Marrying My Brother's Fiancee
EPISODE 33 I LOVE HIM, MA...
Mama holds Sarah's fingers. Mom's gaze was so dak dak as if looking for the truth in Sarah's eyes.
"Mama doesn't want to hide anything from you, baby." Mama held Sarah's hand.
"Whatever mistakes Raka made, mama will not defend in the least. If it turns out Raka is just playing with your feelings by marrying you."
"Mama saw something wrong in your relationship. " Mama sighed.
Sarah was silent, waiting for mama to continue her sentence.
"You started this marriage in a rather strange and hasty way. It's just that Raka convinced us so much about your relationship that in a matter of weeks suddenly switched course from your sister Sally who had been her fiance for the past five years to you."
"Sometimes mama thinks, why as parents, we don't even know if you two secretly had a close relationship all along. Or are we too focused on Raka and your sister's relationship, so never realize you two might love each other." Continue mama.
Sarah bit her lips in agitation. Mama has been suspicious of their relationship from the beginning, Raka is too confident she can hide this reality from her parents.
"Mama as a parent keeps that feeling deep, especially when Raka says she loves you more than Sally. Mama believes in her choice, but Sally also has her own choice, and they parted well. The important thing is that you're happy, parents are only obligated to bless."
Sarah looked down, wiping away the rest of her tears, not knowing what to say. Like a man caught off guard has just committed a crime.
"Only, the marriage took place so quickly and seemed to be unable to be delayed any longer. I have no chance to speak to you from heart to heart.
Mama and papa tried to understand when they saw how messy you two were after your marriage."
"Raka is a hard man, mama knows him well. But still your marriage feels awkward even though you try to think about it repeatedly. Until then Raka forced to continue her education to Leiden, even though she had told mama, postponed the plan for one or two years if she was married to Sally." mama touched Sarah's cheek.
"Darling, you never compare between you and your sister, you guys are very good girls. I believe in all of Raka's choices. And frankly, the longer you go, the more you feel you're no longer your daughter-in-law, but your own son."
Sarah looked at this good parent, her sinful feelings growing more and more towards him.
"Regardless of what is behind your marriage. Mama always believed, your marriage must happen because of the feeling of love. Although lately mama feels Raka has disappointed mama. It might be because of the effect that the two of you are far apart, so he was tempted to do so. "
Sarah doesn't know, to what extent Mama judged the truth of her relationship with Raka. Mama doesn't seem to know anything about their skit, only she has blamed Raka for the awkwardness of their relationship.
"Dismissing mom?"
"Well, lately Raka seems to have lied to you, honey. He's hiding something. Mama sure you as wife feel it."
"Lied?"
"Lately, if you're on the phone or VC with Raka, he's always been talking about the possibility of separation and the existence of a third person." Mama sighed again, which felt heavy.
"Last night he told my mom he was close friends with a girl on his campus, an indo. If something happens in your relationship. He asks, never blame you, because he has made a mistake, not intentionally betray you."
Mama looked down, that face was so sad.
"Mama is afraid, you guys are completely separated, dear.just because of Raka's immature attitude."
Now Sarah who felt her chest suddenly like she had been hit by a big rock. A sense of tightness struck, hearing Raka may have had a relationship with another woman.
But, if it is true, he had deliberately betrayed Raka first by accepting Dion as his lover.
Has he been fair? if you feel unable to accept Raka to be in a relationship with another woman.
"Raka didn't betray me, ma..." Sarah bit her lip until it was red, and the tears melted again. She regrets not being able to tell mom the true story behind their marriage.
"I'm sorry mama, honey.mama never took Raka's side even though she is a mama's son, but you are also a mama's son .
Mama regrets that Raka has made a terrible mistake toying with you and your marriage." Mom held Sarah's hand tight.
"Do you really love Raka?" Ask mom suddenly. Sarah was silent, stunned. Then his head nodded slowly. His heart could no longer lie.
Mama hugged her daughter-in-law.
"Darling, are you willing to forgive Raka and give her a chance once again if she has wronged you...?" ask mom in her ear.
Sarah nods at mom's shoulder with a sob. Guilt, guilt, fear, sadness. Everything moved, penetrated into his heart.
"I love her, ma.." sighed Sarah.
He had betrayed the marriage relationship even though this fake, if indeed Raka had been in a relationship with other women at this time.
If Raka is guilty, Sarah feels much worse.
"It's not too late to save your relationship, return Raka to where she should be, in your heart.
As you know, Raka is not a person who will easily turn away, mama just does not know why she has become so stupid lately"
Mama took off her arms and smiled warmly at Sarah.
"You are a gentle girl, even for Raka's fault, you don't try to blame her. Mama just wishes you brought Raka the mama that used to be to mama.
Can you do it for my mom?"
Sarah threw her gaze at her fingernails, not knowing what to answer.
He is only caught up in a marriage charade with Raka.
"You are his wife, you have the right to do anything to Raka. Give him back as your husband, without letting him walk away from you again. Suck her! Because your home is more important than any treasure in the world" said Mama.
"Never give anyone the chance to enter into your relationship, because if the third person has colored it, then your relationship is never the same again."
Sarah just looked down, mama just misunderstood, thought Sarah and Raka married out of love and thought Raka was trying to betray her. In fact, they married without any basis, even have legalized every other relationship if it happens in their marriage.
But, whatever Mama thinks now, Sarah realizes right, their relationship they have changed, because Sarah has completely fallen in love with Raka.
Only, did Raka have the same feelings for him. Or only she now felt infatuated with her husband.
She secretly promised, will fight for her feelings for mama and for herself.
She will fight for her household, because their legitimate relationship is a sufficient basis for her to love Raka.
He would stop fighting, if Raka really could never love him!