
"Why are you looking for me now?" Suddenly Sarah broke into silence, with a flat tone and a glare so sharp, the question rained down to the heart.
Sarah's father could not answer her lips twitched her heart to hear the question that was so judgmental.
"Am I too bad to be a child, so a father leaves him like a useless item?"
Sarah blinked her round glazed eyes, she noticed a clear grain that suddenly descended from the corner of her eye.
Sarah's father lowered his face, he could not see those dewy eyes.
"May I want to know, why I suddenly remember me after all this time?" Sarah's voice is getting louder.
"I'm sorry..." That's the only word Sarah's father can say, he doesn't have the answer to all his daughter's questions that have come of age.
Sarah's face is very similar to that of her mother, Viani.
He recalled, during that disastrous night, Viani his wife was an elementary school teacher who served in a suburban area, close to the slum.
He married Viani was not sanctioned by his family, considering Viani was only an honorary teacher.
Vijaya adoptive father Sarah, more opposed, because according to her brother they are not worth it. Winarta from a fairly well-to-do family, was proposed to marry cousin Mytha, wife of Wijaya who was the CEO of the family-owned subsidiary of adoptive mother Sarah's parents at that time.
Winarta's escape from the house with the village women certainly ignited the infinite hatred of the adoptive mother Sarah's family, especially mytha's cousin was very fond of Winarta, when he was young, he was incredibly handsome. She only works as an assistant to her brother, Wijaya but is very supple and interesting, especially for women.
Because of his good looks, he became a little naughty and playboy, he courted women from among the rich alternately, if bored then abandoned.
Many women are even willing to surrender themselves even though sometimes Winarta does not pin any status on them.
Until one day, perhaps even a cassanova has her own saturation point, a simple woman named Viani, who is, a teacher managed to break Winarta's heart at an accidental meeting when Winarta to the airport drove her sister Wijaya.
He accidentally collides with Viani, while rushing towards the parking lot. The girl was just about to go home for dropping off the missing belongings of her uncle and aunt, where she was staying at the time.
Love blossomed between them, just like that. Viani is so innocent and different from the girls she knows it even took two months Winarta approached her, a very hard effort for a playboy, given her track record as the doer.
Although eventually wanted to be courted by Winarta after two months Winarta, Viani never managed to be seduced by the man to want to sleep with him, like most of his girlfriends before that.
The simplicity and kindness of Viani brought Winarta the cassanova to her knees. He was willing to do anything for Viani despite strong opposition from his family
Winarta was finally determined to bring Viani to run away in order to marry her, she was willing to live as a makeshift life for the girl she loved so much.
Living in a suburb, a rural area in a cramped rented house, is a new and wonderful experience. Viani teaches as an elementary school teacher at a small school, with a month-long salary, even if the salary arrives only enough to pay the sometimes arrears rent.
Winarta herself works odd jobs, anything that can make money because she quit the company of her brother. His escape cut all ties with his family.
But with Viani he felt a different happiness, how nice to be grateful for a plate of rice together with a makeshift vegetable side dish, where once for a meal in a restaurant he could spend enough money to pay his rent for half a year.
That is life, everyone finally walks on his own choice, comfort for a few people sometimes instead of talking about abundant possessions, fancy food or branded clothes, he said, but it is enough just to enjoy the shortcomings in love, it is a gift.
She was at the top and Viani stayed at home with a pregnancy that counted days
for lahiran.
Viani was bleeding, with some neighbors being escorted to a nearby clinic, Sarah was born safely despite her low weight and needed to be incubated because she was deprived of oxygen due to being wrapped around the umbilical cord but Viani fell into a coma because she lost quite a lot of blood.
Winarta arrived, when the wife was unconscious. In grief and not enough money he takes Viani to a large private hospital, hoping Viani will survive with the number one treatment.
The only thing he can do is ask his brother for help, Wijaya.
In the treatment it costs a lot, considering the many equipment used to support Viani in order to keep breathing.
Similarly, Sarah who did not have a name at that time had to be treated intensively in the incubator, so that the bill from the private hospital could not be paid by Winarta, although finally a week later Viani died even without having time to wake up from his coma and did not have time to say a word to the husband who loved him.
Again, it was only to his older brother Wijaya that he wished for help.
But, Mytha Wijaya's wife who had not had children after four years of marriage asked Winarta to write a letter on the seal before willing to pay for all the care of her wife and child.
First, the child must be delivered under Mytha's care and secondly, no matter what happens Winarta must not appear again. Then the baby Winarta will be well cared for and guaranteed to live in adequacy without lack.
That day, still remembered in the memory of Sarah's father, a day so overcast in the hospital room, in front of the baby who was held tightly, the wife's rigid longitude that had been released from all medical devices. Winarta cried sobbing, lamenting her fate in front of the two people she loved.
Viani is dead, the innocent girl who changed her life is gone. What a little baby girl left behind, all that history of father and son must be erased from that day on.
Mytha adopted the baby without giving a name, all the scenarios after that were what Mytha, Sarah's foster mother, had planned. Including, if he left Sarah out of hatred for the child who had made his wife die.
"Why would a father leave his own child?" Sarah's question made her father aware.
Winarta raised her face, two clear feathers fell on the corner of her slightly wrinkled eyes.
"Because the father loved his son too much..." Whispers tremble.
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