Marrying My Brother's Fiancee
EPISODE 187 RELEASES THE KNOT
Bram stared at the woman standing opposite him, only this time in the dim light, hoping to find the light to see Diah's face again. He was so afraid that the face disappeared in the dark.
"Are you sure of this decision?" The question came out of Bram's lips, quivering and so raucous.
"To meet this belief, I have spent many nights in my tahajjud. Divorce may not be a good way but it's the best." Diah replied with unblinking eyes to Bram.
Bram's lips were confused, he had no words to greet the words that came out of Diah's mouth. It was like a complaint but it ended in a decision.
"I gave up, mas. I can't keep comforting my heart, saying I'm strong and okay. No woman in the world can truly be tormented with treason, in duakan, despised and hurt as she has done. I'm tired, man, and I don't want to be treated like junk." The getir penetrated into its sanitary recesses. But ending it all was the best now, Diah had no choice but to end her relationship with her husband.
Bram never realized, the wound he had carved on Diah had turned the woman into a figure so cold that she was almost numb.
"Oh, yes.mas also don't worry, I won't mind the gono gini treasure and all kinds of possessions as long as we are tied to marriage, I won't mind, I also did not demand a penny from you as a result of this divorce. I'm just asking to let go of me and give custody of my son to me. There's nothing else."
Diah moved from where he stood. Stepping was about to leave Bram who for a moment was still in his place,
"What about Bella if we get divorced?" The sentence was so raucous, like a floating question to be exact.
Diah stopped his steps, turning to Bram who was still sitting there with a frozen face,
"When have you ever thought about how kids feel? All this time has it been true that I've been paying close attention to them?" Diah squinted her pretty eyes at Bram.
"Does anyone know how many of their milk teeth are dated when they go to make out with the mas affair? Do you remember luring Bella when she was scared to look for her dad in her sleep scare? Does mas know what it feels like to cry out for sadness while caring for Beni who wriggles in pain in the middle of the night in my arms? Saying your name hoping a father calms him down? Is...have you ever really thought of them?"
The voice rang out, and Diah's tears streamed past her cheeks unbearably. Even though she was crying silently in her grief.
Bram bit his cuddly lips, now he barely knows how to say anything to Diah.
"Don't try to ban our divorce on behalf of your son, madam, because long before I asked for this divorce, you killed your children with the betrayal you committed on us. Beni's been dead so many times since I asked him to be dumped eight years ago. In fact, when she breathed in my arms, you were never really there for her. Deep in the deepest recesses of my heart, I have let him go first to heaven to end his suffering, not because of his illness but because the father he always yearns for prefers to hug a woman ****** rather than hugging him who struggled to gather breath in his pain." Diah never wept with tears so hard in front of Bram, all the things she kept in her heart spilled for a moment.
"Now, are you questioning Bella? I really wish I'd ever remember the last time you ever kissed her forehead before she went to sleep? Your son has been to class several times without ever feeling the euphoria between one time by his father to the front of the school gate. And now you suddenly remember him?" The question was so stifling, slicing sharper than a razor eye.
"Like a mas who never wanted our marriage then forget it if you still have empathy for your child. We have failed to become parents together, so there is no reason to consider our feelings anymore. You're still Bella's father, but I promise you I'll give her the best of love, even better than when we tried to survive this hellish marriage. Still choosing to survive will damage Bella's mental deeper." Diah wiped away the tears on her cheeks with her fingers, as if to wipe away whatever was now in her realm.
"I don't think there's anything we need to talk about anymore, it's all clear and open, that there's nothing we can defend. I will pray for a while and after that I will go to stay at my mom's house and pick up Bella. Bi Irah's in the back, if there's anything you need." Diah took a deep breath and twisted her body, she wanted to end all of their conversation immediately.
Diah walked without looking back left the dining room and all the dishes that had turned cold, his steps light without any burden, leaving Bram speechless a thousand languages.
Bram's clenched fingers involuntarily crept up to his chest, not knowing why, his chest felt tight. He feels lost for something valuable but realizes too late that it means so much to him.
He did not know where the pain was coming from, but it was so painful it pierced to the heart.
Diah had untied the knot she had held tight all this time, she gave up enduring the pain but she triumphed over her fear and suffering. A sane person will know when to stop if he is unable to survive.
Not always together is better, when only one person is struggling. Sometimes goodbye is the best way.
(Yeay, crazy up again yes today, mak othor is very eager to resolve the suffering In the soon to be a🙏
Othor could not even hold back tears when writing this part, as a mother and wife, how painful it is to live life like Diah🤧 May we be kept away from all this pain, may the household of all readers of this novel be happy world and the end of the 'Form)
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