Marrying My Brother's Fiancee
EPISODE 85 MISSED EACH OTHER
Sarah turned her body slowly, looking directly at the eyes of the man who was still sitting next to her son.
"There has never been love, which gave his heart and body to different people." Sarah medesis with trembling.
"You don't know what it's like, Sarah. Loving others, but not letting go of others."
"Don't know Bram, I can't describe you properly, you're not just selfish but greedy and mean, Bram." Sarah's voice sounded hoarse.
Bram was silent, he turned to Bella who looked at him with Sarah alternately, the debate was not understood by the little girl, but she knew her papa looked so riled up.
"Papa..why is this aunt angry with papa?" This little Bella asked as she wiped her troubled lips.
Sarah realized, she might be too carried away by emotions, so she was not aware of the situation.
With the volume of the sound lowered, Sarah said,
"Both you and Sally never understood the true meaning of love because***** have blinded your eyes and heart.
If you truly love Sally, you will not destroy her future and tarnish her in her status as someone else's fiance! If Sally loves her fiance, she won't give up her chastity on you and leave her own fiance like trash." Not loud, but it sounded snarling.
"A person who truly loves cannot accept the touch of others without feeling guilty for his or her partner. It's not love if you can still hurt the person you think of as love." Two clear feathers fell on the corner of Sarah's eye, unknowingly.
"Never say love again, by using your foul mouth. Hearing someone like you say it, I really felt disgusted, Bram.
People who don't appreciate love will never understand it. So stop in the name of love, for every sin you have committed." Sarah has never been this angry to anyone else but Bram really ignites every anger and hurt in her heart.
"One thing you should remember, stay away from my sister! Go back to your family, be a little self-aware with responsibility. Look at this sinless face beside you, he does not deserve the sin of a father who has no heart and no fidelity at all!" Sarah pointed her finger at Bram's daughter who looked increasingly confused looking at Sally while scooping her melted ice cream.
Sarah and Bram exchanged glances, moments, before Sarah turned her back with a crimson face blushing with emotion.
He left the cafe in the corner of the waiting room with a chest that felt like it wanted to explode.
...***...
Sarah sat in her bedroom, staring at the wedding photo above the head of her bed.
Recalling one last sentence Bram.
"Sally handed her body to me but secretly gave her heart to someone else...."
Sarah brushed aside all the guilt in her heart, she did not take Raka away from anyone at all, not at all!
It was God who determined his path to meet love, at a time when he considered the test of his life so severe.
He himself never knew when the love came to greet him suddenly, tying his legs no longer able to run away.
And the greatest of those feelings, he had no willingness to let go of the person he loved to anyone.
Sarah scavenged every corner of her heart, looking for what wrong she might have done to sally, but then she felt, she just accepted her destiny.
Even if Sally just realized, she kept her heart to Raka, then that was not her fault.
But, if the word, Raka turns out to choose Sally later on, then she will not speak anything more. Where Raka felt happy, then there she hung her prayers, such was the magnitude of love for her husband. But as long as Raka loves her, then she will defend Raka, even if she has to fight against her sister though.
Glancing at the clock on the wall, now that time shows almost 12 pm, his eyes are not sleepy, his mind is raging erratically. His encounter with Bram really bothered him, let alone this big bed, so cold. There was no longer Raka lying there, who usually smiled teasingly at him.
Sarah counted her fingers, from the departure of Raka, maybe the husband is still on the plane, because from Jakarta to amsterdam takes approximately 15 hours.
It felt so strange, Raka had just left this morning but it felt like her husband had been gone for a very long time.
A miss? Is this what you call miss? why is this feeling so heavy and disturbing?
In the past he could feel longing for Raka but if he distracts her, then that longing will evaporate temporarily.
But right now, nothing could distract him from the shadow of Raka's face.
Sarah turned around, taking a position to go to sleep immediately. Expecting Raka to come among the flowers of her dreams. She pulled out a blanket and put her hands on her stomach.
"My son, baby.Let's pick up your father in a dream." His whisper in his heart. Keep your eyes closed while whispering a do'a to someone who has taken his heart to the other continent.
Sarah's cell phone roused her, her hands moving to the table beside her bed, without opening her eyes. She was still very sleepy, last night she was only able to fall asleep after very late.
He opened his eyes slightly, looking at the phone screen. Instantly his eyes became perfectly open looking at the face of the contact profile photo that was in the call. The handsome face of her husband who was laughing, when they were Keukenheof set tulip various warana.
Raka was calling him in a video call.
Sarah immediately sat down, without having a chance to tidy up her disheveled hair,
"Hallo, Darling...Indonesia is morning, now...."The smile of the sumringah was instantaneous like a pleasant morning booster.
"Darling, you woke me up." Sarah glanced at the wall clock almost 7am. Apparently, he really was bad luck. It was fortunate that he had excellent in-laws, not going to mind any hours he woke up.
"I'm already in Amsterdam, because it's midnight here when the plane arrives so stay at the hotel until tomorrow morning. It's 2 in the morning here. I can't stand calling you"
Raka's handsome face really treated all her yearning, to the point that she was just gawking at the phone screen.
The first day of LDR is like this, how can I get through the day for the next five-six months? the weakness in the heart.
"Darling, are you okay?"Raka frowned looking at Sarah's pias.
"Oh, I again gathered my consciousness. Honey, you're just interfering with my sleep, I just had a dream of being hugged by someone."
"A hug someone? It hasn't been 24 hours since your husband left, you've been dreaming of someone else?" Raka glared across there.
"Yes, this guy in my dream is weird, he likes to hug me quietly while I'm sleeping and most strangely, sometimes talking to my stomach, babbling to himself."Sarah chuckles.
Raka's face pouted at his laughing wife, but her eyes sparkled happily. If only not separated space maybe now the lips of the mouth that chuckled it will be silenced with a thousand kisses.
"Darling, I can't sleep..."Raka said with a clear face.
Sarah stopped her laughter, and raised her eyebrows while brushing her hair.
"Why?"
"I missed you...."
"I miss you too."
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