Dear Imamku
Final Letter

Today the SAR team is looking for some victims who fell into the ravine. Naufal was there and so was Azma.

The investigation into the cause of the accident has begun. Eyewitnesses in interrogation.

That night, Layla roars wanting Aisha back. Radit was the same, a father who had just felt the child's warm embrace before going to the hospital the other day

So depressed Layla had to be taken to the ER room that night. His leukemia still gnawed at his body.

Just as Aisha's in-laws feel that sadness. Rifa is close to Aisha. Moreover, Gita who really misses the brother-in-law.

Azmi who heard that her heart was filled with anger and revenge. She's sad. But the emotions had already taken hold of her, she knew Aisha would never leave like that if there were no problems. And Azmi knows the cause without having to investigate.

Naufal and Azma come down to the ravine with the SAR team members. They are still expecting a miracle to come. Even though it has been told that most likely Aisha's body was burned when the car burned

They avoid that fact. The search continued until the fifth day at the insistence of Naufal and Azma of course

***

It has been a week since the accident passed the search for the body of the victim who fell into the ravine when it was no longer successful

Some cars were thrown into a deep abyss, the possibility of the car being destroyed and the bodies of victims who were not found burned along with the explosion of the car down there

Naufal still denies that Aisha is dead. He hates that word. Aisha is alive. And he believed it.

Layla who heard the facts back drop. He lost his daughter before he left. Azmi was getting worse seeing the condition of the mother who was getting dropped

The whole family mourns Aisha's passing. They really thought Aisha was gone. Although the heart is not willing, the fate of death cannot be avoided, even if we try

Naufal is currently in his apartment. Staring at his three children alone—ia rented house art to take care of the house and also his three children—Aisha's trip made them strays and all this was his fault

Naufal again shed tears. Heart hurts. He still could not accept the fact that Aishanya was gone

Naufal was very sorry for what happened that night. His family's condition is in chaos. Layla and Rifa both drop

Moreover, Rifa who has not been informed about Fauzan, his eldest son. Naufal felt guilty. All the problems that arise are because of it. Fauzan disappeared because of it. Aisha was in an accident because of that too

The sound of ringing blew away the daydreams of Naufal. The call is connected

"Hello?"

"I've got the cause of Miss Aisha's accident."

"What's the cause?"

"It is suspected that Aisha's mistress drove the car in the opposite direction, causing a series of accidents."

Naufal sighed. The hardships hit his heart again

"Thank you Zee, but Aisha won't be coming back" Naufal said, leaving Zee speechless

Indeed, at the time of the accident Naufal did not ask confidants to investigate the accident, but Zee who was concerned about Naufal helped his friend to investigate the case of Aisha accident

"Fal, I'm sorry for the accident that happened to Lo's wife" said Zee. He also felt how blessed the Qurtuby Alfarizi family was

"Thank you again, Zee" Naufal said. Her voice is raucous

The connection was severed along with various feelings of regret and guilt controlling the recesses of his heart

"Aisha wouldn't drive a car like that. He's like that because of his heartache and it's all because of me."

Naufal continues to be haunted by the guilt of Aisha's death that even Naufal himself did not admit that Aisha was dead after the tragedy

Naufal remembers the book and the ring. He sighed before finally venturing out to open the book

The dark brown booklet was already broken, partly burning as flames grabbed it quickly. But strangely, this book is still safe. Did Aisha accidentally throw him out before the car exploded? Naufal did not want to think of a theory for now

Naufal opened it by holding tight.

Hi :)

Just a simple sentence. But his heart was able to tear down his defense not to cry while reading it. Aisha who was smiling sweetly and cheerfully said that word.

Say Naufal whiny. Idiotically. Because it really is. Naufal regrets Aisha's departure. He feels so guilty about it

How are you doing?

Two words made Naufal even more afraid to read the book. But he has to read it

“I miss you the old days. You are warm and always kiss my forehead every day.”

“You miss him, right? Me either. It's just that you expect him as your companion. Whereas I expect him to get a companion soon.”

“Mas, if you have read this book please open the box in the closet. I hope it's not too late.”

The writing was not very clear as the paper was almost burnt but Naufal could still read it

Naufal. He opened it with some things and also a letter

Assalamu’alaikum.

Dear Imamku's...

Hi mas, miss me, is it the same as me? Do not miss :)

Mas, uh I didn't call him brother

Brother Naufal, I wrote this letter a long time ago. When I read one of your pastel-colored books. I'm sorry I took it easy to open it, but I was curious

At first I just let your feelings go away on their own over time, but the more I let you out the more.

I know more and more when I read your blue colored book. Sorry for that too for opening it. You know how sick I was reading that book you said that you loved me but also loved Azizah

Sis, I am also human especially I am female. I don't feel that strong when faced with betrayal

I read the last page that said 'still empty' at first I thought it was just a word but I finally understood that it showed how much you still expected him to return to your life

Ye know? How claustrophobic and hurt I was then, even I was sick of seeing your face. Ye know? I survived only because I knew how much you wanted to be a father. Then I will realize your wish in the hope that one day you can make peace with your past, brother. And love me completely

I was actually wrong again. Until whenever you can never love me because the past keeps coming to you

I don't know if I'm gonna give you this letter or not. I wish it wasn't but death nobody knows

I feel like death is chasing me, brother, if it really happens I want to leave the children to you, take care of them with all your affection

Oh yeah, congratulations on being a dad, brother, I'm so happy

Wassalamu.

Marked

Your mummy

The letter was Aisha's handwriting. He wrote it before the accident. A feeling of sadness and tightness burst into his heart.

He continued to read the second letter that Aisha wrote.

Hi brother :)

I'm going to the point, yeah.

I have a bad feeling about my death, brother. Before that happens, before the children become strays please. Please marry Azizah. I know you love her brother. Hugely.

Azizah's wedding is still three weeks away from the invitation given the other day. I really wish you could do it, brother

Don't let children become strays. Which there is no mother. Please brother, this is my last request if it is true I will be facing him soon

Oh yes one more thing, please give my wedding ring to her brother. The ring would be very valuable with Azizah

I hope my guess is correct, you are not too late to read this letter

Salutations

Aisha ♡

Naufal's eyes glazed over after reading the letter. His heart was getting claustrophobic he could not bear to cry even though he had promised not to cry while reading this letter. In fact, he is just an ordinary human as well as Aisha

Naufal stared at Aisha's wedding ring in her hand and Azizah's wedding invitation inside the box

"Aisha maafin mas" said Naufal slowly

All this felt like a dream to Naufal, the sound of a ringing phone pulling him back to reality

Naufal saw Reza's name there. He did not want to argue with his papa when he was sad like ink

But the more you let the phone get louder. The weight of Naufal's heart raised his call

"What's the matter, Pah?" asked Naufal to the point in his hoarse voice

"Naufal go to the hospital" Reza said

"Why reward?" ask Naufal

"Your mother-in-law is critical. Mamahmu back drop." said Reza made Naufal immediately disconnect rushed to the hospital

"Bi, I put the children in the room" Naufal said after that he immediately rushed to the hospital

"Oh Allah what is this ordeal?" he murmured with frustration