
Raka stared at the ceiling of her apartment room, for some reason it all suddenly felt lonely. There was an empty space that felt, as he had to return to his own residence.
Yesterday morning, she had ushered Sarah back to her apartment after two days at her parents' house. Everyone back to where they should be.
Shown suddenly, Sally's face was on her mind.
That sweet, ever-smiling face stuck to his head. Then, it passed all his last conversations with the girl he once loved so dearly. The last conversation on the phone was like a hot ball that would melt his every yearning if it came crashing suddenly.
How hard it is to move back on, how hard it is to try to forget.
The longing he felt, overlapping with hate. All mixed, blending indistinctly, then making his chest feel so tight.
What Sally did, was really evil!
Who can tolerate betrayal? Which guy?
Raka cursed everything Sally did to her, not only to her but all that almost made her family reap infinite shame.
But homesickness? Who can resist the longing? I miss someone who has been with him for the last eight years. Missing his first love, which has made him give up anything including his pride.
Because of Sally, she was falling apart like this!
Because of Sally, she's playing the role of a fool!
Because of Sally, she became a cowardly figure hiding behind the back of an innocent woman.
That chick...
Sally's train-like face paced back and forth on her head, now changing into another face...
The dark face of Sarah.
Now this girl's face, imprinted perfectly on her head.
His eyes were gloomy but there were times when it sparkled, like a chastity. The look on her face is flat but if smiling can even make Raka sometimes stunned.
He was silent, he was calm, but when he was angry it would explode like a bubbling crater. Without Raka noticing, she had noticed Sarah so much.
Raka smiled to herself, recalling some of the events during her parents' home while with Sarah. This girl was truly mysterious, funny and strange at the same time.
He can't accept everything Raka does but he never really fights Raka.
He is also very angry with Raka but still obeys everything asked by Raka. In fact, sometimes Raka feels that there is genuine attention given to Sarah in her anger.
It feels really strange..Is Raka just exaggerating with her feelings?
For the next week, Sarah seems to be busy. She is really serious about taking part in the Surabaya Fashion Parade. Raka did not want to add to the burden of the girl by bothering her.
Raka wants to focus on some things related to her work. Solve everything, before handing it over completely to Edgar.
Two months is not a long time. He had to prepare everything, his determination was unanimous to continue his education to Leiden.
Sarah would certainly be calmer here, without her. And the most important thing is that there, he will reorganize his heart, his life and his future.
Upon his return from Leiden, he will free Sarah, returning half of the girl's life that he had plundered. He's gonna divorce her!
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Sarah took a deep breath, Surabaya Fashion Parade was in sight, soon the day she was waiting for would arrive. All preparations during the last weeks, have been maximally done. Sarah worked her way up to very detailed things. There should be no meaningful obstacles. Dion has helped him a lot.
Dion, that nagging, considerate fellow, where is he? On her return, yesterday morning from the Raka family home, Sarah received no news from the man. Even to this day.
Sarah grabbed her phone, was about to call Dion. But a few moves later he became doubtful.
Should he call Dion? what would he say to Dion? during this time, he never contacted someone first, especially men, for interests that are not related to work.
And now, he suddenly wanted to contact Dion, for reasons that he himself did not know for what.
Dion is actually handsome, even for some opinions from female audiences, he is very charming. A lot of girls are crazy about him. Especially for all models, members of the shading agency. His boss was worshiped like a god, many of whom would willingly surrender if Dion wanted him to.
And whatever Dion did, made a lot of girls who called themselves his big fans.
There may have been a few that Dion courted but never really seriously. He just plays around without using feelings.
For Dion, the woman who pursues herself is not an attractive woman.
They came too easily.
Women who are too easy to get will be very boring.
They are cheap and something cheap will not last long.
It's different when he's facing a Sarah. This woman has never responded to him before. He only considers Dion a friend, nothing more.
That opinion of course challenged Dion's Soul. He's a man who rarely accepts rejection, a man who abstains from rejection. The curiosity he felt for Sarah over time turned to attraction and now he is absolutely sure of loving the girl.
Dion's love is indeed strange, he does not want to force Sarah to accept it but hopes Sarah will one day accept it with her own desire and awareness. Dion loved her enough.
She knew Sarah was fine, that was enough for her.
Sarah is not a foolish woman in love affairs, she has loved someone before despite being betrayed by her own lover and friend.
Sarah just can't be sure, there's someone who really loves her, without ending up hurting her.
But, Dion in recent years quite tickled her heart with her persistence, Sarah felt Dion prove her intention so hard. At the lowest point in his life right now, even Dion was always there and understood him.
Sarah took a strong breath, did she now miss Dion?
does he need Dion now? So comes a rare selfish desire, hoping Dion remembers it.
Raka's face suddenly disturbed her sight, the cold flat face was like reminding her not to get too close to Dion.
"I don't want people to start suspecting our relationship" the words rang.
Raka without even needing to be in front of her, could ban her in such a way with just her shadow alone.
Sarah closed her eyes vigorously trying to cast Raka's shadow from her head.
"He's dictated enough to me when he's among his extended family, but when I'm alone he can't control me like this" Sarah sat in annoyance.
Unfortunately, Raka's handsome face was so at home appearing in his memories. With his authoritarian style, control Sarah's mind. Even his naughty smile when acting became very attached to Sarah's memory