Marrying My Brother's Fiancee
EPISODE 35 A CONFESSION
"What should we talk about?"Dion looked at Sarah with a confused look. Sarah's attitude from earlier was like a strange person.
Sarah doesn't know where to start, but everything has to be said. He didn't want to lie to himself and Dion any longer.
"Dion.maybe tonight is our last night." Sarah slowly nodded.
"I mean..." Dion scrunched his forehead.
"Our relationship doesn't seem right."
"Why are you, Cay?" Dion leaned in his face, releasing the spoon he had in his hand.
Sarah stood up, she became really nervous, the great guilt made her confused as to how to proceed with her sentence.
Sarah walked towards the dispenser, in the corner between the living room and her room, temporarily trying to give a pause to the conversation, while looking for the right words.
His throat became completely dry maybe a sip of two sips of water will make him able to continue the sentences he had designed since returning from the house of Mama Raka this morning.
Sarah drank a glass of hair in a glance, trying to muffle the anxiety of her heart
"Cay.." I don't know when it came, Dion was already behind him, following him from behind without a sound.
Sarah was shocked to death when she felt both of Dion's arms hugging her from behind.
"Dion..." Sarah wriggled about to break away but the arm was so strong it held her back.
"Why are you, Cay?" Dion whispered in Sarah's ear.
Dion's breath was warm on Sarah's neck. Dion's chest docked at Sarah's back.
"Yon, let go..." Sarah pulled Dion's arms, her face red.
"I really don't understand what you're talking about, Cay!" Dion kissed Sarah's hair, and this time she was so brave to do this to Sarah.
Sarah always makes distance between them, wherever and whenever.
Dion appreciates the girl, because she knows Sarah's hard character, she doesn't like to be touched especially without her permission.
But tonight Dion won't hold back anymore, let alone Sarah's attitude makes her suddenly frightened, the girl seemed really do not want to get close to him anymore.
"Dion, let go.we can't talk like this." Sarah, with a sigh.
Dion took off his arms and turned Sarah's body, facing her head.
They exchanged looks with similarly red eyes. Dion and Sarah are both harboring one fear now, Sarah is still afraid to express her wishes and Dion is even more afraid to guess what she will hear from the girl's mouth.
Sarah has never been this serious.
"Talk now, I'm ready to hear it." Dion dived into Sarah's eyes with a sharp look.
"We must put an end to all this, Yon." sizzled Sarah.
Dion grinned, trying to accept Sarah's words as an unfunny joke.
"Here you go, Cay.if you think of this as my birthday night and try to make a prank, I don't think it's funny."
"It's not a prank!" Sergei Sarah. His eyes did not blink looking at the man in front of him.
Dion laughed in a bland tone.
"I'm scared, Cay...! I'm scared, sweat...! so stop this nonsense, are you satisfied? now stop joking about these unimportant things!" Dion shook Sarah's shoulder as if to resuscitate her.
"What are our problems, Cay? you don't accept what I told you on the phone yesterday? are you angry with me?"
"We don't have a problem, nor have I ever been angry with you."
"I'm sorry if my words hurt your heart yesterday, I just don't get upset with Cay, but I'm not serious, I swear!" Dion cupped his hands on Sarah's cheeks and immediately Sarah brushed them off.
"That's not the case, Yon. Our relationship must end soon. I am the wife of another man of her status. We've really made a mistake." Sarah looked down, avoiding Dion's gaze.
"I told you, I'm willing to wait until you're divorced with Raka." Dion hugged Sarah.
"But Dion, we can't go on like this. I can't promise you anything. I feel like I've played with your feelings."
"I'll be patient waiting for you until you can really accept me."
"Dion, behold...I never said I loved you all this time. We can't keep lying about our feelings, pretending we don't know what we're feeling."
"But, cay.I love you. I don't care if you love me or not. As long as we're still making deals in our relationship, I really don't care.
I believe love will come by itself if I'm patient enough waiting for you." Dion said with a trembling voice.
"I don't want us to go on anymore, Yon. It will hurt you even more later. The sooner we'd better end." Sarah looked up at Dion, letting Dion look into her teary eyes. So that Dion knows he's not messing around with his words.
"Sarah, I can wait..." Dion placed both of his palms on the wall. Caged Sarah who was now pushed to stick to the wall with a straight look at her.
"I'm sorry, Yon. You don't have to accept this, you've been so good to me." Hiss Sarah.
"I can wait for you, until any moment." Dion emphasized those words once more.
"But I don't want you to wait for me!" sahut Sarah sharp.
Dion closed his body. Sarah pressed her body against the wall.
"I love you so much, Sarah. Loving you so much, there's no reason for us to end this. Either this is true or one mistake. But the truth I know, I love you!" Dion brought his face closer. His hand came down from the wall and crept into Sarah's waist.
Sarah squirms in denial.
"I've accepted whatever it is that you've been making all this time, whether I feel it hurts or not. You never ask, and I won't say anything because I can do it to make you love me." Dion's voice sounded raucous.
"I'm ready to do whatever Sarah does, except part with you!" continued sharp.
"I know it's hard to accept, but we have to break up..." Sarah closed her eyes tightly as Dion's lips suddenly targeted her, bringing with her anger and fear.
The kiss was so rough and agitated.
"Dion...! Stop Dion!" Sarah threw her face aside trying to push Dion's body. Raka's face suddenly appeared in his head just like that.
Dion no longer seemed to care, he caught Sarah's hand holding it so firmly.
"I love you, Sarah..."Dion was about to land his kiss again on Sarah, who was now like a frightened man.
"But I don't love you."Sarah replied, her eyes closed, now the clear circle fell on the end of her eyes.
"I don't care, Sarah, really, all this time I don't care if you love me or not. I'm sure all this time, someday you'll be able to love me." Dion hugged Sarah. Sarah's neck kissed with the same eyes closed.
"But I'll never be able to love you, Dion, never will" Sarah was completely resigned now that Dion's hand locked her body firmly, to the point that she felt crushed.
"Why? Why can't it?" Dion pulled his face from Sarah's neck. His red eyes were also foggy.
"Because I.have loved Raka!" Answer Sarah stammering. Her tears spilled, her shoulders shook violently, then she sobbed with her body completely resigned in Dion's arms.