Dear Imamku
Delay Aja
بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم
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"Jealous is a sign of love. But if excessive jealousy is a sign that you don't believe"
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Today, we're going back home. You know I'm very happy, for me while in the hospital, the thing I always waited for was to go home and finally be realized.
I leaned my body on the sofa while looking at Farzan who was packing my things, he looked funny doing such work. “Mobile already exists, diary too, little teddy bear is also already there, and what is this? Dalaman and sof-“ I immediately grabbed the bag from the hands of Brother Farzan.
Actually I can't, it's just that I always keep that thing in stock, but now it's embarrassing me! Ahhhhhh, Ayaaaaaaaaaaaah!
“Why? “ ask Farzan later. Does he pretend not to know? “You shy? “ said brother Farzan while smiling to see me. I know that now he's mocking me! You impolite husband!
“Bad brother Farzan evil oh! Why take that thing! Shamed. “
He got up from his seat and approached me. “What is shame? Even I have a right to you including intimate things at once, there will be nothing to be ashamed of now. I understand what you want and you understand what I want. “
“But. Shamed!” I said while bowing my head.
Farzan took the bag in my hand, and ignored my words. He continued his delayed work. “Today I opened your phone because there were two messages coming in, first from Jiji, he said he was getting married the day after. And the second Fauzi, he said,” he paused his words. I see, it's my fault why I used to put a taste for Fauzi first! I hate that past! “Say, he wants to take you to Jiji's wedding and forget about it. “
I am reminded of what happened before, and I have not told Farzan about it. “Sister Farzan dengerin Dibah well, do not cut kayak marta.”
“Who's marta? “
“Martabak brother Farzan. “
“I think of your past. “ Yes Allah, why Brother Farzan is too jealous!
“Sister Farzan jealous? “
“I'm your husband, obviously I'm jealous, jealous her sign of love and I also have the right to be jealous.” It sounded from her tone that she was upset, you husband jam now.
“Sister Farzan, indeed jealous sign of love. But if excessive jealousy is a sign you do not believe.”
“This is not excessive Adibah, but this is the truth as a husband. If the wrong wife, whose responsibility is it? Husbandry? " i nodded to Farzan's words.
Why talk about jealousy? Astagfirullah, I was too late in the conversation earlier. “Kal Farzan, back to the first topic,” I said, who was greeted with a sharp gaze by Brother Farzan, mimic his face was lo. “Do not look like that, Dibah also already like. Want the face of Brother Farzan as ugly as anything if Dibah already dear mah, it does not matter anymore.”
“So I mean ugly? “ I swear I didn't mean to talk like this.
I smile guiltily. “Neg. I mean, Brother Farzan oftengg, what is it? Ehh often masang handsome face, so now kak Farzan even make it like that, not bad vows but his fondness is less than one percent,” obviously I ended with grin.
“I see, all the women here also say that I am handsome,” he said arrogantly. Was it because I was being praised just now that he was exaggerating like this?
Husband is overrated. “I want to ask.”
“What? “
“Sister Farzan likes jealous girls? “
“As per anyway, if jealousy is not excessive yes nothing. Like you said, jealousy is a sign of love. But if excessive jealousy is a sign that you do not believe,” he said repeating my words earlier.
I smiled in response. It's all done, just pick up my things and go home. I miss Bubu, meaning my money doll, I will hug one of them, otherwise everything I will hug. “Kak Farzan's. How many dolls are there? “
Brother Farzan lifted my suitcase. He was silent, probably thinking about what I said. “There could be twenty, “ he said. “Aready? “ I nodded, then got up from my seat, of course with the help of Brother Farzan.
“Why did my money doll increase Farzan's size? “
“Every day I get it. You're in the ten-day hospital? Every day I go back to the apartment and bring one doll every there.”
Thank God, at the time of the accident, my body such as hands and feet were not deformed, there were only injuries in several places so I could walk hand in hand with Brother Farzan. Almost everyone was staring at us, including a few sisters and a doctor. Brother Farzan said, there are only a few of them who know that we are married.
“Sister Farzan,” call I finally dare to open my voice. “How about Zahra? “
Farzan did not answer my question immediately, he kept silent as if something was blocking my question, and finally decided to speak. “It's none of your business, it's already a matter of the authorities now.”
“Religated parties? “ my question ensures.
Farzan nodded. “Iya, after the incident Mahesa already reported him to the police station.”
“Why can Mahesa know?”
“Come in, “pintak kak Farzan when we get to the front of the car. I complied with her request to go in and question the question again. “I contacted him. If only I had been late at that time, I don't know how you are now.”
Suddenly I got goosebumps hearing Farzan's words. Disgusted by myself with the incident, if only I did not easily believe in Zahra! Ahh I think when I do good to others, then he will also do good to me but in fact not, the world is not that good.
“I will try to contact a psychiatrist doctor to make you forget the incident of that time.”
“No need. When I pray later and I will ask God to help me forget the events of that time, in shaa Allah slowly I will forget everything."
“Ta-“
“Nothing works except the prayer of Farzan. “
And again he smiled displaying his dimples, thank God, I can see it again.
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The alarm clock goes back to sound, can you not wake up without this alarm? I immediately released Farzan's arms from my sleep. Why are his hands so heavy? Or am I too weak? I'm back to remembering last night, embarrassing! But aren't we halal? Even that includes the reward for me and Brother Farzan.
“What time is it? “ asked, with his trademark hoarse voice.
“Hemn! “
“Sister Farzan wake up! “ pissed.
“Let's Adibah. “
“Sister Farzan, the devil is happy as the man who delays his prayer time. What if Farzan fell asleep and woke up to bad luck? “
“Return the alarm, “
“Astagfirullah. Kak Farzan should be able to take the same responsibility as Farzan's first decision? Brother Farzan himself did make the alarm sound? “
“Iya, but it's been a long time I set Adibah.”
“But brother Farzan himself who installed.”
“Iya bauble. “ I saw him rise from his sleep with his eyes still closed. “Why did I forget to set that clock to sound an hour from now? “ upset.
And then something strange happened again. Suddenly Farzan hit the bathroom door. “Meanings kak Farzan if you wake up read prayer, not nagging,” I said while laughing.
Is it wrong to laugh at my husband? I don't know, but I can't bear to not laugh right now.
For the first time I came out of the room not wearing a hijab, even when I was in the room, I often wear a hijab.
Father said, when the husband goes to take a bath, the wife must immediately take the task to clean the mattress if there is still a lot of time to go to the kitchen to cook. Father, Adibah will do all that, because now Adibah is an adult.
When I was busy with cooking, Farzan suddenly called out to me. "Geez! Help me! "
I immediately went up to the room with a feeling of worry, a sudden vow my heart was not functioning normally.
"What's wrong? " question me when I'm up.
Farzan stood behind me, then sat on the edge of the bed. Not long after, he came back and looked at my face. "Come here, "the question. I immediately fulfilled Farzan's request to approach him. "This. "unexpectedly, he gave me a ring.
"Thank you Farzan, " said I.
He just smiled as he put the ring on my finger. "One of the Apostle's other romances was to give gifts to his wife. And you know what he gave you? He gave his wife a ring. "
"Thank you, Farzan. " For the umpteenth time I said that phrase. Not long ago Brother Farzan kissed my forehead.
"Aisha Ra said, 'That the Prophet kissed some of his wives, then went out to pray without ablution first, ' "(HR Ahmad).
"Sister Farzan. Shame," I said.
"I know." I looked up at Brother Farzan's face. It felt like asking, Where did Brother Farzan know? But he answered first. "Your cheeks are red, if you're ashamed."
"Sister Farzan!" I pinched Farzan's waist.
Brother Farzan was seen grimacing in pain not long after that he hugged me and laughed. "I'm sorry for interrupting your cooking. "
Oh my God, I just remembered my cooking! "My kale mustache!" I immediately ran to the kitchen. Why is my behavior back again?
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"Geez! Where is my love? " cry brother Farzan.
I who folded clothes now have to come down. With a tie and a comb for him, I knew he would ask me to put his hair out and then put a tie on him, but he was already very familiar with how to put a tie even I learned from him.
"How long has Adibah been? " embarrassed. Even though my trip was only three minutes, why is he so sensitive today? "Past me. Mahesa called me, said I should get there soon, there was a sudden operation. "
"Yes sitting down" I commanded. He then sat in front of me. Like I said earlier, he'll ask me to comb and pair it with a tie. "Sister Farzan don't come home late at night. At seven o'clock we go to Jihan's house, "I said. Pairing a tie for him, and finally done as well.
"In shaa Allah." I kissed the back of Farzan's hand, after which he kissed my forehead.
"The goods already exist? "
"I forgot where you put it?"
"Wait for me to get it. "
"No, I'm hurrying Adibah. "
I ran in to get the purple box. He always forgets to eat breakfast so I always provide before he leaves, but it's always like this, he always forgets where I put it, it is only on the table.
"This." I said after returning. I handed the box to Farzan's brother.
"Thank you, " he said. He kissed my forehead again, then passed away.
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Aisyah Ra said, “Bahwa Nabi Saw kissed some of his wife, then came out to pray without ablution first,” (HR Ahmad).
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Syukron katsiatan
Jazzakumullah and Khair
Warm regards
Riskaafriani💜