
Sarah opened the door and saw Raka still standing in front of the window of her apartment room staring outwards.
Sarah sighed, it felt so awkward if she said something because she did not know where to start.
She was very worried that Raka still held onto the anger. The incident in the parking lot really scared him half to death. The first time in his life saw Raka so angry.
As Raka swung her hand at Raka's face, she was to the point of being unable to move in place, like she was covered in such a way, her knees were limp with fear.
"Darling, I'm sorry...."Sarah's voice trembled as if it was stuck in the throat.
Slowly Raka turned her body, those eyes still radiated anger but on her lips so seemed like such a deep regret.
"I should be apologizing to you."
The look on that face was beyond Sarah's expectations.
"I've been acting excessively just now, he's just drunk. I should have been able to hold myself." Said Raka, a faint smile decorating her lips.
"I am guilty." Sarah's cry broke, she ran to embrace Raka.
All the mixed feelings in his heart after that incident, completely drained his emotions.
Guilt, fear and regret are mixed into one. It was as if it was spilling over while he was inside Raka's arms.
"You're innocent baby, I'm the base of it all. I once said, Letting you be in a relationship with anyone as part of a ridiculous deal I made. Even if you've had a relationship with him, I don't even have a reason to be jealous even though my heart burns like hell thinks of him." Raka hugged Sarah tightly.
Sarah was crying in Raka's arms.
How heartache that was forgiven so easily without having to explain anything, she felt even more so guilty to her husband.
"I'm.I'm really sorry." Sarah's voice faltered.
Raka loosened her embrace, in her face Sarah's face deeply.
"I'm sorry, too, honey, for making you suffer so much."Raka looked at Sarah deeply.
"Can we forgive each other and forget everything."
Raka's voice was so soft in a half whispered tone.
Sarah was moved by everything she heard, she could do nothing but cry in front of Raka.
"Already, baby.stop crying like that, my baby will be in anger. Perhaps, this father was so evil to his mother."Canda Raka while wiping away Sarah's tears.
Then carefully guided Sarah sat by the bedside.
Raka went to the dispenser near the dining room, took a glass of water and thrust it at Sarah.
"Drink..."
"But I'm not thirsty."
"My son's inside, says he's thirsty." Raka replied with a small smile.
Sarah raised her eyebrows while wiping her wet eyes.
"My mom likes to pee so much, all my drinking water was borrowed by mom for crying.she said so earlier." Raka said the sentence with a slight joke while pointing to Sarah's stomach.
Inevitably Sarah smiled at her husband's funny behavior.
Then welcome the glass from Raka's hand and drink it with a smile.
Then put the glass in his hand onto the table where the lamp slept.
Raka held onto Sarah's two hands, now her face became serious.
"Are you angry when I hit Dion?"Ask Raka carefully.
Sarah fell silent, then shook her head.
"I just feel sorry for him." Answer Sarah Lirih.
"And so scared...."Sarah continues while looking down.
"Fear what?"
"Fear you see you're angry and jealous."Answer Sarah.
"I'm really angry, baby.it's so angry to see him slamming at you like that, then hugging you carelessly. I'm mad, he touched you."Raka's eyes flashed, as if the scene was passing before her eyes.
"A husband who loves his wife is certainly not willing to touch his wife with such insolence. I also never thought, my hand so reflexively hit him, before my brain became aware, I had just acted." Raka held the chin of Sarah sitting before him, his wife raised her face slowly.
"Everything's out of my control, honey. It's going out of control."Kuluh Raka's.
"So..are you not jealous?"
"Jealous? Yes, I must be jealous, which husband is not jealous of the man who clearly likes his wife, even being so rude." Raka frowning.
Sarah lowered her face again.
"I'm sorry for that. I was too shocked to let it all happen."
Raka lifted Sarah's chin gently.
"Darling, it happened quickly and beyond your expectations. Never mind, maybe my raw bogen was enough to make him aware. Don't you dare disturb Raka's wife again." Raka chuckles. Sarah spoke a thousand languages, truly regretting the incident.
Suddenly Raka laid her body and placed her head on Sarah's lap.
"Darling, does he really love you?" asked Raka, looking at his wife's face that looked down, found her face in surprise, either because of her sudden efficacious attitude or the question she was asking just now.
"I don't know." Sarah hesitated.
"But I see, he really likes you."Raka smiled slightly from above Sarah's lap.
"You wouldn't be mad if I was honest with you why would Dion behave like that?"ask Sarah, worriedly.
"Honestly, no one will get angry if we tell the truth." Raka twirled Sarah's long hair that reached down to her chest, while looking down on Raka.
"When you went to Leiden, "
"Yes..."
"I accept his love."Sarah said hesitantly.
"Owh!" Raka's face momentarily changed, as if not expecting what she heard.
"You're not angry, are you?"Sarah was not feeling well.
"Eh, angry? I'm not angry!" Raka said as she crossed her arms across her chest as if she was listening.
"But..."
"But what?"
"Just two or three months."
"Hm..quite long." Raka frowned like an objection.
"But..."
"But what else?"
"I couldn't lie to her all the time, so I decided before I went to Leiden."
"What are you lying to?"
"If I never loved her, I. I ..." Sarah did not continue her sentence.
"Why you?" Raka frowned.
"I've fallen in love with you, even before you went to Leiden" Sarah replied with a flushed face.
"really?" Raka's eyes seemed to sparkle at the confession. Sarah nodded shyly.
"Why didn't you say, baby?"
"Say what?"
"Have you fallen in love with me?"
"LT....!" Sarah pinched Raka with an embarrassed look.
"But I really don't have any feelings for her." Continue Sarah.
"Oh, thank goodness..." Raka stroked her chest in a cute style.
"Dion's a good friend, always will be. In my heart too she's just a friend, it's just that I'm too naive, I guess when I accept her as a boyfriend, I'll forget about you."Sarah stroked Raka's hair gently.
"But he never touched me, really.I don't allow it." Sarah continued when she saw the flash of jealousy playing in her husband's eyes.
"I believe that, baby. The first night we proved, this wife really won't give herself up carelessly. Except..."
"Except what?" Sarah snorting.
"Except to a prince as handsome as I am. Dion, less handsome." Raka chuckles.
"Because I promised, give myself only to my husband." Sergey Sarah with a sour face.
"Thank you, baby. I'm glad my handsome face isn't the reason." Raka chuckles while poking his wife's nose.
"But wait a minute, isn't your ex holding your hand? Not kiss you?"
Sarah's face immediately turned red. Raka waited with a pouting face.
"Maybe..one or two times?" Sarah hesitated. Raka scowled hearing that
"Eh, wasn't my fist hard?" Suddenly asked.
"Where do I know."
"It's a shame, if not hard."
"Eh, why?" Sarah boughtak a little afraid Raka is angry.
"At the very least, I punched her for the lack of her teachings seducing my wife when her husband was no longer around."
"You mad...?"
"Akh, ready to say I'm angry. Ex-ex do like to make complicated if in love. So you have to teach a lesson." Raka laughed, calming the face of his wife who looked regretful with what he had said.
Then Raka slowly pulled Sarah by the neck, bringing her face closer to hers. Sarah bent her body on a very calm face on her lap, a strand of Sarah's hair fell covering part of Raka's face. Then a warm kiss happened so tender and affectionate.
"Darling, we'll just sleep here tonight."Pinta Raka half whispered.
"But, mama said..."
"As for mom, I'll take care of it!"
Saving the past for yourself is sometimes best, but being honest about the past is courage.
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