My Boss, My (Ex) Boyfriend
14. Dimas Plan
"Gue still can't come home, Dim."
Maybe it's time for Rein to let go of her best friend in pursuit of a better life.
"Why? Is it because you are ashamed of my family?. Rein, you don't have to worry about that because they're very open. If you are still uncomfortable, we both get married in the village. Lo be my wife and Tio be our son, I promise you"
"Dimas, enough." Cut Rein was unhappy.
"Rein?" Call Dimas not understand.
"Lo my best friend is the only one in the world and I don't want your life to be ruined just for continuing to be involved in my shameful disabled life."
"That's not true, Rein-"
"Get me down first, Dim! Please?"
Dimas had to shut up.
"Gue thinks it's time you care about the future you want. Don't get involved with me, let alone think about my marriage. Dim, I'm a cripple! You must know that this disabled man will not give you perfect happiness. I will not be able to give you perfection and I am sure you will immediately regret having foolishly chosen me as a companion to life just like the man used to be. I don't want that until it happens and our friendship breaks down. I don't want to, Dim."
About the quality of himself that is more worthy of being referred to as a defective item and not worth using, Rein has been very aware of it since that day.
The day that the man she had loved wholeheartedly dumped her without guilt. Since then she knows that love was not created for her and she is not destined to feel how sweet sincere love is.
"Gue's not that brengs*k guy, Rein, and you're not disabled-"
"Lo's not him, Dim! But don't rule out the possibility you could also be like him, Dim!" Cut Rein patiently.
"Yes, Dim. Without you saying also I'm self-conscious, Dim, what is my true quality of life." Rein smiled gently, trying to convince the friend.
"Gue's really sorry, Dim. I don't want to constantly involve you in my life because I also want to live a happy life."
"When do you plan to return to the village?" Since Dimas said nothing, Rein took the initiative to ask.
"Two months away, my resignation letter is being taken care of." Dimas replied, looking reluctant.
"Two months away, it's still a long way off. You still have time to play with Tio and I'm hard." His intentions were joking but seeing Dimas' flat expression, Rein laughed crisply.
"Em, I'm looking for an extra job tomorrow. About you know a place that is still open job vacancies, em. any work that is important can make money and rather close to Tio school."
Because Dimas wants to move, Rein must learn to take care of all Tio's needs alone. For there will be no Dimas to support him as many years ago.
"Don't look for work anymore, you just focus on Tio here. Money problems and other necessities I can send from the village." Dimas protest refused.
His face looks upset.
"Dim, seriously you don't waste your time on me with Tio. I do not want to bother you continue, it has been enough 5 years I make you suffer. In the future I don't"
"Gue is sleepy, go to sleep first. Malem, Rein." Without waiting for Rein to finish speaking, Dimas went straight into the room.
Rein let out a long sigh, "Well, the guy's too nice, Dim." He said helpless.
Rein went into the room, sitting on the edge of the bed to pay attention to the soft face of her baby. She seemed to be sound asleep and very comfortable, making Rein eager to squeeze her cheeks but also reluctant to fear disturbing Tio's sleep.
"Don't look for your father again Tio because he doesn't want us. Mommy doesn't want you to get a bitter rejection from her so stop looking for that guy. Let's just say Mommy is both Mom and Dad to you and never think about that man again. Is Tio listening, Mommy?"
Only the sound of Tio's regular breathing responded and Rein thought this was an indirect expression of approval from him.
"Smart kid." He said as he gently rubbed Tio's hair.
"Great dream baby." Lightly pecking the top of Tio's head, he laid himself beside Tio and closed his eyes to enter the dream world.