My Boss, My (Ex) Boyfriend
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Rein understood her feelings, so she just silently listened to every single word her husband wanted to say.
"I'm so happy.I was so happy when I found out you were pregnant again. Because baby, you know, my only regret in this world that always haunts me is to leave you and raise Tio alone. I'm his father but never present when you're having difficult days due to morning sickness, I'm his father but never saw his development in your womb. I'm his dad but don't know what food he wants when you're cravings. I was his father but was not present when you brought him into this world. I was his father but not when he opened his eyes for the first time, I wasn't even there when he learned to crawl and learn to talk or to learn to run. I was never there in Tio's momentous moments. I'm his father but there's no one when he needs me the most, Rein? I don't know and I'm not next to him when you two are really in need. Even when you need a backup because you're tired of staying up late to take care of Tio, I'm still not there. I really regret it... God knows better how much I regret these missed times and how much God knows if I really want those times to happen again so that I can fill the emptiness I once left behind preceding. But Rein..." Davin's heart was sad and happy. Either for Tio or for her future baby.
Davin really didn't know how to express his current feelings.
"God finally gave me a chance. Although I can't replay my time back, I'm happy with the presence of our son. I promise, I will always be with you and the children, accompany you through morning sickness, accompany you to monitor the development of our baby in your womb, trying to get whatever my child wants you, she said, come with you while giving birth to our child into this world, and help you to support our child while learning to walk or run. I will also be the best teacher for him to learn to speak. Rein, when you're finally tired of taking care of our kids, my shoulder is ready to be the most comfortable resting place for you. Rest assured, when you lean on me, your fatigue will no longer be felt because I will always be with you." Davin continued in his sobs full of regret.
He regrets, wants to turn back time but is powerless because everything God has determined. He had no right to ask God that much because he was a very sinful servant. But even so, his heart desperately hoped that those times would repeat themselves to make up for the pain of his poor wife and son.
He wants to make it back.
Rein surprised. He never heard that Davin regretted those days. Sometimes Rein would see Davin looking at Tio with a complicated expression without saying a word, but Rein did not put it in his heart and just assumed Davin was thinking about something else. But, who would have thought that Davin's silence meant a regret that was still not released in his heart?
"Mas Davin, stop crying, okay? At that time we also had a difficult time. I'm having trouble with the baby in my belly and you're having trouble taking care of 1-month-old Aska. Just like you, I also wished to be by Aska's side back then. To think of him being raised without the affection of a mother and in the hands of my cold-faced husband, I was anxious to feel like I was turning the clock around. But God has willed and we just have to do it. For our past regrets, God sent another baby for us, for us to care for together. And we must remain fair to our other children. Even if we get a new day care, we should not waste our other children much less to reduce our love for him. I want their minds to grow healthy and full of family love so that in the future blood relationships are much more valuable than anything." Rein said revealing his heart.
He raised his hand to touch the handsome face of the husband, gently rubbing every wet spot that his naughty tears had passed.
"We must start a new chapter of our lives, Mas, and forget all the regrets that have happened in the past." She did not want her husband to be constantly stuck in regret.
Davin smiled widely, nodding his head in understanding. In a still turbulent feeling of happiness he grabbed his wife's hand and kissed her several times to convey his gratitude that could not be expressed in words.
"Well, thank you, my wife. Thank you for being the best home and place for me to go home." Davin said very sincerely, These words really come from the bottom of his heart.
Rein smiled shyly, looking blushed, "No, Mas. I am the one who should thank you for being willing to be my world. Without Mas Davin, maybe I'm still Rein without a destination." Rein immediately denied.
Davin disagreed, "No, you're the one who gave me the house to lean on." Sturdy Davin.
Rein also disagreed, "How is it possible, it was obviously Mas Davin who got me excited about life."
They then fell silent, looked at each other with both red eyes exhausted, then a few seconds later Rein and Davin compactly laughed together.
They suddenly acted childishly and strangely compact.
They had to shift the subject so Davin took the initiative to change the topic.
"Is our child a boy or a girl?" Davin asked with his hand stroking the surface of Rein's slightly inflated stomach.
Davin really hopes it's a girl because she's had enough of her boys' mischief.
Rein smiled amusedly, "It's only been 3 weeks so what can be seen from this small age? Wait a few more months then we'll see the gender." Rein explained.
Davin ber'oh ria and promised to buy a book about pregnant women tomorrow so that he knows what phases will pass his wife and child later.
Davin was surprised and looked at Rein with a probing gaze, "You're lying, yeah?" Davin obviously couldn't believe it.
Rein smiled meaningfully. For this opportunity he had prepared his answer. Therefore his free left hand skillfully took something from under the tablecloth. It was the pregnant mother's book that the doctor gave her yesterday. It is new and untouched.
"If Mas Davin does not believe, please look in this book Pregnant women. Here it is explained if I will not be serving again for 3 months. And during that time Mas Davin had to fast and should not force me to do so. Otherwise, our baby will get in trouble." Clearly Rein with a wide smile on his face.
A new father who was once plagued with happy feelings,"...." Fasting again? Is there still time to regret it?!
Davin's mouth twitched wanting to say something. But before he could speak Rein had already opened a page explaining the matter. It is true what his wife said if she had to fast until Rein's pregnancy entered the fourth month.
"Does Mas Davin not want to see our son?" Rein asked in a spoiled tone.
Davin was bluffing his teeth and replied, "I want to." But he had to give up the welfare of his chaotic household life.
"Does Mas Davin want our children to grow up and be born healthy?" Rein still asked.
Davin still forced himself to answer, "I want it."
Rein's smile grew wider, "So be content until my gestational age enters four months, not long really, Mas." It was nice to see her husband's constipated expression.
Davin wants to negotiate, "But baby, I think in one week there's no harm to us"
"So Davin doesn't want to? God's creations, you know.." Rein reminded generously.
Davin immediately smiled widely, looking forced.
"How can I really want it. Besides, my fast is not long so I can still hold it."
Rein then yawned wide,"Yes, I slept first huh, Mas. Since I was pregnant I was sleepy so the innate want to sleep continuously. And Mas Davin. please clean all this up before going to bed.." Said Rein starting to lay himself on the bed.
His eyes were so heavy he wanted to fall asleep.
Davin did not know whether to laugh or cry at his wife's behavior, sighing deeply, he began to put his sleeves aside to clean the table and everything that was here to get back to the way it was.
"Oh yes, Mas Davin should not take a shower.watch out for a shower..." Rein forced himself to stay awake before actually falling asleep.
Davin,"...." He was itching to pinch his wife.
"How can I fast if you're always so coquettish in front of me." Davin's sigh was helpless.
...Finishes...