My Boss, My (Ex) Boyfriend
94. Sorry, I Can't
"Rein, listen to me." Pinta Davin tightened his embrace.
But Rein doesn't want to hear, he just keeps trying to let go of Davin's hand and wants to escape inside immediately. No, not anymore. Even if he had known the truth in the past - though not completely - but Rein still could not let go of the pain he was getting in that day.
He still can't let go!
"It's free, Rein, because I'll never let you go." Davin reminded.
As Davin said, Rein really couldn't let go even though he tried his hardest. Giving up, Rein did not rebel anymore. He lets Davin do whatever he likes - at least, for now.
"Rein, please listen to me." Davin pleaded for the first time with a softer tone and a little helplessness.
Rein closed his eyes saying nothing.
He acted as if the sound of rain was more pleasant than Davin's.
"Let's go back, Rein." These words finally fell.
The words that Rein had expected to come out of this man's mouth 5 years ago. Rein desperately hopes Davin turns off the phone from the woman and turns to say regret, and well.
But, Rein didn't get it that day and only got it after 5 years later.
Isn't this funny?
"Let's start all over again. If necessary we can get married right away if you want a legitimate relationship-"
"Davin," Her heart was so sick.
"I'm sorry, but I can't." He drops a smokeless bomb into Davin's heart.
Davin's open mouth wanting to speak earlier slowly clenched and tightly shut. He did not say any response.
"I think the past that happened between us before is a nightmare that we do not need to remember let alone to revive it. I'm sorry, I can't get through the same nightmare." Rein refuses to be in a relationship again because he is afraid, he is afraid that Davin will leave him for reasons that cannot be said anymore.
But at that time if Davin was really suppressed by his family then they could talk openly so that the painful nightmare did not occur.
But Davin is selfish, preferring to listen to himself without sharing secrets with him.
"You still love me, I know. The breakup 5 years ago must have hurt you so much and I understand, you still can't forgive me. It's okay, Rein, I understand your reasons. But... couldn't we fix everything for Tio? He is our son and definitely longs for the role of a complete parent." Davin's words involve Tio among them.
Klise indeed, she had already repeatedly threatened Rein with Tio's existence, and surely Rein's current feelings were multiplied in her disgust. But what should Davin do to deal with Rein's stubbornness sharper than ever?
Honestly, Davin's overwhelmed.
"Davin, you have to understand one thing." Said Rein carrying his gaze staring at the raindrops that were so heavy on the roof.
"I'm disappointed in you. I'm disappointed for all the betrayal you've done so my love for you slowly begins to erode until it's just the feeling of hate I have for you." Rein knew this was a big lie.
But he has no other way.
"And you should also know that I am willing to stay in the same place as you again and even to be your maid is because I want Tio to get her right from you. He must have an identity, a decent life, and an honor, all of this can be realized by you whereas I do not. So-so"
"Don't lie" Cut Davin refused to believe.
Rein still has a taste for him and he knows it.
"I'm not lying, Davin. We really can't be together because you're too disappointing."
Davin closed his eyes holding tightness. Slowly, he released his embrace from Rein, leaving Rein free as expected.
"Well, say whatever you want, but I'll never give up, Rein! I will definitely be able to get you back sooner or later and you will have to prepare for the day!" Davin was determined.
Rein still loves him and for that love, Davin will no doubt fight even harder to restore Rein's trust in him. Bringing Rein back and starting a peaceful life like those years.
Smile faintly, "Don't waste your time, Davin. I'm a poor, disabled woman who doesn't deserve to be with you."
Rein then went inside in soaked clothes. He walked quickly inside the villa without thinking about the floor getting wet and becoming slippery.
Rein did not care because he could clean it again after he finished changing clothes.
"Gurgh!"
Meanwhile in the backyard Davin vented his bitter feelings by yelling and kicking innocent puddles of rain.
He's hurt, right. He's heartbroken, this is true too. He was disappointed, this was true but he was more disappointed with himself.
Disappointed to hear how disappointed Rein was to him.
Huh...
"Daddy same Mommy why not play? Though Tio also wants to play hugs with you!" Tio suddenly approached him with a sullen expression.
"Tw..." Davin took his son into a hug.
"Daddy is not Mommy is playing - my God, Tio! You're Daddy's source of inspiration, son!" Davin exclaimed in delight as he thought of an idea inside his head.
"Hem, what's the inspilation, yeah?" Tio muttered not understanding.