her bag on the table and sat there, looking around with her chest tightened.
Sarah hoped to find a hint of Raka's shadow there, and her eyes were then fixed on the wall above the head of the bed.
There hangs a large figura with a frame of wood that is painted clear, giving the wood a natural color.
Inside the frame, there is a wedding photo of Sarah and Raka.
In the photo, Sarah and Raka are smiling while looking in a direction.
Sarah was stunned, I don't know when the photo was taken but the pose was really like a photo of a couple who were happy.
Unknowingly, two clear circles fell at the corner of his eyes.
Sarah's chest felt like she was crushed by a large rock, making her unable to hold back her feelings.
sarah sat on the soft, soft bed as her left hand touched a small object on the table.
A photo, courtesy of Raka. Raka who was laughing wide. Sarah took it, and looked at him. Looking at the face that he now realized was so handsome.
Sarah looked at the photo, so long. To the extent that his eyes hurt.
He hugged the photo, and cried without a sound.
She can't lie anymore, she has fallen in love with Raka, she wants Raka, she misses the man so much.
She did not care whether Raka wanted it or not, she just wanted to hug Raka and say that she had been very sick all this time in the absence of Raka.
She was like a kitten hiding behind Dion's back, hoping to forget Raka by accepting another man as her lover.
But he is wrong, the more he tries to give his feelings to Dion the greater the guilt and the shadow of Raka swirling around in his head.
Now how should I? Now what am I supposed to do? I can't have to go on like this, Raka...
Sarah hugged Raka's photo while curled up and sobbing with a mixed feeling of uncertainty.
"Darling.." Suddenly a hand touched his shoulder. Sarah raised her head, mama standing in front of her with such a shady look.
"Mama." sarah wiped her tears with the back of her hand and immediately put a photo of Raka onto the table.
"You crying, baby?" mom's question made Sarah realize what she was doing. Both of his hands immediately removed the wet remains on his face.
"I'm sorry Sarah, ma. Sarah didn't hear mama coming" Sarah sighed as she stood up from her seat trying to smile.
Mama grabbed Sarah's hand, then guided Sarah back to her bed.
"Mama knows there must be something wrong between the two of you Raka" mama sighed.
"She really hurt you, baby? Raka was so heartless that this mother's son cried this way.." mama stroked Sarah's hair lovingly, as Sarah felt the distress of her chest grow increasingly.
He could no longer contain his feelings.His cries broke in the arms of the extremely tender middle-aged woman.
Mama hugged Sarah, patting her back slowly as if giving the girl strength. Sarah let him cry in her arms for a moment.
Sarah wept in great guilt, had lied to this parent so much.
Sarah cried in fear, it was too late to say that she liked Raka so much and now she misses him so much.
Sarah pulled on her body as her cries began to subside. Her pretty face was so wet. With both of her thumbs, she wiped Sarah's tears.
"You're really sad, baby. Tell mom has Raka gone too far with you?" the soft voice further sliced Sarah's feelings
"I'm sorry Sarah, Ma.sorry Sarah."
"What are you sorry for, honey?"
"Sarah and Raka have hurt mom a lot" replied Sarah faltered.
Mama's eyes squinted, looking at Sarah who was still as excited.
"Mama's supposed to apologize to you, baby. Raka had done a very shameful thing." mama's hand gripped Sarah's arm with a slight tremble.
Sarah was silent, her mouth tightening
Has Raka really told her everything?
"Raka has the heart to betray you, by being in a relationship with that woman!"
Sarah's lips immediately opened, as if they had been electrified by thousands of volts. She didn't know what she was talking about, but it definitely hurt her all the way to the crown.