Dear Imamku
Change is arriving

Three weeks passed, Aisha is currently sitting at home while Naufal is busy working in the hospital, all office duties are handled by Zee. The news from Fauzan had never been obtained, sometimes the guilt was seeping into his heart

Aisha was bathing the little one, she was not alone in the house but with Azmi, her brother deliberately came there to visit his sister

"Sha, where's your husband?" asked Azmi astonished because there was nothing at home

"Go to the medical qurtuby." replied Aisha soberly, she focused on bathing Debia

"Kok, sister look lately Naufal is a bit different huh?" ask Azmi

"How different is it, brother?" asked Aisha, she was not too interested in Azmi's conversation

"Yes he often disappears from the house, you also know what your brother, Sha, means" Azmi said

Aisha turned her gaze to look at Azmi, then smiled faintly

"She's busy, she's the CEO plus the doctor, so it's only natural that she often goes away let alone on her account is no longer there is a problem." explained Aisha again, he knew what Naufal was going through as well as his company

"Udah ya kak need not be discussed," said Aisha, he was really not interested to discuss where Naufal went

Azmi sighed, "It's up to you to Sha,"

Azmi did not discuss the problem anymore, he was busy struggling with his phone and his laptop checking his boot income

"Sister, ask her to please cool her body dong, I want to take her clothes first," Aisha's pinta and of course Azmi help her

Azmi puts down her laptop and hp then takes Debia from Aisha's hands

"Ciluk Baa," said Azmi to invite Debia to play, and she laughed when her aunty was funny

But suddenly Debia suddenly crying it makes Azmi panic on her own, Aisha comes to calm him while Adnan with Azmi

"Are you my son?" aisha asked, Debia is calm in her arms

"Where do I know, he was laughing and then suddenly crying" Azmi explained

Aisha did not mind that, she put Debia back on the bed, Azmi looked at Aisha in surprise

Surprised, because lately his sister was not eager to live his days

"Maybe he was crying because he knew his mother was sad again" Azmi chirped to make Aisha turn her head

"Tau ah," said Aisha then taking baby supplies, she was busy taking care of Debia

"Sister," call Aisha

"What?" sahut Azmi, he helped Aisha take care of her son, all training before becoming a mother

"I wonder about my own life, sometimes I wonder," said Aisha he sighed

"When I married Sister Naufal, everyone seemed to disappear in the swallow of the earth, Yumna, Nazeef, Azizah, Farah, Zilia, everyone related to me as if I was lost so," explained Aisha

"Or am I being too close? I don't blame my marriage, if Zilia is with Farah I'm still exchanging news, but the same Azizah-" Aisha did not continue her sentence, her gaze was blank

Azmi rubbed Aisha's shoulder, "You are not wrong, nor is it anyone's fault, it was her fate that has already been so," Azmi said

"Over time others see me happy, Mother's Father. But happy I'm not that perfect sister," said Aisha again

I don't know, Aisha wants to take out all her current burden, the burden she's been carrying all this time.I don't talk to anyone

"Sometimes I am confused, sister," said Aisha again, she again sighed "Ah, lupain aja kak" said Aisha

He looked at Debia and smiled, "Sir, I am nyuapin Bia, yuk," Aisha asked him to make Azmi nod

Both of them went downstairs of course with Debia, Azmi waiting in the living room with Bia while Aisha prepared her little meal

"Sir Azmi won't make it" Aisha said with a laugh

"Well, that was right in Debia's room laughing at me, didn't Bia?" ask Azmi to the baby

Debia was just confused to see his aunty's behavior, believe me if it was big Aisha sure Debia would be careless to see Azmi's behavior

"The weird part is, when the baby was invited to talk about Azmi's sister," said Aisha still with the rest of her laughter

"Yes his intention to be funny, but not funny as Debia," said Azmi pouting

"Sir, I'm more sure later," said Aisha made Azmi turn her head

"What?" ask Azmi

"If Debia was big, she must be upset to see his strange aunty behavior," said Aisha again she laughed with satisfaction when she saw Azmi's upset face

"You're Aish, a big hobby of cheating on his own sister" Azmi said and Aisha teased him constantly

That day Azmi spends her time at Aisha's house playing with her niece

Time went by and Naufal just came back out of nowhere Aisha did not know that clearly she had just finished putting Debia to sleep. He went downstairs when he heard Naufal's car

"Mas, are you home? How's the job going?" aisha asked, she helped carry Naufal's bag and suit

"Currently." answered Naufal briefly, his face looking very tired

"You want to take a shower first? I'm ready for warm water" said Aisha again

"No need, I just went to sleep" Naufal said then passed by

Aisha smiled wryly, she stared at the nanar suit in her hand. His older brother, Azmi was right, Naufal had changed exactly since three weeks ago when he returned from the hospital that day

Naufal became more quiet and returned to his old self, who was irritable and ignorant. Aisha sighed, she was tired of this situation

Then the woman walked to her room, she saw Naufal who had been lying on the bed rather already asleep

Then his gaze turned to his son who was in the baby box, the gaze dimmed

"What exactly are you doing?" lirih Aisha is sad, her eyes are glazed

"You suddenly change, make me confused you have a problem what else is angry with me?" ask Aisha in a soft voice

He longed for the old Naufal, not the quiet Naufal, but Naufal, who often gave him a smile and a kiss on the forehead

His heart rippled if he remembered that, Aisha had not felt it for a long time precisely after the incident that night Naufal who left suddenly and then did not come home two days, he said, when I got home, my attitude changed again

"I miss you who used to be a mas" said Aisha again, her tears could not be accommodated

Aisha wiped her tears and then let out a long sigh, so she walked over and put down the bag and suit

Then reaching into the bed, lying down with a heavy breath, he glanced at Naufal's sleeping face

"Don't change," said Aisha, she rubbed Naufal's sticky hair

Then he fell asleep feeling claustrophobic, without Aisha realizing it turns out Naufal has not fallen asleep he heard everything Aisha said

Aisha's words really struck her heart, the silence of the night added to the feeling of Naufal's tightness

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to" said Naufal, who slid Aisha's forehead

Then rubbing Aisha's smooth cheeks, he really did not mean to hurt Aisha's feelings just lately Naufal himself did not know why he could change in front of Aisha

"Really, I'm sorry." murmured Naufal again