Dear Imamku
Bad or good news?

..."Maybe it's time for me to accept fate, because no matter how far I stay away from it if you are in my destiny then you will remain with me at all times."...

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A few days ago Naufal was already looking healthy it made Aisha feel relieved

This afternoon they were relaxing at home because of their schedules were both at the morning shift

The relationship between the two also seems to improve a little although sometimes Naufal always makes Aisha hurt especially over the incident a few days ago where Naufal said that he missed Azizah but Aisha had not responded to it anymore

"Sister," called Aisha to Naufal who was sitting on the sofa while staring at her phone

"Yes?" naufal asked without turning his eyes away

"I miss Mommy, we also have not been to the house of Mommy for a long time" said Aisha

Naufal put the object on the table and then he turned to Aisha, "Tomorrow we go home from the hospital" said Naufal made Aisha smile

After that Naufal again busy with the phone made Aisha feel upset herself

Instead of Aisha feeling in the middle of the phone, she better go to the kitchen and make her favorite cake

Fifteen minutes Aisha goes smoothly while making the cake she looks busy with the dough yes she makes it all for tomorrow

But suddenly Naufal called him and approached himself in the kitchen

"Aisha let's go!" naufal said with an anxious look on his face

"Where's sis?" ask Aisha wonder

"Udah let's hunt, we don't have much time later in the clear!" insist Naufal and Aisha nod he let the dough there

Aisha ran to her room after washing her hands to pick up the slingbag and caught up with Naufal who was already in the car

As soon as Aisha enters Naufal immediately runs her car at high speed even overtaking the vehicles in front of her makes Aisha horrified herself

"Sir Naufal do not speed," said Aisha "I'm afraid" he continued

Naufal glanced to the side and found Aisha who closed her eyes and Naufal lowered her car speed slightly

Seeing the look on Naufal's anxious face made Aisha wonder "What's wrong? Why so worried?" ask Aisha

"You're in the hospital" Naufal replied making Aisha surprised and no less anxious with Naufal

"How are you doing now?" ask Aisha worried

"You're in the ER." Aisha was surprised again

"If so let's go quickly to the hospital," Aisha and Naufal said, nodding to speed back up the speed of his car to the hospital where Rifa was treated

Arriving at the Naufal hospital and Aisha immediately entered and ran towards the ER there she saw her Papah and also Fauzan

"Why did Mom get to the hospital?!" naufal asked unsettled

"You have a sudden heart attack" replied Fauzan

Aisha rubbed Naufal's shoulders to calm him down, they all waited for almost half an hour shortly after which the doctor who handled it came out

Then Naufal immediately approached the doctor followed by Aisha

"Where is my mother's condition Doc?" asked Naufal worriedly

"Bu Rifa is okay lucky he was quickly brought here so it can be handled immediately," said the doctor made Naufal rub chest relief

"Thank God" said Naufal and Aisha

"He will be transferred to the hospital room soon" the doctor continued

"Okay doc, thank you" said Aisha

Naufal's anxious rage did not fade from his face Aisha who realized it was trying to make Naufal calm

"God willing, everything is fine, sister" said Aisha by rubbing her husband's shoulder

Aisha knew that Naufal loved Rifa very much as he was closer to Rifa and always listened to Rifa's words even though sometimes her cold nature could not escape

Naufal arranged Aisha's manner, "I'm afraid" she said, hugging Aisha

This even made Aisha surprised by Naufal's sudden movements but she still returned Naufal's embrace channeling strength to the man

"I'm afraid of why" said Naufal as he took off his arms at Aisha and even his eyes looked teary

"God willing, believing in Allah's Mama must be all right" Aisha said with a smile

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Naufal was sitting on the chair beside Rifa's bed, Aisha was sitting on the sofa while Reza had just come home earlier and Fauzan was out for a while

"Sorry Naufal can't take care of you" Naufal said

Suddenly the door of the room opened and Fauzan went inside carrying some warm drinks and fried he deliberately bought it because the outside air was cold in addition to the heavy rain that flushed since this afternoon

"Nih I buy coffee with your favorite Matcha," said Fauzan gladly Aisha received it because she was in need of a warm drink

Aisha took her matcha and handed over Naufal's coffee

"So Brother Fauzan came out earlier for fried nyari?" aisha asked, making Fauzan nod and sip his coffee

Aisha chuckled softly making Fauzan squint his forehead, "Why?"

"No papa, it's funny that I think," said Aisha unconsciously making Naufal clench his hands silently

Was that happy for Aisha when she was with Fauzan? Why should he be angry and jealous? Is it because he has already started to love Aisha? Ah no-no

"Oh yes Azmi how are you? I haven't seen it in a long time" Fauzan said, making Aisha squint her eyes

"good. Tumben nanya Azmi Kak usually also not anyway," said Aisha

"No, it's just that he's my friend so it's only natural that it's the case," Fauzan said casually as if there were no burden at all

"Oh." said Aisha briefly

After that, no one opened the sound of silence and the sound of the rain that hit the earth that night

Until finally Fauzan was asleep on the sofa while Aisha was still staring blankly ahead

"Lost." said Aisha suddenly

"Whose miss?" ask Naufal

"Mother's miss." she replied with a sigh

Naufal got up from his chair and walked to the sofa and sat next to Aisha "Sleep." Naufal said, but Aisha shook her head

"Kangen" said Aisha himself

Naufal's hand moved around Aisha's shoulder and hugged her from the side making Aisha feel comfortable she leaned her head on Naufal's shoulder without any rejection from her owner

"Mother's Kangen" said Aisha once again

"Syutt, there's me" Naufal said, making Aisha's heart warm up a little

It can not be denied when only a few days ago Aisha met her Mother but this time she really miss Layla her heart is not calm and restless

"Sister, tomorrow to the house of Mother yes," said Aisha lirih

"Yes, tomorrow." said Naufal after that then Aisha a little calm

"Sister," called Aisha slowly afraid to wake Fauzan who was asleep

"Why?" ask Naufal

"No," said Aisha, then silence no one else spoke

But a few moments later Aisha called her back, "Sister,"

"Yes why?" asked Naufal softly

"I miss my older sister" said Aisha "Kangen, warm and humble sister" he continued

Naufal sighed softly and looked straight ahead, unable to move due to Aisha's head leaning on her shoulder

"Sorry Sha, I often make you cry, yes I often make you upset with my attitude?" naufal asked, but Aisha did not answer him

Then Naufal chuckled softly, "I know, surely you are upset because my attitude is indifferent, cold and even often angry unclear,"

"But believe me I am trying at this time even though you are not fully in my heart I will still try" Naufal said again

"Sha, you know, when you were so far away I was frustrated by myself let alone see you whirling with Fauzan it feels like I want to giggle him, but I realize maybe my presence makes you uncomfortable," naufal said

"But still the affection is still there until now only covered by my own ego" continued Naufal

"Sha, I love you" said Naufal, "You want to forgive me?" naufal asked to hell with Aisha's head moving down and her soft snoring sounded indicating that Aisha was asleep

Naufal sighed softly, "Lost sleep."

"From that moment I was talking long, hoping to be heard, uh know how he had been sleeping" said Naufal upset himself

"Judah how else," he muttered "Good sleep Ice," said Naufal then dyed the top of Aisha's head fondly

"Good night my wife sweet dreams."